episode_0105

The sun was setting, and my stomach began to growl as it was almost time for dinner.

Even though my brain knew that I wouldn’t be able to eat much anyway, and that even if I did eat it, I wouldn’t be able to taste it properly, my stomach didn’t know anything and seemed to be shaking violently, asking for something to be added.

“I’m hungry.”

I wanted to lie down on the bed in comfortable clothes and enjoy its softness, and just lay still to relieve the fatigue of yesterday, but that was enough to make me sigh that it was already evening and time to eat.

What a strange story.

Just lying down like this, time passes strangely quickly.

Doesn’t time actually pass easily if you stay still? Of course, I took a nap in between, but I don’t remember sleeping until the sun went down.

As I lay comfortably under this soft, heavy blanket, my hunger grew stronger, and the thought of going out and eating at least lingered in my head.

But what if I’m still enjoying it now? As I was groaning, wondering if I was going to be bothered again after having disturbed him earlier, I heard a knock on the door, as if he knew just when I was hungry.

Knock, knock, knock.

I blinked at the sound, then put the blanket aside, raised my upper body, and looked at the door.

“Saint, it’s time to eat~”

After hearing Kailon’s voice and thinking that he was finally eating, I thought for a while about whether I should change clothes and then shook my head.

Still, it was an inn, and it was evening, so I thought it would be a bit inappropriate to change into saintly clothes just to have a meal, so I just put on my shoes and went out.

After opening the door, I saw Kailon standing in front of me, wearing comfortable clothes like me.

“… Jj.”

“… … ?”

I thought we were going to the restaurant attached to the inn, but for some reason I saw that Kailon had his hands full of food.

There was no reason to hold food in my hand if I was going to a restaurant. Plus, just the fact that you’re holding food means you’ve already been somewhere.

Anyway, as Kailon appeared, I twitched my eyebrows as I faced the confusing situation.

“… What is it?”

“Oh, the kids are still sleeping in their room.”

I opened my mouth cautiously in case someone saw me behind me, but he came into my room, raising the corners of his mouth as if he didn’t have to worry about that.

The faint smell seemed appetizing, but that was all. It was clear that all I would have left was the texture anyway, so I was drooling at the delicious-looking scent, but on the other hand, I was disappointed.

Ah, sigh.

Kailon set the smoked meat down on the small table in my room.

I was about to say, “There is no chair in my room,” but Kailon seemed to know this well and dragged a table in front of the bed as if he wanted to use the bed as a chair.

Suddenly.

As I sat side by side on the bed and looked down at the table, there was smoked meat with deliciously cooked skin that seemed to tempt me.

“… But why are the kids sleeping?”

“Um, who provoked you?”

“Like that.”

Just by looking at it, I thought it was Flor.

So, you have to be a bit picky about it. It seemed like they didn’t know that provocation needs to be done in moderation to be effective.

Or is it because he had that kind of personality from the beginning that he provoked Kylon even in that situation?

Actually, I don’t know the details, but Agnes begging to have her anus penetrated seems far from provocation, and at best, Linda did it to increase the intensity of SM play, or Flora, who has a provocative tone of voice from the beginning, has a mesugaki concept. Since there was nothing left, there was nothing to say.

Among the two, it was Flora who tried again and again to secure her position, so Kylon snorted, thinking that perhaps he was behaving harshly with the kids because of Flora’s provocation.

“Why are you smiling?”

“No, just.”

I responded to Kailon’s words as if it was nothing and then quietly looked at the food.

It smells good and has a good texture, so it must be delicious, right? Even if you can’t feel the taste, you can still eat it thinking it’s delicious, right?

Honestly, it was a little strange to think this way in front of delicious food.

I wonder if it would be good to know that my situation is that much of a waste.

“… Veronica.”

“Huh?”

“Well, you haven’t been eating properly, right? Since I always fill my stomach with only biscuits or water, I went to another store and bought some delicious food.”

Kailon said that when the other kids were tired and sleeping, he could have rested, but in the meantime, he thought of me, so he went outside the inn and bought something delicious.

I felt the corners of my mouth twitch from how happy I was.

My heart was grateful. But up to that point, I could accept the favor with my heart, but I couldn’t accept it comfortably with my tongue, which couldn’t sense the taste.

Still, there was no need to say anything to the person who cared about me, so I just kept my mouth blank with a blank stare in the air.

“… Thank you.”

“Sorry, I know you can’t taste it, but it’s really… I’m sorry for even saying this… ”

“… … ?”

“Well, um, do you want to eat it with my semen?”

“What crazy talk… ”

My expression instantly hardened at Kailon’s unexpected remark.

However, eating semen is a game with a high degree of difficulty, and for me, who was originally a man, it was a game that made me feel even more repulsed.

However, the fact that he suddenly asked if he wanted to eat together while eating was a bit manic.

When I was surprised by the harsh words that came out of nowhere, Kailon was taking it seriously as if he had no intention of teasing me or sexually harassing me.

“… Sorry, I thought you could taste it this way. Sorry, ho, eat alone. I’ll go out and see.”

And at the end, as if he couldn’t overcome his guilt, I saw him quickly placing his fork and knife on the table and shaking his butt to leave.

Come to think of it, I’ve only tested it once.

I remember the sweet taste that filled my mouth that day when semen accidentally entered my mouth while making out.

So, I did a taste test, and after that, I remembered that you can really taste the food if you eat it together.

But I haven’t used it since then.

Because it wasn’t enough that I had to do that every time I ate, I didn’t want to repeat the crazy thing of eating semen with rice.

Of course, you can taste it, even if you reject it emotionally or psychologically. If you think about it as a means alone, I think it is a method that can be used at least once in times of desperation.

And knowing that, it seemed like Kylon had made that suggestion as well.

I felt really sorry and grabbed the hem of Kailon’s clothes as he tried to leave.

“… You don’t have to go.”

If it was because of sexual harassment, go, go. I would have sent him away, but I was really worried and I didn’t want to throw away Kailon, who was just mouthing the only thing I wanted him to eat, so I opened my mouth small and stopped him.

Then, Kailon seemed to understand that feeling, and he remained silent, but at the end he sat down next to me again without saying a word.

“Where did you go and buy it?”

“… What is it over there? If you go a little further, there is a place that sells smoked food. I went and packed it.”

“Far?”

“No? It wasn’t that far.”

“I’ve been there in person, but what if it’s too far?”

“… … I don’t think it’s a taste that makes you want to go there and eat it.”

Even though it was clearly a lie, I wondered if I should show it like that.

Another thing about Kylon is that it doesn’t seem like a big deal. I didn’t go through any trouble and just bought it nearby. As I was looking at him giving off that kind of vibe, I became playful without realizing it and raised the corners of my mouth slightly.

He slowly lifted his fork and scraped the crispy skin of the smoked meat, looking at Kailon with a smile.

“… Hmm, then it’s not something I should go there to eat, so you just offered it to me? Did you tell me to taste it again and eat your semen?”

Then, Kailon seemed to realize that he had been caught in a trap, and groaned, then crossed his arms and groaned.

If I tried to say more, Kailon didn’t say anything at all, probably because he thought he had no choice but to prove that what he bought wasn’t a big deal in order to hide the fact that he went far away to buy it.

Well, should I call this clumsy?

While I was scratching the shell, I stared blankly at the table.

“Now that I think about it, I only have one fork and one knife?”

“Ah, that… I just bought it for you to eat, so I didn’t really.”

He has inventory in the first place, so why is there only one set of tableware? I thought so, but it seemed like Kailon had no intention of eating it from the beginning.

“What did you eat?”

“No, that’s not it… ”

“Then.”

After hearing that, I picked up the knife and cut the meat into pieces that were easy to eat in one bite.

The outside was crispy and made a crispy sound, and the inside boasted a soft, juicy texture.

After cutting off the meat, I held it out to Kailon.

“Eat some Kylon too.”