episode_0017

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When my unconscious junior rushed at me, I didn’t know what to do for a moment.

One thing is certain, you shouldn’t show this kind of junior to other people.

“Yu, Yuna! Help me!”

Luckily, this place is right in front of the unit building. The unit room is right in front. I ran first, thinking that I had to somehow get in there.

… and then, as if it were a scripted event, I tripped and lost my balance.

I gaped at my own incompetence, but luckily Yuna caught me. And she ran with me in her arms.

The junior was right behind him. His running form was too clean to be considered unconscious, and it felt somewhat humorous.

I don’t know if it was fortunate or unfortunate, but thanks to that, people passing by and seeing us didn’t seem to take it too seriously.

I barely managed to enter the unit room, and a few seconds later my junior followed me in.

Yuna, who was waiting by the door, grabbed him, but somehow he managed to escape and ran towards me. I grabbed him again, but he escaped again.

On the screen that appears on one side of your vision, something like a notification from a game appears.

《▷Acute addiction (stimulant)◁ You are addicted to stimulant. Your intelligence and willpower decrease.》

《▷During Erosion (Extra Large)◁ Intelligence and Will are reduced until resolved. If you fail the Will check each turn, you lose your reason and act to satisfy your sexual desire.》

I’m not sure, but I can tell that there’s only one way to calm you down right now.

“I, I, I’ll try to appease you… . Don’t… look at me… .”

Yuna must have been the same, not knowing what to do.

After hesitating for a while, I let go of my junior’s hand.

The next moment, I was slammed into the wall while being held by my junior.

The pain of being held by my junior’s body is greater than the pain of hitting a wall. His fingers are thinner than mine, but it feels like fire is coming out of his forearm that is caught there.

“Ahh… Saya senior… . I like you… .”

A face approaching with a hazy voice.

There is no sign of reason or smile on the face that seems to be melting with desire.

My junior’s face, without the happy smile he always showed me, was somehow creepy.

Yes, my junior had this kind of face.

Her features are so delicate and delicate, and her sparkling red eyes are so beautiful and surreal that no matter how you look at her, you don’t feel like she’s human.

Something more different, something far beyond humans.

Even if you said it was a monster or a monster that could blow away a person’s reason, I would believe it.

The reason I was able to dare to talk to that junior until now was because his eyes were always smiling. They were sparkling with affection.

Now that it’s gone… I’m honestly scared.

It’s scary, but… .

“[It’s okay, it’s okay].”

That’s what I said.

A little while ago, before I lost consciousness, I remembered what my junior was trying to ask me.

Give orders. Stop it.

He said he was not normal right now.

Yes, junior.

I know that feeling, a little bit.

My chest feels tight and suffocated. When I think of my junior, I feel that way for some reason. I feel sad and miserable for some reason, and I feel like my head is going to go crazy.

So, I don’t want my junior to be in that state.

“[I’m here. I’ll do whatever I can.]”

So don’t be upset and tell me… .

“Senior… I like you… .”

“… Ugh!”

I thought my junior was pushing me in and kissing me.

No, that’s not what you call a kiss.

I bit my lip so hard that tears came out without me realizing it.

It wasn’t an illusion that it felt like blood was splashing, because the junior’s lips were even more moist and red.

Once again, the junior’s face came into view.

I bit my lip, more slowly than before, but clearly. I could definitely taste the blood flowing out from the burst blood vessel in my lip.

I guess it was the same for you, my junior.

For some reason, my heart raced at the movement of his tongue skimming my lips, and his own lips.

The rough movements that began after that couldn’t be called caressing by any means.

My junior bit the back of my neck as if he were a vampire. He left a clear bite mark, but he sucked loudly as if he was not satisfied.

I groaned without realizing it, feeling a kind of pain I wasn’t used to.

As I unconsciously flinched, a look of pity appeared on my junior’s face.

“No… . Don’t go… . Don’t run away, senior… .”

A dull, stabbing pain.

“Wow… !”

He bit me hard on the back of my neck.

It hurts, it hurts! Blood was definitely seeping out from the teeth that had torn and dug into my skin, and every time my junior sucked it out, my head started spinning from the pain.

I barely noticed Yuna, who was at a loss as to what to do, neither turning her gaze completely nor looking straight at me, approaching me with determination.

I can’t open my mouth because all I can do is suppress my moans. I just shake my head and use my eyes to tell myself that I’m okay.

While Yuna was hesitating, the junior changed the angle and dug deeper into my neck.

I was so scared that I would get hurt somewhere else and that my neck would be torn apart.

but….

“Senior… I have to buy it… .”

The voice of my junior muttering my name seemed to be asking for help, and something other than fear arose inside me.

is it so.

I’m probably of no help to you, junior.

So, even if it’s just for this moment, I want to accept this kind of complaint.

I unbuttoned my jacket, suppressing a groan.

There was no need to unbutton my blouse, because my junior, reacting to my movements, unbuttoned my chest almost as if ripping it open.

When I pushed up the cups of my bra to reveal my breasts, fortunately or unfortunately, my junior’s interest was completely focused there.

“Ha, haha… !”

I’ve had my breasts caressed by a junior before too.

At that time, it was like a lesson that taught me carefully and gently where my heart could feel and what sensations it could experience.

But now, like a newborn baby, I’m just fixated on my chest.

I don’t know how many times I’ve been bitten.

Every time that happened, I would writhe in pain, but I would still admire myself for holding on so well.

I’m scared of being sick.

I was born with hyperalgesia, so I was more sensitive to pain and weaker than other people. It got better as I grew up, but I was still hundreds of times more scared than the average person.

But now, somehow, I can bear it.

Could it be because of the different posture than before?

The way she was pressed against me and absorbed in my chest didn’t give me the strange feeling I had before.

It’s still eerily beautiful, but somehow it feels like I’m holding a whining child.

“You really like it, junior… .”

I remember you saying you missed breast milk.

Since you said it was a future you saw with your foresight, I don’t think the expression “I miss you” is appropriate… but anyway, even in that future, you must have been very sincere to my heart.

In the notifications that appear on one side of your field of vision, the part that says ▷Acute poisoning (erectile inclination)◁ is gradually decreasing.

Maybe that’s why I can hear my junior whispering. As he’s panting and sucking his chest, the words that I could only hear as a murmur gradually become clearer.

“Saya senior, I like you… . Saya senior, I like you… . Saya senior, I like you… . Saya senior, I like you… . Saya senior, I like you… .”

The junior kept mumbling three words at a time while sucking on his chest.

I just didn’t realize it, but he might have been talking to me the moment he ran towards me.

No, that’s not it either.

My junior has been saying that to me since the first time we met.

With his eyes, with his expression, with his voice that tickled my ears, with his soft, enveloping gestures, he was speaking to me as my junior.

“I know, junior. I know so well that even I, a timid person, no longer doubt.”

I found myself stroking my junior’s head without realizing it.

Her fine, soft silver hair becomes a blue waterfall in my hand. The smooth texture also feels somehow inhuman.

I was so absorbed in it without realizing it that when I suddenly came to my senses, the pain in my chest had decreased significantly. The aggression in my junior’s movements disappeared, and it felt like he was really being a spoiled brat.

A pain that seemed to dig into my entire upper body ran through me, but now even that pain felt like a cool, tingling sensation.

but.

“[It’s okay, junior. It’ll be okay now.]”

However, the junior who is hanging on to me,

For some reason, he had his legs crossed and looked like he didn’t know what to do.

is it so.

The part that says ▷In heat (extra large)◁ still remains.

I looked at my hands without realizing it.

For some reason, I checked my fingernails every morning, which I had to trim.

It’s a bit too short for a woman’s fingernails, so it’ll probably look rough, but it’ll probably be okay. There’s still a little bit of pain from when I sprained it ‘back then’, but it’ll probably be okay.

I reached inside my junior’s skirt.

I had a tense feeling that I was about to do something terribly bad, but then my junior suddenly grabbed my hands and held them tightly with both legs.

Removing it… is not permitted.

It only tolerates digging deeper, into the inner thigh.

“Line… Ship… ?”

In contrast to the movement that felt somehow obscene, the junior’s expression looked like that of a helpless child. He was looking up at me as if he was clinging to me.

“I told you all along. [It’s okay, junior. It’ll be okay now.]”

I took a few deep breaths while soothing her like that.

At that time… what should I say, it felt like some kind of major incident had occurred at the point where I dug deep into it.

In that state, my junior twisted his body and I sprained my ankle.

This time, that won’t do.

If it were just me spraining my finger, I would tolerate it… .

As I moved my finger to my junior’s vagina, I heard a sweet moan.

The junior forgot to suck his chest and raised his voice.

A strangely high-pitched, rasping sound, like that made by female cats in heat.

I leaned over a little more so that my junior could suck my breasts more easily, and at the same time, I put my lips on my junior’s breasts.

“Huhh …

A strange voice I’ve never heard before.

Yes. I remember saying that it seems like the person being attacked is weak.

Anyway, I licked my junior’s chest with some degree of confidence.

I sucked carefully because I was embarrassed if the sound was too loud, and I also asked lightly every now and then.

Every time that happens, the junior wiggles his hips and squirms.

“Seo, senior… senior-ah… . Sob… .”

sorry.

I don’t know if I crossed the line because I was having a little fun.

My junior crossed his legs.

As if urging the hand that was hesitating near the secret.

The strange sight of them sucking each other’s breasts from above and below is added to the sight of them caressing each other’s slits by moving their hands up and down.

Because of the angle, you can’t see between your junior’s legs.

But you can see that the cracks, which have become so soft that they seem ready to melt at any moment, continue to ooze honeyed liquid as if tempting you.

Following that guidance, I carefully pushed the stop in.

““Ugh…?!””

My junior and I both let out a strange scream at the same time.

It feels like being sucked in by something, like being held by something hot and squirming, like being trapped.

Without realizing it, I bit my junior’s chest, and the junior twisted his body as he was stimulated from both the top and bottom.

And then a voice, as if choking, was heard.

“Senior… Senior love… .”

The junior who even stopped sucking her breasts and started appealing.

Yeah, I was hoping for something similar.

Change your position while keeping your fingers inside your junior’s body. Yes, honestly, I had a hard time with that angle earlier because my body is stiff.

I kissed my junior. We exchanged sweet, thick, mature saliva, swirling our tongues.

The heavy breathing that would normally be embarrassing was nothing special now. It was the same for my junior.

The junior who was engrossed in the kiss hugged me with both hands.

As if he doesn’t want to let go, as if he wants to stay like this.

And that was also a shift to a posture of complete acceptance.

I continued kissing and caressing my junior.

I don’t remember exactly what I did or how I did it.

Because I, like my junior, was in a daze and couldn’t quite figure out what I was doing.

What is certain is that when I asked, ““과, are you okay?”,” without realizing it, I saw my junior smiling so happily.

After that, I felt like I was on drugs.

They continued to caress each other, hugging each other so tightly that I was worried that their bodies would break.

and….

“… Seo, senior, me, me, senior… Haeee!!!”

The junior started screaming before he could finish his words.

He leaned back and shook violently as if he had been electrocuted. After a while, he let out a heavy sigh as if he had forgotten to rest for a long time.

A junior who is trying to convey the words he was unable to say while holding back tears.

I spoke to her on her behalf, who seemed to be struggling to breathe properly.

“I know, junior. I really like it too… .”

At that moment, the junior completely lost consciousness and collapsed.

†

Even after watching, the abnormal status notification no longer appeared.

The part that says, “I like you, I really like you, I love you so much, Saya-senpai” is so brilliantly bright, because that’s always been the case… .

I don’t know if I did it right or not… .

However, since the unconscious junior’s breathing was even and he didn’t seem to be in pain, it seems safe to assume that he was just asleep.

I need to get my bearings in order before my junior wakes up. But I don’t know where to start.

First, both my junior and I clean up, lay them down comfortably, and then… .

“Ah… .”

I flinched for a moment at the sudden pain.

It hurts everywhere, but the pain in my chest is the worst. It’s a really strange sight, with my entire chest being bitten and sucked without a trace.

“Are you okay…?”

…I just realized.

I wasn’t here alone with my junior. Yuna was right next to me.

Yuna handed me the towel, her face bright red, trying her best not to look in my direction.

I also took the towel and wiped my junior and myself, being careful not to make eye contact with Yuna as much as possible.

that…

What should I say…?

It seems that love requires determination.

“Rice, shouldn’t you go to the hospital? You’ve been bitten so many times… .”

“Rice, hospital… . Radish, I think it will be too much… .”

According to Yuna’s words, I imagined showing this body to the doctor at the hospital.

That alone makes me feel dizzy.

I decided to think about that problem later and just got dressed.

Even though I couldn’t completely hide the traces of shame with clothes, I was able to camouflage them to some extent with foundation.

I decided to open the window to ventilate the somewhat hot air in the unit room and wait for my junior to come to his senses.

Since there was no place to lay him down, I gathered his knees together and laid his head on them. He lay there soundly, without even tossing and turning.

After feeling a little relieved, I asked Yuna.

“Hey… Yuna… . Can you please not tell your junior about what just happened?”

“What, what… Ma, do you have anything to say?”

I was grateful for your hesitant yet considerate answer.

But, uh, what should I do… .

I was scared of what kind of mood Yuna was in while watching.

Let’s say I confessed to Yuna yesterday, but I rejected her, and Yuna… It became too hard to bear, so I asked my junior for help, and my junior wanted a reward, and I said I would try… .

No, I didn’t say that I was working hard for the reward that my junior wanted… .

Anyway, right now I have completely forgotten about Yuna and am with my junior… .

How did Yuna feel when she saw me and her junior?

I was so tired and aching all over, my head wasn’t working well.

No. My head wasn’t working very well originally.

Anyway, I was struggling with a problem that had no answer, and Yuna spoke as if she couldn’t stand the silence any longer.

“Ah, anyway, I’ve seen enough of this guy’s perverted antics to get used to it, but I didn’t know Saya had that side to her.”

“Huh? Me? What side?”

“Comforting something that tastes bad by holding it in your arms… That… Is it like maternal love… .”

“Motherly love… .”

I ended up laughing bitterly.

But Yuna continued to speak quite seriously.

“No, this guy was really obsessed with your chest, and maybe he was also obsessed with your hidden maternal love? … This guy has bigger chest though.”

I couldn’t help but laugh because the word ‘motherly love’ didn’t sound all that pleasant.

Even though she knew about my relationship with my mother, she probably didn’t think that I would be uncomfortable with those words. Yuna is sensible, so she probably thinks that all women have maternal love.

but….

When I hear the word motherly love, I get a strange feeling.

Among the various marks that are displayed overlapping your junior, check the ‘Talent’ part again.

Among the list of talents that was far longer than mine, I looked again at the one that particularly caught my eye.

Compared to this, even things like [Sexual Desire S+++], [Masochistic Constitution S+++], [Legend (Assassin)], and [Nine Deaths, Sure to Live] feel like nothing.

[Artificial Life (Learning Specialized) F++++] – The pinnacle of human potential. Learns and becomes more skilled in all areas than ordinary people. Cannot overcome the limitations of humanity.

It’s amazing that I have a talent that seems to be the exact opposite of my [incompetence], but more than anything, its name is strange.

… I wonder what kind of person my junior is.