episode_0227

Eel, eel, eel.

Oysters, oysters, oysters… There were octopuses and shrimps, but my mind was becoming increasingly strange.

The food was delicious, but for some reason, after eating the delicious food, I felt like I had a jinx where I couldn’t sleep properly that night.

There was Minhee’s moan. And there was warmth.

It seemed like the voice of love filled my ears.

When I woke up, there were five condoms strewn under the bed.

One or two of them looked like they had a little semen in them, but the other three looked like they were just thrown away.

I remember yelling that it wouldn’t come out anymore.

And when I saw it again, there I was, smiling dryly.

I told you it wasn’t coming out… .

But I could barely get up without saying a word of complaint.

I don’t know if it’s a habit to wake up to the morning sunlight, but it doesn’t seem like a good habit for me right now.

I had already been up late at night and was so tired that I had to wake up again after only a few hours of sleep, which was miserable.

I barely managed to get my trembling body up and resume the shower and bath routine. Finally, I shook my head and put on new pajamas, and walked over to the sofa, throwing myself on the couch. That was the start of my day.

No, I was planning to sleep again without even starting the day.

It was still winter, even though the snow was clear. The boiler was on, but it was impossible to sleep without a blanket.

“Ugh.”

I pulled the blanket up to my neck, making strange noises for no reason, and then squirmed before closing my eyes again.

Yesterday was so hard. I won’t eat eel anymore.

That was all I could promise.

*

“… Did you sleep well?”

I was on the sofa now.

But when I opened my eyes, what I saw was not the back of the sofa or the ceiling, but Minhee’s face.

In fact, even though it was a face, it was half-covered by her large chest so it couldn’t be seen properly.

What I was kissing was not the armrest of the sofa, but soft, warm flesh.

It quickly dawned on me that I was cutting into her thighs.

I opened my eyes blankly and stared at his face, then moved my lips.

“… Yeah.”

Since I had just woken up, I wasn’t yet sleepy. So I rubbed my eyes and tried to get up, but Minhee grabbed my head, which I was about to lift, and made me hold it still.

Even though only my forehead was pressed, my head became unable to rise.

I tried to look at Minhee’s face, wondering why he was doing that.

But all that came was a pounding heart.

“…Why?”

“Oh, no, I just wanted to dig your ears.”

Minhee seemed to be having trouble doing what she had thought, so she grabbed my body and tried to turn it around.

I wondered what she was going to do since I wouldn’t be able to see my ears well anyway because of her chest, but since it was the first time I saw Minhee looking flustered, I decided to just leave her alone and closed my eyes tightly.

Minhee, who had been tossing and turning like that, finally gave up and sighed.

“… Ugh, big breasts aren’t always a good thing.”

“Can I get up now?”

“… Yeah.”

At Minhee’s words, I raised my head and carefully got up.

I yawned and washed my face to wake up my dazed mind, then thought for a moment.

I washed my face properly before going to bed again, but I wonder if I should wash my face again?

I thought it was annoying and I didn’t want to do it, but I just got up from the sofa because washing up after waking up was good for waking up.

I wasn’t in my right mind before and didn’t think about it, but now I think I know.

If I continued like this, I would end up with just skin and bones before I could gain weight or grow taller.

In the first place, I didn’t know if he would grow taller or not, but I was just upset by the fact that he definitely would not grow if things continued like this.

I’ve always been concerned about being shorter than Minhee, but if he says he won’t grow taller in the future, how should I accept that?

After washing up, I walked cautiously.

As I stepped on the hard floor with my slippers on, I saw Minhee waiting for me on the sofa with the TV on.

“… Sister.”

“Huh?”

“You’re not going to do it today, are you?”

“… Oh, is it really hard?”

“Yeah.”

Are you really having a hard time? I thought you wouldn’t listen to me when I complained so much yesterday about how hard it was…

Although I was terrified inside, I didn’t have any reason to say it out loud, so I just nodded obediently.

I wanted to appeal that if things continue like this, you will end up skinny and become a mummy.

The grilled eel was delicious, the oyster pancake was delicious, and the cooked octopus was delicious.

But the problem was the actions that followed, which is what I desperately hope for.

I sat down next to Minhee and straightened my back.

My lips curled up at the sight of Minhee, who was slightly taller than me when sitting.

“Then shall we rest today? I used five yesterday too.”

“Yeah!”

“Then what do you want to do today? It’s already lunchtime.”

Today seemed like it would be a good day.

The first time or two was pleasurable, but after that, if it went too far, it would be a throbbing sensation in my scrotum and legs, so if I could just take a break, there was no greater joy.

I thought to myself that I would do better tomorrow, tilting my head as I pondered what I should do today.

I used to go out once every few days and take in the scenery. So, I thought I would leave my curiosity here and there, but today, I didn’t feel like doing anything.

I felt like my body, soaked in exhaustion, was telling me to rest and not move today, so after much thought, I let out a sigh.

“I don’t want to go anywhere today.”

“Are you tired?”

“Yeah.”

I lay down on the sofa.

As I tried to avoid Minhee and lie down on the other side, Minhee looked at me for a moment.

“Come here.”

“Huh?”

“I’ll give you a lap pillow.”

I nodded and turned my body, thinking that he was going to do the same thing he did before again.

As I approached cautiously, Minhee hugged my body and held it close to hers.

My leaning body began to feel warmth as it leaned against Minhee’s body without any time to resist.

“How was yesterday?”

“… It was hard.”

“Are you feeling unwell?”

“… It was good.”

“Really? That’s a relief. I thought it would be hard, so I got discouraged.”

Maybe you were letting go of something you had been holding back for so long, but then you started worrying about me and decided to stop?

If that’s the case, then you could say that he was being considerate and considerate of me, but then he became selfish for a moment.

In human life, there are things that come and things that go, and that’s the way it is, so this time I couldn’t say I was selfish.

It’s just that my body couldn’t handle it, but in fact, it had done that much for me, and if it had continued to endure while considering my physical condition, it would have been possible for me to give it to my heart’s content once.

So I didn’t have any bad thoughts, and so I ended up feeling sorry for no reason.

If I had been just a little stronger, I could have enjoyed it more with Minhee without saying a word, even if it was tight.

I wondered how long my body, which was unable to do so, would remain weak.

And in the meantime, a thought suddenly crossed my mind.

“… Should I learn some exercise?”

“Jimin?”

“If I get a little stronger, I’ll be able to exercise and become stronger.”

“Hmm, is that the story about wanting to look like that guy before?”

“No…!”

I screamed in horror at the sudden attack.

But I couldn’t control my expression, so I felt like I was confessing everything and my face started to turn red.

I wanted to say, “If I exercise, I can achieve what Min-hee wants, and I can become a little stronger. It would be good for both of us.” But even though I could tell with my face, I couldn’t say anything that contradicted what I said with my mouth, so I bit my lips.

“I see.”

Minhee looked at me with a playful expression and snorted, “Huh?”

I couldn’t understand why he was looking at me with that expression, so I looked away with my eyes wide open.

“If you go out now, you’ll look like a man.”

“… Really?”

“Maybe?”

“Ah, what is maybe?”

◦Want to %◦?”

“… … .”

If there was a king of silliness, it would probably be Minhee.

When I saw him joking around like this, telling lies and then changing the subject with his sly words, I felt like I could see Kylon in him, and every time that happened, I thought to myself that he really was the one I was looking for.

When the corners of her lips twitched and she couldn’t say anything, Minhee carefully brought her lips closer.

It’s not like it’s going to drain your stamina, nor is it that hard.

And I knew very well that Minhee had been patient all this time, and I knew very well that she still does a lot for me and cares for me, so I didn’t answer her words but only responded with actions.

The leather on the sofa warped and the bodies that had fallen on it became one.

Their breaths came close together and then stopped, and their lips slowly parted while still touching, sticking out their tongues that had been hidden inside.

The moment of contact with the tongue of the other person, which would normally not be touched, always felt erotic.

Perhaps what feels more erotic than sex is the fact that when you open your eyes, your partner is right in front of you. When you get out of breath, you search for each other more intensely. When you try to be tricky and breathe, you can feel your breath.

Above all, it is because you can do it because you love the other person.

No matter how I see your face, no matter how close your breath is, it’s because I wanted it that much.

I will whisper to you over and over again that I love you.

So come back to me again and again.

Just like you did twice.