episode_0112

『People who fall into pseudo-religion or are swayed by violent spouses have something in common. What they have in common is extreme dependence.

Extreme dependence makes one accept without resistance even things that are clearly unreasonable or against one’s will. If a request is made to you by force, you will never be able to say no and will go to great lengths to comply.

A believer who saves up all the money he has or does not have and gives it to the religious sect, and a wife who provides living expenses to her husband who becomes violent when he drinks, are all manifestations of extreme dependence.』

『They believe that they cannot live alone without someone to rely on, so once dependence begins, they cannot stop it on their own. You cannot suppress your anxiety unless you rely on someone who is more capable and attractive than you.

In particular, if the ego is unstable due to extreme dependence, it is even more dangerous because the boundary between what one wants and what others want from oneself becomes blurred.

Extreme dependence is because you convince others that what you want is what you want.』

『A highly dependent person throws away his or her own values and absorbs the other person’s values as if they were his or her own. Obsessed with the thought that it has to be that person, he fights to the death to receive the approval of the person he depends on.

If you add the attachment anxiety that most dependent personality disorders have, the results become even more uncontrollable.』

『The stronger the dependency, the greater the fear of losing the person on whom one relies. When faced with such fear, we throw ourselves in the face regardless of the cost.

Irrational behavior that makes no sense at all can only be understood when one becomes aware of these characteristics of dependent personality disorder.』

*

Hyeon-woo grabbed Hye-ji’s hair, who was dead and black with bags under her eyes, and turned her around.

The vomit she had vomited was not only dripping from her face, but also from her messy blonde hair.

Drop – Drop –

There is no sound other than the sound of vomit falling on the floor.

Hyeji, who was barely allowed to rest after vomiting four times, did not react at all.

“Hmm…”

Is that all for today?

Hyunwoo licked his lips and let go of her hair.

It couldn’t have been more miserable to see him fall forward, as if he didn’t have the strength to hold himself up on his own.

“I need to wash up.”

Although he did it deliberately and harshly, it was not something he did without any countermeasures.

If she got even the slightest bit angry or resistant, I was willing to apologize and give in at any time, and I was confident that I could appease her.

But her only answer was ‘It’s okay.’ In the end, if you think about it, the way she looks now was a result of her own efforts.

Of course, he was the one who forced her to say anything other than ‘It’s okay.’

Shoot aaa –

Hyeon-woo sprays water from the shower on Hye-ji, who doesn’t respond.

It would have flinched if the water suddenly hit it, but when I saw that it didn’t even move, I thought it might have been a little harsh.

Well, you can just hug me again later and tell me you love me. Because that was my promise to her today.

Hyeji…

Before playing, I asked him to trust me and love me to my heart’s content. He had promised Hyunwoo that he could accept much more difficult play.

Since he believed in that promise and loved her to his heart’s content in his own way, it was now time to praise her by telling her how satisfied he was.

I don’t know if she has the spirit left to understand what I’m saying now…

“It’s over, baby. How about it, was it worth it?”

Shoot aaa –

“Baby! It’s over!”

“Ah… the end… is it over?”

When Hyunwoo shouted loudly, Hyeji opened her mouth in a barely audible voice.

His voice was cracking, as if he was hoarse from the gastric juice he had coughed up, and it was quite pitiful.

“Yes, let’s take a shower. I wash my hair and take a shower. I’ll take off the handcuffs, turn back.”

Clap –

The handcuffs that had restrained her for several hours were removed, but her hands fell behind her back and she could not face forward.

I managed to turn back, but it seemed like I had used up my last remaining strength and now I couldn’t even lift a finger.

Hyunwoo, who noticed her exhaustion, put down the shower and lifted her into his princess embrace.

“Tsk! It’s very difficult, right? From now on, I will wash everything for you. You can close your eyes and relax.”

He made eye contact with the woman in his arms and smiled. I hugged her like I was hugging fragile ceramics and walked into the bathtub, one step at a time.

[May 1st. How to use dependent personality disorder. What is important is trust. Build trust and exploit it. To achieve this, we constantly remind ourselves how special our relationship is and how happy we are together now. Maximizes her dependence.]

Hyunwoo remembered the diary he wrote very well. Taking advantage of her trust and exploiting her was now his specialty.

“Today was really special. The play I played before is incomparable. You don’t know how happy I am that you are my girl.”

Shoot aaa –

Along with the hot water flowing from the shower again, Hyunwoo’s gentle touch soaked her.

Rest finally given to her exhausted body and mind.

The poor soul was overcome with joy and shed tears. Like a mountaineer shedding tears of joy at conquering the summit while in a state of exhaustion, unable to move even a single hand.

However, the number of mountain peaks she has to climb has only just decreased by one.

Many peaks were still waiting for her to climb.

*

Crunchy –

[May 8th. Attachment anxiety. How much can be gained by subtly shaking up the tranquility of dependent personality disorder. However, the key is to create anxiety for which I am not responsible. Leave the attachment intact and only the anxiety burns.]

After washing Hye-ji, who was unconscious, soothing her, and putting her to sleep in bed, Hyun-woo wrote down today’s teaching assistant diary as usual.

I had no choice but to leave a record of the feat I achieved with my virtual competitor.

In fact, when I first manipulated the note, I had no idea that I would achieve such dramatic results.

The intention was simply to lightly touch on the ‘attachment anxiety’ that most dependent personality disorders have, but Hyeji showed, as the book says, ‘irrational behavior that makes no sense at all.’

In the process, all he did was encourage her courage and encourage her determination.

‘Is it really okay to try harder? That’s fine for me, but… There’s really no way for you to be shaken, right?’

‘good. Now I don’t worry about myself shaking. Without any unnecessary doubts. She even gave me a hard spanking… I completely believe that she is a woman who can understand everything about me.’

The brainwashing that started from the night before yesterday and went through countless times until just before today’s play.

He used a virtual woman to maximize her anxiety and then directed that anxiety in a direction that was helpful to him.

Her anxiety was only due to the woman who suddenly appeared, and the image of the boyfriend who loved her was intact without the slightest damage, so in the end, all that was left for the two was a team effort to defeat the external enemy.

The team tries to play more specially than before, and through doing so, builds stronger trust than before. The team is building a wall of love that will not flinch from any external invasion.

In putting up the barrier, Hyeji took on the role of showing courage, while Hyunwoo took on the role of acknowledging and praising her courage.

And the team was more successful than expected.

[Don’t miss the opportunity to stimulate anxiety. However, I should not be the one causing anxiety. At least to become a subject, there must be a clear cause.]

Hyunwoo recalled her attachment anxiety that he had just experienced and realized it.

Hyeji, who was obsessed with delusions and comparing herself to an imaginary competitor, not only received 30 lashes, but also constantly shouted:

Even though she was treated inhumanely, she never hesitated to ‘level up’ in order to occupy a firm position that other women could not surpass.

‘Today… like you said yesterday, trust me and don’t tolerate me. If you want to hit me, hit me, if I want to swear, I’ll swear at you…’

What she said before the start of play.

‘I really wish my brother would do that. He told me to try harder. You tried to control my brother to a degree that no other woman could dare. Today… I’m going to properly control my brother.’

Before she knew it, what Hyunwoo wanted had become what she wanted. Becoming ‘the most miserable sex slave in the world’ has become the meaning of life she desperately desires.

Thanks to that, Hyunwoo was able to have a lot of fun playing with it, so he was just grateful for her efforts.

Hyunwoo closed the teaching assistant’s log, leaned against the back of his chair, and checked the comments on the post.

There was a need to censor in advance the comments Hyeji would read when she woke up tomorrow morning.

Delete comments you don’t like, and use a secondary account to recommend comments you like…

It wasn’t a hassle because I opened dozens of tabs in the browser app and logged in in advance with a different ID for each tab.

Hyunwoo’s eyes, who had been quietly manipulating comments, suddenly opened wide.

“Uh, fuck?”

He, who had been leaning comfortably in his chair, suddenly stood up.

[Hello, this is JuJu~~ I enjoyed watching the play video^^ My wife got pregnant so I was taking a break from community activities.ㅜ.ㅜ I liked the video so much that I couldn’t just skip it haha My wife said she was impressed as well so please let me know~~ If it’s okay. Please send me a message~~ I want to communicate with Peuming~~]

The nickname ‘Juju’ is clearly visible. Even after rubbing his eyes and looking again, it was the ‘Juju’ he knew.

Hyunwoo’s fingers were shaking slightly as he hurriedly clicked ‘Send Message’ at the comment that Named, whom he had always admired, left on his post.