Reina’s Preferences: Narcissism, Self-Destructive Tendencies and Desires

“…….”

Reina woke up again and stared blankly at the ceiling.

She slowly blinked, recalling each sensation one by one.

Was she still trapped in the illusion?

She felt dazed.

All her senses felt foggy, as if shrouded in mist.

The sensations in her hands and feet, which had felt distant, slowly returned, and after blinking a few more times, the ceiling came into sharp focus.

‘Back to reality.’

Not the antique building she had seen at first, but a common human building that could be found anywhere.

However, the only difference was that it was engraved with a magic circle filled with spells she had never seen before.

She had lost consciousness after experiencing the ultimate climax in the illusion once again.

‘Yuris wasn’t even there…….’

At first, it was clear that Yuris had whispered in her ear.

But while being massaged by Max and touched here and there, while following Yuris’s words and sucking his cock, he had disappeared without her noticing.

As if Yuris’s voice had been Reina’s own voice from the beginning.

The words Yuris had whispered swam in Reina’s head, and they burst out of Reina’s mouth.

When she cried out that she was going to cum with her own mouth.

“I want to do it while looking in the mirror.”

When she shook her hips to get fucked by his cock herself.

She acted like a bitch in front of his cock.

She let out cute moans and looked at herself in the mirror.

Herself being brutally broken in front of a male.

‘It was beautiful.’

Her reflection in the mirror was breathtakingly beautiful.

More so than when she was wearing a beautiful dress and being worshiped by the elves, more so than when she was bathed in the blessings of the sacred World Tree.

The sight of her sweating and being fucked without a stitch of clothing was several times more beautiful.

When she stared mesmerized at her own collapsing figure, she even felt a floating sensation in her head.

‘I had this kind of taste?’

It was a taste she herself didn’t know about.

Max had awakened that taste.

Because she was an elf who had no reason to indulge in carnal desires.

Reina got up and looked at the mirror standing next to the bed she had been lying on.

Her reflection in the white underwear she had been wearing before entering the illusion was visible.

It was a sight beautiful enough to captivate anyone who saw it.

A high elf, said to be the most beautiful among elves.

That high elf was sitting seductively in only her underwear.

Her slightly damp hair looked particularly sexy.

It was a face that most men on the continent, or even women, wouldn’t be able to resist.

But something seemed to be missing for Reina.

Normally, she would have praised and admired her own beauty, but today was different.

She didn’t feel the thrill she had felt when she saw her own disheveled self in the illusion.

‘Ah…….’

Only then could she feel it.

What she really wanted when she looked in the mirror.

“So that’s really my taste…….”

She was reliving a taste she had never felt in her life when.

“You’re awake?”

Max came in, parting the curtains.

“Ah…….”

Reina belatedly grabbed the blanket on the bed and covered her body.

It was a reaction speed too slow for an elf.

It was proof that the sensations she had been immersed in were not fully returning.

“Were you satisfied?”

“…….”

She answered by nodding instead of speaking.

“That’s a relief. I was worried you might have only enjoyed it halfway.”

“Do other women see these kinds of illusions too?”

“……It depends on the person. Tastes are so diverse.”

“I see.”

Reina felt a sense of incongruity with Max’s changed attitude.

“Why are you being so kind?”

“Well, you’re a customer after all.”

“…….”

“When you came before, you were a business obstructionist trying to take away my customer Yuris, but now you’re a customer who paid a fair price and enjoyed yourself, so I have to be kind.”

“That’s not…….”

That wasn’t what she wanted to talk about.

“You were very forceful in the illusion. Calling me master and everything…….”

“Ah, that?”

Max continued, pouring boiling water from the kettle into a teacup.

“That’s because you wanted it.”

“…….”

“The illusion moves according to what you want. I’m just acting accordingly.”

Max, who handed her the teacup filled with tea, smiled.

“Providing the best service is our store’s motto.”

“…….”

Reina, who received the teacup, drank the jasmine tea.

It warmed her from the inside out.

Just like when she put Max’s cock in her mouth.

It was hot and passionate.

‘Why am I like this?’

As she drank the tea while looking at Max, scenes from the illusion suddenly came to mind.

Her heart raced and her face grew hot.

As soon as she made eye contact with him, she couldn’t hold on and her eyes darted away.

She couldn’t look at Max’s face properly.

Just looking at him made her feel flushed.

There had been one other time she had felt like this.

It was when Yuris had saved the Elven Forest.

That feeling when she personally faced her hero, the overwhelming hero who seemed like he would never break.

She was feeling the same way when she faced Max?

‘That can’t be…….’

She was panicking when.

“Oh, you don’t have to worry about that.”

“About, about what?”

“Your virginity. Since we didn’t actually do it as you checked, your virginity is still intact.”

“……Ah.”

She hadn’t realized.

She felt so good that she didn’t even think about whether she had lost her virginity.

The fact that she felt good was all that floated in her head, and she didn’t even ask if she had really been violated or not.

“That wasn’t real?”

“Yeah.”

“…….”

The corners of Reina’s lips twitched and rose.

‘So I don’t have to feel guilty about losing my virginity……?’

It meant that she could still approach Yuris because she was still keeping her virginity.

And on top of that.

‘I can come here without worrying about losing my virginity.’

When you think about it, this wasn’t lust.

Since her body wasn’t directly violated, it was no different from the Elven way of exchanging spirits and exploring each other.

‘It’s not like I’ve succumbed to human lust…….’

This meant that she could do this with peace of mind.

“T, that’s a relief.”

A smile spread as her thoughts reached that point.

Could this illusion magic circle that Max created be the ultimate pleasure that elves can feel?

If Max knew what she was thinking, he would have shouted that it was an absurd self-justification.

But Max didn’t have the ability to read the high elf’s mind, and Reina didn’t tell him either.

Should she say thanks to that.

Reina found one more reason to immerse herself in the illusion magic circle.

“You’ve worked hard today, so just pay and go back.”

“……I will.”

Reina got up hesitantly.

“Um, about that.”

Reina, who was dressed, continued.

“Can I come again?”

“You’re coming again?”

“…Yes. It’ll take a few more months to return to the Elven Forest, so I was wondering if I could come again.”

“It’s possible. But is it okay for a high elf to come to a place like this?”

“It’s okay. It’s not like I was really violated anyway.”

Her voice was light.

“I don’t care. I’m just a boss who provides services at a fair price.”

A hot feeling filled her chest at those words.

“Okay. I’ll come again later, so please take care of me then.”

Having regained her energy, she returned to her dignified posture and tone, as an elf would.

“I, I’ll come alone next time.”

Reina, who had finished paying, hurriedly left the store as if running away.

I watched Reina’s receding figure.

“I don’t care as long as she’s satisfied.”

It was an unexpected taste.

To feel it by watching herself being violated.

I felt it while acting according to her in the illusion.

That Reina reacted sensitively every time she saw herself panting vulgarly in the mirror.

‘I’ve heard that there’s such a taste.’

Narcissism with self-destructive tendencies.

It was a troublesome sexual desire, but it was an easy taste to satisfy if you knew it.

‘I thought she was obsessed with Yuris, so I thought she simply liked noble and beautiful women.’

Narcissism was the main thing, not lesbianism.

The reason she showed obsession with Yuris was probably because she thought Yuris was the only being as great as herself.

High elves were always in a position of respect even among elves.

‘Since it’s natural to be revered, she had no choice but to evaluate herself more highly.’

After finishing my thoughts, I looked at the magic circle.

[Reina’s taste: Narcissism, desire for self-destructive tendencies.]

[Feels pleasure in breaking her perfect self]

[Solution: It will be enough to be violated by an inferior species like humans]

Not long after the video started, it accurately sniped Reina’s taste.

As this message appeared, Yuris’s figure naturally disappeared.

I had inferred Reina’s self-destructive tendencies to some extent.

I already felt it in the first illusion.

That she felt pleasure in breaking herself.

But I never thought that it was narcissism, not lesbianism.

It was probably a result that I would never have thought of with the old magic circle.

‘It’s definitely improved.’

Just as I’m getting better at dealing with customers, the magic circle’s performance has also improved step by step.

I liked that it found things on its own that I hadn’t even caught.

However.

“It’ll be a problem if it becomes too capable.”

I also felt that I shouldn’t stagnate like this.

I can’t fall behind the magic circle I created.

“Let’s research and study hard.”

Helen stared blankly at the blackboard again today.

She couldn’t concentrate on the class properly.

The final exam, which was the most important for this year’s grades, was just around the corner.

The final exam was the most important exam among the various exams conducted at the academy.

Therefore, unlike usual, she reduced her playing time and increased her class time several times.

No matter how Helen had the highest grades in her grade, she couldn’t neglect the final exam.

That was because she couldn’t allow even a small mistake in this exam.

Unlike others, Helen’s goal was to skip a grade.

Skipping a grade was essential to grow faster than others and learn more.

And that was the only way to show off Sylvesta’s dignity, which should always be the best.

‘Haa, how many days has it been already…….’

Because of the exam, I couldn’t visit Max’s shop for over two weeks.

‘I want to go.’

She subtly spread her legs and rubbed the handle of her fountain pen over her panties. Swish, swish.

‘I want to go soon.’

It’s been too long.

Max kept popping into my head.

I didn’t want to think about it during the exam period, but he kept appearing.

In the fluffy, rising imagination, she was happy, receiving plenty of instruction from Professor Max.

Begging him to teach her more, to give her homework.

The speed of the pen rubbing over her panties grew faster and faster.

Just as a blush began to rise on her face.

“Miss Sylvesta.”

“Yes?”

“Would you like to reiterate the part I just mentioned?”

“Ah, well, that is…”

I have no idea.

I didn’t hear how far the professor had progressed in the lecture, or which part he had read.

Because her head was filled with another professor’s class.

So, Helen couldn’t answer the professor’s question.

“This is unlike you, Miss Sylvesta. You don’t seem to be concentrating on the lesson. You’ll need to get a perfect score to skip a grade. It will be difficult if you continue to not focus in class like this.”

“I’m sorry.”

Even at this moment, only Max’s face came to Helen’s mind.

I’m going crazy.

What should I do?