episode_0010

Beep!

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‘That…’ Is it the second or third alarm? ?’

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No, maybe four times… My sense of time has become a mess. As I was in this crazy quiet space, I kept seeing hallucinations and auditory hallucinations, and beep! I heard that unpleasant alarm sound several times.

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‘Why do I have to go through this… ‘

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A few days ago, when I was returning home from school as usual, an unidentified assailant attacked me. I couldn’t recognize his face because he was wearing a strange mask, but his voice was deep and his accent was in an uncharacteristic Seoul accent. He was around 170 cm tall. It wasn’t just one or two people I encountered like that, I couldn’t guess who it was.

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Still, I’m sure he’s not a normal human.

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Although he did not receive formal Awakening training because he gave up his Awakening qualification as soon as he became an adult, he has common sense as an Awakened person. It takes a highly trained person to knock someone out like that. In particular, the arm strangling his neck was almost the size of a baseball bat.

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A person with such a strong body must be at least a semi-awakened person… Why did such a person kidnap someone like me… I gave up on being an awakened person a long time ago, and I’m just an ordinary woman…

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“Ugh, sigh”

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Without realizing it, tears flowed from sadness. I don’t know who that crazy bastard was, but after being kidnapped, he suffered all kinds of crap.

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As soon as I was caught, I was beaten like a dog. You hit a girl in the stomach like that? What a piece of trash… It was the first time in my entire life that I had been slapped in the face like that, and the first time that I had vomited after being hit in the stomach by someone.

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Also, I took off the clothes I was wearing and cleaned up the vomit…

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furthermore

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The owner, the toilet… even the name change game that doesn’t even sound like a word.

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‘I was really caught by a pervert’

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They couldn’t even go to the bathroom properly. Peeing while standing in a bucket in front of another person, especially a man, was more humiliating than you could imagine.

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The feeling of cold sweat flowing as I struggled to hold it in, the feeling of goosebumps rising and strength stretching all the way to my toes when that bastard pressed down on my lower abdomen. When urine is forcefully forced through the urethra and flows out, the exhilarating pleasure of excretion that a living being cannot help but feel, to the feeling of warm urine flowing down a cool thigh…

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I hated it all so much. And what was truly disgusting was the fact that her vagina was strange. I was on the verge of suffocation, unable to breathe, and when I barely came to my senses and when I had to urinate, sticky liquid kept coming out.

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‘why!?’

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Have you gone crazy because you’re trapped in a place like this? or not… Or did I really have the masochistic tendencies that people talk about?

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‘Nonsense, bullshit!’

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There’s no way that would happen. I’m not that kind of pervert. Obviously that crazy bastard did something to me.

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Only negative thoughts kept appearing in my head.

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Time continued to pass.

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Beep!

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Beep!

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Beep!

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Ahahaha!

What alarm number is this? Tenth? Fifteenth? It wouldn’t have been more than 20 times.

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The auditory hallucinations that kept coming more than the number of alarms were driving me more and more crazy. Things you can’t hear. For example-

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Little by little

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A whisper muttering an unknown sound in my ear…

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“Hwaaa!!”

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I couldn’t even bite my tongue because of the gag. I’m like that… All I could do was struggle and struggle.

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I missed the food on the overturned plate. I remembered the cup containing cool cold water.

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I threw it down for no reason.

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I should have eaten it all then.

You should have drank it all!

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Gulp!

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I feel like my throat is burning so hard that I can’t stand it.

The tongue is dry and cracking.

I needed moisture, moisture. My throat felt sore and itchy, like ants were crawling around.

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Water, water…

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Please release me.

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please!

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‘I’ll do whatever the owner tells me to do, so please…’ ‘

Not even a day has passed yet.

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I just wriggled like a bug.

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Waiting for someone who can get me out of here.

Feeling the longing for reunion overshadowing the hatred.

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* * *

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For a moment, I looked at Song Woo-seop, who was in complete disrepair.

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To something like this.

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I’ve been hurt so badly by something like this for so long.

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I feel like I’m about to burst into self-deprecating laughter.

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I dragged the body to the back yard of the building. This area is a land polluted by Ssakda monsters. It’s funny that people are shouting against demolition to protect the polluted land, but are afraid to come and stay in the city.

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Well, that’s the way it is with humans.

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In any case, if you bury a body in polluted ground, it disappears without even leaving a bone. It was as if something had swallowed it whole and used it as nutrients.

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For me, it’s something I’m more than happy to do.

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I disposed of the body and put on Song Woo-seop’s deliveryman uniform. It’s a bit funny that the only thing he does after committing a serious crime like murder is finishing the delivery, but he can’t be caught.

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I lowered the front of my helmet and dragged the motorcycle. I roughly dropped off the food at each delivery location and sent a text message to the company.

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[I’m quitting work, so please deposit the money.]

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After smashing the phone, he erased all his fingerprints and threw it into the back of a passing truck.

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You would think that since people in the lowest level of life do this a lot, they have quietly disappeared.

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The motorcycle was disposed of at a junkyard that I knew about in advance.

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It’s perfect.

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By the way, how much time has passed? No matter how hard I tried to remain calm, the excitement that comes from committing murder and violence seems to have paralyzed my brain.

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It was definitely night by the time I ran into Song Woo-seop and crushed him, but dusk was already falling.

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A day has passed.

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Afterwards, I stopped by the supermarket and bought some snacks and snacks. It’s an ingredient that isn’t commonly sold in Korea, but it turned out well.

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I took a shower as soon as I got home.

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I moved so hard that my whole body was sore.

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And then I checked the CCTV.

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Softly, softly

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“If I leave that alone any longer, I could really die”

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How much time has passed?

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I think it’s been almost 30 hours… but I can understand why he’s convulsing like that.

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I can’t quite gauge the amount of time she must have felt. If you’re lucky, 3 days. If I had passed out and woken up repeatedly, it might have felt like a lot more time had passed, maybe even a week.

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Tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk

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“Hello? Toilet volume”

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Startle!

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“Ugh… ? uh… Ugh! Abvvv!!”

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He twists his body as if he had been pulled down from the depths of hell.

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“Toilet volume, pop! I’m not a bad kid yet, right?”

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Nod nod nod nod

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My cervical spine breaks and I nod.

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“I’ll remove your gag, so stay quiet”

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Bye-

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The saliva did not droop. Her lips were all burst and bloody, and her face was a mess with dried tear stains. They said it had soft lining on the wrists and ankles, but it seems it wasn’t enough to protect the skin from the body’s struggle to survive.

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The outer skin has almost peeled off and is swollen red. Oh my… My toilet bowl needs to be in good condition.

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“Buy, buy, save… radish… water… … ”

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“Are you very thirsty?”

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“J… foot… … ”

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The voice was all hoarse. I guess he kept screaming. The voice is so dry that the vocal cords sound more like scratching on a blackboard.

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Has even the saliva dried up? How can this change in just one day?

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‘It must be a self-hypnosis effect.’

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You can even imagine getting pregnant, and there are even research results showing that glaucoma was actually alleviated when a placebo was prescribed to glaucoma patients.

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Although she may not be in a state of death in terms of actual time, she feels that death is actually imminent.

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I thought of a funny prank.

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“Um, okay, I’ll give you some water”

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I released the restraints. Shin Na-ri lost all strength in her body and sat cross-legged on the floor.

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“Miss Toilet, you will be nice from now on, right?”

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“ㄴ..yes… … ”

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You mustered up all the strength you had and worked hard to answer.

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Jiik-

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I unzipped my pants and took out my already erect dick.

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“I will give you water.”

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“… ?”

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“They said they would give me water? What kind of water would you give to the toilet?”

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“False, false… word… ”

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“Ammonia in urine is not oxidized unless it comes in contact with air, so the smell is not that bad.”

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She hesitated with a despairing expression. Even though he is on the verge of death, he must be wondering whether it is right to drink the kidnapper’s urine to save his life.

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Of course, if she is actually dehydrated from not drinking water for more than 5 days, I would never think of something like that. If you spray urine in a state where you are completely out of your mind, you will just catch it and drink it. Anyway, it seems like there is still some sugar left in my head as it is a condition created by ‘perceived time’.

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“Open your mouth.”

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Even though her lips were trembling, she knelt down in front of me and opened her mouth.

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Hissing-

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!

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But as soon as the moisture spurted out from the tip of my cock, she showed herself how insignificant her momentary worries were. As soon as the light yellow liquid started flowing out of my dick, Shinnari lunged at me, even sticking out her tongue.

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For a moment, it was a movement that surprised even me.

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It’s liquid! A liquid that can quench extreme thirst, a liquid that can moisten a body cracked like the stump of a rotten tree! Maybe that’s the only thought that dominates my brain. If she had any sense of reason left, she would have realized that a person who suffered from dehydration for more than five days would not make such a quick move, but now her mind is devastated and on the verge of destruction.

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Shhh-

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“Umm”

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She clings to the tip of my dick, barely able to close her lips due to the tight restraints, as if kissing it.

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He stuck out his mouth in an ugly way and started drinking my urine like a baby sucking from a bottle.

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Shhh-

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“Umm, um! Wow!”

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gulp! gulp! gulp!

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“Whoo-”

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A lot of urine comes out. Because I did intense physical activity yesterday and today, I consumed quite a lot of water. And Miss Toilet drank all the waste as if it were nectar.

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“Paha… ! Huh! Heo Eok”

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After a long excrement, Shinnari let out a rough breath and leaned her head against the wall.

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“Is it delicious?”

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“Ugh… Yes, yes”

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“Then, since we recharged, will it go back to normal?”

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“Ahh! Ah ah ah ah ah!!! Ahhh! no!! No! Please, please, please!”

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“Hmm.. what should I do”

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Cinna-ri got excited as if she heard the world was coming to an end, then fell down in front of me, put her forehead on the ground, and rubbed her hands together.

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“I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong, I’m sorry, I’m sorry”

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“Ahaha… I think I’ve finally become a good kid. Okay, let’s end the blindfold punishment”

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Shin Na-ri, who was sighing in relief, suddenly turned pale and looked at me.

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“low, ”

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“Over there?”

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“Hi! Lord, master”

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Now you call me master. You need to change your way of speaking too.

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“Say”

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“I… Hey, I’m going to the bathroom”

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Seeing that he was so exhausted and covered in cold sweat, it was obvious that it was not urine, but something serious. Come to think of it, Shin Na-ri hasn’t seen anything major happen once in the three or so days she’s been held here.

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It is quite common for men to suffer from terrible constipation after being drafted into the military. However, it would be completely normal for Shin Na-ri, who had been living in a state of extreme tension even worse than that of a military training camp, to feel guilty now.

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Moreover, the urine I just excreted would be at least 500ml to 600ml. Since that amount suddenly filled an empty stomach, the internal pressure must have risen considerably. Moreover, if the tension is released in an instant, it will be very difficult to endure.

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“Huh? ah! Shall I bring you a bucket?”

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“Ugh… Master, sir, that’s not true, can I use the bathroom? I’ve become a good boy, right? Please… give me a reward so I can be a better kid, okay?”

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Shinnari, kneeling below me, begs to somehow preserve her final dignity.

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“Umm~ How do I do this?”

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As I take my time, crossing my arms and tapping my chin with one hand, I hear an embarrassed sound.

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Gurgling..

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“Ugh! Lord, master! Please, I will really do well, please”

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“Haha really? Then, would you like to play a game with me?”

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“Ugh- Yes, yes! What game is it?”

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“Yes. I’m bored. Let’s play a game with me, and if Miss Toilet wins, I’ll let her go to the bathroom, give her something delicious, and sometimes take her for a walk outside”

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Flash!

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At the mention of ‘walking outside,’ his eyes light up as if even the severe stomachache had disappeared for an instant.

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You probably thought it was an opportunity to escape.

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“Yes, yes! I’ll do it! Let’s play a game, what game should we play?”

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“If the time goes on too long, the toilet bowl will look embarrassed… Um, maybe we should play rock, paper, scissors?”

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“Like”

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“I’ll do it with single piece”

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They’re just playing rock, paper, scissors, but they look like they’re about to enter a decisive battle.

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“Scissors”

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Shin Na-ri’s hands, which were up in the air, were trembling from tension.

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“rock”

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My eyes are wide open and I am looking at my hands. It looks like he’s struggling to read anything at all.

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“Bo!”