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by fnovelpiaEpisode 108 A feeling of heart tightening.
Who are you?
It was difficult to give a straight answer to the questions coming over the phone.
“I… ”
Who is it?
Who am I?
What kind of person is Han Sein?
What kind of woman was Han Sein?
What kind of existence was it to Han Sein?
Numerous questions and regrets flew like a storm.
The first feeling I felt when I met him was excitement.
His struggling in the reality that had to torment him was rationalization.
Next was love.
At the back of the building, when the blue moon captured Hansein.
The feeling that bloomed in my heart was clear love.
I was such an ugly person.
I was such a bad person.
So, I had to hurt him and torment him again.
He forcibly molested his body, whispered love to her even though he had a girlfriend, and delved into his mind with logic that was no different from sophistry.
As a result.
I couldn’t give a proper answer to the question, “What am I?”
So much so that it puts to shame the desires and greed that have been building up until now.
The original and unwanted relationship was put into words.
“Chi, we are friends. It’s Kang Hyeon-ah… ”
[iced coffee… Sein is your friend?]
My voice wasn’t good.
My head, which had been confused due to the short silence, began to spin.
Why do I, who are just a friend, know Han Se-yeon’s phone number?
My heart sank.
At the same time, I felt sorry for the other person who did not even suspect such things.
The voice coming through the receiver was so exhausted, and I knew very well that the voice that was half out was due to crying.
“Se, Sein was coughing a lot… Are you okay?”
[…] no.]
iced coffee.
My body collapsed.
The chair slid and made an unpleasant sound.
Nevertheless, I did my best to analyze the information I heard.
[I’m in the intensive care unit right now… ]
“Uh, where is it? I’ll go. please… ”
I remembered the name of the hospital.
The phone call didn’t last long, as it was the first time we had seen each other through voice, let alone met.
Now that Han Sein felt nothing but guilt, he didn’t know what to say to her.
just.
All I could say was that I would come visit him soon.
I slowly got up.
I don’t really prepare to go out, but I keep it to a minimum.
That moment.
Beneath the confused emotions, a voice emerged.
It’s so funny. Not Han Sein.
A jealous, hateful woman came to mind.
[I, I… Se, I’ll go to Sein’s house… ]
A voice as feeble as a frog.
Unlike his croaking words, his eyes were bright.
Was that why?
I need to run to Sein right now.
A woman with a similar mindset as me came into my mind.
I took a step forward.
***
By the time my tears dried and my voice cracked.
Jeong A-young felt a sense of time as she cried for more than 30 minutes.
As I wiped away the snot with my sleeve, a stabbing pain spread through me.
She slowly got up.
My body was a mess.
I cried so hard among the dust clumps that my knees and skirt were full of dust.
The shaky legs look dangerous.
He barely seems to be holding on to the handle with his hand.
Jeong Ah-young’s actions were simple.
-Thump thump thump.
“Sain… ”
-Thump thump thump.
“Uh, sister… ”
thud.
thud.
thud…
What came from behind the iron gate was silence.
Jeong Ah-young’s head was lowered.
The water that I thought had dried up was starting to leak out again.
That moment.
“What are you doing?”
“Ah… ?”
It was Kang Hyun-ah.
With my back turned to the bright light coming through the front door.
She looked down at Jeong Ah-young with eyes that seemed pitiful.
My lost spirit returned.
Instead of waiting endlessly, a stranger named Kang Hyeon-ah came in.
“Sein… ?”
“Come up.”
“Trigram, it’s a good deal… ? Uh, where, where are you… ”
“Shut the fuck up and come up. I called a taxi.”
Jeong Ah-young came up the stairs.
My anxious feelings were not relieved and only grew bigger.
Kang Hyun-ah’s expression was not good.
Because even she had heard nothing from Han Se-yeon.
No answer was given to Jeong Ah-young.
The location of the hospital and the fact that it is an intensive care unit.
I had no choice but to listen to my sister’s words that she would tell me more details when she arrived.
“You… Did you cry?”
“Shut up, I’m going to take a taxi.”
Phew.
It was absurd.
Was it because I cried for over 40 minutes?
Jeong Ah-young let out a light laugh like a crazy woman.
Between the emotions poured out through tears, subtle emotions welled up.
Hyunah Kang. I thought she was just a bad girl.
When I saw the swollen eyes from tears, I felt a sense of kinship and relief.
Nevertheless, I still felt anxious.
Jung Ah-young got on the taxi with Kang Hyun-ah.
The easy-going lady seemed to have noticed, so she turned off the radio that was playing trot music and drove quietly.
How long has it been?
The two were able to get to the hospital.
The walk to the intensive care unit was nerve-wracking.
The anxiety that I only knew in my head grew even more when I saw it with my own eyes.
As I entered the intensive care unit, I saw a woman.
It was also a weekday evening.
Except for visiting hours, which lasted less than an hour a day, there were almost no people there.
However, at least one person was spending his time here as if he were living.
“Ah… ”
I was haggard.
Okay, what can I say other than being haggard?
Long dark circles under the eyes.
Is it swollen? no.
However, the traces are visible.
The hurt caused by her emotions was visible on her face.
It was seen through the eyes.
and.
The two women who faced Han Se-yeon also felt the same way.
Because I know how you feel.
Even if I don’t know your exact feelings.
At least they were people who knew better than anyone else what kind of feelings they had and what kind of feelings they suffered when they suffered.
Kang Hyun-ah and Jeong A-young approached her cautiously.
“You’re here.”
“Oh, hello.”
of course.
Those sentiments and emotions were separate.
Kang Hyun-ah’s voice comes through.
A loud echo spread throughout the intensive care unit.
A heartfelt appeal rang out.
“Sein, what about Sein? are you okay? how. how… ”
“… … .”
Han Se-yeon was embarrassed.
Although his face was devastated, his emotions were dry.
My impressions of Kang Hyun-ah were perplexing.
Who is this… ?
I know it’s the person who called earlier.
But you ask me this with tears streaming down my face?
Her eyes turned to Jeong Ah-young.
Wouldn’t it be better if I just didn’t know?
Jeong Ah-young also felt the same way.
Normally, I would have shed tears and asked a lot of worried questions like before.
however…
Seeing Kang Hyun-ah appear like this brought tears to my eyes.
Rather, it would be more appropriate to say that I was embarrassed.
I know how worried you are about Han Se-in.
It was my first time seeing Kang Hyun-ah like this, so I was quite embarrassed.
“… … .”
“… … .”
Han Se-yeon and Jeong A-young’s eyes met.
Confusion and bewilderment were mixed, and the thoughts were conveyed through the eyes.
Who is this… ?
.
…Friend.
Your girlfriend is you.
yes…
But why is he more worried… ?
I don’t know…
anyway.
Han Se-yeon’s embarrassed voice came out cautiously.
“Who, who are you?”
“Ah… I am… ”
I assumed it was the person I spoke to earlier.
Nevertheless, since the two of them were wearing school uniforms, I had to know for sure.
Not Han Se-in’s girlfriend, Jeong A-young.
If we were close friends, Han Sein would definitely have said something.
From her perspective, Kang Hyun-ah literally fell from the sky.
” is from the same club. I am the club president… ”
“Club?”
“Yes. Literature Club.”
Literary girl?
Han Se-yeon’s head was bent diagonally.
…He?
The embarrassed gaze turns to Jeong Ah-young again.
Since we came together, we must know each other.
This time, Jeong Ah-young knew what she was feeling, so she nodded quietly.
yes. It’s him.
It was a look of disbelief.
It’s a literary club that started out as a young gangster? Even the chairman?
Due to something she couldn’t understand, Han Se-yeon gave up.
He let out a small sigh.
He guided Jeong A-young and Kang Hyun-ah to chairs.
“Sit down. Visitation will not be allowed.”
“… … .”
“… … .”
It was sad eyes.
However, the eyes were also full of emptiness.
The pain of sadness can wound the soul.
In that sense, Han Se-yeon’s soul felt torn to pieces.
She felt calm as everything was torn to pieces and there was nothing left.
I know what you’re curious about.
So, he must have come here, and he must be hurting like this because he is a precious person.
Han Se-yeon opened her mouth to those who knew nothing.
Jung Ah-young and Kang Hyun-ah also did not urge.
She was a difficult person, and her calmness helped me calm down.
What symptoms did Han Sein have that brought him to the hospital by ambulance?
There was a big crisis last night and how dangerous it was.
The condition still needs to be monitored, and it is said to be life-threatening.
Han Se-yeon, who felt the storm first, calmly spit out the truth.
and.
Next, the expressions on the faces of those hit by the storm were not very good.
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