episode_0106

Auschwitz concentration camp, a symbol of the most horrific holocaust in human history.

Viktor Emil Frank, a Jewish psychologist who miraculously survived there, founded the school of logotherapy, emphasizing the importance of ‘meaning.’

According to his theory, a person who knows the ‘meaning of life’ could endure any pain.

Even if his beloved wife and daughter were taken to a gas chamber and brutally murdered, and he suffered from hard labor and survived on a piece of bread and a glass of water, he could overcome it as long as he kept the ‘meaning of life’.

‘Meaning’ was just as important in human life.

And Hye-ji also just gained ‘meaning’.

Although it was still only a weak wriggle, something that could be called the ‘meaning of life’ had clearly taken root in my heart.

She wanted to become Hyunwoo’s eternal companion. I wanted to become the wife of a man who treated me specially and build a happy family.

I really wanted to do that now. I sincerely hoped that I could forget the past, which was filled with pain and hurt, and only be happy.

That’s why she willingly faced the pain.

Because she began to realize the meaning of life, she was able to endure any pain.

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Clap –

Hyunwoo placed silver iron handcuffs on Hyeji, who was lying on her stomach on the bed.

At first, I thought about tying both wrists behind my back, but I thought that was a bit boring, so I changed my method.

∞-shaped handcuffs fastened to her right wrist. Her right ankle was pulled and placed on the empty side of the handcuffs.

Clap –

Soon after, her left wrist and left ankle were stretched out behind her back and tied in the same way.

“Try to move. Won’t it work out?”

Cheolgrug – Cheolgrug –

“Yes, it doesn’t move.”

Hyeji, whose eyes were covered with an eyepatch, answered quietly as she felt the cool touch of the handcuffs.

“Phew, good.”

Hyunwoo watched her struggle for a moment and then glanced at the whips she had brought.

“I’ll start soon.”

“… Yes.”

“Let me ask you one more question before we start. Once you start you will never stop. Whether I cry or not, I will go until the end until I reach the set number of times. Are you really okay?”

“… Yes, it’s okay! Please hit my buttocks with a whip until there are bruises.”

Eat.

Hyunwoo did not hide his twisted smile as he looked down at her pleading for violence.

It’s so funny that the body is curled up in a circle with its limbs facing its back, like a frog turned over before being dissected.

On the other hand, he seemed to be trembling and gritting his teeth to show his courage.

“Okay, if you say that much…”

Perhaps the phrase ‘until there’s a bruise’ was because I was conscious of the note just before.

The owner of the note that made her nervous for a moment said that he liked being beaten ‘until he was bruised.’

Anyway, she seems like a simple bitch.

It was really worth watching to see his competitive spirit flare up, not even knowing that the woman was a fictional character he had created.

“Then I’ll do whatever I want this time too? You’ve been holding back since the day before yesterday because you were afraid it would be hard for you.”

Hyunwoo said calmly, running his hand down her spine.

The concave center between the deeply retracted erector muscles and the buttocks that protruded beneath it created an elegant curve.

“… Yes! Master, please do whatever you want. are you okay. Because I got some rest…”

Hyeji raised her head toward Hyunwoo’s face, even though she couldn’t see her eyes.

Somehow, I feel like I can see my brother’s face through the blindfold.

A face that looks like it doesn’t know what to do with excitement, but is also worried that it might get hurt.

My brother was always like that.

Because of my unavoidable sexual desire, there were times when I felt like I was being extreme, but I always ended up feeling sorry afterward.

Actually, if you think about it, it wasn’t like I was being reckless and extreme…

From the beginning, he was honest about his preferences and asked for understanding, and he promised countless times that he would understand everything.

Hyeji shook off the tension in her body and opened her mouth once more. I wanted to put a bright smile on my brother’s worried face.

“Well… master… you don’t have to worry. I’m doing it because I want to… so just enjoy it. It’s really okay.”

This is something she says to herself, but also something she wants to say to her beloved brother.

I wanted to completely shake off any remaining tension, and I wanted my brother to enjoy the moment so that my courage would not be in vain.

“… Honey, how did you know I was worried? I was wondering if I could really do it or if I would regret it again…”

Hyunwoo admired her sincerity and responded appropriately.

He was silent for a moment as he was contemplating what kind of whip to hit him with, but if you mistook his silence for worry, he would have been grateful.

“The owner and I, um… we’ve built up a lot of trust now… so you don’t have to worry about that. Trust each other, uh… love each other…”

“Yes, I believe and love. What you’re saying is, um… no matter how harshly I treat you, your trust won’t change… so don’t worry and just do whatever you want, right?”

Hyunwoo cut her off mid-sentence as she hesitated.

It was bothersome to listen to him chattering like a parrot even though I once told him about things like trust and love.

“Um… uh… yes! that’s right. Master, everything I want to do!”

But on the other hand, I wanted to dig deeper into this woman’s psychology.

This is because it was funny to see a woman who ran away from home due to domestic violence now willing to endure unlimited violence.

Hyunwoo hugged her as she lay face down and whispered in her ear.

“Then, let me ask you one last question. This is a serious question, so please answer honestly.”

“… Yes, I will. What kind of question is this?”

Hyeji still raised her head and waited for Hyunwoo’s question.

Since I had been holding my head up earlier, the back of my neck was starting to feel tight, but I wanted to show my will by holding my head upright.

“Honey… Well, both your father and your ex-boyfriend… you said you don’t like violence. Even if you can just pass it off as play, hard spanking can be a little different. I’m worried that I might be touching my own trauma.”

“Ah…”

Hyunwoo directly mentions her trauma and waits for her to come up with an excuse.

The question just asked was a question to resolve personal curiosity, but it was also a kind of rationalization.

The woman asked me to hit her without worrying about anything, but it was better not to leave any trace behind.

If the bloody bruises on my body lasted for several days, I didn’t know that small cracks would appear in my brainwashing.

Therefore, thorough rationalization had to be done before cracking the whip. So that even the bruises can become traces of play created by one’s own desire.

“She said she wanted to break up with her ex-boyfriend because he was acting like his father. I… I’m scared that the trust we built may be shaken by this. I want to try it, but I wonder if I’m being too impulsive and playing difficult…”

Now that Hyunwoo had finished speaking, he continued acting further. Even though she kept saying it was okay, she still took a step back and showed signs of hesitation.

Since I already knew how she would react, I nudged her sense of responsibility until she got the reaction I wanted.

If you say, ‘I want to try it,’ but I’m worried, there’s only one reaction this woman will show.

“Never… Absolutely not! I really don’t shake… It’s true…”

Hyeji shook her head strongly and shouted.

If her brother hesitated because she was afraid that her trust would be shaken… she had to appeal to her love to shake off his hesitation.

She had been passively accepting the play until just now, but now she was in a position where she had to actively persuade.

I have a responsibility to go beyond just saying it’s okay and explain ‘why it’s okay.’

Her head, which was stiff with tension, hurriedly squeezed out words. I wanted to somehow prove that my trust would never be shaken.

“This is… um… this is a play! So it’s okay! Really! And because you’re my brother… no, because you’re my master… everything is okay!”

Yeah, it’s just a play. It is a whip wielded not by her father or her ex-boyfriend, but by the brother she loves the most.

Isn’t it even possible to wield it without any consent?

The upcoming whipping was a consensual action that occurred during a special play between the two. It was never violence. It was nothing more than giving and receiving love in a special way that was a little different from others.

“… This is a game you play with me, so it has nothing to do with your trauma, right?”

“Yes! that’s right! Because it’s play!”

“Okay, then… I’ll stop worrying too much and trust myself. As if he trusts me.”

“… Yes, master. Please believe me. I really want to be whipped until I have bruises. Um, play with it however you want… Master, please play with it however you want.”

Hyunwoo raised his whip, thinking he could stop playing with words.

Preparations are completely completed. He clearly nailed it without leaving any doubt that he had the right to beat her up to his heart’s content.

So I wanted to trample on the woman in front of me. I wanted to make a woman who believes that everything in the present is love howl like an animal. I couldn’t bear to see her say I love her even though her butt was covered in blood and bruises.

“Thirties.”

Hwiik – Hwiik –

As I released my wrist and swung the whip in the air, it made an eerie sound and split the air.

“I’ll hit you in your thirties. Whether I cry or not, I won’t stop. Every time you get hit, count and say I love you.”

As soon as Hyunwoo finished speaking, he swung his whip.

Let’s get rid of all that crappy acting.

The whip struck down sharply along the widely swung arm.