episode_0118

Hyunwoo knew full well that she did not have the courage or ability to quit her current relationship, so he increased the level of pressure.

“I said that before I went in to take a shower. Don’t think about passing it on haphazardly. I don’t feel like playing with you, and I don’t want to. What do I believe in? It’s obvious that I’ll be asked if I’m in love again.”

“Huh, no. Not really. Really, I’ll never do that again. Please, please, master.”

“I can’t say something with words. I won’t do that, I’ll do my best. But you probably said it earlier? I think it would be hard for me to believe in you, Hyeji. How can I trust you when you trust a woman you meet for the first time instead of a man who wants to marry her?”

Her heart, which had been broken once, was broken again. He drives her into a corner one step at a time, subtly implying that today’s mistakes cannot be forgiven through words alone.

Looking at her condition, it seemed like the moment I had imagined leaving the bathroom was right now.

“Ugh, how… then what should I do…”

“Ha, my heart hurts too. I feel like I can’t live without myself, so I want to trust myself again, but it’s so hard.”

“Ugh, black…”

“What if I trust again and am betrayed again? What if even the person who said he would understand and love me for the rest of his life doubts my feelings, turns away from me, and leaves me?”

Hyunwoo emphasized how hurt he was and how difficult it was, highlighting that he was a victim.

Today, he had to become a man whose innocence was betrayed, and she had to become a traitor who trampled on her innocence.

Only then could the betrayer ask for atonement, and the betrayed himself could be given the mercy of forgiveness.

“Really, really I won’t do that. Please believe me. I went crazy for a moment and lost my mind. Please…”

“Everyone says it. My dad, who abandoned me and my mom and started a life with another woman, was very talkative. Words aren’t enough. I won’t believe anything anymore.”

“Keuuk, then… what should I do… what should I do? I’ll do everything. I can do it all. I feel like I’m going to die, huh. If my master doesn’t forgive me, I really think I’m going to die.”

Hyeji twisted her body in pain as there was no sign of forgiveness.

My brother was right that words alone are not enough. Where have I been lacking in words so far?

Something more than words was needed. If I could instill faith in my brother, I could accomplish anything.

“It is more difficult to restore trust once it has been broken than to build trust from the beginning. It takes a lot of effort to cover up previous mistakes and restore trust. And only when you make that kind of effort do you feel like trusting again. Do you understand?”

“Yes! Yes, master! I understand. I understood everything.”

Hyeji nodded hurriedly. Thanks to Hyunwoo’s tone becoming more relaxed, her head lifted up.

“Did you say it was mental illness? When I think about it… I guess I’m a bit mentally ill too. I’ve always been a person who doesn’t trust people easily, but I trusted you because it was you… If I don’t do this now… Huh, if I don’t do this, I feel like I won’t be able to bear it because I’m anxious.”

“How…? Just tell me. I can do it all. I’ll do everything. Mingming will do anything so that the owner will not be anxious.”

Continuing from before, Hye-ji bites the bait thrown by Hyun-woo again. Blinded by forgiveness, the words ‘I will do anything’ came out of her mouth.

If so, it’s time to get the price that suits ‘whatever’. Hyunwoo’s tongue took aim at her.

“I originally had no intention of forcing this on you. But now I think there is nothing better than this to restore trust. Wear a symbol of faith like the woman before.”

“Yes?”

“… Give me a piercing. Get a tattoo too. Prove your sincerity in a way that I can see.”

“Ah…”

“Looking at the proof engraved on your body, I want to believe that you are my woman. I want to be reassured that you will never abandon me and that you will never be shaken.”

Hyeji held onto her trembling hand tightly with her other hand and reflected on Hyunwoo’s words.

symbol of faith. There was definitely a need for something like that. And as symbols, nothing was more appropriate than piercings and tattoos.

Proof that you belong to your older brother, engraved on your private parts. A special promise between the two of them to love their brother forever. A sincere oath that will never be erased for the rest of your life.

Her heart, trembling with fear, slowly tilted to one side. Since he was the one who broke trust in the first place, he should of course be the one responsible.

“Do you remember what those people said earlier? The day they got married and said they would be together forever, they went on their honeymoon that day and got pierced. They said they got pierced like putting wedding rings on each other’s fingers.”

“… Yes, I remember.”

“If you don’t get married, it will definitely be difficult to listen to. But marriage is with someone you can trust, right? Sadly, our trust in each other was shaken before the wedding.”

“Huh…”

Hyeji nodded repeatedly while listening to Hyunwoo’s words quietly.

Yes, marriage is something you do with someone you can trust… It was absurd to talk about marriage after breaking trust first. Before that, I had to become a woman my brother could trust.

“So… You have to show me a clear decision so that I can trust you again, so that I can envision marrying you again. Rather than asking people to trust you with just words, you have to show it with actions. Do you think I’m right?”

“Black, yes. that’s right. Everything is correct.”

“Then what should I do? What and how should I do next? If you think you understand, say it again. The tears stopped and you looked at me.”

The door to salvation she had longed for appeared before her. All she had to do was pull hard on the doorknob and throw herself down.

Hye-ji takes a submissive stance even though she is not told to do so. Lie on your back on the floor and raise your legs apart in an M shape. She cupped her breasts with her hands and held them out towards Hyunwoo.

“Please put piercings, black, on Mingming’s nipples, master! Get a tattoo… get a tattoo too! I won’t show you with words, but… I’ll show you with actions. I can show you. They say Mingming is the master’s… She’s the master’s woman…”

“I will pierce my nipples and pierce my pussy. I’m going to pierce the clit, pierce the labia majora, pierce everything. I’ll hang you up with a bunch of piercings and make you into a trash slut who won’t even look at anyone but me.”

Hyeji swallowed her saliva while listening to Hyunwoo’s terrifying words.

A ‘play’ that you won’t do unless it’s a woman you can trust. If you consider the harsh words my brother is spewing out now as such a ‘play’… I had to hurry and fan the flame of faith I had barely revived before it went out.

“All, please open them all. Mingming wants to be a slut exclusively for her master. Please put a piercing in Mingming’s pussy too.”

“Whoa, tattoo too? Are you going to engrave whatever words you want wherever you want? Are you going to break it as I please, like a disposable toy that is used once and then thrown away? Is it okay though? Still trust me?”

My brother’s next test follows immediately. The question of whether her faith and determination were real sounded like a scream to Hyeji’s ears.

It sounded like a scream, asking me to please trust myself and not to be shaken again.

I realized once again how big of a mistake I had made and how bad I had done to my brother.

I decided to comfort someone who was hurt, but ended up hurting them even more.

I judged myself as the only person who could embrace my brother, but I couldn’t.

Hyeji shouted loudly with a surge of guilt.

“Yes, I believe it. No matter where or what kind of tattoo I get, I trust the master. I will never, ever waver. I will trust you unconditionally.”

ah.

She sighed inwardly.

As the guilt faded away, a sense of relief gradually filled the empty space.

You shouldn’t doubt your brother’s love. You should not doubt your own happiness. Then, your body and mind can be as comfortable as you are now.

Hyeji raised the corners of her mouth and smiled like a person who has lost her mind.

“Phew… I understand. Don’t forget that now. It’s late today, so take a shower and come out. Let’s sleep quickly. Today… you had a hard time.”

[Fourth, smile, hug, and tell her you love her only when she begs for harsher treatment and begs to be mercilessly abused.]

Hyunwoo smiled at her. I hugged her.

But I didn’t say I love you. Because it wasn’t the time yet. I saved those words for later.

Hyeji, held in Hyunwoo’s arms, surrendered herself to the warmth.

It was fortunate. There is a way to be forgiven. It was really fortunate that she still had something left to offer for her brother.

I felt infinitely at ease. I didn’t feel any fear.

Piercings and tattoos were the punishment that one had to pay for having committed a mistake. Also, it was a symbol of faith that would prove the love between her brother and herself.

I still vividly remember my brother admiring that woman at the bar. I could soon become that kind of woman. I could become happy.

Little by little, the door to salvation opened before her eyes.

No, hell, which I believed to be salvation, has opened its mouth.

The world beyond the door completely swallowed her up. She smiled happily and crossed the door willingly.

Kuung –

The door closed behind her.