episode_0014

Caught in a spider web.

“Haah… Haah….”

Oh, I feel so ashamed….

Yeah… I’m experiencing a moment of enlightenment right now.

Goodness… It’s not like I’m going through puberty or anything, but it feels like something is trying to burst out from within me, making my waist twitch uncontrollably.

Oh, if I left this alone, it would have been a real disaster, so I had no choice but to quickly resolve it.

It was the kind of situation that couldn’t be endured, even if I tried to endure it.

I hurriedly pulled down my pants and as soon as I touched it lightly, my waist popped and sprang out vigorously.

Ah… I didn’t even have tissues, so I roughly wiped with the cloth I used in the kitchen and burned it in the stove.

What a waste of cloth… But I can’t just throw away my underwear….

Luckily, I knew why my body was reacting like this, thanks to the fact that there was an old man inside me who had passed thirty, unlike a teenager here who hadn’t even received proper sex education.

“My… My… Something’s strange here… It’s tingling…”

He must have said nonsense and hit anywhere. Maybe he even blindly attacked.

Didn’t it almost come to the point of attacking?

No!! I’m innocent! In the end, it didn’t attack me! I’m not that kind of beast or a child! It’s just that… because my adult self suddenly became a child’s body, puberty came late for this body!

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This is a big problem.

Even though I resolved it once, the sensation and scent of her from just now started to make my lower body regain strength heavily.

Is it true that when you’re told not to think of an elephant, you end up thinking about it more?

No matter how hard I try to erase it from my mind, the memory keeps resurfacing, making my heart flutter and my mood strange again.

“My libido has awakened… My libido…”

Living half like a monk, suddenly smelling a woman’s scent, I couldn’t control my body.

Thud!

Ugh! It tormented me again by stiffening firmly.

…Should I remove it one more time…?

Uh-uh… No! That’s really not it! I’m not a beast!

I have to endure. That’s right.

A lonely widower who can’t control his desires in his own kitchen, secretly relieving himself in misery?

…This is disqualification as a human. One mistake is forgivable, but not two!

I’m human… I’m human…

Closing my eyes, I sing the national anthem again. I sing all four verses because one verse is not enough.

Phew,,,

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Finally calming down, feelings of guilt towards Heesun rush over me.

“Could Heesun have found out? Oh. Then she probably won’t forgive me… No, I managed to escape before she noticed except for my waist… Phew…”

Feelings of self-reproach flood over me again.

It’s fortunate that I had the presence of mind to withdraw at the crucial moment by pulling out my waist….

Of course, at my age, secretly unable to control myself and relieve myself in the kitchen like a monkey was a terribly… shocking fact that struck at my sanity, but,

In reality, isn’t that a problem I can overcome on my own?

More importantly, now that Heesun has no one else to rely on but me,

If she realizes that even I, whom she relies on and trusts, have desires, she might think I’ll turn into that guy and attack her, which is the issue.

You son of a monkey! The one who knows that!

How anxious and sad must she have been to tremble so violently in my arms.

Yet, I couldn’t overcome a single desire and ended up harshly pushing her away, even though she wanted comfort and support from me.

Even if I comforted her and gave her strength, it wouldn’t be enough. What am I doing?

Phew….

Clatter clatter!

Since I’m already in the kitchen, I add more firewood to the stove so Heesun won’t be cold tonight.

Actually… She might be the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen in my life, and I might have fallen for her at first sight.

The swaying that comes down to the hips, even long hair… Those small cherry blossom pink pretty lips… The voice like a jade bead when laughing… Sweet scent like a peach…

“Hey, are you going home? Saying you won’t give affection to anyone. What are you doing?”

He raised his drunken hand high and struck my head.

Thud!

Even if it hits, I won’t back down.

I couldn’t disappoint myself for falling so deeply in love with her at first sight without the determination to keep it.

How long has it been since I made up my mind?

Hyunkyung. Brother-in-law. Sister. Mom…. Recalling the faces of family members, I calm my heart.

I firmly resolve the shaken determination in my heart.

Yes. Now that I think of their faces, it seems like I won’t make any more mistakes.

The night grows late.

Now I should also go to sleep….

I come out of the kitchen and return to the room.

Although the house is small, if I squeeze into a corner to sleep, Heesun might not be as scared, right?

She must be asleep by now…? She might get startled if I suddenly enter. Let’s quietly go in.

Arriving at the door like that, I cautiously open it.

Creak!

Ugh!

Creak!

As soon as I opened the door, I hastily closed it.

The fragrance of a woman that I feel as soon as I open the door… The pheromone scent filling the room once again stimulates my desire… I almost woke up my suppressed friend again.

There’s no way I won’t make a mistake! My heart is full of wanting to make a mistake!

And what on earth is that fragrance? When I’m alone, it smells like a bachelor, but as soon as a woman enters the room, the scent changes like that?

No matter how small the room is, really….

It seems like it would be a big problem if I went into the room to sleep.

I can’t trust myself.

I reluctantly go back to the kitchen and sit in front of the fireplace to try to sleep.

I even camp in the mountains; this is nothing.

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“Wh-what!”

I dozed off for a moment and woke up feeling freezing.

Ugh, this is nothing like camping! If I’m this cold, I won’t camp! Why camp in the middle of winter?

Moreover, the warmest clothes I have are being worn by Heesun.

So if I sleep here, I’ll really freeze. Should I just go back to the room? How can I sleep here?

Maybe if I quickly go in and sleep while I’m too cold to think about anything?

Yes, it’s dark at night, and faces aren’t visible, but how can I only be cautious about the scent….

Creak

Huff!

Suppressing my breath, I slowly open the door and sneak in, lying down in father’s place.

The warmest lower spot is where mother lies. Heesun is lying there now.

In the middle is my spot. But it’s a bit risky for both me and Heesun.

The draft is strong, and the coldest spot is… father’s place.

Father always insisted on sleeping here.

Even after I grew up a bit, he stubbornly said this place was the most comfortable because he had a lot of heat….

Today, this is my spot. I bring a pillow and lie down sideways.

Perhaps because of the draft, lying here makes Heesun’s scent somewhat diluted.

And because I was so cold and shivering…

Ahem… Before my thoughts wander too far, it’s better to fall asleep quickly.

Heesun seems to have fallen asleep by now, quietly hearing only her breathing.

I am also overwhelmed by fatigue.

Come to think of it, I can’t remember when I last rested…. From hunting to mother’s funeral, even picking up a fairy while hunting a tiger.. So many things happened in such a short time.

That’s why I’m extremely tired… Haa…ng…kuul… umnyamnyam….

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In the pitch-black dark room.

Flash!

Two small lights slightly light up from below, flickering faintly.

It was Heesun’s eyes.

“Hehe… Father… Are you sleeping? Are you sleeping, right?”

How could one not fall asleep on such a deep night?

“You kept sleeping on your father’s back all day, so did you think I’d already fallen asleep, Father? Hoho, step back… step back… You’re very soft… Hoo hoo hoo hoo.”

Silently, crawling on all fours like a cat, she approached him.

Her smoothly curved pelvis swayed gracefully from side to side as she crawled…

Shiver.

Did he sense my future, or was it just the cold draft that made him tremble? As she got closer, he shivered at my touch.

“Oh my? Are you cold? Let me warm you up, dear brother~ I’ll make you feel cozy.”

She cut into his arm lying next to her and wrapped the rest around her waist.

“Mm.”

His heart may be soft, but his chest is quite firm, isn’t it, dear brother?

Hush… Nestling in his arms, she breathed in his scent.

As the intoxicating fragrance penetrated her mind, her lower body began to moisten slightly.

“Mm. I like your scent, dear brother… Hush, ahh… Hush….”

How anxious he must have been, thinking he wouldn’t come into the room.

He opened the door, closed it again, and hurriedly left, perhaps until my intentions were understood. Embarrassing!

Finally, if he was going to come in like this,

She smiled and suddenly looked at the moonlit door.

Sisters of heaven! You’re working so hard?

It’s getting cold just right for the weather…

The sisters who tormented her were reaching a grateful point.

Weather is one of the tasks managed by the heavenly fairies, and among them, what fairies dislike the most is sprinkling tiny white snowflakes on the ground.

As much as they disliked it, sending chilly winds to the surface today was a task that the fairies really didn’t want to do.

Even though it was a little early, seeing how chilly the wind was, it seemed like the sisters were receiving their punishment for leaving her on the ground.

“Sisters, please endure some hardship so that this winter will be very, very cold~ I’ll forgive you for leaving me behind~ Our husband always comes in like this and falls asleep, hehehe….”

Enjoying his scent, she writhed her body… From her moistened body, pheromones seducing the man wafted… As the narrow room filled with her scent….

Twist!

Is it the instinct of a male? Clearly deeply asleep, yet he responded, and something large slowly revealed its presence.

Suddenly feeling something thick and huge from below, her eyes widened slightly and soon became hazy.

In the dark, dimly lit thatched house.

In the small, dark room there, a defenseless man and a heated woman were embracing each other.

No one lives deep in these surrounding mountains.

The night was deep, and he slept unknowingly.

That way… There was nothing that could stop her.