episode_0169

The conversation continues. They sat next to each other on the same bed, facing the same direction, and repeatedly opened and closed their mouths to listen to and respond to each other.

“What would it be like if I woke up at home like this?”

Kylon’s answer came back to the question I asked.

“… What do you think is the point of view? It would be fortunate if I opened my eyes as soon as I came in.”

“Okay, if that’s not the case and time has passed, I could be dead.”

“… … Don’t say that.”

As I said this with a bitter smile, Kylon’s left hand came towards me and grabbed my right hand as if covering it, squeezing it.

It seemed like he didn’t really want to hear about me dying.

Since I have always lived in a gloomy environment, I always picture the worst.

But that wasn’t the case for Kylon because he grew up in a situation where there was no reason for it to be the case. I always felt envious of him drawing the next best path when the best was not possible.

I choose the worst and the lesser evil.

“It won’t be a hospital. If you remain unconscious like this, you can just let him die… I don’t know.”

“I told you not to say that… ”

“Actually, I want to go back to this body. It’s the body that is best loved by Kailon.”

“I will love you no matter what you are.”

“It could be because I’ve never seen it before. So, I would rather… ”

He mumbled and tried to continue his conversation, but Kylon cut him off.

He turned his head and spoke to me with a passionate gaze, as if glaring at me.

“I know what you’re worried about. I know you’re reacting that way because you couldn’t clearly deny it before, but it’s true. No matter what you look like, if it’s you, I’ll definitely find you… ”

“… thank you. Yes.”

I was dazed by that serious voice, then nodded and answered in a shaky voice.

Then, Kailon sighed as if he was relieved and leaned back against the back of the bed again.

This time, Kylon spoke first.

“What if things go on like this?”

“… Well, if you’ve switched from your original body, there’s a way to sneak out of the room later. Otherwise… No, if things continue like this, how we live is more important than how we meet. Creating an identity is not easy… ”

“You can live in my name, and I can live in your name.”

“Wouldn’t that be a bit different?”

“Whatever, I lived with a girly name anyway. I don’t really care either.”

When I saw Kailon saying that, I couldn’t help but sigh.

Although it was a method I had heard before, my eyebrows narrowed as I wondered if they were really doing it that way.

Is it okay to live a life like that? Is it okay to live someone else’s life and deceive someone else’s perspective? At that time, when I was silent and wondering, Kylon touched my hand here and there and then clasped it.

“It’s okay. The moment I return, I will go near your house. please. I’ll go.”

Seeing him say that made me smile.

It seemed like I could keep smiling when I was next to Kailon.

I guess that’s why I liked being by Kailon’s side so much.

“Yes. Then I’ll be waiting for you when you get back. If it goes back to normal, all you have to do is find someone with long, dry hair.”

“Your name is Han Ji-min?”

“Uh, yes. That’s right.”

“If you don’t come back, I’ll have to do Han Ji-min.”

“… Then, am I Yoo Min-hee?”

“Uh. Yes, but… As expected, hearing my name after such a long time makes me tickle. It’s not a particularly good feeling to be called by that name with this face… Ugh.”

Kylon said this and shook his shoulders loudly.

It looked like he was trying to calm his goosebumps.

I also agreed with that. I’ve rarely been called by my name before, but I knew how creepy it was to suddenly hear someone say my name.

Still, it was really nice to hear that people called me by my name and not by other pronouns or swear words.

Hey, it’s a baby. Rather than saying things like that, Jimin. How many people have called you that?

As I sighed like that, my eyes naturally lowered.

I just stared at the legs stretched straight out on the bed and the blanket covering them.

As I was looking at him as if lost in memories, Kailon loosened his grip and grabbed my left shoulder, pulling me towards him.

My body naturally leaned against Kailon’s body on my right, and Kailon’s right hand held my right hand to prevent me from leaving this state.

At this moment when I felt warmth, I heard Kylon’s whisper.

“You are Veronica. That will prove you, no matter what you look like… ”

Even if I return to my original body, even if I return to this body, the corners of my mouth went up when I saw him say that in the end, I am me.

It felt as if all my caution, tension, and worries were melting away like snow after spring approaches.

“Then I will wait for Kailon like that. Even if I’m hungry or cold, I’ll keep waiting there.”

“… Well then, I have to go quickly because I don’t want to leave you cold and hungry.”

Kylon smiled bitterly at my words and answered slyly.

“Yes.”

Perhaps, I vaguely know that if I go back like this and Kailon doesn’t find me, I could choose to die.

When I thought like that, I felt like I was forcing consideration for no reason, so it didn’t feel good.

“Sorry, I guess I’m thinking about myself too much.”

So I put an apology in my mouth.

I was wondering if I was forcing too much sacrifice.

“What are you talking about? I told you not to say that. If you keep doing that, I’ll tie you up and do that.”

“… Are you going to do something dirty again?”

What will you do if “.”

“Kylon, I know you want to reveal the color, but you need to be careful, right?!”

Immediately, Kailon’s face flew up as if he was going to headbutt him.

It was already too late when I realized that he wasn’t trying to hit me, but was trying to kiss me.

When there is no resistance, but your heart is pounding in shock.

“Did you just kiss and then leave? I thought I was going crazy because I wanted to do it earlier.”

“Hey… ”

He licked his lips with his tongue and proudly signaled that he was going to fuck me again right now.

“I don’t like it?”

“… Do whatever you want.”

“I wouldn’t know anything if Veronica told me to do whatever I wanted. I can tell you anything, whether you like it or not.”

“… Ah Okay. Okay, that’s good… ! It’s broad daylight, so it’s just one time?”

“After… Twice.”

“Now, wait, hiyat?!”

My clothes flew out of the blanket, and soon I was hugged by Kailon several times, covering myself only with the blanket.

*

Time passed, and when evening came, Kailon looked blankly at the window and let out a sigh.

“Wow, I didn’t even eat lunch and it’s already dinner.”

“… It’s because of Kylon.”

“Well, Veronica’s hymen keeps arousing me.”

“My wife, even if there is a hymen, it doesn’t have that effect, does it?”

I said that in an angry voice.

But Kylon shrugged his shoulders as if he didn’t really care about that.

I’m the only one who gets frustrated when I talk to such a sly idiot.

A sigh comes out of nowhere. As I drooped my shoulders and put on my clothes one by one, Kailon looked at me blankly.

“… Don’t you think you can stop wearing saintly clothes anymore? To be honest, I’m starting to fight with God, and even if I pray to God, he won’t lend me any strength anymore.”

“I see… ”

Feeling glum, I could only sigh, wondering if I should now put on these comfortable clothes and get away from the battlefield.

Still, the immortality attribute hasn’t disappeared, so I can even wrap the potion, so wouldn’t it be okay? If it was done with blood, it might even be possible to become a saint, so it was too useless to say it was something we didn’t know about yet.

I guess I’ll have to take a test later. Thinking about that and sighing, Kylon stopped getting dressed for a moment and looked at me quietly.

“Oh, what should I do?”

“What?”

“I can’t give up my stockings and garter belt.”

“… wow. I just seemed a bit perverted. Is it okay?”

“Chet.”

After chatting with Kailon, we headed out to the restaurant.

I could eat a variety of foods, but since I didn’t have much time left, I wandered around thinking it would be a good idea to try something I couldn’t eat anywhere else.

The place we arrived at at the end was a store that served stir-fried corn and other vegetables. Although there was meat, I heard that the well-stir-fried vegetables were actually very delicious, so I just followed Kailon in anticipation.

Since I also brought a special drink prepared by Kailon, it was clear that there would be no problem in enjoying the taste.

“… Hee.”

The corners of his mouth turned up, as if he liked the sight of me eating my own semen.

It was a smile I really didn’t like, so I sighed and said, “Huh.”

I waited for the food to come out, and watched the food come out as time went by.

There were dishes made with cabbage and other vegetables stir-fried with thin meat, and there were dishes made entirely of meat.

Stir-fried, stewed, grilled. As I picked up my fork, admiring the variety of recipes and ingredients, I dropped it.

“Veronica?”

I heard his call, but I couldn’t answer right away because it felt like it was coming from far away.

I just took in the sight of those women.

I heard that Kylon sent you back. Why are you here?