episode_0083

It goes without saying, but eating snacks instead of rice was delicious.

Tteokbokki, which is spicy enough that I can eat it, or fish cake, which has a strange, strange taste.

Actually, I didn’t eat the sundae well. I got sick of it after eating just one or two.

anyway.

“You clean up what you eat.”

“Huh? Why me?”

“I bought it, so you have to clean it up. But aren’t you full? I eat rice and sundae.”

As I watch Jeong Tae-yang mumbling and eating his sundae, I leave it to him to clean up after him. It’s nice that they prepared a meal for me, but it’s too much of a hassle to clean it up.

While talking about various things with Jeong Tae-yang, who was organizing things, I continued to worry about the imprint in my pocket, so I headed to the bathroom.

“Phew… .”

What makes me nervous? I didn’t think much of it when I bought it, but when I see it in real life like this, my heart starts pounding. But didn’t they say that the results of Imtegi will come out after a while after conception? So there’s no point in doing it now?

“If you see two lines now, does that mean you were already pregnant?”

Oh, no way. Since I probably wouldn’t do it anyway, I decided to give it a try. If you try it in advance now, you will be able to do it properly later when in doubt.

I opened the toilet cover, sat down, and placed the toilet between my legs. Then, after dousing it with urine, I placed it on a flat surface and washed my hands.

They said the results would come out in about 30 seconds to 1 minute, so I washed my hands a little more slowly than usual. And this is what I saw after wiping my hands with a towel.

“… Why two lines.”

There were as many as two lines floating! And when I saw that, my thoughts were different. Just why? I just had the same thought. What can I say, I feel so dazed that I don’t even know if this is real?

“… Oh my.”

hmm. Maybe I’m dreaming. I grabbed the soft cheek and pulled it. A tingling pain passes through my cheek. sick… .

I took out my phone from my pocket and did a quick search. As early as 7 days after fertilization, approximately 3 weeks pregnant. So, at least 7 days have passed since I became pregnant.

“… .”

I don’t know what I was thinking, but I left the double-lined frame hidden between the shelves in the bathroom. What should I do with this? Should I tell Jeong Taeyang? I’m pregnant?

… But then won’t you abandon me? If I had known this would happen, I would have started dating right away. Right now, we have an ambiguous relationship called “some,” but if I tell him that we’re having a child, he might get fed up and run away.

I’ve seen it a lot. People who suddenly change when they become pregnant. There were some among my friends. To be honest, I didn’t think much of it at the time, but now that I’m a party to it, I’m a little scared.

“… Hey, Jeong Taeyang.”

“Huh? Why?”

“You… Do you like me?”

“I like it. Of course.”

“Then let’s date… .”

As I spoke hesitantly, Jeong Taeyang’s expression became strange. It feels like I’m trying to get a feel for something. I felt embarrassed by that gaze and lowered my head, and Jeong Tae-yang started speaking in a very annoying tone.

“I don’t like it?”

“Huh?”

“No~ Just flirting was fun. Is it okay to start dating after flirting a little longer? Isn’t it?”

I’m angry that it’s said twice in question form. No, it’s more annoying that they don’t date me. Anyone could see that it looked like they were making fun of me, but for some reason, I was so upset and angry.

“But if you ask cutely, I might let you out… .”

“Bad boy.”

bang.

I closed the door and went out. Jeong Taeyang was looking at me with an embarrassed expression and his mouth gaping open.

… That’s why I sat down on the bench 10 minutes ago.

No, I don’t think it was anything to be angry about at all… .

In an instant, I suddenly felt angry. Anyone who saw it could tell it was a joke, so why did I act like that without even realizing it?

“Ugh… .”

Is it because it doesn’t feel real? Actually, I still don’t know. How can I believe that this body is pregnant?

In fact, I was fully aware that I had become a woman while I was with Jeong Taeyang every day. But pregnancy is a completely separate issue.

Pregnancy, pregnancy… .

“What should I do?”

Is it okay to be such an irresponsible mother? It’s a bit of a shock to be pregnant, but I don’t want to kill the child. There is something wrong with the child.

But when I think about giving birth, it doesn’t feel realistic at all… How did I really get pregnant? I took birth control pills regularly.

I put my head down and looked at the children playing in the park. Perhaps because it was Sunday, you could see a lot of cute children running around and playing.

Some of the youngest children are practicing walking with their parents, and some children who appear to be in the upper grades of elementary school are playing with a ball.

I’m giving birth to kids like that.

It really doesn’t feel real at all.

“Ugh… .”

Why are you so angry at Jeong Tae-yang? It became a little difficult to even talk about it. No, that’s not the problem, the problem is that he suddenly got angry. No matter how good a person you are, you get angry when you get scolded for no reason, but since you got scolded for no real reason… .

Even though I fantasized about having a child and living well, I never thought I would actually have a child. driving me crazy.

I gently touched my stomach, but it wasn’t noticeable at all. I can only feel the slightly soft, moderately dry texture of my stomach.

… Should I go back?

No matter what happens, I need to talk to Jeong Taeyang. But sometimes I don’t want to talk about it, and sometimes I feel like I need to talk about it again.

Is it because I became a woman that my mind became so complicated? Or is it because I have a child?

If this was the cause of my sometimes strange emotions, it seemed like it could be seen as the cause.

At that time, a text message rang on my cell phone. When I checked, it was a message from Jeong Tae-yang.

– Sorry. I’m going home so I can come back and rest…

If I were to ask you what I’m sorry about here, it would really be the end, right? I felt like I wouldn’t be able to answer properly if I asked, but I decided not to.

By the way, I tried to talk to you, but you went home. No, I think it might be better for me to gather my thoughts and talk later.

I have to go home first… .

*

When I returned home, Jeong Taeyang was indeed gone. I thought about contacting them, but I put my phone down, wondering if it was really necessary.

The imtegi hidden on the bathroom shelf was in good condition. I immediately took it out and brought it into the living room.

“Hmm… .”

Could there be an error? They say there are a lot of strange malfunctions in the imtegi.

So I bought another one and tried it, and two more lines appeared.

“It seems to be true.”

This is a really strange feeling… Even though I hate it, I don’t hate it. really.

I have to tell this to Jeong Tae-yang… .

“Phew… .”

What should I do? How should I say this? My worries deepened.

*

“Crazy.”

On the screen, Sebin was holding a pregnancy test.

It also has two lines engraved on it.

“That’s why… .”

To be honest, I didn’t know what I was angry about earlier, but now that I think about it, I did something really bad.

You said that because you were pregnant. It’s just that I don’t want to date a guy like that. Even in my opinion, it’s garbage.

By the way, I really am pregnant.

To be honest, I wanted to get her pregnant, but I wasn’t going to do it unless Sebin wanted it. So I gave her birth control pills regularly.

But how did it come about? Could it be that just because I strengthened my stamina with a hypnosis app, I ended up with sperm so powerful that even contraceptive pills were destroyed?

Somehow, I felt a little afraid because it seemed like the most true thing.

Anyway, that’s why I kept feeling nauseous.

I was so clueless. God, I don’t think I’m that clueless.

“… Should I send you some tangerines?”

I heard that tangerines are so good for morning sickness.

In fact, you can erase the child using the cheat nature of the hypnosis app. It doesn’t put any strain on Sebin’s body at all, and he can just do it as if it never happened in the first place.

But if you do that now, it will become a legacy, and Sebin might be shocked.

However, if I tell you that I know that I am pregnant, the answer will be ‘How do you know?’ Then I have to explain this now… Anyway, this is not something that can be viewed positively.

Besides, I really don’t think so, but Sebin might want to raise my child… .

Well, these days, I see that Sebin likes me a lot too.

Although that is highly unlikely.

“We should go to the hospital together later… .”

Whatever Sebin decides, I will follow it as best as I can. If you want to give birth, let them be born, and if you want to erase them, erase them.

Really, I shouldn’t have teased you today.

Suddenly Sebin was so cute that I wanted to make fun of him… .

“Let’s send the tangerines quickly… .”

I ordered a box of tangerines and sent it to Sebin’s house. I need to find some foods that are said to be good for severe morning sickness.

“… Is it really possible to get married?”

Honestly, I’m a little excited.

*

“Delivery!”

what. I didn’t order anything.

When I came out, a box of tangerines had been sent.

“Who sent it?”

“It just says that a friend sent it?”

“Friend?”

Who is my friend? Is there anyone else other than Jeong Tae-yang?

“Ah, thank you… .”

Still, I brought it home. I don’t know why it suddenly turned out to be tangerine, but it just so happened to be good.

“Hmm… .”

It’s delicious.