episode_0052

Crispy. As I put the biscuit in my mouth, I saw honey dripping from the eyes of Agnes, who was sitting across from me.

I definitely encouraged it yesterday, but can people change like this in an instant? I also thought about it.

When I saw the honey dripping from her eyes, I felt a sweetness that wasn’t there, so I glanced away without thinking.

And sure enough, Linda, who was sitting next to Kylon, that is, across from Agnes, was wary of Agnes and clinging closely to Kylon.

Flora was just taking a bite of the stew with her spoon in a temper, with her eyebrows narrowed, probably because she was upset that she had suddenly taken the seat next to Kailon.

I also thought that the atmosphere of a cat fight was already in the air.

I thought that Kylon would do well on his own now, but I felt that the way Kylon looked at me was quite unusual.

“… … ?”

Agnes clearly seemed to have had love-love sex, but I seriously looked back on the past and wondered why she was looking at me like that even though she couldn’t be grateful.

But I couldn’t remember what I had done wrong, so I just moaned a few times.

Anyway, I was glad there were biscuits.

I couldn’t taste anything, but it had a tough texture, and I didn’t like drinking watery soup, so I was able to fill my stomach by eating biscuits that I didn’t think had much flavor.

Above all, there was no need to die from lack of nutrition.

Because this body has brought me back to its best state again and again so that I don’t die.

After a meal filled with fierce nerves and stinging gazes, I was about to pack my bags and leave the castle to leave again. When everyone else was far away, Kailon sneakily approached me and spoke to me.

“Veronica, why do you want to go home?”

What question do you have?

In the first place, he looked at me so cruelly when I was eating, and then he came to me and said, “Why do you want to go home?”

How on earth should I react to those words?

Do I really need a reason to go home?

All of a sudden my daily life was taken away from me, so it’s natural to want to go back there.

So, I expressed the feeling that the question was wrong from the start.

“It’s home, so it’s natural to want to go. Safe.”

“… I don’t know if it’s obvious.”

But Kailon looked like he didn’t understand what I was saying.

She was the daughter of a rich family and had many friends, so I couldn’t understand why she hated her family so much.

In the first place, if you’re a wealthy family, aren’t you supposed to have spacious rooms and kind parents? They say that a wealthy family has plenty of money, and a home with plenty of money never stops laughing.

As I was moaning and thinking like that, Kailon just let out a sigh.

“ done. I’m just distraught.”

And then he just walked away, scratching his head as if he didn’t know what he was talking about first.

As I was watching his back indifferently walking towards the heroines, I started to feel uneasy and urgently tried to call him out in a low voice that only he could hear.

“I couldn’t believe it when I suddenly thought that I just wanted to live here… ”

After having amazing sex with Agnes yesterday, you didn’t think I’d just stay here, right? I tried to stop him, saying it was nonsense, but he just went his own way without even listening to me.

If I raised my voice louder, others would hear it, so I couldn’t raise my voice any louder, so I just followed behind him with slumped shoulders.

Just listen to me.

Did I do something wrong?

Since this morning, I felt like I was drained of all my energy due to the strange atmosphere of Kylon.

*

Traveling has always been boring.

Of course, it was natural that there were no monsters on the road from the royal capital to the first village, but it was truly depressing that I had to spend 9 days just on this road.

It took three days to get to the first village, three days when Kailon said he would return from there, and three days to pass through again, so I couldn’t help but admire the inefficient route.

No, it’s not inefficient. By revealing that she was a saint, we were able to confirm the pilgrimage route that appears to be the location where the Pope appears to have disappeared.

Moreover, I was told that if I pray from the heart and have proper faith, my prayers will also gain strength, so it was not a completely fruitless trip.

Furthermore, Flora’s attack power seems to have increased as well, so I would say it’s even better.

Well, anyway, after walking like that all day, the sun had set again and it was time to prepare for camp.

Kylon took care of all the work, including meals, cleanliness magic, and cleaning up afterward.

Kailon was the best at cooking, there was no need to wash dishes because he had Kailon’s magic, and cleaning up was something he could just put in his inventory.

When all the cleaning was done and the tent was all set up, Kailon carefully called me into the tent.

At that time, I was so startled that I felt as if a murderous look in my eyes was going to stab me.

I realized that the seat next to Kylon, which I had always thought was hers, was being looked at by Linda, who had taken the seat next to her last night, but fortunately, only Linda’s gaze was cruel, and Agnes did not direct that gaze towards me.

Yes, Agnes still shouldn’t do that to me… .

There was no basis for it, but I pushed it anyway, so why would I do that? Trust me for pushing you! With that thought in mind, I left the stinging gaze behind and walked away.

I followed him carefully into the tent and was able to face Kailon in front of him, with his legs crossed and his arms crossed.

“… What’s going on?”

To be honest, I was a little late because I had to deal with the attention of other heroines after calling, but it wasn’t late enough to show like that.

He had been giving me such unfavorable looks since this morning. I wondered what was going on again, so I carefully walked in front of him and sat down.

Because it was comfortable for my body to sit upright.

How many seconds had passed since they sat face to face, and Kylon scratched the bridge of his nose and continued talking.

“… Well, it’s not a big deal, I don’t think I can be a teaching assistant.”

“What does that mean?”

The sudden announcement that I was doing it was a bombshell that I wouldn’t be able to teach as a teaching assistant. It couldn’t have been worse than this.

In the first place, I had sex with Agnes well until yesterday, so why?

Kailon’s remarks were completely incomprehensible to me, so I had no choice but to ask back in a dumb voice.

However, Kailon narrowed his brows as he fell into silence, pondered, and agonized, perhaps because he had been thinking about it since morning, or even last night.

Then he slowly spoke to me.

“I can’t do it myself.”

“Why are you doing that… ”

I couldn’t really react to his words.

I just carefully asked the reason.

When I think about it, I don’t know what he was sick of.

After having sex with Agnes, you might think that she just wants to hang out in general rather than being a teaching assistant.

Since it is not easy to understand a person’s feelings, I bit my lip and waited for his answer.

There was a moment of silence, and Kailon breathed in and out once, then opened his mouth.

“It’s completely different from playing a game and playing it yourself. I guess I just liked watching it. I think it’s better to have sex in person where you can embrace each other.”

“… … .”

After hearing that, I felt like there was nothing I couldn’t fully understand.

Being a teaching assistant is originally about imposing one’s will without interaction and making the other person submit, so people who want to check each other’s feelings may not like it.

So I stayed silent and then cautiously opened my mouth.

“… So, I was asking you why you wanted to go home so much?”

While I was thinking about things in the morning, I heard him quietly say something to me.

I felt like I could still hear that voice so deeply that I narrowed my brows, and those blue eyes confidently faced me.

“Uh. I just wanted to live a normal life without hurting other kids’ feelings.”

Well, it was something I didn’t even know about people.

I thought things were going well, but what was the problem?

What on earth was the problem that caused it to get blocked like this?

Not knowing this just means that I don’t understand Kylon’s feelings, right?

What else can there be other than that?

As I looked at him while groaning, I saw his face that looked as if it would not bend, and all I could do was sigh.

Well, going to the ending for me was something he could only do if he wanted it, so there was nothing I could do other than go along with it and urge him on from the side.

So I kept my mouth shut.

So, I opened my mouth.

“I see.”

After spitting out the words a beat later, I nodded and spoke.

“Okay. Then do that.”

Anyway, I decided that it would be poisonous to urge him further, so I did not encourage him further.

It’s just that he wants to do that, so what else can I do?

I definitely had a strong desire to go back, but if the person with real power said he didn’t want to go, I just gave up.

When he was hesitating, I would have rushed in and tried to persuade him, but if he had thought it over and finally made a decision, there was no room for my opinion to interfere.

So I gave up.

I nodded and moved my body to get out of the way, but Kylon opened his mouth as if calling me out.

“Why do you just agree?”

“They said they wouldn’t do it. What should I say then?”

“Well, isn’t there something you need to say to me?”

“… I don’t know.”

What should I say?

I didn’t know the answer, so I just lowered my head and moaned.

Then Kailon put his hands on his knees and groaned.

“A, I was just going to train Agnes yesterday, but I felt weak when I saw her crying.”

You cried? I didn’t know because Kylon didn’t tell me.

I thought Agnes had slept well because honey was dripping from her eyes.

“So I comforted him, and the teaching assistant… I’m not sure.”

“Then what should I do?”

“Sure.”

In the end, you couldn’t choose anything.

I’m just saying that I want to live like this.

But still, I can’t scold him.

I felt like I had a vague idea of what kind of emotion he was talking about, so I just accepted it the way I did.