episode_0036

I nodded several times, promising myself that I would look around the community starting tomorrow.

Hyeji had been lying down for a long time, so her elbows and knees were numb.

In addition, I felt a little dizzy, perhaps because I had to stand up quickly when Hyunwoo ordered me to stand up.

But now I had no time to take care of myself. No, I didn’t even think of that.

My brother… My brother rarely smiles. He clearly said he would forgive his mistake, but instead of smiling like usual, he just looked at him indifferently.

In some ways, it’s a cold face that still looks angry. Hyeji shivered from the coldness emanating from his face.

Anxiety that has not yet completely subsided comes over my whole body again. I feel short of breath as if a heavy stone has been placed on my chest.

She was desperate for something to break the silence, but once frozen, her tongue did not move.

I just wiggle my fingers on my knees. He creaked his facial muscles and barely managed to create a faint smile as he watched Hyunwoo’s thoughts.

As neither of them said anything, silence fell in the room. The commotion from earlier disappeared like a mirage and a sudden silence engulfed the space.

And the silence that permeated the room became a sharper knife than anything else and cut into Hyeji’s heart.

Why doesn’t he say anything after saying he forgives?

I promised to visit the community, but is that not enough?

Then what else should I say?

No, before that… Is it okay to open my mouth without a command?

Hyeji’s mind instantly became clouded with distracting thoughts. A strong headache, incomparable to the dizziness from before, shook my head.

In the end, even the faint smile that remained was soon broken. The bright smile at first is gone, and the face looks like it might burst into tears at any moment.

A face that fits the description of having no blood at all or having poor complexion.

Hyunwoo chuckled to himself as he watched her complexion turn pale in real time.

I just looked coldly at him without saying anything, but that created magic. As I watched the vitality fading away in an instant before my eyes, the word “magic” seemed quite fitting.

Actually, at first, I was planning to end it with a smile and move on to the next step, just like I always did. As if all the disappointment was relieved, I smiled moderately, patted him roughly, made him promise to do well, and ended by adding that I would look forward to it.

Since reconciliation has always been like that up until now, Hyun-woo’s laughter became a kind of absolution for Hye-ji’s sins, and all conflicts ended only after that laughter.

There was no particular reason for it to have been that way. The day I first met Hyeji, I noticed that she reacted particularly sensitively to her cold expression, and I took advantage of it appropriately.

The same goes for the day I taught him to lick up semen. When he responded to her apology with a cold, stiff face, she could not overcome her anxiety and gave up the taboo first. Of course, Hyunwoo smiled brightly only then.

He probably grew up watching his violent father and becoming anxious even at the slightest irritation. As Hyunwoo, he was thankful as he had put the last month of training to good use.

In any case, since she was a woman with a cold expression and restless from the beginning, Hyunwoo was just curious.

The symptoms of her anxiety disorder were created after a lot of effort. How will she react to her expressionless expression now?

Would I be crazy anxious? Or are you going to burst into tears without knowing what to do?

My excitement soared at the prospect that I might surrender my body begging for corporal punishment.

For that reason, I put aside the satisfaction in my heart and made an effort to keep my expression strong and remain silent.

Of course, I almost burst out laughing at first. No matter how you think about it, a woman who wants to study a community full of all kinds of perverted sexual desires for her boyfriend of two days is laughable.

Still, thanks to my patience, I was able to get something worth seeing.

Even the shadow of a smile disappeared from his youthful face, where the vitality had been sucked out. And that empty space was filled with unfathomable anxiety.

Eyes that look like they will burst into tears if you touch them. The pitch-black pupil within it loses focus and drifts.

Anxiety that the face could not contain drips from beneath the chewing lower lip and trembling cheeks.

Perhaps that anxiety seems to have soaked his hands as well, as he twists his tiny fingers distractedly, unable to keep them still for even a moment.

Until now, he had driven her crazy with just a few words, but now even silence was driving her crazy.

Is this the way of inaction that Lao Tzu spoke of? The smile that couldn’t be erased even with dozens of words was cut to pieces without saying a word. And it was clear that her mind was as devastated as her crumbled smile.

Hyunwoo couldn’t understand her reaction this time either. If you show a cold attitude to a sincere apology, isn’t it a relatively common sense reaction for the person apologizing to get angry?

No, before that, is it possible for a person’s mood to change so quickly?

The face that had been filled with sweet dreams until I arrived home had now changed into a face suffering from a terrible nightmare.

As expected, it seemed unreasonable to apply the standards of common sense to a mentally ill person. Well, it was fun to play around with because it showed such unusual reactions.

Hyunwoo savored the way his silence was gradually tightening her grip and measured the right moment to open his mouth.

It seems to have matured moderately, so should I take a bite at a time now, or should I wait a little longer?

Of course, he didn’t know how far her anxiety would escalate if left like this. However, I knew that the more Hyeji struggled with anxiety, the more enjoyable tonight would be.

That’s why I only think about how I can make her more anxious.

There are two options. One is to continue the current silence, and the other is to punish the person by scolding them for not being able to resolve their disappointment.

However, since he had already expressed forgiveness for his mistakes, it was not smooth to continue with corporal punishment.

There was nothing I couldn’t do if I wanted to, but I learned in my major class that corporal punishment is most effective when it is consistent.

However, if you think that the silence so far has been meaningless, it is not true. All you have to do is to keep the anxiety stack that you have steadily built up, and then combine it with the next stack to explode it bigger.

At the moment when Hyunwoo was trying to figure out that he should continue his current silence, the words Hyeji had just mentioned about being a prostitute crossed his mind.

Although it wasn’t as much as corporal punishment, a prank that seemed quite fun still occurred to Hyunwoo.

I didn’t say much because she knelt down first, but calling me a whore was quite interesting.

“Whore.”

Hyunwoo’s low voice broke the long silence. Hyeji’s shaking eyes returned to focus. This is because the low muttering voice hit my ears like the sound of thunder.

“Yes?”

“You called me a whore with your mouth, right?”

“Yes, a prostitute. That’s a prostitute.”

Hyeji nodded her head hastily, like someone who wandered through the desert and found an oasis.

My brother’s face was still cold, but the fact that his tightly shut mouth was open made me feel much calmer.

“It’s fun.”

Contrary to what he said, Hyunwoo did not show the slightest smile. Hyejiman, who heard those words, just smiled awkwardly and nodded awkwardly.

“Then how much are you worth? If you’re a prostitute, there’s a price.”

“Ah…”

Hyeji was at a loss for words to answer the sudden question. How much should I say?

Since I have never put a price on my own body, I couldn’t immediately think of an answer.

Hyunwoo lightly grabbed her right nipple and twisted it upward.

“Ugh…”

“Come to your senses. When a customer asks the price, you don’t have to answer. He said he was a prostitute.”

Hyeji let out a small moan between her teeth at the stinging pain rising from her nipples. One hundred thousand won? Twenty thousand won? It was impossible for her to know the appropriate way to talk to a prostitute.

“I don’t know… I don’t know.”

“Ha… Do you really think I asked the real price? Please think about it. What I mean is, think about what you would like to say or what you would do to get excited.”

Hyunwoo scolded her as he reached out to her other empty nipple. Her mind, which had become stiff from fear, seemed to have limitations in being flexible, so she hinted at the correct answer.

“Ah… it’s free! I am a prostitute who can be used for free if the master wants. Hmm…”

Still, he seems to be not an idiot, and he takes the hints given well.

Hyunwoo thought that her moans were sweet, so while she was talking, he twisted the other nipple and then released it.

I thought it would be quite painful to see her bulging breasts rising up with nipples smaller than a little fingernail, even if she didn’t moan.

“Good. But if you say it with such an expression, the listener will feel bad. You have to smile and speak nicely.”

And then a cruel spell follows calmly. Hyeji immediately opened her mouth to say those words, but hesitated due to an instinctive feeling of rejection.

Just now, my nipples were being pinched and I was talking nonsense about her being a prostitute, but it was something I didn’t feel comfortable saying with a smile on my face.

It was clearly a role play that started out to please her brother… but it was hard to figure out why she had suddenly become a prostitute.

“Why? Can’t you do it? Prostitutes are still people. I was doing well with the semen toilet and Onahole, but why did this suddenly happen?”

“Ah… uh, I can… um…”

Hyeji hurriedly opened her mouth as Hyunwoo chastised her, but was unable to hide her discomfort and blurted out her words.

I didn’t have any objection to words like semen toilet or onahole because I thought it was just my brother’s taste. To begin with, it wasn’t a particularly realistic statement.

But prostitutes were a little different. It is definitely a job that actually exists. When I tried to call myself a prostitute, the small amount of self-esteem that was curled up in a corner of my subconscious desperately tried to dissuade me.

Even though her self-esteem was shattered, she overcame her fear and fought hard to prevent her from crossing the final bastion.

Perhaps I unconsciously felt that the moment I let go of my last beliefs, I was crossing a river from which I could not return.

However, Hyunwoo was not the type to just sit there and ignore that. If her subconscious resists, press it one more time.

I was confident that such a clumsy resistance would turn him into a miserable death rather than a fierce warrior.

“Why is the person who told me that words are just words being so sensitive? It’s just acting. Saying a few words doesn’t make you a real prostitute, so why are you doing this?”

Hyunwoo first persuaded her conscious mind. It makes one immediately dismiss the intense resistance of the unconscious as sensitivity.

It whispers that it is nothing special and cleverly incites people to ignore the earnest appeals of their subconscious.

Looking at her expression, it was clear that she was already halfway there.

If she resisted until the end, I was planning on apologizing for going too far and ending it appropriately, but if she’s willing to put herself on top of the track she made like now…

“When you say that, I feel embarrassed too.”

All it took was one gunshot to send her running down the track.

When Hyunwoo muttered with a straight face and an accusatory tone, Hyeji put aside all her concerns and hurriedly opened her mouth.

“Ah, master, that’s not it… I said I was thinking about the message… the message. sorry. I’ll do it again.”

Hyeji raises the corners of her mouth as she apologizes hastily to Hyunwoo. The bright smile she had shown at first returned to her pale face.

The sunken cheek dimples and fresh eye smile attract attention.

It no longer looks like an innocent girl’s smile.

In an instant, her bright smile was reduced to that of a courtesan serving customers.

In that state, she said extremely cruel words.

“Well, no… the semen toilet bitch is… a prostitute that the master can use for free at any time. I am a prostitute… that my master can use as he pleases.”

Just like that, her beliefs crumbled like a sand castle.