episode_0025

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There are only three people I have talked to to some extent since coming to this world.

Senior Saya, Yuna, and Suin.

If I have to be picky, I think that among these three, Su-in is the one closest to being ‘ordinary’.

It’s not a story about morality or anything like that.

It’s about ‘shaking’.

There is something firm that neither Saya-senpai nor Yuna can compromise on.

Something that will never break, or if forced to break, will choose death.

On the other hand, what about Suin?

It didn’t seem like there was such a thing.

I thought I had gained cheating abilities, so I set it up like crazy.

When I realized in my bones that it was all an illusion, I got scared and begged.

He quickly forgot what had happened to him, then later became depressed and made a half-hearted reflection.

He looks like he’s reflecting very hard right now, but is that really the case? On the contrary, he seems to be intoxicated with self-destructive masochism.

It takes great skill to stumble at all those steps, but anyone can stumble at a step or two.

I think the part that can be shaken like that is ‘ordinariness’.

I did the same.

He was a man who was easily shaken.

I made a mistake,

Repeating the same mistakes,

Making excuses in the name of reflection,

I repeated the entire process.

Of course, this is a story before I met Senior Saya.

After meeting Senior Saya, I came to know.

That love is the most powerful force that can destroy a person.

My previous self is completely broken down and recreated, and I hope that happens without a moment’s hesitation.

“Realistically speaking, as a family with power issues, everyone has to do their best. We can’t afford to be intoxicated by self-destructive emotions like this.”

“What… are you… saying…?”

“We need a quick-witted guy with a positive mindset who is motivated and knows how to do things on his own.”

In a word,

Our family needs a new, experienced employee.

But since we don’t have the salary to give to new employees like that, we have no choice but to lure them with in-house benefits.

He lowered his hand and swept Suin’s buttocks.

This is the only place where you can find feminine curves on Soo-in’s body, which is thin and lacks maturity overall. It feels like she’s been exerting a little strength.

Of course, there was a trace of the whip here too, so when the hand passed over it, my body writhed in pain.

As I squeeze that buttocks, a groan and a rather violent resistance come back.

I feel a bit bad saying this, but when you shake your body like that, it really feels like you’re flirting…

I pressed both wrists together with my free hand.

If you do this while riding on the waist, it will look like you are burying the water between your chest.

“You said you were after me, right?”

“… … .”

“Was it like that?”

“Hehe♡!”

As I grabbed her buttocks with my hand and kneaded them, a strange scream was heard.

He was looking at me with wide eyes, as if he was surprised himself.

“Wouldn’t it be useless to look at me?”

“That… That… Ah, no… What, something… That, yeah…! You gave me some order! Without me knowing! That’s right! ”

“I know it won’t be that easy. But that’s how it is. If you insist on blaming the order, I’ll do it this time.”

He brought his face to my ear.

I concentrated my mind, put strength into my words, and whispered from a position where they could never be heard.

“[From now on, when you talk to me, always say ‘Unnie♡’.]”

Churrup.

As I pushed my tongue inside her ear, Suin started moaning and pushed me away.

“What, what are you doing, you crazy sister♡!”

“Foot!”

The entire sentence became strange because he imitated not only the words but also my voice and tone.

He realized the strangeness and ran towards me with a bright red face.

“Ppa, let go quickly, unnie♡!”

“Phew!”

The sweet voice that follows the desperate words makes me laugh.

I twist my body in rage, but I have the upper hand while mounted. And the violent movements stimulate the wound from the whip, causing me to twist my body repeatedly.

“Okay, I’ll ask you again? You said you were going to target me next time, right?”

“… .”

“Silence tactics? If you don’t answer, I’ll play with your ears again.”

“If I knew you were this kind of person, I wouldn’t have aimed for you, unnie♡ Aaaah! ”

I held it in.

I held on desperately.

It’s too much for me to give orders and then laugh.

“Keuk, keuk, keuk, you’ve worked hard… a lot… keukkeukkeuk. Ah, this won’t work. [You can just call me ‘Unnie’ normally.]”

“Fuck, sis.”

“If you do that again, I’ll order you again, so don’t do it. So, what did you like? Face? Chest? Legs? It’s a bit maniacal, but the kneecap? ”

“Isn’t that a bit maniacal… Sister.”

I followed Soo-in’s head as she avoided eye contact and forced myself to meet her gaze.

I closed her eyes completely, grabbed her face, and stuck my tongue into her ear. As I swept my tongue up the inside of her ear as if sucking it, she started to fight again.

“Ma, I’ll tell you! Just tell me! Sister!”

“You must have noticed when I was being interrogated, but I’m really good at reading lies. If you lie, I’ll play with your ears for 10 minutes?”

“… Oh, face… This is my taste, sis… .”

It’s funny, but there needs to be a relationship of trust between the interrogator and the interrogated.

That means you shouldn’t lie and you should keep your word.

“You lied.”

I played with Suin’s ears for 10 minutes.

No matter what I do, I react very sensitively. I flinch just from the touch of breath on my ear.

But the most sensitive part was when the tongue dug into my ear, and the resistance was so intense that it was difficult to maintain.

I had no choice but to sit on the bed.

He hugged Suin from behind and continued to tease her ears.

It seemed like he was trying to say something in the middle, but I just ignored him. I covered his mouth with my hand and continued to tickle his ear.

At exactly ten minutes, I took my hand off my mouth and heard a scream-like reply.

“Wow, your smiling face… your smiling face is so pretty… That’s why I wanted it! That’s why I was going to have it!! Really! Really, sis!”

A smiling face… Looking for an idol?

That’s for Senior Saya’s use only.

“Yeah? How are you now? Do you hate me now that you know I have this kind of personality?”

“… .”

“The condition of not answering is still valid. Not answering is also considered a lie?”

“It had nothing to do with having a vicious personality, sis… .”

Suin spoke as if she was angry and felt wronged.

This is a little awkward.

What kind of face do I have when I see Senior Saya? Should I look in a mirror?

But how can I afford to do that when I have my senior in front of me? I have to look at my senior.

“Okay, then if we ever meet in court, I will ask that defendant A take into account the evidence that victim B would not reject him, and that this fact be taken into consideration in the verdict.”

“What are you talking about… Sister?!”

I gently bit the white, blemish-free nape of her neck.

Then, he placed his lips on it and licked it as if tracing it with his tongue.

As I ran my fingertips down her spine, which was twitching with tension, the spasms became more intense.

But as soon as the finger went down between her buttocks, her whole body froze with tension.

“Yeah, you think you’re a man now?”

“Of course, sis… . Oh, shit, come on, sis!”

“Then you wouldn’t like it if you felt this way because it’s unmanly?”

It would be funny to say, “There’s no way you could feel it!” but you probably know it too.

After being drugged and toyed with for hours to relieve the pain, at least I was mentally aware that I could get pleasure from it.

“ Of course… . Don’t touch it, sis… . If you touch it, I’ll kill you, sis… .”

“You don’t have to say it like that, I won’t do it.”

At least this time I have a different target.

I ran my finger between her legs. She was already soaking wet, having been prepared for quite some time. I applied the liquid that was plentiful on my finger all over Su-in’s body.

Because he is hugging her from behind, all that is visible is the side of her face.

It’s like a burning passion, yet also a fear.

“You said you were scared when you tried to wash it. Oh, now [take back on calling me unnie]. Just be honest. ”

“… Yeah. I was scared that I would keep remembering the pain… .”

Once more, I lightly scanned the crack from above and a scream-like groan escaped.

This one seems overly sensitive.

However, regardless of how you actually feel, just focusing your attention on it makes your body stiffen.

Yes, just like the anal, this one also has memories.

Because the memories that were destroyed continuously over the course of 6 hours still remain.

“So you wanted to ruin it? Because you were scared of remembering it?”

“… I don’t… know… .”

Perhaps this is the closest answer to the truth.

If you ask again how you felt when you said you wanted to change and didn’t want to disappoint, you’ll probably get a similar answer.

If that was the coward’s courage, could this be called the coward’s atonement?

“You answered honestly, so I should give you a reward.”

With positive thinking that may only last a day,

To the courage of a coward, which can only be shown a few times in life,

In the atonement of a coward who regrets why he did not continue to run away,

Encourage by giving awards.

He touched Suin’s chest.

It looks like that, and in reality it hasn’t grown properly, so it’s just a slightly swollen bump, but now it’s different. Because… .

“Gyah… What, what is it?!”

“Do you love cute breasts?”

In fact, it was more like a massage than a caress, just a slow, caressing movement of the entire chest, but Su-in reacted sensitively to that too.

“Ma, this is ridiculous… T, what is this… . Hahaha… .”

He turned the groaning Suin’s body around. He made her sit between his legs, and this time he caressed her breasts with his mouth and tongue.

“Don’t be so surprised, and if you don’t mind, can you hug me too?”

“Mi, sorry… .”

Suin stretches out both arms and hugs tightly.

The reason I hesitated for a moment was probably because the scar from the whip still remained. Knowing that it would hurt again if I pressed closer, my hand, not knowing what to do, hesitantly but still hugged her shoulder.

hmm….

If we really want to be specific, it’s just a shoulder massage.

But I’m trying, so there’s no need to spit it out.

I moved my body a little, confirming that the nipple that had been gently rolling inside my mouth was definitely showing an excited reaction.

This time, Suin also twisted her body to match his. In the process, they adjusted the curves of their bodies to fit each other.

The human body is a funny thing.

There are many unique things everywhere.

At first, I always want to say, “kiss…” but in reality, it’s better to just kiss lightly.

It’s good to leave a slight pain and melt it away with honey and warmth.

However, since it was Suin’s first time with that body, she kept her biting to a minimum. Instead, she was busy licking the wounds from the whip.

Suin continued to tremble.

Just being in close contact stimulates the wound. I am in pain from the dull, stabbing pain, and the tongue licks over it, reawakening the pain.

However, at some point, Suin started to make sounds that sounded like she was sobbing.

“This is too much… This is too much… . You can stop tormenting me… . Dude, I’m sure you’ve paid for your sins a little bit… .”

“I’m not trying to bother you… but you want to go?”

“Ugh, yeah… .”

“You must be in a lot of pain?”

“I, I’m used to it… It’s okay… .”

I couldn’t help but laugh at the surprisingly honest answer.

An expression that looked like his brain had completely melted. Maybe it was too much.

“You can do it yourself, right?”

“No… . That… won’t do… . Something is missing… .”

Oh, yeah.

It really seems like that.

I see a guy who realized too late that he needed two to be truly happy.

He hugged the person hanging on him.

They were pressed against each other, their arms intertwined, and their private parts were rubbed in close contact. That place where sensations were concentrated was heated up by the pleasant pressure and friction.

Su-in, who had been bewildered by the completely new sensation, gradually began to adapt to it.

“It’s strange… . Why… Why doesn’t it hurt… . It was scary just touching it… Why… Does it feel good… .”

“I told you I’d ruin it, right? What really ruins people is affection, right?”

“Uh… Don’t make me laugh… .”

I caressed that ear with my tongue.

This time, he doesn’t try to move backwards even though he’s squirming.

“Really? Now, the place where you were whipped doesn’t hurt at all? It just stings a little? It feels good, doesn’t it? It’s the power of love?”

“Uh, why… .”

Between the increasingly rough breathing, cute moans began to mix in. That alone seemed enough to get me excited.

“Would you like to listen carefully? Someone is… making a sound that sounds very happy.”

“Ugh, yeah… . I, can… hear… .”

“That’s why I’m so happy. It’s a voice that makes me happy when I hear it.”

He said that, pushing away the hair that was covering his eyes.

And at that moment, Suin’s body reached its climax.

A body bending with groans.

The torrent of emotions that have been building up for a long time is released, and the whole body is hit by pleasure substances, causing dysfunction.

What I wanted at the last moment was to hang on.

As if he was afraid of losing consciousness and falling, he clung to me with such force that it was painful.

Those eyes were clearly speaking.

I’m happy too… .

It was the first time I felt like I had made someone happy… .

†

After Su-in woke up from a brief loss of consciousness, she sat silently for a while, then said this.

“You fooled me!!!”

“Oh, you realized it too late. No matter what, you’re the original owner, so you should realize that much.”

“What the hell is this, the power of love! Seriously… .”

“I almost believed it?”

Suin shut her mouth.

It goes without saying that the power of love is real.

And, of course, the power of love never has a physical effect.

The correct answer is [Yin Yak Generation (Contact Only) F-].

Yes, it is an awakening ability obtained by subduing Suin.

Because it is an F-rank, the only medicines that can be produced are at best a healing potion that can heal torn wounds, an anesthetic/pain reliever at the level of a patch, and a potion that increases pleasure.

It cannot be made into a medicine and stored (Suin has only used his powers in this way), and it can only be effective if it is created directly on the area it comes into contact with.

But in this case, it was enough.

They diligently treated the wounds from the whipping, and by rubbing their genitals together, they created plenty of aphrodisiacs, which helped them forget the trauma.

Thanks to the mental pressure, Su-in showed a very honest and cute reaction.

“Why do you keep staring at me like you’re piercing through my skin? If you have something to say, say it.”

“How is it? Did it motivate you to try a little harder? Did the thought of wanting to ruin it disappear?”

“… .”

“Isn’t it enough? Then try a little harder… .”

When I put a hand on his shoulder, he was startled and twisted his body.

“Enough! Don’t do it! If you touch it any more, your head will go crazy!”

“Did it work?”

Eventually, I confirmed that he was nodding.

“… Yeah. The pain somehow disappeared… and… I didn’t… hate… it… getting ruined like you said… .”

“Okay. I hope that helps you keep your promise.”

A promise to change.

Probably the most broken promise in the world.

“… If you don’t keep it, something terrible will happen.”

“Of course, right? The basics of an assistant are a whip and fire.”

“At least use a whip and carrot!!!”

I ended up laughing hysterically.

As for whether I’m expecting it, of course I’m not.

But if Senior Sayaya wishes that even the courage and atonement of a coward can have meaning, then it is my job to work towards that end.

Yeah, if it goes well, Senior Saya will be happy.

That alone makes it worth the effort.

“As I said, we need experienced new recruits. It’s hard to force them to listen to commands or force them to submit to reason. So, if possible, I don’t want to restrict them, but just in case, I’ll give them this order.”

When I turned my gaze to Suin, Suin also looked at me while biting her lip.

It’s a look of determination. It’s okay.

“[If you feel regret or pain about something you have done for more than 3 minutes, somehow contact me and say, ‘Hug me right now’].”

“… Huh?”

“If the pain you feel isn’t a temporary change, don’t you think you’ll continue to want to be ruined in the future? Then you’ll need me.”

“… .”

Suin lowered her head and started muttering something.

I can’t quite hear what you’re saying, but I guess I should finish what I was saying.

“The good thing about this method is that you can pretend like it’s because you just want to hug her… .”

“Get out of my house right now!!!”

“I’m sorry, but this house is owned by the winner’s right. I will ignore your ownership.”

“Get out of here right now!!!”

If that’s the case, then I can’t not listen to it.

I opened the iron door and went up to the first floor. The evening glow was pouring in through the large window.

Ah, looting is the best… .

I felt a sense of exhilaration as if I had achieved a rise in social status while watching the evening sunset.

Three minutes later, Su-in ran out of the basement and shouted at me.

“’Hug me right now’!”

… Well, it must have been three minutes that made me regret my entire life.