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A hypnotic stone approached me. I saw this once. It was probably the day that Kailon didn’t know how to use it and discussed it with me.

It was a hypnotic stone I had never seen since, and I never thought it was strange.

If I had known how to use it, I just assumed that Kylon would have used it on Flora.

But what is this situation now?

Why on earth was the stone thrust out in front of me, and why was its use directed at me?

His eyes narrowed and his gaze became sharper.

And those eyes turned to Kailon.

There were many things I wanted to ask, but what was bigger than anything was the feeling of betrayal.

Isn’t it too shameful to use stones just because people don’t move as they want right now?

In fact, I knew very well that hypnosis meant that you could feel the thrill of doing something to someone who couldn’t move as they wanted.

Anyone who likes hypnotic films would have liked that kind of thing, and after seeing Kylon when he said he was going to attack Flora, I thought about it too.

But at this moment, I wanted to ask Kailon for an explanation.

Wasn’t it meant to be written for none other than me?

Didn’t you check before that that they didn’t connect and put them in? Why did you take it out? What comes after that is a huge sense of betrayal.

I was pretending that hypnosis didn’t work. I may have been under hypnosis and didn’t know it. That thought made my sense of betrayal grow like a snowball.

“You ask what? Why this… huh? Well, if you didn’t like it, what were you going to do with it?”

If that’s the case, have I finally gained immunity through God?

If that’s the case, then how much of a joke have I played with Kailon?

I was selfish and self-centered. When I’m writing to Flora, I just write with the thought, “I don’t care if she fucks as much as I want or not,” but when it’s directed at me, I end up yelling, “What are you doing?”

But I can’t help it. Because that was what it meant to be human, and I was nothing more than that.

“What!”

Kylon gripped the stone tightly and groaned.

He lowered his head in front of me like a criminal and sighed for a long time.

I knew that everything I said after this was just an excuse, but I still wanted to hear it, so I tried to silence Kylon’s next words.

The cold silence, the fist clenched with a sense of betrayal, felt like the nails were digging into the palm.

It was a heavy shoulder. I couldn’t help but shudder at the thought that if the power of God hadn’t passed through my body right away, I might have been hypnotized and played by Kylon.

“Sorry.”

“Don’t just say you’re sorry, just say it.”

“… … .”

“Did you trick me?”

“… … .”

No matter how many times I asked, Kylon didn’t answer.

In silence, he just fell into silence.

It is hypnosis in the first place. In fact, hypnosis in reality does not have that much power, but in the fantasy world, hypnosis had great power. So, the moment I heard about hypnosis, I couldn’t help but feel betrayed.

Since I had to guess what I had done, my imagination turned into fear, and fear turned into a sense of betrayal.

I gritted my teeth and asked as if poking at him.

I asked various questions, thinking that if there was a reaction, it would be correct.

“You ask me if you fooled me… No, you said it like it didn’t work. Why why? why? Because you want to have fun with this? Oh, you fucked with this because I didn’t pay for it? If I don’t listen, did you want to use this to make me listen? No, has that been the case?”

When I asked that question with a frown, Kailon looked at me in surprise.

“No, I’ve never written anything like that… !”

“Then what is it? Where did I write that!”

Since you said you’ve never written it ‘in a place like that’, you wrote it first, right? I had a good judgment and got angry by using evil words.

I couldn’t help but feel angry.

“ is crazy, he says he doesn’t like hiding and lying! why! Why do you hide and lie as you please! It feels good to do everything your way, right?! You selfish bastard… ”

Unable to control my emotions, I burst into tears freely.

There was a lot contained in the tears.

But the biggest thing is probably the feeling of betrayal.

“Fuck… Because you keep saying things to me, I… I tried to be honest, but you… You bastard… !”

“Veronica, no. I’ve never really written anything like that before. I didn’t write this to force you to act, I was just curious about how you were doing… I was curious about what kind of life you lived… ”

“That makes sense… ? Does it make sense for the girl who always wanted to hug me to be hypnotized and end there? Ha.”

“… Veronica, it’s true. I have something to tell you honestly.”

“What is it?”

I can’t believe such a harsh voice can come out of my throat. I was almost surprised by that voice.

However, after I silenced it and sent a sharp look at him, he had a hesitating expression on his face.

I don’t know what else he was trying to say, but honestly, most lies wouldn’t get through to me.

I shuddered at the thought that I might have been made to feel that way by his hypnosis, whether it was the anal treatment I had done before or the previous time I had been outdoors.

A look of fear that I am not myself?

But the moment I use hypnosis, I no longer am myself, so is there any point in making that face?

If he really used hypnosis to make me do that, and if his excuses were lame and not worth responding to, then he was just a liar and a hypocrite.

Even if someone else praises him as a warrior, I will see him as a liar and a hypocrite, not a warrior.

My teeth are grinding. I was so annoyed that my heart was pounding.

I was so angry that I couldn’t breathe.

And after that, Kylon’s excuse followed.

“… I saw your past.”

“What kind of bullshit is that… ”

I tried to hit them all. Anyway, I was going to say that everything you said was an excuse.

But I couldn’t finish the sentence, and I looked at Kylon with wide eyes.

treasure box. My memories that even I have forgotten.

And traces of someone opening it.

“… Is it you?”

“… What?”

“Are you the one who peeked into my memories?”

“Uh, uh, yes… Yeah, it’s me… ”

It’s boiling over. Even I seemed to be getting more and more angry at the fact that I had arbitrarily opened something that could only be opened with God’s help and put it inside.

Still, I tried to listen to it because it was the truth, not an excuse, but the truth.

Yes, I used my strength yesterday, but even if he did something with my body, he wouldn’t have hugged me.

okay. I haven’t lost my virginity yet. My body proves that I can use my strength.

Because I can still trust it more.

“… What past did you see?”

“I thought you would be distressed if you heard that.”

Painful memories? What Kylon opened in the box was my painful memory?

If so, was it right for me not to open that box?

I couldn’t be sure myself, so I looked at Kylon blankly.

“Tell me. Because if you don’t tell me, I won’t trust Kailon any more.”

“… … .”

“Please. I’ll ask you this. huh? me… !”

Going crazy. I was wondering if I should beg for something I don’t need to know.

My eyebrows narrowed as I wondered what I was thinking by asking this.

I felt like I was going crazy.

I couldn’t even remember what memories I had forgotten or what memories were so painful that I wanted to bury them, so I just gritted my teeth like this.

Could it be that there was something else I didn’t know about, like the taste of bibimbap that I had never known before?

I was afraid.

Actually, I don’t think I should know.

I wonder if I’m going crazy if I know more.

I was struggling with Kylon because I couldn’t trust him, but I was afraid that Kylon’s words were true and that the cost of not believing them would be too great.

My body is shaking. It felt like my teeth were grinding and my breathing was becoming difficult. I hope you let out a trembling breath and feel as if your lungs are quivering.

Kylon’s mouth slowly opened.

“… Wait.”

But I blocked it.

Can I listen to it like this? I had a serious question, so I had no choice but to stop him.

Cold sweat seemed to run down my entire body. I felt like my hair was turning white and my vision was turning yellow.

I was annoyed because I wondered why I had to be so nervous even though it was my memory, but in the end, it came down to the idea of what’s wrong with worrying, and my mind settled down to calm myself down again.

I repeated dry washing my face and nodded to Kailon as if it was okay to talk.

“… Actually, at first, when they said they would communicate, I thought it would be okay to touch them a little, but what I heard about your past was so heartbreaking that I never did that again after that and just asked about your past.”

Then, from then on, my gaze narrowed as I wondered if he was treating me knowingly but pretending not to notice.

But Kylon just slowly lowered his eyes and slowly told me what he had heard.

I couldn’t find a single lie in that appearance.

“When I heard what you were doing in real life, I just wanted to live my life pretending not to hear anything and burying it all.”

Kailon’s sad expression made me close my mouth.