episode_0046

“Baby, if it’s okay, can we have a conversation?”

“Yes…”

As Hyunwoo spoke with a serious expression, Hyeji stood up, looking at his gaze.

“I’m sorry you feel that way. But… I’d be even more embarrassed if I asked how it happened?”

I blurt out a word and look at her calmly. If there was any backlash against these words, she would have to change her strategy, but the love that supported her still seemed strong. And bound by love, she cannot go against her will.

“He was the one who said he would do anything, and he was the one who knelt down and said he could do anything… But if I do this now, it seems like I’m just a very ugly person. I just believed in myself… What became of me for believing in myself…”

It cleverly distorts the facts. Instigating confusion with confusing words. It stimulates her tender heart and stimulates her sense of compassion and responsibility.

As if that wasn’t enough, he created an expression that would guide her emotional judgment. Hyunwoo’s face, muttering with a dejected look on his face, is extremely pitiful.

It’s rare for a man to be able to ignore a beautiful woman in sorrow, and that’s true even if the men and women are swapped.

Hyunwoo also knew that damned lookism was now on his side.

“Ah, oppa. no. I’m not really like that. Just… just…”

“Just what? Why on earth are you doing this…”

“I just… didn’t have any energy. Never… I don’t think it’s weird, so don’t do that, okay? Am I the kind of person who suddenly changes his mind? You know how good I am at keeping my promises.”

Of course, I know it well. Her strange sense of debt and obsession with promises were put to good use.

Hye-ji quickly throws up her hands and insists on her innocence. He puts aside his own confusion and is only focused on appeasing Hyunwoo.

“Are you sure? Can I really believe that? Then tell me you love me. I’m so anxious right now, Hyeji.”

“Sa… ”

Hyeji reflexively tried to say love, but stopped.

He definitely said he could do anything for him, but… he even drank urine without any hesitation.

It’s a lie if you don’t feel a sense of shame. If you don’t feel a sense of humiliation, that is also a lie. However, the fact that she loves her brother is self-evident.

Actually, if you think about it, isn’t that ultimately something you did because you wanted to? My brother didn’t ask me to drink his urine either, so I decided to do it for my beloved brother.

A split second to blink an eye. Her subconscious finished rationalizing. She, who hesitated due to contradictory emotions, ended the conflict.

She couldn’t deny love, so it was the only way to calm the confusion.

“… Come on, brother. I… will be yours forever. So don’t be anxious. I… I’m sorry.”

“Phew… Thank you for being honest. I’m sorry too, and I love you.”

Yes, she loves her brother. While I was smiling and reflecting on that fact, the pizza I had been waiting for arrived.

“Thank you.”

Hyunwoo took the pizza from the delivery man and closed the door. Today’s menu is her favorite, potato pizza. While they were doing it, they also added cheese and toppings.

Now that I think about it, she said pizza is a very important food to her.

Food filled with memories that I often enjoyed with my late grandmother. For a family whose financial circumstances were limited, a slice of pizza must have been a great luxury and joy.

As Hyunwoo put down the pizza on the floor, a pretty good idea occurred to him. It’s better than just now, but it’s still words that will make the distraught woman cry. Words that would devour her soul with love.

Rather than spewing out unnecessary rhetoric, it would be better to tell a story. Now she needed a shot to put an end to her doubts. In terms of a play, it could be considered the climax or highlight.

“Baby. You said you think of your grandmother every time you eat pizza, right? He said he was happiest when eating pizza with his grandmother.”

I never thought I would end up saying something like this, but… Hyunwoo opened his mouth, looking at her as if she was sitting on the bed.

Hyunwoo suddenly brings up the story of his grandmother who passed away. She touches on her emotions by mentioning her grandmother, who was probably the most important person in her life. It paralyzes her reason and tempts her to struggle with her emotions.

Her worn-out reason was unable to stop the obvious trick in the slightest.

“Ah… Grandma. huh. I ate it with my grandmother.”

Memories of being with her grandmother came back to Hyeji’s mind. My grandmother would sometimes order pizza for me with the money she earned through hard-earned money working at a restaurant. It was one of the few happy memories in her life.

“Were you that happy back then?”

“Yes… I was happy. Really… I was happy. What on earth is pizza? I was always begging you to buy it for me…”

Hyunwoo sensed a slight tremor in her voice. She is a woman who usually cries a lot. It was a given that if you brought up your grandmother in this situation, she would burst into tears.

It doesn’t matter how absurd it is. A good-looking face naturally gives persuasive power. Whether it was a bright apricot or a random bullshit, I needed a pun that would really shake her up.

“Hmm… Baby, I like grandma too…”

Hyunwoo deliberately paused, dragging the conversation aside. Choose your blow carefully.

“From now on, can you think of me instead of your grandmother? Instead of grandma… I will be by your side for the rest of your life. I will make you as happy as your grandmother, no, even more happy than your grandmother.”

A mesmerizing performance that even makes you cry a little. If there is an award for Best Actor, it would probably be a special prize.

“From now on… let’s just be happy with me for the rest of our lives. I love you, really. I hope you understand my heart.”

Hyunwoo, like a ghost, picked out only the words that would make her cry. I recited each and every word with love so that she, who must have been feeling complex emotions, would be as emotional as possible.

And the obvious words that Hyeon-woo sings become a poem written in Hye-ji’s soul. Hyunwoo’s words are written down in a somewhat confused mind.

In this way, Hyeon-woo tied himself and Hye-ji again with a strong bond of bond. There was no place for her to run to in the first place.

“Oppa…Oppa…”

When Hye-ji listens to Hyeon-woo’s words, all kinds of emotions flow back even though she is dazed from fatigue. Her slightly downcast face changes every moment.

Her reason eventually gave up on confronting Hyunwoo and kept her mouth shut. It seems to be functioning properly for a moment, but then it hides its traces without even saying a final word.

Lots of rationalizations that fill that empty space.

Because I was born with an unfortunate fate, my life was all about hardship. As for the twists and turns so far, there is no end to it.

A precious person who came into such a life. She knows very well that there is no perfect man in the world, and Hyunwoo is a good person who will never be seen again in her life.

Hyeji nods her head in her own thoughts. Only then did the tears I had been holding back burst out. Like a paranoid person, the words “I love you” kept flowing out.

“I love you… Hehe… I love you too, oppa. I… I really, really love you. I love you so much… I love you…”

Those words contain a level of sincerity that cannot be compared to before. If the confession of love in the bathroom was nothing more than a muttering to oneself while in a state of insanity, the confession of love now was full of earnestness.

Now, I feel strange as I was questioning the situation just now. Yes, it was a game between lovers. A bit extreme and special entertainment. I can’t help it because of my brother’s trauma.

And the fact that her brother loves her is an unquestionable truth.

The cruelly crushed soul blooms with love again. No matter how much his spirit was broken, his single-mindedness toward Hyunwoo did not break easily.

Because Hyeji knows that the only thing left to her is love. I lost everything and gained love, so if I denied that too, there was no reason to live.

Yes, even my brother… Without my brother, there is no one who would know that I exist. I am afraid of being left alone in a world with no one to lean on. We desperately need someone as precious as our grandmother, or even more precious than our grandmother.

And I love my brother as much as I desperately want that.

Tears welled up in her eyes.

“Uuuu…

As the emotions she had been suppressing for so long exploded in earnest, Hye-ji dropped her body pitifully, like a mother who lost her child.

Her love for her grandmother and her love for Hyeon-woo mix little by little, and the state of emotional exasperation quickly reaches its peak.

When I think of my grandmother, I feel like my heart will drop. Then, when I think of Hyunwoo, my heart comes back to its proper place. Tears flowed non-stop as my emotions fluctuated between extremes.

Soon, Hyeji was sobbing that she felt like she was going to faint.

The corners of her mouth turned up strangely.

The abnormal phenomenon that surprised Hyunwoo last night has come again.

And that was also the signal that Hyunwoo did not expect.

Leaving the pizza alone, he climbs into bed and hugs her. The corner of Hyunwoo’s mouth gradually twisted upward as he patted Hyeji.

“Yes, Hyeji… I am always on your side. If you want to cry, you can cry as much as you want. I’m not going anywhere, I’ll always be by your side. Because I’m her boyfriend.”

I feel like today’s teaching assistantship is finally coming to an end. Her cries feel like applause celebrating a successful teaching assistant. In some ways, it might have been the last scream she let out before her soul sank.

In any case, it seemed clear that she had passed the critical point… Hyunwoo freely ridiculed her for being foolishly naive.

Anyway, human psychology is fascinating, so I only hear what I want and see only what I want. Even if he behaves as viciously as possible, I end up thinking that if he treats me well like now, he must be a good person.

As Hyunwoo comforted her, who was crying like a crazy person, the love gel came to mind. As for anal training… it’s unfortunate, but it can’t be helped. Pushing further here is clearly counterproductive.

I heard that menstruation usually lasts about 5 days. Since I had a good day today, even if I dedicate tomorrow to accumulating positive emotions… there are still three days left.

Three days is plenty of time to start training her back hole.

So for now, let go of all your thoughts and just focus on being a loving boyfriend. It was worth much more than persecuting her further right away.

“I love myself as much as you love me. No, I love you much more than that. Let us understand each other more and love each other more. Let’s not just talk, let’s really be together for the rest of our lives.”

Anyway, the moment love completely engulfs her, he will naturally become her true owner. Hyunwoo smiled eerily as he thought about the future.

The eventful second training session ended successfully.