episode_0027
by fnovelpiaIt seemed like I had slept well, but I woke up in bed with the feeling that something was pressing down on my whole body.
No, can you say I slept properly?
I went to bed before 10 p.m., but I closed my eyes and fell asleep two hours ago.
“Ha… ”
If I had known that I would have a headache this severe, I think it would have been a better choice to just stay up all night.
It would be a perfect situation if there were few classes today, but today is the day with the most subjects in the week’s schedule.
There is also a class taught by Professor Kim Jeong-chan, who suggested graduate school to me.
It’s a big burden to miss class simply because you’re not feeling well due to lack of sleep.
Because I can’t disappoint you as much as you have looked upon me favorably.
“I have to go to school… ”
I washed up and went outside, taking heavy steps with difficulty.
The headache is worse and my head feels heavier than when I drank to the point where the film stopped.
I wish yesterday’s events were just a fleeting dream, but the words I spoke and the pain still lingering in my cheeks are still vivid in my mind.
While waiting for the bus, I turned on my cell phone and called Shin Yu-jin.
[Your phone is turned off, so after the beep… ]
The phone doesn’t connect. The cell phone appears to be turned off.
If yesterday had been a dream, Shin Yujin would have answered the phone and played a prank on me like usual.
Not doing so means that what happened yesterday is reality.
Until now, Shin Yujin has never once hit me during any argument. They just raised their voices.
The fact that Shin Yu-jin couldn’t hold back and slapped me in the face.
Anyone can see that the sin I committed is too great.
I wanted to apologize, so I texted her last night and called her just now, but there was no reply at all.
I took a deep sigh and arrived at school.
“Hey, Han Yu-chan.”
Hojin came up to me and naturally sat down next to me.
“What happened yesterday?”
“What?”
“Something happened with Eugene.”
“There was none.”
“There is nothing. Yerim went into the house, but Yujin wasn’t coming out of the room.”
“So you didn’t come to school today?”
“I don’t know about that. I decided to meet Yerim later, so I’ll find out then.”
Unless he was seriously ill, Shin Yujin always went to class. Even if I couldn’t attend the class properly, I didn’t miss it, saying that I had to meet my attendance score.
If you didn’t go to school.
The truth is, I have committed a mortal sin.
I want to apologize.
The problem is that you are not even given a chance to apologize.
What should I do with this?
As time went by, the lecture started and of course it was impossible for me to concentrate.
This was immediately pointed out to Professor Kim Jeong-chan, and he said he was not feeling well today and apologized.
“Huh? This is Yerim. Yerim.”
“Oppa!!”
Of course, I thought Shin Yu-jin would be next to Kim Ye-rim, but Kim Ye-rim was leaving the department building alone.
“Yerim, what about Eugene?”
“Today is that day, but the pain seems to be severe. He said he was sick.”
“Really? He said he didn’t see Eugene’s face yesterday either.”
“Yes, he never came out of his room. Yoo-chan, did something happen with Yu-jin?”
“Nothing happened.”
“It was strange that they both suddenly left yesterday, saying something was wrong. The atmosphere is also strange.”
It is impossible to explain in detail what happened yesterday to two people who knew nothing about regression.
Even if you explain it vaguely, it will only raise questions.
I don’t know if this will be resolved, but it would be better not to talk about it until things go smoothly.
By the way, if it’s really true that he couldn’t come to school due to menstrual pain, it can’t be taken lightly.
Shin Yu-jin always complained of severe abdominal pain when she had menstrual cramps, so it could be more serious than not coming to school because of what happened yesterday.
When it was severe, I had to go to the hospital.
“Your condition is also strange today. Even though you didn’t listen to the class properly, you answered the questions well. I can’t even answer easy questions.”
“It’s because I couldn’t sleep a little.”
“I can’t do it. Let’s have lunch together. I’ll buy lunch.”
“You don’t have to eat it. I’m not really hungry.”
“In times like this, you have to eat something. Yerim, let’s go.”
“Yes, oppa!!”
Seeing Hojin like this reminds me of the past.
At that time, Shin Yu-jin and I had a fight for the first time, and I didn’t want Ho-jin to know about it, so I didn’t tell him.
Hojin recognized that my condition was not good and bought me food even though I didn’t say anything.
It was probably beef at that time.
Unlike me, who is not the same as before, Hojin and Yerim are the same as before.
“Han Yu-chan, what do you want to eat?”
“I’ll order the same thing you guys eat.”
“Aunt, here are three bowls of beef rice bowl. Please give me one smaller number.”
“Subtraction? Eat a lot.”
“You will eat that.”
“Me?!”
“Eat a lot and be strong. Because I always support you.”
While eating, I couldn’t tell what I was eating.
My mind was filled with thoughts about how I should apologize to Shin Yujin.
While we finished eating and Hojin went to pay the bill.
“Yoochan oppa.”
“Yes, Yerim.”
“What time does class end today?”
“Around 3 p.m. Why?”
“When you’re done, can you go check on Eugene’s condition?”
“Yujin?”
“Yes, Eugene hasn’t even come out to drink water since last night.”
“That… okay. What about you?”
“I want to stay with Hojin oppa. Please take care of Eugene.”
I said it was nothing, but anyone looking at it was looking at me like there was something there.
Well, both of them are not in good condition. It’s strange to see something like this and think that nothing is really happening.
Thanks to Hojin, I ate without opening my wallet and headed to the classroom where the next class was held.
“Yuchan, don’t be scared.”
“What are you talking about, suddenly.”
“If you really try to talk, Eugene will understand.”
I feel like I am constantly receiving support from those around me.
It’s clearly my problem and I did it, so why are people around me more worried?
Without knowing why, the corners of my mouth naturally went up and I started laughing.
“Ugh, zombie bastard. Look at him smiling.”
“Why do I smile?”
“No matter what you do with your face now, you look like a zombie or a corpse.”
“I’m alive.”
“Tell me what to do about those severe dark circles. There are no pandas.”
After hearing Hojin’s words, I checked my face on my cell phone.
It was not the appearance of a real person.
The dark circles seemed to extend all the way down to the bottom of the nose, and the complexion of the face was so dark that it did not appear to be a living person at all.
“How do you think Eugene will react if he goes to see him with this face?”
“Listen to what Yerim says, it seems like Eugene’s condition is similar.”
“Does it seem like a zombie is looking at a zombie face?”
“But what’s certain is that it seems worse for you.”
“I think so too.”
I had a short conversation with Hojin and listened to all the lectures with utmost concentration. Of course, I couldn’t concentrate.
Fortunately, most of the computer engineering professors knew of my existence, so today was a day in which I received a lot of criticism.
Still, I think you can skip it at least once.
“Yuchan, do well.”
“Oppa, cheer up. I have a good conversation with Eugene.”
“So nothing happened.”
“Yes. Nothing happened, Eugene take care of it.”
“If anything happens, I always pray that it’s my fault!!”
Somehow, I ended up receiving support from both of them.
I laughed lightly at the sight of the two and slowly turned towards Shin Yujin’s house.
It was definitely a familiar road even after going back 14 years, but I don’t know why it feels so unfamiliar today.
Is it because I have no idea what will happen in the future?
While I was walking down the street, I saw a convenience store and went straight inside to buy some chocolate and put it in my bag.
They say chocolate is good when you have your period.
The whole time I was walking, I thought about what I should say when I meet Shin Yujin.
First of all, of course I will apologize and say I am sorry. And if I accept that apology, I will apologize once more, detailing what I did wrong.
However, if Shin Yu-jin’s anger does not subside…
What should I do then? I don’t know.
All of these situations are established under the assumption that Shin Yu-jin meets him.
If you get rejected at the door, it will lose meaning.
I called Shin Yujin once more on my cell phone.
Of course I didn’t answer the phone. It just makes a connection sound.
Before I knew it, I arrived in front of Shin Yujin’s house, calmed down as much as I could, and carefully placed my hand on the door lock.
That moment.
I realized that no matter how much I knew the password, this behavior was not right.
Because I don’t know what state Shin Yu-jin is in right now.
That’s why I rang the doorbell.
-Ding dong!!
The sound of a doorbell ringing hollowly in the surroundings.
Even though I could no longer hear the doorbell ringing, the door did not open. There was no sign of presence through the door.
Just as I was about to ring the doorbell one more time.
-Suddenly!!
“Yes, who are you?”
I saw Shin Yu-jin through the gently opening front door.
Very haggard.
I’ve never seen it before.
Shin Yu-jin’s appearance.
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