episode_0132

My trust was broken because Kylon deceived me and did not tell me anything.

However, the more I calmed down and the more Kailon tried to convey his feelings to me, the more my heart cooled and I was able to make rational decisions.

Having a cold heart does not always mean being able to cut people like a knife.

After cooling off for a moment, I thought, isn’t there another way? And there is a mind that suggests a different path.

Eventually, I understood Kylon’s situation.

I couldn’t understand it, but I could understand it with my head.

Once you move on from deceiving me, the only thing that remains is that you kept your mouth shut for my sake, and that made me hurt.

It must have been hard for him to see his dark and gloomy past, and it must have been confusing, so how hard would it have been for him to keep his mouth shut and not tell anyone about it?

It’s probably hard to guess, considering the expression on his face when he delivered it to me.

It was the moment when I desperately realized that he was for me.

So, I could understand him. And he responded immediately, as if to let me know that it was also true that he didn’t want me to be in pain.

That’s why I tried to trust him just one more time.

If the love I wanted was to depend on someone, and if the love you wanted was a desire to protect someone, wouldn’t it be right to die?

When I was having wild thoughts, I hoped that Kylon would come up to cover my body, and I would lie down on the bed and quietly look at Kylon’s face covering the ceiling.

“… Veronica.”

Kylon wriggled his facial muscles as if he couldn’t control his overwhelming emotions.

“… What are you doing?”

“I’m sorry.”

Kailon must have thought I was telling him to get out of the way, so he tried to get away in a hurry.

But that’s not what I asked you to come here for.

“He said he would make it easier for me.”

It was Kylon who told me not to fight anymore and not to break my spirit by using the power of the goddess.

“… Veronica?”

To be honest, I couldn’t truly believe it.

It didn’t matter how much more power Kylon’s Holy Sword could unleash. All that mattered was how much stronger the monsters Kylon had to face were.

This meant that even if Kylon had surpassed a certain stage and become much stronger through this reinforcement, if the monster that attacked Kylon was stronger than him, his defeat was a certain result.

So I was afraid of losing my power.

Of course, when I heard from him the story of his biological parents’ abortion and infanticide, it felt really creepy, but that’s okay.

Even if you don’t truly believe it, even if your heart changes in the end, I believe that if you say it with your mouth, it will definitely come true.

“… I’ll believe it. Kylon has become stronger so I don’t have to do anything.”

Kylon’s lips twitched.

It seemed like he wanted to say something, but couldn’t open his mouth easily due to his emotions.

“So, promise Kylon too. Because I really have nowhere to go… You won’t abandon me… ”

I was scared of being abandoned.

Both the past and the current me were afraid of being abandoned.

I have nowhere to go right now. I was more scared than anyone else because I really had nowhere to go if I was abandoned.

Saying that, Kylon nodded slowly.

“… Yes, I promise.”

I smiled bitterly at his definite answer.

Then Kailon saw my expression and spoke again.

“Thank you for trusting me.”

When I heard that, I couldn’t help but laugh.

He chuckled, laughed, took a deep breath again, and erased his expression.

“… … .”

Kylon didn’t tell me anything anymore.

He just looked at me quietly and then repeatedly caressed my face as if stroking it.

A thick hand caressed my cheek, pinched the soft skin on my chin a few times, then pulled the hand down and placed a hand on my shoulder.

Meanwhile, his left arm was working hard to support him so that his body didn’t fall on top of me.

“… After I do this now, I won’t be able to fight again.”

Kylon told me in a voice that told me to be prepared.

It was as if he was reminding me of the things I had done to prove my usefulness to him or the feelings of alienation I had felt, and saying that this would continue to be the case from now on.

I was prepared.

After this, I really won’t be able to use any strength. Any powers available to me would disappear with the loss of virginity.

I knew it shouldn’t have been like this.

I know there is still a long way to go, but there was only one reason for doing this.

Listening to Kailon’s heart and granting his wishes.

If hugging me was a wish, it would be a wish. But more fundamental than that, it was an action to prevent myself from becoming increasingly broken by using my strength.

he told me I hope I don’t break down. I hope I don’t get sick.

It’s no different physically or mentally.

I just respond to those words with my body.

By allowing my body, I answered that I understood.

“Yes… ”

This grants Kylon’s wish. Now, I had to take responsibility for that wish. Without borrowing the power of God, without the recovery of the Precious Blood, without the flame of the Holy Fire, or without the radiance of God, he had to move forward with his own strength.

Even though he knew that, he didn’t stop.

There was no question as to whether it was okay to do so.

The action was only continued with a look or a nod.

Although it was a saint’s uniform that had not been changed since I fainted, it would have been a pain to take it off, but Kailon did not show any discomfort and ran his hands over my body and clothes.

There was no veil or cape. All I did was remove the blanket, grab the hem of the skirt of the one-piece dress, and slowly roll it up.

It’s really embarrassing to be naked in front of someone else.

I could even hear my heart pounding in my ears.

With a gesture of his hand, the hem of my skirt rose, exposing my navel, and then his hand moved again to unbutton my sleeve. As I closed my legs and rubbed my thighs, Kylon smiled softly and took off my clothes.

And I obediently responded to his actions.

A man and a woman were on one bed.

When Kylon took off his clothes, his muscular upper body was revealed.

Me, in my underwear with a garter belt and stockings, and Kylon, who was about to take off his pants, faced each other.

I felt my face getting hot.

I wondered if there was a reason for him to be naked like this, but he seemed to value atmosphere, so in the end, I just let my body do as he did.

“Pretty… ”

Kylon’s whisper was heard loudly.

When I first opened my eyes and spoke, the sunset had set, but now it was completely night.

The only light left is a single candle burning one’s body. But that too had now been turned off by Kailon.

Now that I think about it, what about the other kids?

If you do this, won’t you end up getting stabbed?

“Well, the other kids know you’re here… ?”

“Yes, I decided to nurse.”

I did my best to set the tone, but I had no choice but to ask, wondering if he was going to die by a sword after losing his powers, and Kylon answered as if he was okay.

However, as expected, the remark that broke the barely established atmosphere was as if Kylon wasn’t particularly okay with it, as he grabbed my chin and made me look into his blue eyes glowing in the darkness.

“Just look at me. Don’t think about anything else.”

“… Uh, yes.”

Is this the force of a hero?

Overwhelmed by Kailon’s aura, I responded and looked at him.

“Because I have all my thoughts.”

As Kailon said, he placed his mouth on my neck and sucked hard.

I felt like I knew full well that leaving a kiss mark was something I did.

Before I could say anything, he grinned and hit the player, as if he was done.

“Anyway, it’s better before you put it in, right?”

That was true, so I couldn’t really find anything to say.

The kiss mark was also a kind of bruise, so if I thought it was a little annoying, it would be erased quickly.

As I touched my neck and stroked it once, he immediately started licking all over my body.

He licked her collarbone, her armpits, and then took off her bra and started sucking her breasts.

His tongue roamed all over my body to the point where I thought he could play so obscenely with his tongue.

I got goosebumps, but I didn’t stop him.

“… Hmm.”

“Do you feel good?”

“A little strange… ”

In the cool air, a man and a woman are half-naked on one bed.

It was a slightly obscene-sounding sentence, so I felt like I was sensitive to it for no reason.

In the first place, there is nothing else to say since saliva sticks to the path where the tongue passes, and the wind touches that area and makes the body more sensitive.

While I was flinching like that, Kailon’s hand went to my panties.

Since it was a thong panties, all you had to do was pull the ribbon across the pelvis to loosen it, and Kailon, who knew it well, held on to one of the ribbon’s strings and let it hang down.

I heard a dry sound, and then a cool wind came to my secret place, sending shivers down my back.

I was embarrassed. The fact that I was no longer half-naked, but naked, revealing all my shameful parts.

So I hoped.

Warmth to cover my naked body.