episode_0226

“… Huh.”

The moment I woke up in the morning was always refreshing. It was supposed to be refreshing.

But today, even though I was receiving refreshing morning sunlight, my mood didn’t improve, and my body just creaked and moved.

I let out a groan of pain and then dragged myself out of bed with my thin arms, barely able to move.

I thought it was a place to rest, I thought it was a place to sleep, but it turned out to be a place where I couldn’t sleep, so all I wanted to do was get out of there quickly.

I ran across the living room to the bathroom near the front door, threw open the door, and went in.

And he frowned while doing his business.

My tail, my tail hurts… .

I felt goosebumps as I recalled Minhee’s face shaking her waist as she tried to squeeze out the semen that had leaked out the night before because she had been so squeezing herself yesterday.

It was clearly a thick, cloudy white liquid at first, but as time passed and the more I struggled in pain, the thinner it became.

Even though the quantity is decreasing, I realized that games that have constant quantity and quality are all an illusion.

Kyleon had an abnormal body. And Minhee, strangely, kept trying to do it without resting, and they were both abnormal.

Thinking that way, I headed to the sink and washed my face. My eyes looked haggard because I was so tired from not sleeping well.

I glanced at the mirror in front of me and washed my face again, then turned my head slightly, thinking I should take a shower.

Anyway, since I was inside the bathroom, I couldn’t see anything, but as I headed to the room, I hesitated for a moment, nodded, and took a step forward with only the thought of taking action.

I sneaked in through the door I had left open on my way out, grabbed my underwear and a new pair of pajamas, and carefully left the room again.

The very fact that I was doing something secretly made my heart race with the feeling that I was afraid of being caught.

Wash up and go back to sleep today. I don’t have to go to the hair salon or anything else to do today.

With that thought in mind, I turned on the water in the shower. Then I slowly turned the faucet to the maximum, but I started to fill the shower with water so that I could wash myself and the bathtub could also get water.

I can’t hear you very well since the door is closed. Thinking that way, I listened to the sound of water hitting the bathtub, sighing, slumping my shoulders, and starting to spray water on myself.

“… I’m tired.”

When I was Veronica, I would just do something once and then fall asleep, but it seems like men can’t do that, so my body gets very tired.

Is it because there’s something I have to let out? If friction is going to hurt my penis, shouldn’t a woman’s body be in the same pain?

Even if we compare those things now, it doesn’t really mean much.

Minhee is an idiot. I told you yesterday that I was dying from exhaustion, but you didn’t stop, and after that, your mind went blank and you kept doing things to the point where you couldn’t even think properly.

Grumbling, grumbling. He fixed the shower head to the stand, making his complaints known verbally.

After washing and rinsing my hair in the pouring water like rain and cleaning my body, I got completely into the bathtub and filled it with water.

The sound of water had now disappeared, and only the clear sound of the water dripping from my hair and falling into the water in the bathtub filled the bathroom.

I opened my eyes wide and stared into space with my shoulders hunched, then sighed and leaned back to lie comfortably in the bathtub.

I felt at ease thanks to the warm water that seemed to melt my body.

The moment I thought, “How long has it been like that? I should go out,” the door flew open.

“… Jimin was washing up?”

The moment she began to wonder, “Uh, why?” Minhee strode into the bathroom and quickly threw the clothes she was going to change into the drawer and the underwear she was wearing into the laundry basket.

“Uh, uh… ”

“Did you sleep well?”

“I’m a little tired, so I’m going to sleep for a bit… ”

“Sorry, was it too much yesterday?”

I was just going to beat around the bush, but now that Minhee has apologized first, I thought it would be okay, so I opened up a little and said what was on my mind.

“Oh, yesterday was too much… ”

I turned my head sharply.

Why would I be here in Jeonra? The only answer I got was, “To wash up.” So I waited for a while to get a chance to leave.

Minhee grabbed the shower head and turned on the faucet.

As soon as I heard the sound of water rushing, Minhee spoke to me.

“Oh, I’m going to the gynecologist soon. Do you want to go too?”

“… What OB/GYN?”

“I was thinking about going and getting some morning-after pills. Jimin asked me to do it outside at first.”

“… … ,”

Yesterday, I said something that I thought was irresponsible. I’m not rejecting Minhee, but you know that I can’t take full responsibility right now.

But now that my head has cooled down, I feel a strange emotion when I hear the words, “Please let me go outside.”

I think “I can’t ejaculate inside your vagina” is something that a woman says, not a man.

Have the tables been turned…?

I mumbled for a long time with my mouth shut.

“… That, me, later when I become a proper… man, then… ”

This time I really wasn’t prepared. So I tried to say, “I’m sorry I have to go get the medicine this time.” But unlike my thoughts that I had organized, strange sounds came out of my mouth.

I wanted to yell at myself, “You idiot!”, but my ears were burning at that moment because the words had already been spoken.

It wasn’t like I was trying to say something like, “Once I become a proper man, I’ll ejaculate inside your vagina,” but it was a moment when I couldn’t understand why I brought up such a topic.

Whoosh, I could hear the sound of the shower head filling the silence. I could hear the clear sound of the water running through my hair and falling onto the pool of water.

I held back my embarrassment and opened my mouth, thinking that I had to finish what I had said.

I was just answering by borrowing what Minhee said yesterday.

“… Then, you can have a child… !”

I remembered Minhee’s expression yesterday as she stroked her lower abdomen, asking for the baby inside her.

So, Min-hee looked at me quietly with a slightly surprised expression on her face, feeling sorry for not being able to keep her promise properly.

And then slowly, the blank expression turned into a smile.

“Really?”

“… I, I, I can’t do it yet… ”

I lowered my head and answered like that.

I turned my head to the other side to avoid eye contact.

But even without looking, I could tell that Minhee was happy.

Because I heard a humming sound from the nose.

“What doesn’t work yet?”

“… … .”

“Jimin-ah, tell me quickly. I don’t think I can stand it anymore.”

“Ah, no… Chae, responsibility or something… ”

I was terrified at Min-hee’s words that she couldn’t stand it, so I quickly opened my mouth and continued answering as if I had been threatened.

Still, this is true and is absolutely not an excuse.

If I were to create something I couldn’t take responsibility for right now, I wouldn’t be the only one who would suffer. It would be better if I were the only one who would suffer, but unfortunately, such a good thing could not exist in the story.

In the end, it wasn’t just me who suffered after that, it was Minhee, and the child that would be born between Minhee and me.

So I just tried to choose my path carefully.

Even though it was Min-hee’s doing, I gained some courage thinking that I couldn’t send her to a place like that alone.

“… Oh, anyway, that’s it. I’ll go to the OB/GYN in a bit… Wake me up. I’ll go with you.”

“… Jimin.”

And what followed was Minhee’s voice, which seemed moved.

I let out a sigh of relief, thinking, “If I do this, I won’t have to do it again for a while.”

“Okay, then I’ll do that. You must be tired, so rest a little later.”

“Ugh, uh.”

I was looking for a chance to go out, but Minhee opened the way first.

Thinking that I was lucky, I got up from the bathtub and went outside.

I wiped my body and changed my underwear and pajamas.

I thought she wouldn’t come at me again, but even Minhee wasn’t a person who was that horny, so she just let me go.

The bed was a little dirty, so I washed up and dried myself properly before heading to the sofa.

This place was just as soft and spacious as the bed, so I had no trouble sleeping.

I covered myself with the blanket that had been pushed to one side and yawned, sending my tired mind back into dreamland.

There was a consciousness that was slowly fading away like that.

*

How long did you sleep?

I woke up from my hazy mind and got up. The fresh air that seemed to have just greeted the morning had disappeared and a refreshing landscape announced the day.

I just noticed it now, but it must have snowed all night last night, the world was completely white.

“Sister?”

Rubbing my swollen eyes and wandering around, I realized that Minhee wasn’t at home and started looking around.

There was none in the large room, and there was no way it would be in the small room, but I checked and there was none, and there was none in either bathroom.

“… What, I told you to wake me up when I leave… ”

As I was walking along the floor, grumbling and dragging my slippers, I heard the door lock button ring.

I opened my eyes wide and looked at the front door that opened with a bang.

“I’m here~”

“Sister… Why did you go alone?”

“Ah, our Jimin is sleeping so cutely.”

“… … .”

What is that?

“Let’s eat this. I bought Jimin’s favorite hamburger.”

“Wow.”

Well, that’s something that can happen as people live.

I took the brown paper bag with a grin and checked its contents.

It was the same packaging as the hamburger I had for lunch yesterday. There were a lot of different flavors, but anyway, the fact that it was a hamburger didn’t change, so I was just happy for now.

“What does this taste like?”

“I think that was a shrimp burger, maybe a little spicy?”

“Oh, I want to try this. The shrimp was delicious yesterday.”

“Oh, there was some leftover food from yesterday, right?”

“Did you forget?”

“Oh, right. I’ll just reheat it and eat it in the evening.”

I nodded at Minhee’s words and placed it on the table in the kitchen.

As I looked at Min-hee approaching me, I realized belatedly that she was holding a black envelope in her other hand.

“What’s that? Is that the medicine you said you’d buy earlier?”

What, why is it so big? Is morning-after contraception really this complicated?

What should I do? Isn’t this really getting too big?

The moment that thought crossed my mind, I could feel my complexion turning pale.

Minhee waved his hand as if to say that it wasn’t true, perhaps worried that I was being frightened.

“No, no. That’s this.”

He took a small box out of the envelope and showed it to me.

But the box was already torn open, indicating that it had already been taken out and eaten.

Moreover, looking at the box, it said that there was only one pill.

The box is this big, but there’s only one egg? I thought to myself for a moment, then tilted my head, wondering what the envelope containing the large box was.

I asked secretly, thinking that it couldn’t be another surprise.

“Then what is that…?”

“This? Birth control pills and condoms.”

“… Huh?”

“I have to use this until Jimin says he can take responsibility. But honestly, I don’t expect much from this older sister, so if you change your mind, tell me?”

“Huh… ?”

There was a rustling of envelopes, a box of 50 ultra-thin condoms revealed inside, and two small boxes containing supposedly birth control pills.

“Then for dinner tonight, should I have the eel, oyster pancake, and octopus that I had yesterday? Honestly, I don’t think I’d be able to eat it today, but should I order something new? ”

“Okay, I don’t like eel anymore… !”

“No, you shouldn’t. You should eat a lot. You said it was delicious.”

I couldn’t continue speaking because of Minhee’s pressure and just started to cry.

In the end, we decided to throw away what we had eaten yesterday and go to a new, delicious eel restaurant.

I just painfully realized that the food wasn’t all that delicious.