episode_0117

If only Hyeji had family or friends she could rely on other than Hyunwoo.

If only she had had her own home and job where she could live a life away from Hyunwoo for a while.

At least, if Heeju had been aware of her completely socially isolated situation and given her advice more carefully.

Unfortunately, the reality was completely opposite to the assumptions.

Now, Hyunwoo was the only one who knew that she existed in this world.

There was no connection left between her and the world, and Hyunwoo was the only world she had access to.

In such an isolated environment where Hyeon-woo’s words became truth and law, Hee-ju’s advice became an excuse for Hyun-woo to bite her.

Hyunwoo went in to take a shower and she was left alone in the empty living room.

Hyeji curled up on the floor and cried bitterly.

“Huhhh… Grandma… Huh…”

I missed my grandmother who passed away. I wanted to cry and act like a child in my grandmother’s arms.

But my grandmother was no longer in the world. The inevitable separation caused by death took the grandmother to a distant place, leaving her alone in the world.

Now, she only had Hyunwoo. I couldn’t even lose Hyunwoo.

It would have been so difficult to break up according to the providence of nature, and if the breakup was due to one’s own mistake, I had no confidence in living life any longer.

‘From now on, can you think of me instead of your grandmother? Instead of grandma… I will be by your side for the rest of your life. I will make you as happy as your grandmother, no, even more happy than your grandmother.’

I remembered the promises my brother had told me.

‘… Oppa, you love me, right? If I… do better, will you really marry me? I… will make you happy forever, right?’

I also remembered how foolish I was for not believing that promise and doubting my brother.

fool. fool. You’re stupid. To have been deceived by a bad person’s trick and to doubt the only person who cared for him.

It was so foolish and foolish that it cannot be explained simply by the word stupid. It was a shameless and shameless act.

If my brother believed the words of someone he met for the first time and suspected him of being a flower snake, if he didn’t recognize all his efforts and thought he was playing with him for money…

Hyeji’s crying grew louder as she pondered Hyunwoo’s words.

“Huhhh… Hmm…”

I committed a terrible betrayal. I caused harm that should not have been caused to someone I loved.

Ugly bitch. A foul-mouthed bitch who revealed all of her brother’s secrets to someone she met for the first time. On top of that, she was an unbelievable bitch who even doubted her brother.

Where is that?

‘It seems like you’re falling behind in class. If you want to continue playing together in the future, it would be best to sort things out first.’

‘He told me to abandon you because he was going to introduce me to a much prettier girl. Looking at his face, he said that we only met to have fun anyway.’

She was a bitch who had nothing and didn’t know how to use fractions. Being loved by someone who shines with just their presence, instead of being thankful, they ask themselves if it’s right for them to love me.

Just today, I saw countless looks of interest and envy showered upon my brother. Standing next to her brother, she also became an object of envy.

But… and yet… how dare you…

If I was going back and forth like this, I thought maybe I was truly mentally ill.

Yes, I originally had depression, and although it got better after meeting my brother, it wasn’t completely cured.

I’ve heard that people with depression have wild emotions. I didn’t know if my symptoms were like that right now.

“Huhhh! Huh…huh!”

Hyeji cried louder and fell into even greater self-deprecation.

Even though my brother spent hundreds of thousands of won to decorate it, I was told that it wasn’t up to par.

Ordinary breasts that barely exceed a B cup but can never be said to be large.

Whether it’s depression or something else, it’s a sick mind that doubts and hurts the people it loves.

There was no way her self-esteem could have withstood the fact that even her only pride, her sense of understanding and consideration, had been thrown away and she had been told that she was disappointed.

Hyeji, exhausted from crying, gasped as if she was going to faint. I couldn’t breathe due to despair and sadness.

“Ugh! Black, boo!”

My heart ached. It felt like my heart, broken into dozens or hundreds of pieces, was being torn apart.

I wanted to be forgiven. I felt like I would die like this if I wasn’t forgiven.

I wanted to regain the happiness of the morning. If I can’t get it back, it would be better to die.

That’s why I couldn’t just cry. Just as my brother said, I had to take proper responsibility somehow, instead of trying to pass over it rashly.

You shouldn’t doubt your brother’s love. You should not doubt your own happiness.

You shouldn’t doubt your brother’s love. You should not doubt your own happiness.

You shouldn’t doubt your brother’s love. You should not doubt your own happiness.

Only then could he survive. It was the only way he could live.

Hyeji, who was in a daze, took off her top clothes one by one.

I had to pay for my sin before it was too late. He had to prove his sincerity and faith at any cost.

A strange desire appeared on her tear-soaked face.

*

“Hmm.”

After taking a leisurely shower, Hyunwoo looked at the mirror and hummed softly.

The crying that had been heard just now seemed to have stopped, so it seems like she was tired from crying and fell asleep.

That was what broke my heart, and I felt refreshed because I left him crying and came in to take a shower.

Hyunwoo made eye contact with himself in the mirror and looked back on his day.

He was overcome by the excitement of meeting his idol, so he acted uncharacteristically hastily, but looking at the results, it was the right choice.

Since he bit her with a ‘clear cause’, all he has to do is continue the cold war for a few more days while waiting to see what she will offer.

Ugh, you snake… It’s not even funny…

Even though she looked at herself wrongly, she was wrong for a long time.

I thought he was just a low-level bully who would rip off women with just his face…

I wanted to clearly show that that judgment was wrong and that I was not a snake but a dragon.

Hyunwoo looked at the mirror and repeated the manual for the future to himself.

First, don’t smile.

Second, don’t hug.

Third, I don’t say I love you.

Fourth, only smile, hug her, and tell her that you love her when she begs for harsher treatment and begs you to abuse her mercilessly.

“Fuck, what the fuck?”

Even I thought it was an amazing idea.

It completely robs them of their independence so that they cannot live without their own recognition and love, and takes away recognition and love by seizing a ‘sure cause’ for which they are not responsible.

Just imagining how desperate a woman who thirsts for recognition and love would become made my heart pound. In an instant, blood poured into the groin area and the object swelled.

Level up. This was clearly a heaven-sent opportunity to level up.

An opportunity to make selling and abuse completely synonymous with acceptance and love.

What if your brother, who doesn’t smile, hug you, or tell you that he loves you, finally slaps you in the face, saying he’ll try to trust you one more time?

And if you smile, hug me, and whisper that I love you.

Selling and abuse could definitely be reborn as proof of faith and love. Rather, the more severe the selling and abuse, the happier she became. This nonsense could become a reality.

It wasn’t long before Hyeji cried tears of joy at the indescribable cruelty and begged to be ruined even more.

Squeak –

Thinking back to a few days later, Hyunwoo opened the bathroom door and came out.

A whitish human figure appears as soon as the door is opened. Hyeji, who had been quiet earlier, was lying face down, naked and wearing a dog collar.

I was a little surprised, but I didn’t show any signs of embarrassment.

He didn’t even smile. Didn’t even hug me. He just blurted out the words in a cold voice.

“What.”

“Okay, master. please forgive me. Because Mingming is mentally ill, well, because he’s depressed. I guess I went crazy for a moment. I won’t do that again. Please forgive me.”

“… Ha, mental illness? Mental illness… is that an excuse you just made up? Turning a person into trash and calling him mentally ill… I hope he feels at peace.”

It was fun. The more she continued talking, the more her body shook. Driving a woman crazy just by playing with words without worrying about the repercussions.

The already refreshing feeling became even more refreshing.

Hyunwoo knew full well that she did not have the courage or ability to quit her current relationship, so he increased the level of pressure.