episode_0043

All night long we held each other tightly and fell asleep.

Still, I couldn’t help but move unconsciously while sleeping, so I stretched out on the mat and Yeonseo clung to me, placing her thighs on my waist.

It was dangerous because my thigh might have touched a bad spot, but I didn’t want to drop it.

I was conscious, but still sleepy and had my eyes closed.

Strangely enough, even though we had a pretty big fight yesterday, I felt quite comfortable and relieved when I held her like this.

As Yeonseo said, no matter how much harsh words were exchanged, it was really effective to keep the final line of not letting go of each other.

I realized anew that even though our Yeonseo is young, she is a woman of deep thoughts and that she is truly a saint.

Whether you read novels, dramas, or movies, there are countless cases where people fight and then lose interest, only to end up on a path of no return. But Yeonseo knew how to prevent such things from happening at the source.

Of course, it wouldn’t be kept if I changed my mind completely, but just imagining that made my mood plummet terribly.

It’s a future I absolutely do not want.

I know Yeonseo wants to be with me too.

So, first, I put my pride aside and asked you to come and hug me.

Honestly, I was grateful but also embarrassed.

Askria, the dimension that Yeonseo came from, is a place with a medieval level of civilization.

Because the patriarchal culture was so strongly entrenched, women had no choice but to be extremely passive during the dating or engagement stage, not after marriage.

That’s why Yeonseo came to me after much thought and consideration, practically begging me not to give up on her.

Although she only showed her anger on the outside, Yeonseo, a lonely hedgehog, was actually crying and trying her best to kill her thorns out of fear of being abandoned.

On the other hand, I, who had the same mindset as Yeonseo, felt ashamed of how badly I had acted.

I regretted acting like an idiot even though I heard Ha-yeon say that I should have a direct conversation with her to see if she really hated me right before I got home.

Still, thanks to Yeonseo’s intervention, the anxiety in my heart was relieved to some extent, if not completely.

There was still the fear of marriage and children, but at least with Yeonseo, there was a budding hope that things might be different.

Stroking her hair.

I can’t tell you how nice and cute the feel of our saint’s little head is.

When I unconsciously rubbed my cheek against Jeongsu’s forehead, Yeonseo shook her head slightly.

Are you awake? I hugged her a little closer and rubbed her cheek again. Yeonseo seemed to respond by pressing closer to me.

What the heck is this?

The disappointment and anger from the day before disappeared like melting snow.

Even though they knew she was awake, they both just hugged and cuddled in silence.

It was strangely addictive and I couldn’t stop.

While we were taking turns doing the squats and subtly letting each other know that we were feeling better, Yeonseo put her face on my shoulder.

I instinctively grabbed her back, but I couldn’t feel her underwear.

…No bra?

“Yesterday, actually, I wanted to make up.”

A languid voice tickled my ear.

“So I went outside and just wandered around and I found a small flower shop.”

The lethargy began to take on moisture.

“I wanted to buy you a hyacinth and apologize to you… .”

The flower language of hyacinth is reconciliation.

This country also knew it well, as it was one of the flowers that symbolized the church.

“I tried to pay, but all I had was the card Jinhyeon gave me.”

Yeonseo sighs and swallows her tears.

“I want to make up with you, so I’m buying you a flower, but it’s weird that I’m buying it with Jinhyun’s money.”

Only then did I realize why Yeonseo wanted to earn money and do things with her own money.

“I felt so incompetent and worthless that I went home and cried all day.”

“I see.”

I rubbed the back of her neck in pity.

“I resented you a lot. I was going to work part-time like Jin-hyeon and save up little by little… I was going to save up at least a little money to buy you a birthday present… I resented you for making me feel so miserable… But then something suddenly came to mind.”

Wait quietly for the next words.

Although she was sobbing, Yeonseo’s breathing was calming down a lot.

“I remembered how I got so annoyed when Jinhyun said there was a woman at his part-time job. I hated it so much back then. I still hate it now, actually. Jinhyun trusts you, but the fact that you’re with another woman is so annoying.”

I can hear Yeonseo’s heavy breathing in my ear.

The saint asked me in a voice that seemed slightly excited.

“Jinhyun too… Did you tell me not to do part-time work because you didn’t like that?”

What was meant to happen has come.

But it would have been right for me to bring this up myself, but in the end, Yeonseo was one step ahead of me in even this understanding, which made me feel even more sorry.

After clearing his throat slightly, he answered as seriously as he could.

“That’s right.”

“You trust me, but you don’t like other men looking at me?”

“Yeah.”

“You idiot… You said with your own mouth that it can’t be helped because it’s social life….”

“But what can I do if I don’t like it?”

“Really, you’re so selfish!”

Yeonseo didn’t get angry, she just giggled.

“Still, I’m so happy to hear that. Oh… All my worries are gone now.”

Yeonseo yawned slightly and got up from her seat.

“Eeeep-!”

As I stretched my back, my pajamas rode up, revealing my white belly.

“Hoo!”

Yeonseo took a deep breath and declared, placing her hands on her waist.

“I’m hungry! I’m so, so hungry! ”

“What do you want to eat?”

“The food Jinhyeon makes. Lots and lots.”

I stand up and ask her for the menu.

Yeonseo smiles brightly and spreads her arms.

I’ll do the same and give it to you.

“We reconciled, right?”

“Yeah, I’m sorry for saying something unnecessarily, Yeonseo.”

“I’m sorry I reacted too harshly.”

But Yeonseo suddenly started breathing heavily and started crying again.

“Why are you crying, Yeonseo?”

When I asked in embarrassment, Yeonseo continued to sob.

“But… I was afraid that we wouldn’t be able to reconcile like this. We reconciled, right?”

“Of course.”

He continues the hug, patting her on the back.

“I didn’t know our saint had this many tears?”

“Whose fault is it….”

Yeonseo let out a loud noise as I smiled slightly because the sound of her tongue being stuck was cute.

“And my stomach still hurts.”

My eyes lit up at those words.

Oh, right, that’s right.

Wow, Kim Jin-hyun, you… Are you making a woman cry and worry over and over again while she’s sick, and then making her solve everything on her own?

Seriously, this is something I won’t be able to say anything about even if Yeonseo keeps nagging me about it later.

“Thank you so much, Yeonseo. It must have been hard, but thank you for coming to me first.”

“Be nice to me.”

“I’ll be good only to you.”

“That’s right, you have to be nice to me.”

Yeonseo glared at me with her still reddened eyes.

“No other women!”

“I’ll keep that in mind.”

I wiped away her tears, but Yeonseo still had her lips sticking out.

But he doesn’t take his eyes off me.

I wanted to keep quiet for a while so I gave her a kiss on the forehead.

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“What the….”

“Because it’s cute.”

“What are you talking about, idiot.”

I did it one more time because you said I was stupid.

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“I really hate you.”

“Do you really hate me?”

“I don’t know.”

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“Yeonseo, do you hate me?”

“……”

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“Yeonseo…”

“I don’t hate you! I don’t hate you, so stop!”

Yeonseo pushed me away and ran to the bathroom.

Before closing the door, Yeonseo stuck her head out and screamed at me.

“You’re a coward! Jinhyeon, you’re really a coward!”

“If you’re cowardly, do it too.”

When he responded with a sly grin, Yeonseo’s brow furrowed in an instant.

Hey, did I just say something wrong?

I thought it was a joke, but the reaction was so bad.

Yeonseo came over, stomping her feet like yesterday.

Dubthuk

Suddenly he grabbed my cheek,

Cho-ok!

It wasn’t the forehead.

It was lips.

“Sigh… I wanted to do it in a more romantic atmosphere….”

Yeonseo, whose eyes were filled with tears, screamed and went into the bathroom.

“I hate you, Jinhyun! No kissing for a while!”

Funny enough, I found myself actually delighting in the kissing ban.

If it’s banned for the time being… then you can do it once the ban is lifted, right?

The corners of his mouth relaxed and he ended up laughing heartily.

They say the ground hardens after it rains.

After overcoming our own great crisis, our feelings for each other grew stronger.

Jindodo… seems to have gotten smaller.

I hope that with this mindset, I can gain the confidence to clearly draw a picture of my future with Yeonseo.

Meanwhile, Yeonseo went into the bathroom…

“Ah, you idiot-!!!! Why did you fall for such a cheap provocation! I really wanted to make it romantic!”

I was beating myself up like crazy over my first kiss, which I had wasted so vainly.

Although he tried to cover up his voice by turning the shower on high, Yeonseo’s screams were clearly audible to Jinhyeon’s ears as he prepared breakfast.

“Cute.”

Jinhyeon tried hard to pretend not to know.

A smile never left his lips as he prepared the meal.