episode_0005

When I came to my senses, what I saw was my body carefully kneeling in an unknown place, and Jeong Taeyang sitting in front of me.

“Huh?”

I let out an idiotic sound at the sight I couldn’t even imagine, and tried to move my body after finally grasping the situation, but my legs didn’t move as if they had been glued together.

I was confused and waved my arms, but I could only move my upper body. Let alone movement from the waist down, even the sensation was faint.

However, that does not mean that he was truly paralyzed from the waist down. The proof was that even when he put both arms at his sides and applied force, he did not move as if he were being pressed down with a rebar.

No matter how weak this body is, there’s no way it won’t move even slightly like this. It was clear that this was hypnosis preventing me from moving my lower body.

“I asked. Was it good?”

Meanwhile, Jeong Tae-yang also began to open his mouth. I silently lowered my eyes and glared at Jeong Taeyang. In any case, being in this state means that something has happened.

Jeong Tae-yang didn’t seem to be expecting an answer either, but he was just looking down at me with a grin.

“I have a lot of questions about you. The Lee Se-bin I knew wasn’t like this originally. You act like you know what I can do.”

Jeong Taeyang spoke in a creepy voice and stroked my head. At that moment, an unpleasant sensation passed through the back of my neck.

“Don’t do it.”

I tried to shake off his hand, but once I grabbed his hand, I lost all strength and could do nothing but fold my hands on top of each other.

This too is clearly hypnosis.

“It’s still the same, but… has something gone awry because of what I’ve been doing? Still, I understand that Lee Se-bin just came to Seoul from the countryside.”

I desperately shook my head, leaving behind Jeong Taeyang, who kept muttering something.

What do we do? How can I escape from here?

“Now, Sebin. Let’s be honest. If you answer my questions honestly, you will feel happy and feel good. On the other hand, if you lie or don’t answer my question, you’ll feel sad and painful, right?”

Before I knew it, Jeong Taeyang was sitting in front of me again.

“First question! What on earth were you thinking so ‘seriously’ yesterday that made you late this morning?”

I closed my mouth. When it comes to ‘serious thoughts’, no matter how much I think about it, all I can think about is Jeong Taeyang’s hypnosis, and there’s no way I can tell that to myself.

“…”

“Are you really going to keep your mouth shut like that? It must be hard, right?”

I hate to admit it, but hypnosis was clearly taking control of my body. As the silence dragged on, a sad feeling took over my mind.

The tip of my nose felt like I was going to cry at any moment, and my body and mind began to tingle with pain as if I was being pierced by a needle.

“Ugh…”

Eventually the tears started to flow. I could have endured it if it had only hurt, but what I was feeling right now was obvious sadness.

sad? why?

The reason was obvious. Even though it was hypnosis, not responding to Jeong Tae-yang’s words brought me great sadness.

My eyes filled with tears, and my vision became blurry. My tears had reached their limit and began to flow.

I felt like crying right now, but I held back. Because if you answer that question, it’s really over.

“Well, I’m holding it up better than I thought.”

Jeong Tae-yang’s voice came through. Eyes already filled with tears made it impossible to judge accurately. All that is visible is a blurred silhouette.

“Sebin. Look here.”

Like a trained puppy, it reflexively raised its head as Jeong Taeyang said. Jeong Taeyang was spreading his fingers.

I raised my hand, wiped away my tears, and looked at Jeong Taeyang’s hand again. One finger spread out.

“How many of these are there?”

“One…”

The sound of a girl crying spread through an unknown space. And at that moment, I was overcome with happiness without knowing why.

“Huh? Huh?”

Is this what it feels like when you take drugs? I felt happiness welling up from deep within my brain. The sadness that had been bothering me until now suddenly disappeared, and all that remained was the thought of happiness.

“Uh, huh?!”

That wasn’t all. The pleasure that appears following the feeling of happiness. It was definitely a different kind of emotional pleasure than the happiness rising from deep in the stomach.

Of course, even though I had never experienced a woman’s pleasure, I knew for sure.

This is a woman’s pleasure.

My hands were shaking. In a good sense, not in a bad sense.

It’s hard to say that the current situation was a good thing, but my body was clearly feeling happy.

“Ha, hm…”

My head feels dizzy and my mind melts…

“We’ll ask this later, shall we ask another question first? Why did you run away as soon as you saw my smartphone?”

“Well, that is…”

It was a trap.

I wasn’t answering what Jeong Taeyang said.

I would have been able to endure this feeling if I hadn’t felt it. Even if I was going crazy with sadness, I could have endured it if I gritted my teeth and held on.

“Ah…”

I want to answer. If I had just kept being sad, I could have tolerated it, but my body, which had already tasted happiness, rejected my will.

And in that brief moment.

Sadness started to come to me again.

“Ah, ah, ah…”

The sadness I felt after tasting happiness was even stronger than before. Instead of doubling the damage like in the game, it seemed to be squaring it.

It certainly seemed like I lasted for about a minute.

Within 10 seconds, my body was defeated.

“Choi, hypnosis…”

“Huh?”

“Choi, I was afraid of being hypnotized, so I ran away…!”

ah.

Happiness envelopes me again.

happy.

good.

Even though it seems like I said something that clearly shouldn’t have been said, the human body leaves everything to the pleasure in front of it.

It may be because of this characteristic that humans are creatures of regret.

In the distant future, I will definitely regret this choice today.

But I don’t want to think about that right now.

I just want to feel happy now.

No, the reason humans live is to pursue happiness.

Then… why am I doing this now…

It’s not strange.

“How did you know about hypnosis?”

Jeong Taeyang asks again.

Even though I know I shouldn’t, I answer again.

“Grab, in the game, you did that. In the game I was playing…”

I don’t even know what I’m talking about. Just leave your body to the happiness and pleasure that is given to you.

“…Game?”

“Yes, yes!”

I agree. Shake your head up and down and say yes vigorously. There was no need to go this far, but it was still something that came naturally.

“Wow, there was someone else possessed besides me…”

“What?”

“No, I’m just talking to myself, so don’t worry about it.”

“Okay…”

“Then it seems that ‘serious thoughts’ are also related to that. The reason you tried to run away from school was because you didn’t want to be hypnotized?”

“Yes, I tried to avoid hypnosis and go live somewhere else.”

“Wow… aren’t all the heroines possessed? Is that why he was trying to break the hypnosis?”

Jeong Tae-yang shook his head with an expression on his face that said he didn’t like something.

“Well, okay. First of all, it’s good to know this fact. You can just practice and have fun. right? Are you okay too?”

“Jo, I like it…”

ah.

I feel good.

*

How should I explain this?

If you look at it objectively, from a third party’s perspective, it is difficult to say that the current situation is a good sight, even with empty words.

A female student kneeling in front of a man in an unknown place with tear marks in her eyes.

It is difficult to see them as lovers, but it is also difficult to see them as friends.

Even if the female student’s identity was a male possessor until a few days ago, it would not be viewed favorably no matter how you look at it.

If it weren’t for hypnosis.

I am also aware of this. It means that they know that the current situation is very distorted and not normal.

But still, the happiness and pleasure I feel now is real.

I know that the guy in front of me did something strange using hypnosis, and I also know that this feeling was created by a supernatural power called a hypnosis app.

It’s still good, but what should I do?

“Sebin. Take off your clothes.”

“Clothes…?”

I feel resistance. I know that it is wrong to take off your clothes in front of others. But it’s also a weak feeling of resistance, and after all, we’re with the same guy…

Put your hand on the button of your blouse. I start unpacking them one by one and take off my clothes.

It’s the same guy anyway. Even though I have a female body, I am not ashamed because we are all men…

It was a ridiculous idea, but thoughts weren’t important right now. The only thing that matters now is whether I can feel this feeling again or not.

“I took it off…”

“What’s below?”

“…below too?”

There is much more resistance when taking it off all the way down. There’s nothing wrong with men hanging out with their tops off, but if they take their clothes off from the bottom down, unless they’re going to the sauna, isn’t that just gay?

Stop, stop.

As I was hesitating and taking my time, Jeong Taeyang approached me.

“Don’t you want to take off your bottom?”

“I don’t like it…”

Instantly, I feel happy again.

“…!”

Just because I answered honestly, my whole body became hot as if it was being heated on a grill.

“Huh, huh, huh…”

“Good?”

“Jo, Joe…”

As I barely answered with a bird’s pronunciation, a feeling several times more powerful came over me.

My mind is clouded. Is this what it feels like to die from drug addiction? There is no way to think about excessive happiness and pleasure.

I feel my body gradually leaning forward.

“Uh, huh? Are you going to pass out after doing this? My body is so fucking weak.”

Jeong Taeyang picks up his smartphone again and holds it out in front of me.

It seems like he’s muttering something, but I can’t hear it properly.

I lost consciousness as I watched the heart turn pink with my eyes.

*

“Augh…”

I come to my senses and look around.

It is a space that is not familiar, but is not unfamiliar either.

Health room.

“Ah, the head…”

I hold my head in excruciating pain.

I don’t know if it was a mistake or not, but the memory of being bullied by Jeong Tae-yang remains intact.

I remember collapsing, unable to come to my senses from the repeated feelings of happiness. The emotions and sensations from that time remain vaguely.

“Ah, fuck…”

Of course, as it remains vague, feelings of regret immediately rush in.

I immediately pick up the phone next to me and look at the time.

3:40 PM.

Class is not over yet, but I receive a text message.

The sender is Jeong Taeyang.

– I told you that you left school early, so go home.

“ Lee, chewing … ”

I feel angry, but I hold back.

This was a very stupid decision.

For some reason, they don’t erase my memories and give me an excuse to run away legally?

Considering the reason why I was captured, this is something I could never do.

“Now that I think about it, how did I get caught?”

Suddenly I think about it and realize that I don’t know why I was captured.

My memories from the time I decided to escape have clearly been erased.

No, that’s not what’s important right now.

For now, let’s escape this damn place and think about it.

After roughly arranging my clothes, I leave the nurse’s office and cross the school gate.

The destination is home.

I plan to stop by home, take some money, and go down to the countryside.

I walked a not very far road and arrived home.

As soon as you open the door, the female scent spreads throughout the house.

Ah, something happened to me again. I think about it, but only for a moment. I’m going to escape from here anyway, so I don’t have time to worry about that.

I take out a suitcase from a corner of the house. I plan to do the least amount of efficient packing and then get out of here right away.

First, open the suitcase and put the most important items in first.

First of all… the adsorber.

It’s a useful tool for pumping my ungainly small nipples and clitoris.

Even though my spirit is male, if I go down to a rural village, I will have to live as an ordinary woman, so things that enhance my attractiveness as a female are essential.

In fact, it is even more so because the spirit is male.

Because I have to live with what I don’t know.

next…

“Was there something like this?”

There is a dildo that looks like a large penis.

Why does this exist? As far as I know, I am a virgin. You could say that I am a virgin who has never masturbated, so why do I have a dildo like this?

Suddenly, I turn the dildo around and see that there is a post-it note attached to the bottom.

What is written is… is it not for admission?

“Oh, that’s right.”

Memories of Lee Se-bin come back to me. I obviously didn’t masturbate, but even though I was a woman, I still wanted to gain the advantage of being a female.

So, what was chosen was the development of a residential site. The idea was to shove a large dildo into my mouth and develop my throat… but it’s impossible for me now.

Still, if you take it slow, it will develop.

Remove the post-it note from the dildo and carefully place it in the carrier.

Next is Love Gel… Why do I have something like this at home?

Still, I’ll put it in for now.

Next is Rotor and Satisfyer.

These are… According to Lee Se-bin’s memory, these are the tools she bought a few days ago, that is, the day before I became possessed.

Still, I bought these items because I thought it would make sense that I had never masturbated while going to school.

This too is stored neatly.

In this case, it seems like the most basic parts have been sorted out.

“Is clothes next?”

Check the clothes that are open in the closet.

As expected, there were no men’s clothes, but a closet full of women’s clothes.

First, take out all your clothes and place them on the bed.

Anyway, I have quite a bit of money, so I could take a few clothes and buy them there.

“Oh, underwear too.”

While doing this, he takes out all his underwear and throws them on top of his clothes.

Likewise, let’s just take a few pieces.

“Hmm…”

First, I take out the plainest looking white underwear set. Even if it’s plain, it’s too plain. You can’t show this to others.

…isn’t it right to not show your underwear to others?

“No, no. It’s so girly to wear see-through clothes and do that.”

I erase my thoughts and focus on sorting again.

I rummage around and find underwear that can at least make me look female.

But the problem is that Lee Se-bin has lived a very simple life until now.

“Why is everything so plain?”

Most of them are plain underwear without patterns, or if they exist, they are plain underwear with only monotonous patterns.

The most flashy thing is the striped panties, so you can tell how little attention was paid to them.

“Eray…”

In the first place, it is common sense to lift your skirt and show your panties when greeting a man, but I don’t understand how you ever thought of showing such underwear.

Suddenly, I remember saying hello to Jeong Tae-yang on the day of the entrance ceremony, and my face gets hot.

“Ahh…awk!”

I want to kick the blanket right now, but the blanket is under my clothes and underwear.

Why did you greet me wearing only such plain underwear?

Even though Jeong Taeyang is a bad guy who hypnotized me, I can’t believe he greeted me like that.

Shouldn’t they have at least made a hole?

Lee Se-bin’s life has been so amazing that she has lived it all this time.

“Ha, sir, yes. I need to help you here…”

As I was a man to begin with, I know the types of underwear that excite men.

Since I became Lee Se-bin, I will at least make her a female of a level that is not embarrassing.