episode_0059

It was a rainy day, and I was on my way back in the evening after school.

There were many people running quickly to avoid the rain or walking slowly with umbrellas, so no one around could hear the voice.

Because the sound of the rain was louder than the small voice crawling away.

Hansol was dumbfounded by the voice that came out of Hayun’s mouth and quietly looked at Hayun.

Hayun, whose ears were dyed bright red, was unable to meet Hansol’s eyes looking down at her, so she lowered her head to avoid eye contact.

Hayoon was short, so if she just lowered her head, she wouldn’t have to make eye contact with Hansol.

Hayun, who suddenly stopped at Hansol’s feet, lowered her head and complained about her mouth.

What voice did I just say? Starting with the thought, I was feeling ashamed that I had said such perverted things, not only calling myself in the third person.

Crazy, crazy. Ha, please fuck Hayun’s pussy. No matter how much I tried to induce you, I said it too thoughtlessly… !

What am I thinking about when I think of something perverted just by thinking about it? He could have just shook his head and let it fly, but the words he spoke out of his mouth felt like they were tied around his neck like a leash and were swinging him around.

The words that came out of my mouth seemed to erode my spirit.

The words he said for no reason passed through his mind and made him lower his face several times.

As I was chewing my lips, thinking that I would never say something like this again, a laughing voice came from above.

“Today?”

Feeling satisfied that Hayun had said that, Hansol raised his hand and wrapped it around Hayun’s shoulder.

And urged at the same time.

It was a voice and action that seemed to ask that it was not time to be embarrassed and that there was more to say.

Hayun, who shook her shoulders as if surprised by the sudden skinship, was unconsciously thinking about having to respond to Hansol’s voice.

At some point, the compulsion that I might offend Hansol again if I didn’t answer took hold.

That’s because he knew very well that no matter how sensitive the other person is, it can only be done once or twice and cannot be understood continuously.

Hayun recalled her past to avoid being called sensitive again.

What was it like in the past? When I thought about what Hansol said, I thought I was softer, calmer, and nicer than I thought.

Then, controlling his emotions as much as possible, he opened his mouth to respond to Hansol’s question in an attempt to accommodate Hansol’s mood as much as possible.

“… Yes, today.”

Still, I couldn’t raise my face.

Hansol hummed after hearing Hayun’s answer. He groaned as if he was thinking about something.

Then, he moved the hand that was holding Hayun’s shoulder, rubbed her shoulder a few times, and nodded.

“Do you want to eat out today?”

“Eating out?”

“Yes. Eating out.”

At Hansol’s words, Hayun glanced at Hansol with a puzzled expression for a moment, but Hansol just smiled and looked at Hayun quietly.

Although the shame wasn’t as severe as before, Hayun, who was moaning because the burning didn’t stop, nodded and answered.

The two people’s steps, which had stopped, began to move again.

Then we stopped along the way and went to the bus stop to avoid the rain.

Hansol then looked at the electronic display board for a moment and then stared at the route map for each bus number attached to the back.

Hansol, who had no intention of returning home after eating, deliberately looked to see if there was a hotel nearby.

Hansol, who was thinking while tilting his head, soon nodded, decided which bus to take, and told Hayun.

Hayun looked blankly and then saw that it was a bus going away from home and tilted her head as if there was a question mark above her head.

“… Why do you go so far?”

Hansol laughed and said something to Hayoon’s innocent question.

“Hayun eats her pussy.”

Since there was no one at the stop, Hansol deliberately said what Hayun said.

I didn’t feel too much shame because I wasn’t calling my own name, but I realized that saying lewd remarks in and of itself made my face feel hot.

Anyway, when Hansol shrugged his shoulders and said that, Hayun’s face turned red.

Then he pushed Hansol and timidly shouted.

“Ha, what is Hayun! I should say older sister… !”

Hayun, who had no other place to complain since she was just reciting what she said anyway, ended up adding a word in protest to correct her title.

However, Hansol grinned and held out his hand, thinking that this time he might be able to narrow down his nickname with his sister.

The outstretched hand caressed Hayun’s hot cheek.

Hayun moaned at his soft attitude and glanced at Hansol. You probably didn’t get angry because you pushed him for no reason, right? It was to get people’s attention.

After making eye contact, Hayun was relieved that Hansol’s expression did not contain any bad feelings, so she sneered, thinking that she should come out a little stronger.

This was because Hayun still did not want to give up the fact that she was her older sister.

Whether he knew it or not, Hansol deliberately mentioned it and downgraded Hayoon’s title.

“Weren’t you pretending to be your girlfriend today?”

girl friend. The lie that Hansol first told when he was with his friends at school.

Hayun recalled that in order to save Hansol’s face, she greeted him with a smile without correcting him on purpose.

However, Hayoon had something to say because she only went along with Hansol’s lies and did not call herself his girlfriend.

“That’s so you don’t get embarrassed for no reason… ”

“Lie. It wasn’t like I came dressed up like this.”

When Hayun tried to refute, Hansol cut her off and pushed her face in.

Hansol’s upper body tilted, and Hayun blushed and averted his gaze.

The sight of her neatly dressed, even wearing a cardigan, seemed a bit far-fetched to just be carrying an umbrella.

Hayun, who was pointed out this, ended up keeping her mouth shut, at a loss for words.

“Right? Hayoona.”

“Ugh… ”

Every time my name was called, I felt like my head was going numb.

She moaned, saying, “I am the older sister, and as the older sister, I should be able to lead my younger brother, but like this, I am only being manipulated.”

In the first place, no matter how much of a girlfriend she was, it was natural for her to be called sister if she was older.

Remembering that, Hayun closed her eyes tightly and reached out her hand to push Hansol’s chest.

“Still, noona is noona. Call me sister… !”

“Aren’t you okay today? I’m more excited that way.”

Hayun’s hand stopped and stiffened at Hansol’s words.

“… how is it. If you refuse, let’s pretend there is no today.”

It was a temptation. And for Hayoon, it was difficult to refuse.

It was an outrage to make him say something shameful in the first place, and then say that he wouldn’t give up if he didn’t like the name.

today. Since I said today, that’s how I played today. Hayun rationalized herself and fell asleep, pretending to think for a moment.

Pretending to be worried was also a battle of her own. It was also an action to appeal that I am not easily fooled.

However, contrary to Hayun’s aim, the result was important to Hansol. Hayun was the last to focus on nodding or shaking her head.

Because of their different personalities, Hayun had a meaningless fight alone and fell into Hansol’s favor.

“Oh, only today.”

In response to Hayun’s voice pretending not to be able to overcome it, Hansol leaned forward and placed his lips on Hayun’s mouth as if to answer.

Hayun used her strength to push away at the thought that someone might see her from outside, but her hands gradually lost strength due to Hansol’s stubborn embrace.

Hayun narrowed her eyes, thinking that she didn’t know why this had happened since they didn’t even engage in skinship outside.

When I glanced at Hansol’s face approaching in front of me, I saw Hansol’s soft gaze meeting Hayun’s eyes.

What on earth are you thinking?

I knew that skinship between siblings was not normal.

And I also knew that it was an area of immorality that crossed the line.

So all the action took place at home. It was also a place where no one would criticize the relationship between the two.

But little by little, that behavior came out.

After Hansol became an adult, on days when his parents came home, he went to a hotel and had sex all night, barely able to get himself together before returning home.

I tried to ignore it, thinking it was an unusual case, but the behavior gradually spread outside. Like the current kiss. Like a kiss on a rainy day without knowing who might come and see.

Even if you try to control it, like applying a brush with a lot of water on paper, it’s like the paint coming out of the bottom line.

My pounding heart seemed to scream that someone might come and what on earth siblings were doing outside.

However, on the contrary, Hayun’s brain decided that this pounding was just excitement and paralyzed her thinking.

The bus I was supposed to take was still far away. No other bus came.

So, just a little more.

“… … ?”

Hayoon became anxious and excited, and at the moment when her tongue, which was trying to come out of her mouth without realizing it, twitched, Hansol’s body fell.

It was a kiss that started suddenly, but ended suddenly again, making Hayun feel restless and tremble because it was so tantalizing.

Hansol, who saw this in his eyes, laughed ironically and patted Hayoon on the back.

“Next time, let’s continue at night. Are you okay?”

next. When I heard that story, I felt like my lower abdomen was aching.

Hayun thought about those words for a moment and then nodded.

Hayun, who was staring at the pouring rain with a strange feeling, got on the bus that was approaching quickly, feeling an indescribable feeling.

*

Hayun, who was listening to the information message while crossing several stops, looked blankly at the window.

Her eyes were focused on the scenery passing by in an instant, but Hayun’s gaze was outside not because she wanted to look outside, but because she did not want to think about anything.

Trying to remember what happened at the bus stop only made my head more complicated.

Hayun had thought over and over again about what to do with her current relationship, but since Hansol was the only one left in her already ruined relationship, she decided to hang on for a little while.

wait for a sec. So much so that it really only buys you time to stabilize yourself.

Hayoon, who was trying not to think about anything, came to her senses at some point and found that many thoughts had settled in and were showing off their presence.

No one can stop thinking just because they don’t want to think.

Hayoon clicked her tongue and sighed as a thought suddenly entered her consciousness.

“Ha.”

When Hayun let out a sigh, Hansol next to her heard the sound and tilted his head to look at Hayun.

Hansol, who saw a look in his eyes that seemed to be deeply troubled, thought for a moment and slowly moved his hands instead of speaking.

Hansol’s right hand naturally rested on Hayun’s thigh, who was sitting by the left window.

A thick hand passed over her bare thighs, which were wearing a short skirt and no stockings.

Startled, Hayun lowered her gaze and immediately looked up at Hansol.

I shrugged my shoulders as if no one was looking here and would not notice this behavior.

Still, it was true that there were people sitting here and there, so Hayun couldn’t say anything to Hansol, but just slumped her shoulders and relaxed.

If I said it out loud and drew attention, it would have been a disaster.

Just endure it, I thought.

I thought I shouldn’t be sensitive.