episode_0154

Time passes. And God was anxious. Kailon, who was chosen as the hero, declared a strike saying he would not do anything.

If they were going to catch the demon lord directly, they wouldn’t have made the story in the first place. There was no way a world like this could be formed like this.

God does not significantly intervene in the present world. That was the rule.

That is why only the apostles, popes, kings, and bishops who are close to God reach the level of communication.

It may be possible to give him strength right away, but if he has to erase the demon lord himself, it would be right for him to give up this body.

But I wasn’t sure if I should give up this body.

Kylon, I didn’t need to know what was inside him or what body he had before. What was important was that he was now looking at the world with the same perception as himself.

I drew a picture, and the people in the picture were praising me, but I couldn’t help but feel sad because there was no one to look at the picture with.

So I hoped. Someone who will understand me like this.

But right now, the person in front of him just shook his head.

You liked Veronica. You were a person who valued appearances.

You didn’t care who was in here, right? What’s the problem?

He called me because he wanted to be understood, but at this moment, I couldn’t understand what he was saying.

Veronica is Veronica. The story was that it was a creation of his own making, and that it was one of the saints who could communicate with him. This is a character created to abolish the Pope, make the King his second-in-command, announce where the Saint will appear, and receive salvation from the warrior.

In the meantime, I was infuriated by the fact that I was interested in the guy who I had filled in for a while instead of Veronica.

I just wanted to say that this world was fake and not real, that he was just an extra who was put in with the hope that he would draw a line with this world and stand on the same line as himself, but Kylon didn’t do that.

“Extra? To me, you are the main character.”

I couldn’t understand.

Because I am outside my world, I can see my world from a perspective similar to that of the creator, but since I am just a creature, I cannot have the thoughts of the creator?

Kylon did nothing after that.

As if he was really going to keep his word, he just ate on the spot, looked around the city, slept, and repeated it all. He didn’t care whether I followed him or not, didn’t pay attention, didn’t pay attention.

There was no such thing as a crazy person.

If I had known this would happen, I should have chosen someone with a sense of duty or at least the idea of being the chosen people.

Is it for no reason that we end up ruining our work by pulling out these kinds of scum?

However, unlike when I encountered the world through games, this world was not a story that could be undone.

The story was that the game was just a simulation of the world and what choices you would make, not the real flow.

So, at this moment, I couldn’t turn back time and undo things that never happened. It was possible to overwrite it, but it would be difficult to create a new one because it would require a lot of power.

Since I had already touched another world, I didn’t have enough strength to write the world again, so it just felt stuffy.

“You, Kylon. Do you really want the world to perish like this?”

“Uh. Are you saying it’s impossible to do alone anyway? There’s no point in going on like this, so I’m going to quit. It’s good to search together with Veronica.”

Since I had already made up my mind, it was difficult for me to break that spirit.

That’s why I just moan.

“… Now that I think about it, is it because of you that Veronica got into trouble?”

Didn’t say anything.

But there was Kylon looking back at me as if he already knew the answer.

“Right? The whole reason they intentionally tried to undermine her spirit was to take over Veronica’s body.”

The image of Kailon, with his eyes sparkling as if he remembered something, approaches me.

“I should have already gotten a body. Try the same thing.”

Those words came at me in an eerie way.

*

It is the king who caused Veronica’s trauma. But who benefits from traumatizing Veronica and breaking her spirit through repeated pain?

Once I asked the question, what came to mind was that goddess.

Wasn’t it the goddess’s fault that the king identified Veronica’s location? In the end, it only made me a bad person.

Is it okay to overwork Veronica’s body this much? There was a question in the air, but I hoped that this could help Veronica feel just a little bit of the pain and worry she had been feeling.

Furthermore, it would be good if she returned to Veronica after struggling in pain.

Squeak, squeal.

The sight of Veronica struggling, clutching her neck, caught my eye.

“Keueuuu.”

In an instant, her carotid artery tightened, her face turned red, and she was hanging on a tree hanging across the ceiling, dying.

I am crazy. While he was reluctant to kill even one person, he ended up losing everything and only watched his loved ones die.

No, the person who had that body no longer existed, so there was no reason to feel sad about it anymore.

All I could remember was how he smiled at me with that face, smiled, and then closed his eyes with a relieved expression, which made me feel even more pained.

I thought maybe he made that kind of expression in his mind and then disappeared.

“Ugh, wow.”

Dying and coming back to life repeatedly.

I stared at it blankly.

look into the eyes I tried not to miss what kind of look those eyes were.

If you gave me that kind of look, with a vicious look, a heartless look, or a sharp look, I could just leave it as is. But if one day he looks at me with sad eyes, or with a confused face wondering what’s going on, then all I have to do is cut the line.

Count.

Die once, die twice, die three times.

The number is increasing, but it seems that the goddess has no intention of giving up this body.

My heart, which was becoming more and more callous, seemed to have grown cold.

The sadness in my heart over losing Veronica turned into guilt because I was incompetent and because I was ahead of my word, and in the end, even that sadness was just an endless cycle of killing, killing, killing, claiming to take out my anger.

After twenty times, I cut the rope for a moment and watched the goddess fall to the floor and moan.

No matter how much she is a goddess, it seems difficult to erase the pain in her body. I looked at her face covered in tears, snot, and saliva.

When I saw Veronica’s face like that, my eyebrows twitched, but I gathered my composure again and looked down.

“… Damn, it’s painful… ”

“These are the things you said you would do to undermine Veronica’s spirit and come in.”

“I just took the price… ”

“Me too.”

I burst into tears, my emotions welling up.

The feeling of losing Veronica, the feeling that I had listened to Veronica’s words too lightly, and that I was guilty of not looking at the people of this world, was heavy on my heart.

I was incompetent and helpless, so in the end I lost everything and just vented my anger.

Veronica tightly held the dagger she always carried. It’s a holy dagger. It was clear that he had prayed repeatedly and was surrounded by divinity.

I held it tightly and walked towards the coughing woman.

And then he slapped her arm down. I know very well that a person’s hand has four rows of bones, but when I tried to pierce that gap, I heard a crackling sound as if the thickness of the blade was pushing into other places as well.

“Quaaah!”

“Don’t give up easily.”

I cheered her on.

He stomped on her fingers, pinned them, and pulled out the knife. Even though the bones were crushed and the hand was pierced, the body healed again.

It was truly a wonderful recovery. Was this the reason you created this body from the beginning? I thought this and thought it was a shame.

“Ugh, stop, stop… ”

“Is Veronica dead? You’re not coming back?”

“Keuuk… Wow!”

The back of my hand, which was completely healed, was pierced again.

What are you doing with your hands? Veronica had experienced even more pain, but I couldn’t imagine how much determination it would take to cut off one’s own wrist, no matter how much she thought it was necessary.

I felt like there was a bitter taste in my mouth.

There was no stopping. He simply jabbed the blade into Veronica, the goddess inside Veronica, over and over again.

Veronica’s mouth opened as she pulled out her sword again and raised it high into the sky.

“… Why?”

It was a voice steeped in pain.

It seemed to show that no matter how godly he is, he cannot control everything at will once he has entered the human body.

“… Why are you rejecting God’s place? You can feel omnipotence by observing the lives of creatures and being supported by them.”

The creator cannot understand the creation. Because when a perfect person sees someone who is not perfect, they just judge them to be foolish.

The creation also cannot understand the Creator. I can only assume that it will be difficult for someone who is not perfect to guess what is inside when they see someone who is perfect.

So, no matter how similar my perspective was to that, it was clear that I would never be able to fully understand that.

“Uh, no need.”

I just regret it.

I only blame myself for regretting my incompetence and helplessness.

Then, when the knife pierced the back of her hand, light bloomed.