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[Episode 171] – Turning Point (2)

“…What on earth do I want to do with Titania?”

What on earth…

Every time she swallowed her saliva, Vivian slightly furrowed her brow at the “taste” of Titania that she felt in her mouth. Even though their kiss had ended, she still felt awkward as if their tongues were still entwined every time she moved her own.

After catching her breath for a moment, Vivian raised her head and looked at Titania again. Titania, who was still gazing down at her cheek while stroking it, asked herself in a voice filled with desire.

“How about now? Do you think you understand a little bit more?”

“What…?”

As if truly not understanding, Titania looked at Vivian with a resentful gaze. Then, using the sleeve of her clothes, she wiped away the saliva on the corner of Vivian’s mouth and whispered as if murmuring.

“…When I mentioned having a match, how did it make you feel, Mother?”

“That’s…”

Vivian tried to answer right away, but she couldn’t say anything. As a ‘mother,’ she must have organized her thoughts. For some reason, she couldn’t bring forth those organized thoughts.

You’ve thought this through very well.

You’re also at the age to get married.

I hope you meet a good man and get married.

Vivian had long ago decided on words like these to pass on to Titania. However, why couldn’t she say them now? It was clearly the moment to convey these words.

“……”

She couldn’t say anything, her words stuck in her throat.

Like someone who couldn’t speak, her lips twitched as if trying to say something, but Vivian couldn’t. Titania, watching her, smiled slyly and whispered to Vivian.

“Imagine. I’m doing this with someone other than your mother.”

Titania put her hand into Vivian’s shirt and slowly caressed her skin. As Titania’s hand tickled Vivian’s deeply sunken spine, a muffled moan escaped from Vivian’s lips.

“Mmm…”

“Embrace each other like this.”

Titania whispered in Vivian’s ear, letting her know what she was going to do next. Lowering the hand that had been stroking Vivian’s cheek, she gently took hold of her mother’s wandering hand and intertwined their fingers, firmly clasping them together. Then, she used the clasped fingers to lightly tickle her mother’s back with her knuckles.

“This is how you clasp fingers. Not with your mother, but with someone else.”

“……”

Titania leaned in so close to Vivian’s ear that her lips almost touched it as she whispered. At this point, Vivian expected her to say something, but her mother remained silent.

Just one word, ‘no,’ would be enough.

I don’t like doing this with someone else. I don’t like doing this kind of thing with anyone other than myself. Or even if she just said not to do it, that would be enough.

‘…Is she not disliking it?’

Is she not saying anything because she no longer dislikes engaging in these intimate actions? Thinking this made Titania feel good. If her mother didn’t object, it meant she approved of this level of behavior.

Then, how much does she not dislike?

Titania smiled at the corners of her eyes and lightly kissed Vivian’s cheek. Then, slowly moving the hand that had been caressing her mother’s waist down, she quickly passed over her hip and lightly brushed her thigh.

This was the limit of what Titania considered “acceptable.”

Anything beyond this would be a line where her mother would shout that she disliked it and refuse. But today’s mother seemed different. Even when her thigh was squeezed, her mother only trembled and said nothing.

“…This is what ‘lovers’ do. Not with your mother, but with an unknown man.”

“Ah…..”

Her mother’s face turned bright red as she bit her lip, unsure of what to do, tears welling up in her eyes. Why? Why wouldn’t she say anything at all?

If you’re not planning to respond…

Titania spoke firmly into Vivian’s ear.

“Sometime, I will also have ‘sex’ with another man. To produce the successor that the ministers want.”

“Ugh…!”

At the vulgar and explicit word, mother trembled.

Vivian’s appearance, blushing to her ears, made Titania feel like she was going crazy. When will the word “no” come out of her mother’s mouth?

Gulping, Titania swallowed her dry saliva and immediately pulled Vivian down onto the bed. In an instant, Vivian, lying beneath Titania, looked bewildered.

“…In this bedroom, such acts will continue. You might be forced onto the bed just like you are now, but by someone other than your mother.”

“Ugh…”

“…Why-”

Titania wanted to ask Vivian why she remained silent despite everything that had happened. But she couldn’t bring herself to ask. If she did, this act would come to an end.

So, Titania didn’t ask.

Slowly, Titania’s hand descended and brushed against Vivian’s inner thigh. When her touch reached Vivian’s thigh, her mother was startled, but it wasn’t a “response.”

“Like this, someone else will touch my precious place.”

“Uh, ugh…”

“Not your mother, but someone else.”

As Titania moved, she took her place between Vivian’s legs. As Titania rose, a shadow fell over Vivian. It was still midday.

Even if the room was darkened by the curtains, it wasn’t so dark as to conceal their expressions. Titania looked at Vivian’s face and gently brushed it with one hand.

Does mother know? How lewd her expression is right now. Her blushing ears and tear-stained eyes. Did she imagine what would happen next, causing her lips to turn red?

Does she realize how lewd all of this is?

“Sigh…”

Titania, trying to calm her excited breath, slid down and knelt between Vivian’s legs, burying her face. Startled by the sudden memory of what had happened under the desk, Vivian raised her head.

She tried to stop Titania for a moment, but Titania’s whisper was faster. Titania kissed Vivian’s inner thigh and said, “Surely, others will do this to me. Out of possessiveness, they will leave their mark on my body. They won’t let me go.”

“Oh, uh…”

“Not from my mother, but leaving someone else’s mark on my body. Claiming me as their own, not giving me to anyone else. Then, eventually, I won’t be ‘hers’ anymore.”

At that moment, a dreadful thought passed through Vivian’s mind. Titania mixing with someone else, an abhorrent thought. It made her feel nauseous, as if she might vomit at any moment.

She hated it.

Of course, she did. It was natural. The idea of her beloved daughter, the daughter she had raised, mixing with someone she didn’t even know in her imagination made her want to kill the unknown man.

She really hated it.

But she didn’t quite understand why. Surely, as a ‘mother’, she shouldn’t have felt this way. She should have blessed her daughter to marry someone else happily, have children, and build a family.

She hated it to death.

However, she didn’t want that. Just thinking about Titania smiling at someone else since yesterday made her feel twisted and irritated. She hated Titania leaving her side for someone else.

At first, she thought it was because she was afraid of being left alone. Now that Veronica had left, if Titania left too, she would truly be alone. But this was more than just that feeling…

Kiss, kiss.

“Ugh-”

She felt like she would understand if she just thought a little more. But once again, because of Titania, who was kissing her inner thigh, she couldn’t help but stop her thoughts and look at Titania, who had taken her place between her legs.

Making a sticky sound, Titania bowed her head and left her mark deep inside her thigh, running her tongue over the red petal-like marks she had made, her gaze fixed only on Vivian.

Meeting a persistent gaze filled with desire, she felt a rush of heat from her neck. Titania, searching for a place to leave a mark with her tongue, left a trace on the inside of her thigh.

“Ah…!”

The spot where she bit down hard turned red as if bitten by a beast. It wasn’t just one or two marks. At least three. If you counted the places not visible but felt, it was more than five.

As if applying ointment to her own marks, Titania, with saliva clinging to her tongue, smirked mischievously, then whispered as if warning:

“It’s good to make noise, but it’s better not to make too much.”

Speaking from where she was nuzzling the inside of her thigh, it felt like her skin was ringing. Titania once again, pulled the delicate flesh of the inside of her thigh with her lips and spoke in a rough breath.

“Ha… The maids passing by outside might hear, you know?”

Only then did the closed ears open, and the murmuring sound from outside the door could be heard. It was broad daylight now, a time when the maids would be bustling about. Outside the window, the sounds of maids and stewards chatting could be heard.

The moment she heard those sounds that conveyed a sense of everyday life.

With a chilling feeling, Vivian quickly covered her mouth with one hand. Watching her, Titania, as if approving, kissed Vivian’s inner thigh gently.

Tap, tap, tap.

Only the sound of kissing and moist sounds echoed in the bedroom. Because the sound was too distinct, Vivian furrowed her brow slightly, shedding tears. It was difficult to suppress the sound.

Sensations rising from the inside of her thighs. Since becoming “Vivian,” she had never felt such a sensation, one that made her want to cry right then and there, as it traveled up her spine after hitting her waist.

“Stop…”

In the end, Vivian, whose thighs were trembling, pleaded tearfully for it to stop.

“…Stop?”

It was too overwhelming, too difficult to endure. Only after hearing Vivian’s plea did Titania lift her lips from Vivian’s thigh and ask if she really wanted her to stop.

Titania couldn’t understand. Why was she crying so sadly when she had allowed her body to be treated this way? Not once had she said “no” to this act, after all, she was her mother.

This time was no different. It wasn’t “no,” but “stop.” Titania bowed her head and held Vivian’s arms, which covered her face, reluctantly moving them aside. Beyond the arms she reluctantly moved, Vivian was sobbing.

“…Do you understand now? When I said I saw you, why did you look so angry? As if you were afraid of losing me, like a person ‘jealous’?”

Jealousy? Vivian blinked.

Her thoughts didn’t follow, as if her mind had turned completely white. Because the word jealousy had been the word that had organized her worries until now, she couldn’t think of any emotion that could replace it.

If she admitted to jealousy, it would have been a simple problem, but reason denied it. Vivian couldn’t easily admit to being jealous of the figure in her imagination who took Titania away. So…

“Oh, no… I’m just… because you’re my daughter… because I’m your mother…”

She self-identified as “mother,” as if making excuses. Just like a habit that popped up every day, “I’m your mother, so you’re my daughter,” she continued with meaningless excuses.

“Mother.”

Titania, looking down at Vivian, who continued to make excuses while sobbing, burst into laughter. Ahaha! Titania, who laughed while shedding tears, gently stroked Vivian’s cheek with both hands and said, making eye contact.

“Normally, mothers don’t allow their daughters to do such things.”

Ah.

Titania’s words shook Vivian’s head. Everything she had thought until now because “we are mother and daughter” was denied in an instant. Vivian looked at Titania with a shocked expression.

“If you really thought of me as your ‘daughter,’ you shouldn’t have allowed it. You don’t see me as a daughter. You see me as a ‘woman.’”

“Oh, no… no… I just… didn’t want to hurt you if I refused…”

I must have done something wrong to you. If I refuse again this time, will you get hurt? So, so I just wanted to give you what you wanted. So, so.

“My beloved mother. Please, start admitting it now.”

Titania licked the tears flowing down Vivian’s cheeks. She kissed her forehead along the trail of tears. Titania pressed her forehead against Vivian’s and spoke.

“You love me.”

That whispered word finally acknowledges the hidden heart. It resigns the heart. Titania looking for a match, getting married, leaving my side wasn’t because I was afraid.

It was the fear of losing ‘mine.’ The anger that someone who knows nothing would take my daughter, the person I love. As Titania said, what I felt was nothing but a dangerous ‘jealousy.’

It was ‘disappointment’ and ‘anger’ towards Titania’s decision to look for a match. It was a fierce ‘obsession’ that wouldn’t allow her to leave my side, and a ‘yearning’ to hold onto her even if I had to allow her body.

Yes, I –

“I love you not as a daughter, but as a ‘woman.’”