episode_0146

God is by nature a creator.

It could be said that the world is drawn by dividing heaven and earth under the drawing paper called the world and breathing life into the creatures that will live there.

However, even if you are a creative person, you cannot always control the world to suit your taste.

Of course, this was because I knew that once a picture or story was out of hand, it would be difficult to rewrite it.

God didn’t do anything because he didn’t see any reason to change it.

The world is becoming more and more standardized.

Creatures know that their Creator exists, worship him, reverence him, and honor him repeatedly, claiming that he is their god and putting up evidence of worship here and there.

God also recognized that creation was like this and soon gave strength to those who had outstanding faith and those who truly believed.

God realized that there was no need to rewrite, just add on.

But there comes a time when truly emptiness approaches.

Humans were not in an equal relationship with themselves. So, of course, dealing with them could alleviate the loneliness and desolation for a moment, but in the end, it would only bring about greater emptiness.

It was a doll game. There was no other way to explain it.

In the end, I wonder if there is no one equal to me.

All he could do was lament because he wondered if he would have to live only to see the pictures he drew praising him and saying that he was amazing and that he was a god.

So what if you reached out into the world you could borrow from and brought in someone who had the same perception as you?

If he did so, not only would he not revere himself as his own creation, but it was clear that, unlike the humans he portrayed from the beginning, he would have perspectives other than those of his creation.

So I made a choice,

It could be said that the judgment and choice were correct.

Those who encountered this world through games showed different tendencies.

There were people who were immersed in this game and were careful to choose their options to prevent them from getting hurt, and there were also cases where they over-immersed themselves, but such cases were too common and they didn’t even pay attention to them because they knew that they would soon be influenced once they came to this world.

But in the meantime, there is only one thing.

A creation is a creation, and it doesn’t matter to me what happens to it, and I had no choice but to choose that person because I felt that the tendency to look at it briefly and then turn it off for my own satisfaction was similar to my own.

Because God always wanted something that had an equal relationship with Him, not a creature.

It was a girl, but it was okay. God sees the soul of both men and women. In the first place, wasn’t gender a matter determined externally and genetically?

So, just change it to suit your taste.

okay.

The one chosen by God was Kylon.

Although he was chosen as a warrior, it was not about saving the world. It simply meant standing behind God’s back and playing with his dolls.

[Ah, how pitiful.]

Despair flashed across the face of the child who fell to the floor.

It felt like a red flower had bloomed.

God can only answer that he has no choice but to drag the child who was destined to die anyway here again and plunge him into a swamp of despair.

Isn’t that what saints were meant to be for from the beginning? The one closest to you that you can touch at any time.

So, it could be said that that moment came quickly this time.

The soul had to be empty for God to be contained within it.

It is not a doll with only a body, but a soul that has lost its identity and given up in despair.

So I chose Veronica. Instead of granting Veronica’s wish, the price was set.

It made me not even feel the taste. It freed me from the fear of death. He also gave up the guardian he had longed for.

So, the wish was granted, and a price had to be paid.

I was in despair and wanted to escape on my own.

If it wasn’t possible to go crazy with power and become empty, I hoped it would be like this.

I whispered to those three children through the wind that even if I let go of their hands, I would never see Veronica again.

And this was the result.

Through those creatures, Kylon is now able to view everything as a ‘character’ in the game, rather than as a ‘person’ who is equal to him.

[…] … .]

Kylon is in love with that woman now.

How will he view the world when he learns that what he thought was the only real thing in this world was killed by the characters?

Should we think of them as characters in a game, turn off our emotions, and treat them as characters rather than people? Then you will be able to see them from the same perspective as God.

At the same time, if Shin takes over Veronica’s body, will he be able to receive Kylon’s love? If so, that would also be a situation that is not desired.

If someone who is not a creature of your own creation, and who understands you from an equal perspective, throws himself towards you and tells you that he loves you, isn’t that what you’ve been hoping for your whole life?

The child who had bloomed on the floor hesitated and got up.

I noticed that people who had been sent on an errand by the king were searching the surrounding area, as had been previously given to the king by an oracle.

God just quietly watches the scene.

All he did was raise his eyebrows and look at the situation until the situation he wanted came.

*

Kylon said. It’s called ‘Veronica’.

Where has the usual formal title of saint gone and why are we calling her Veronica?

There was already plenty of room for doubt. And there was a lot of room for interpretation, so they were the ones I tried to watch.

But the reason that didn’t work out, and the moment of respite for certainty disappeared, was because of the change in title.

Holy woman, holy woman.

Lady, are you okay?

Aren’t you always formal when asking how you are doing?

But at that moment, Veronica, I’m sorry, I’m sorry. Seeing Kailon running to Veronica and showing his sincere eyes, spewing out his emotions, some of them felt that it didn’t matter.

If it were three people, it could be said that they received equal attention, but I have never seen such sincere expressions anywhere.

Yes, you could say it was jealousy. It could be said to be the ugliest, most unpleasant emotion that seeks to bring the other person down.

The malicious feelings that arise only because you are not there soon take shape.

So Linda hesitated. Because I knew that if I saved Veronica, Kylon’s love would turn towards Veronica again.

Agnes didn’t even go near the cliff. Because I don’t want her to come up again.

Flora was looking back. Because his interest was in Kailon.

And when everyone was not paying attention to Veronica, there was a voice whispering in Linda’s ear.

You can let go.

After letting her go, we will never see each other again.

God’s whispers are connected to intuition.

And as soon as the monster stamped its foot with a thud, Linda let go of its hand.

After that, I was afraid of the responsibility that would come to Kailon, so I just kept quiet and remained ignorant.

By the time they came to rescue them, it was already too late.

Kailon wanted to blame them, but since he didn’t know the truth, he just ran down the mountain to find an immediate solution. He was leading his exhausted body back down the mountain he had climbed for several hours.

*

sick. It hurts so much.

It felt like my whole body was screaming and I felt like I was going to die.

As I stood up unsteadily, I felt dizzy due to the loss of blood in an instant, and it became difficult to maintain my balance.

I thought it would be easiest to just sit there blankly, so I did that.

When I raised my head and looked up, I saw that there was a cliff high up there with water falling.

Huh, I sighed.

If I had just fallen, wouldn’t it have landed on the water? I thought so, but when I looked down, the water wasn’t that deep, so it didn’t seem to have anything to do with it.

The idea that you will die comfortably if you fall is all bullshit.

My neck was bent, and even now that it was healed, it still felt stiff.

“Whoa,” I repeated, taking deep breaths.

Kylon will come to the rescue right away though.

I tried to comfort myself and wait, but then I remembered Linda’s face, with one corner of her mouth twitching up just before she fell.

Flora, who had turned her back without even looking at her, and Agnes, who had no intention of coming without hesitation, also caught her eye.

I tried so hard to save you.

What came back was just a hand of exclusion extended out of the sense of crisis that they were trying to take over Kylon.

“Ha, haha… ”

He let out a dry laugh.

It was so absurd that I burst out laughing.

If you leave it to Kylon, it won’t work.

Thinking like that, I sighed.

Wouldn’t it be a good idea to just fight hard alone? I worried a lot.

But the sound of horses’ hooves broke those thoughts, and the moment I came to my senses and looked around with wide eyes, I could see that there was a group of people dressed in black coming towards me.