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Knock, knock, knock.

After the sound of someone knocking on the door exactly three times, a familiar voice was heard.

“Hey, Paula. Are you in it? You may not be in a good mood because of what happened this morning, but… I brought you a gift because I wanted to comfort you. If you’re listening there, could you please open the door?”

This voice is… Elysia, who saved me from the sows in heat. The memories of what happened in the morning still remain vivid, but… I was no one else and I couldn’t let Elysia wander in vain. So I woke up, opened the door, and welcomed her.

“Hello…bye. I saw you this morning too, and it feels like it’s been a long time since I last saw you. But what kind of gift is this…?”

Even when I spoke and heard it, my voice was so weak that I couldn’t believe it, but in Elysia’s eyes, she seemed more miserable, so she answered and asked questions at the same time in a worried tone.

“Nothing much, I brought some food and alcohol to eat with you. Champagne from 1871. They say it was put in the year our country (Germany) was unified, but it took me a while to find this. I don’t think ordinary things can soothe your feelings. By the way, after I brought you here, did you lie down in bed right away without washing up? The condition looks very bad. Isn’t it really painful somewhere?”

“My, do I look that sick?”

“Call it a horse. You didn’t properly shake off the grass and dirt from your body, and you didn’t even change the underwear you wore in the morning.”

Come to think of it, after using State Enigma, I went straight to bed without washing myself properly. I was in a dazed state of mind where I couldn’t even feel the huge breasts being pressed down while lying on my stomach, and I was confused as to whether I was asleep or dozing off, and time was passing by in vain, and now I had just opened the door to Elysia.

No matter how unimaginable things were to happen to me as a man, I should have washed before going to bed… Only the sheets were dirty. I decided to deal with that later, and since Elysia is here, I have to take a shower.

“It’s going to be hard to keep standing outside, so would you like to come inside and wait? I’ll wash up and come back soon.”

“Okay. Do whatever you feel comfortable with.”

I gave Elisia a chair and went to the bathroom. I was a little embarrassed to take off my dirty underwear in front of her, but regardless of my mental gender, my physical gender was unquestionably female, and I thought it was such a big deal to show my naked body among close friends, so I quickly took it off. I went in and poured water on my body.

The warm water not only relieved the tension in my body, but also helped my thinking circuit function more flexibly. Thanks to this, I was able to lose myself in thought while looking at a distant place rather than the bathroom wall.

Sigh… In the original world, I didn’t have much of a relationship with women, but after coming to this world and losing my dick, I was able to bring the same woman into the same house. What kind of trick of fate is this?

When I was in Korea, I didn’t have many opportunities to meet women because I was attending an all-boys’ high school and technical college, but rather than that, ‘honorary Aryans’ like me who were capable and had Western looks were inferior people of color (I’m talking about women who live in Korea as well). (That’s right.) I was drunk with the arrogance that I shouldn’t be connected to this, so I spent a lot of time in Mosul Ada.

As soon as I got my green card, I moved to the United States and started interacting with white people. Since I followed the teachings of my dear father, His Excellency the President, I thought that I was far superior to these ‘fake white people’, so I didn’t even look at white women and asked what Tigger was doing all the time. The Panthers were like this, the President was like this, and the National Socialists were like that.

Perhaps neither Dr. Goebbels, who served as Minister of Propaganda, nor Acting President Rudolf Hess, who left a mark in writing ‘Mein Kampf’, could not have truly loved National Socialism and Germany as much as I do… But what is my situation now?

“Now I’ve finally become a real Aryan, not an honorary Aryan… but I’m in danger of being raped by the same woman…”

Luckily, I met a helper and escaped the crisis, but at the time when I was stripped of my clothes, I had forgotten my determination to burn my body for the glory of Germany, and my mind was filled with thoughts of not losing my virginity. Even thinking about it again, it was an inexcusable act of obscenity.

Was my patriotism so weak that it collapsed in a crisis of this magnitude? Even when I was in Korea, I refused to sing the national anthem or swear to the Taegeukgi, and was filled with joy by saluting the Hakenkreuz flag, my ‘true national flag’. I, who only bought and consumed German products whenever possible, has disappeared into nowhere. Has a beautiful girl with breasts attached to her chest appeared?

To me, ‘patriotism’ does not mean being helpful to Korea, where I have lived for 20 years since I was born, or being loyal to the United States, which granted me permanent residency, but always maintaining my love for Germany and making donations to my ‘homeland,’ which began rearmament during Scholz’s term as chancellor. It was an act of sending. How long has it been since I came to this world that I have already forgotten my patriotism?

After a long period of self-criticism towards myself for having my thoughts and loyalties shaken by ‘an insignificant thing’, I came out of the bathroom, wiping away the moisture on my body with a towel. When I came outside, Elysia was still sitting in the chair I gave her. When I was bored, I would walk around and see what was in my room, but I didn’t have any intention of saying anything.

I speak cautiously to Elysia, who was waiting for me to come out of the bathroom.

“Did you wait… for a long time?”

“Huh? No… I didn’t wait that long. Since your hair is longer than mine… let’s dry your hair and eat the food I brought. Haven’t you eaten dinner yet?”

“I didn’t eat it. I couldn’t think about food, so I skipped lunch and just lay in bed all morning.”

“No matter what, you shouldn’t skip meals.”

“…Thank you for your concern. From now on, I will try to eat it regularly without skipping it.”

With what Elysia said in my heart, I wrapped a long towel around my body, took out another towel, wiped off the remaining moisture from my hair, and lifted up my head. There was no hair dryer in my room (in fact, portable hair dryers themselves were not commercially available at the time), so this was the best I could do.

Anyone could see that he did not look like a man, but rather like a girlfriend who had booked a room in a motel and washed up before going to work with her boyfriend, but if something was to happen between him and Elysia, it would have happened long ago. Without any objection, I enjoyed the warm fried chicken she brought and the champagne with dew on the surface.

Aside from chickens, I heard that champagne is one of the more expensive wines. Moreover, the year is 1929, so if this is made in 1871, it means that it was produced 58 years ago. This is probably not something you can get with money, but you asked for this precious thing because you wanted to comfort me? It’s really amazing to see it with your eyes and taste it with your tongue.

I think I heard that Elysia’s parents did a big business in the U.S. and moved to Germany with a yearning for Europe (first of all, the name Elysia is mainly used in English-speaking countries, not Germany)… Of course, this is not true. Although it is not a memory of ‘me’, it is a memory of the person who is the original owner of this body.

Still. Oh, this… precious liquor… serving me… Elysia is such a good… friend… Hiccup!

“Oh my… are you drunk already? Your face was red and swollen. If you look at yourself in the mirror right now, you probably won’t recognize who you are, right?”

My share… I poured a few glasses of white champagne into the wine glass that was placed there… I poured it over and over again and made jokes to keep the mood going… That’s what Elysia said. Since it is wrong, I have to refute it.

“Oh, no… I’m not drunk… I’m completely fine?”

Actually, I’m… I’m the type of person who can drink two cans of beer and get drunk… That and this are just perfect! It’s different…

“But… why did you save me this morning? Let’s just say you and I are friends… If you shoot people like that with a pistol… I wonder if you can even beat up a police officer… How much blood do you need to do that…?”

Because I was so soft… Elysia said something strange…

“Ask something obvious. Paula, you are my girl, so of course I have to save you.”

“My, I… am your girl? What kind of Maria is that?”

“You heard correctly. I mean literally, whatever. We both had to put up with it when we were kids, but now that we’re adults, there’s nothing that can stop us. And you too, change your position and think about it. Someone you’ve loved since childhood is in danger of being taken away by someone else. Shouldn’t you save them, even if it means shooting them?”

“Hehe… Elysia… I don’t know what you’re saying… I can’t understand anything… Elysia is saying something strange…”

My eyes are spinning… my ears are ringing… Elysia, who is about 10 centimeters taller than me and is taller than me, grabbed my chin with her hand… lifted it up and made me look into her eyes… uh… …Oh…what kind of situation is this…I’m clearly not drunk…but I’m in a bad mood so I’m hesitating…

“If you do this, you will definitely know what I am talking about.”

Elysia used her other hand to put her hand under the bath towel on my body and wiggle it… my butt! Because it’s Jav… I’m making a nasal sound…

“Aang…♡”

Really… it makes this… sound come out of my mouth… Why are Elysia’s lips getting so close… I misread it, Inna…