episode_0075

1.

A blurry afterimage remains in the eyes.

It’s a strange mix of sensations, like running through a field, jumping into a river, or being held in a warm embrace.

‘Hey, what is that…’

I tried to open my eyes, mumbling softly to myself.

When I opened my eyes, what I saw was not the familiar ceiling.

There was no ceiling in the first place.

“….Ah….sigh……”

A sigh echoes in my ears.

‘what…?’

I tried to wake up my hazy senses a little more.

It’s like I’m trying to manipulate my body as I wish in my dreams.

It feels like there’s a transparent membrane between my body and mine.

“….uh……”

I feel like I just woke up from a deep sleep.

At the same time, the feelings that had been put off are felt all at once and a coldness is transmitted.

And conversely, warmth is also felt.

The feeling of the water tickling and the wind brushing my body came back to me one after another, and I finally came to my senses.

I rub my eyes and try to regain my vision.

“…Kaaang….”

?

what.

“Caeng…?”

I’m speechless.

No, only a fox-like howl comes out.

Beast transformation?

Yeah. Is it a beast?

“Oh, okay. Okay. I’ll wash your face too, so just wait a minute.”

Kai’s voice can be heard clearly.

“Sniff, sniff sniff.”

I sniffed around to confirm and it was definitely Kai oppa.

what.

Given the circumstances, I am in a beastly state.

But this is the first time I’ve ever been so conscious while under the spell of beast transformation.

“Okay, now let’s wash our faces.”

“Kang!?”

My brother’s hand reached out as if to cover his face.

I turned my head in surprise.

And when I turn my view, I see blood-soaked pajamas.

“Please, stay still for a bit… It took ages to even get rid of the blood stains…”

He fixed his face silently at the single word containing the earnest request.

Then, a bucket of water pours out.

“Ouch! Kang!”

“Just hold on, just hold on a little longer…”

“Kaaang…”

“Right… That’s it! Hey, now hey!”

…ah.

I vaguely remember a runny nose.

No matter how much I think about it, I don’t think I had this awareness back then, so why am I like this now?

Without time to ponder or ponder.

“Huh!”

“Huh, huhuhuung!!”

In the end, I couldn’t resist Kai’s urging and showed my unbearable behavior.

“Kaaang…”

My whimpers were automatically replaced by the fox’s cries again.

But I turned my head away and tried to express my sadness.

“Oh my, our Thai is doing well~”

“Caeng!?”

My brother was licking my cheek.

‘No matter who looks at it, this isn’t an expression of gratitude!?’

That means.

“Kang! Kang-kang! Kea-aeng…!?”

was replaced by .

He caresses my cheek with loving eyes as if he were looking at some kind of animal.

Well, that’s still good.

After accepting my brother’s extreme expressions of affection for a while,

“Hoooo…”

A deep sigh tickled my cheek.

I looked at Kai oppa, knowing that the emotions mixed in that sigh were not ordinary.

“Kaaang…?”

“Is it hard?”

My brother looked down at me with worried eyes.

He made me sit on his lap like a princess.

With my brother’s hand supporting my back, I feel like I’m a baby.

“Real beast paintings come… and fake beast paintings come… You’ve worked hard.”

“Kaaang…?”

“Are you having a hard time preparing for final exams again? Oh my, you don’t have to work that hard.”

He continued speaking in a soft voice, trying to reassure me.

But I can’t erase the faint smile.

I thought that Kai’s bright smile resembled my father’s smile.

“…You should be healthy. Take care.”

“Kya, kyaeng…?”

My brother just hugged me.

My chest feels so tight that it feels uncomfortable.

And then I could feel my brother’s trembling through my body.

I even had the vain thought that perhaps this hug was meant to be a desperate attempt to find comfort in me.

“Kaaang…”

The human voice still doesn’t come out, but inside my head it’s completely my ego.

It feels like I’ve become a ghost and taken over by someone else.

I felt an inexplicable sense of regret and dug deeper into Kai’s arms.

“Kkiiing…”

“Oh my, you’re a beast too…”

Even animals that can’t speak will lick and rub their bodies against their masters to sense their master’s mood.

I also tried to comfort my brother in my own way to give him strength.

“I felt like a wild animal gave me a hand…”

“Caeng.”

My brother smiled lightly and released the hug.

And then he put my face in his hands and looked me in the eye.

“…”

“Well, you won’t remember anyway. But I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”

He offered an apology plainly.

“Ah, I guess it’s better to say thank you than sorry. Thanks, Taina.”

Then he patted my head.

Her body was still close to a fox, but she brought her head closer because she wanted to feel her brother’s touch more.

“…Keeping…”

“Thank you~ Okay, okay.”

The ear shakes back and forth in my brother’s hand.

But I didn’t care and felt my brother’s caress.

And natural skinship continues.

‘…Now.’

Naturally, the darkness burns brightly.

As if I were having a lucid dream.

The ego is alive, but it acts more boldly when I don’t have to take responsibility.

I turned my gaze to the hand stroking my head.

-Bite

“Ouch.”

The fox slightly bites your hand as a way of expressing intimacy.

A grooming method that removes dead hair.

But if you do it in normal human society… it would be an even higher level joke, so you can’t do it.

-Huh…

And then gently lick that area with the tip of your tongue.

It’s like an idiomatic expression meaning to put something on hold because you don’t want it to be taken away.

There’s a slightly, just a slightly strange atmosphere.

The fox’s wounded area was originally meant to be comforted like this, he said, joking with a reasonable excuse.

I tried hard to ignore the fact that my ego had already become closer to human.

“…hmm.”

It seems like Kai oppa is accepting my aegyo that isn’t really aegyo without saying anything.

I couldn’t see the face properly though.

I had a strange thought that it would be okay to boldly go ahead and do the work.

Go into your arms.

And then naturally a hug ensues.

My brother would hug me like a fox, and I would struggle and smell him in the meantime.

‘…I didn’t originally plan on doing it this way.’

Srenya pushed my back.

If someone walks around smelling like Kai oppa, I’ll respond in kind.

I’m going to hold on to our relationship a little longer before I’m taken away.

‘…Actually, I’m getting anxious.’

It is nothing more or less than a dark intention to maintain this special relationship even by using such a beauty trick.

“…Uh, yeah? Taina?”

My brother took a step back, perhaps taken aback by my approach.

But, because of the nature of this position where my butt is pressed against my brother’s leg, I can’t move my body any further.

‘Just hold me in your arms like this, Oppa…’

I don’t know why I’m like this either.

Should I be honest with my instincts and just give myself over to them?

“…Ta, Taina…?”

Kai Oppa was eventually cornered.

He pushed his waist back and I was in a position where I seemed to be covering him.

I spread my arms like this.

It means giving permission to have sex, and is an expression that expresses permission by revealing one’s stomach.

It is a body movement that indirectly means, “You can touch me.”

And now all you have to do is finish with a pitiful, heartbreaking, and heartbreaking cry, like a fox would do.

But Taina didn’t know.

“…Hug me tight, oppa.”

A dream that you realize is a dream tends to wake up quickly.

2.

When I look at Taina, I feel complicated.

It must have been an action without any particular meaning.

It creates new meaning.

Is it because it is rude to remind me of Altina, or is it because I look so much like Altina?

“…Hug me tight, oppa.”

?

what.

Altina, or rather Taina, was flirting with me with a short tongue.

“What is it?”

“….Kae, keaaang…….”

what?

What the heck, what the heck, what the heck?

For a moment, I thought I heard a flirtatious voice. Was it a hallucination?

Wasn’t it already a golden tiger?

I checked Taina’s condition.

“………keee………”

I curled up, covering my face with my hands.

Plus, her face is so red it looks like it’s going to burst.

“…Taina…?”

“What, what are you doing?”

“Tina?”

“Kang….?”

weird?

What happened a little while ago is a voice that even the beast Taina cannot make.

Because words longer than three words rarely come out.

My face is too red to pretend to know anything…

‘hmm.’

I’ve decided.

Let’s see if you win or I win.

If you react to something that a beast like Taina didn’t react to, it would be an unprecedented situation where you are already out of your mind and talking nonsense.

…

Even when her cheeks were fiddled with and her head was stroked, Taina made her characteristic crying sound.

And the reaction itself was no different from that of the golden tiger Taina.

but.

“Since when have you been in your right mind?”

“From the moment you touch my cheek…”

When I hugged Taina tightly, I was caught by the fact that she didn’t struggle but rather hugged me.

I also noticed something strange because the tail was moving like a crumpled piece of paper.

-Push, push, push…

It looks like I ended up teasing Taina.

Because Taina’s face was red and she couldn’t raise her head.

Anyway, that’s not what’s important.

“Tina.”

“Huh…?”

“Why did you already get released from the beast mode?”

“I don’t know… I don’t know anything…”

Taina couldn’t take her eyes off him, but she noticed one thing for sure.

The fact that Taina’s semi-beast-like symptoms have improved remarkably.

“Did you work harder than usual because of the final exams?”

“No, I don’t plan on doing that, but I have to practice…”

“Anyway, the semi-beast transformation has occurred, but the symptoms are weaker than before.”

Semi-beast transformation is a disease that only occurs in Taina.

It is the body’s regenerative process to restore balance when an imbalance occurs that goes against the fox’s blood.

But this balance is being reestablished.

“The risk of beast transformation must have decreased…!”

If so, then the good news is that the risk of beastification itself has been greatly reduced.

“That’s great!!!”

“Cheop!”

I hugged Taina with joy.

“…Ugh, ugh….!”

Although Taina received the hug she had been hoping for, she was not entirely happy.