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by fnovelpiaEpisode 109 why do you regret
Han Sein’s body was in more critical condition than expected.
On the first night, we overcome the risk of life and death.
He received intensive treatment in the intensive care unit for over two weeks and had to overcome his condition, which had developed into pneumonia.
and.
Due to the nature of the intensive care unit, many people were struggling at the crossroads of life and death.
Of course, it was a situation where easy visits to the hospital and even visits were not allowed.
It is literally an intensive care unit.
A place where seriously ill patients gather.
It’s been two weeks since he was admitted to the hospital.
Kang Hyeon-woo, a nurse working in the intensive care unit, slowly came out.
The intensive care unit at dawn was very quiet.
To be exact, the entrance to the intensive care unit.
Kang Hyeon-woo headed towards the woman outside.
He was a very famous person.
Ah, let me correct that.
He is famous in another sense.
Kang Hyeon-woo didn’t know who Han Se-yeon was.
Until a fellow nurse I worked with showed me a YouTube video.
The person named Han Se-yeon I saw on YouTube was a truly brilliant person.
A person like the warrior I only saw in fairy tales when I was young.
When a prince is kidnapped by an evil dragon, he is the kind of hero who defeats the dragon with the powerful Excalibur and rescues the prince.
Growing up in a disadvantaged environment, taking care of your younger siblings and being the head of the household until they become adults?
It was never easy.
especially.
If you think about it from his perspective working in the ward, it was very difficult.
Is it this hard to make money now?
Before I was in my early 20s, I respected him as a person.
That wasn’t all.
It was a week ago that I learned about YouTube from a fellow nurse.
in other words.
The patient’s guardian, Han Sein, was praying every day in front of the intensive care unit.
There were times when she went to work.
There were times when she left work.
There were times when I had to face my doctor.
It wasn’t easy.
Even though there is news that the game is scheduled for a few months later.
She prayed every day in front of her only brother’s hospital room.
so that.
Although it is not permitted under the original guidelines.
Nurse Hyeon-Woo Kang asked for consent from the partner he was working with and then went to see her.
Visitation is possible from tomorrow.
Not only is the time limited, but there are separate times when guardians flock.
However.
From the perspective of the medical staff who watched the hardships for two weeks, Han Se-yeon’s actions had the power to move hearts.
One and only family.
He asks me to please save him and brings me drinks and food every day.
I know the identity of the smile you barely made while encouraging me to tell you that you are working hard.
Although there were numerous guardians.
I hoped that those who shine the brightest among them would not be extinguished.
So, I opened my mouth.
“Han Sein’s guardian.”
My eyes were shaking.
The dark circles that had settled down looked dangerous.
Have you slept properly for two weeks?
I think I get to wash my clothes somewhere.
I feel like my cheeks have shrunk because I haven’t eaten properly.
unrest.
Yes, it was anxiety.
Even though she just called her name, the woman named Han Se-yeon became incredibly anxious.
Although I heard that his condition was improving, his trembling eyes looked unstable and dangerous.
I had to tell the good news quickly.
Even though I can’t speak because of the procedure.
I had to tell them that a visit was possible.
“Woah, what’s going on? Teacher.”
“They say you can visit from tomorrow, and the patient is currently in a good state of consciousness.”
Results of discussions with medical staff.
We decided to have a special early morning visit only for the guardian.
It was very happy and good news.
Water began to form around Han Se-yeon’s eyes.
“Thank you, thank you. Thank you…!”
“Thank you. It’s thanks to the guardian’s sincerity.”
Kang Hyeon-woo quickly brought the goods.
Originally, there were some things that guardians had to take care of in advance.
This too was a reward for her actions.
He wore clothes made of blue vinyl.
To enter the intensive care unit, you had to wear a mask and dustsuit.
I wasn’t in a hurry or anything.
Han Se-yeon did not want to miss this long-awaited opportunity.
Dress calmly and even wear a mask.
I slowly entered the intensive care unit.
***
Oh my, it hurts.
My whole body was in pain.
It felt like I was screaming, and I was also dazed.
More than anything.
The ringing sound that stung my ears was the most annoying.
I tried to open my mouth, but no words came out properly.
I felt a tingling sensation in my neck.
It was difficult to move properly, and when I glanced down, I saw something stuck in my neck.
[I was wrong.]
[Please open your eyes.]
[Hansin, please, please… please. I will never give up again. Please open your eyes.]
[Don’t die. You’re not going to die, are you? Please don’t die.]
[sorry. Wrong. please. please. I will use my points sparingly. Please, please live. please… ]
[You need to wake up. please. Stop teasing me. You can’t even read thoughts. I don’t know how I did it, but I lost. Wake up. I know you’re making fun of me. Please stop.]
[Wake up, please wake up, you bastard]
Fuck.
what’s this.
It felt like the KakaoTalk messages that had been piling up were pouring out.
Holograms filled my eyes.
Did you erase them one by one?
When my vision finally cleared, a powerful message came to mind.
[Didn’t I tell you to go to the hospital? What is this. If you get hurt, isn’t it only your loss? Is this your plan too? Why did you do such a reckless thing if you die?]
‘…Are you crying?’
[Why am I crying? I saved it. all… ]
‘Wune.’
[…I’m not crying.]
‘What did you save my life for?’
[…] … .]
The goddess continued her explanation.
therefore.
They say I am currently in a situation where I opened my eyes for the first time in a week.
The pneumonia progressed so badly that he had difficulty breathing, and it was said that he was on the verge of life or death.
When I thought of the numerous messages, holograms came to mind, telling me not to remember.
‘Thank you for your concern… ‘Why are you like that?’
[Aren’t you obviously worried? It was me who chose you. If you die, you get points… ]
‘Is it really about the points?’
What came back was silence.
It’s so funny.
Looking at the point acquisition history, I found that I had earned 30,000 points in the past week.
Filled about half.
It was a fairly meager harvest considering the risk of one’s life.
what… Still, I understood.
By nature, no matter how deep the depressive feelings become, there is a limit.
Considering it took a week, it was a lot.
The remaining points are also about 30,000.
Just fill this out and everything is done.
The world will become normal, and there will be no need to harass them anymore.
anyway.
I asked God again.
‘So, you saved my life?’
[…] I saved my life with the points I harvested over the course of a week.]
‘You mean your money?’
[…yes.]
She and I had different possessions.
If I earned 10,000 points, it would be 10,000 for me and 10,000 for her.
He’s been doing a lot of lectures these days, and like the message he sent earlier, his points seem to have been depleted.
Anyway. The world is ruined because there is no economic sense like that.
[Please stop.]
‘You should stop crying and talk.’
[How on earth do you know that?]
‘Feelings, bitch.’
Sleepy.
Is it because of the medicine?
It seems like the nurse comes and goes often.
Perhaps because it is a world in reverse, it is a men’s paradise.
I need to sleep a little more.
Although it was frustrating not being able to speak.
Still, I felt a little better because I had God.
under.
I miss Se-yeon’s older sister.
I want to see Kang Hyun-ah.
I want to see Jeong Ah-young.
I was bored lying down, and my condition was so bad that I felt like I was going to die in pain.
It was okay considering the points, but it didn’t mean I didn’t have any regrets.
now.
Let’s sleep first and think about it.
He said he used a potion on me, so I will get better soon.
How much time has passed like that?
The concept of time became increasingly blurry and I began to wonder how much time had passed outside.
I was informed that two weeks had passed since I was taken to the intensive care unit.
in between.
I also heard that pathetic Han Se-yeon was having a hard time.
Less than a minute’s walk away.
I’m eating and sleeping here, with only one wall behind me, hoping that I’ll get better.
So pathetic, so pathetic.
I wrote my request on a piece of paper and showed it to the nurse.
His condition has improved, and he now wants to visit me.
Fortunately, an answer came back.
Tomorrow, I can visit once a day.
You can watch for one more week and then think about moving to a general ward or being discharged.
It was such a relief.
Has about 10 minutes passed?
After hearing that the nurse wanted to see his sister, tears filled his eyes and he started talking to others.
And then, I was able to get special visiting hours.
It was good news.
To be honest, being in the intensive care unit and watching people die every day makes me feel devastated.
I missed everyone, but I really missed my older sister.
I slowly turned my head.
From afar, a woman was coming in with a nurse.
She was my lovely older sister.
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