episode_0070

The feeling of an incredibly large presence pressing down on everything that made up me was so cruel that I thought it would be better to die.

“Hey! Hey!

“Kkkk!!”

“KIEEE!!”

“Kyaaa!!”

Clap, clap, clap! Patter!

[Howl of despair, pain, and grief] The disgusting snout continues to scream until it spits out dark red blood and flesh.

A scream that spread on an unprecedented scale shook the entire area, as if a fitting reward was given for the seeming loss of my life, but my condition did not improve at all.

No, on the contrary, it only gets worse.

“Whoosh! Whoosh! Whoosh! Whoosh! Whoa…!”

Even the breathing muscles were twitching in fear, so I had to forcefully squeeze out my lungs.

I can’t even stand, so my limit is to sit down and struggle like an insect.

Your ego and thoughts become disconnected, and you cannot even remember who you are.

“Ah, ah, the merciful One who watches over everything…”

However, the most serious thing was none other than mental contamination.

Even though the scream is clearly resounding both inside and outside, it is coloring my head as if it is seeping into me.

Faith and worship sprout, and fear and fear expand to the extremities of the body, turning into a feeling of intense awe.

Praise builds up, unconditional dependence and obsession develop, and loyalty and obedience begin to form the foundation.

“Aaaah, aaa!!”

Damn it! Damn it!

I even took out the [Mystic Eye of Condemnation] to somehow resist, but I ended up regretting that action in less than a second.

“Ahhh…!?”

This is because I felt that each and every eye that filled the space was comparable to the ‘god’ of ‘a terrible conglomerate’.

This is because I ‘witnessed’ that a bigger being lurks behind countless eyes.

This is because I learned that the feast of wide-open eyes is a ‘minimum unit’ of convenience.

“Ha ha ha ha ha…”

“O you who watch, look down upon us mercifully, bestow upon us grace and blessings, and make us prosperous. O you who watch over us, the eye of the world, give us a bright light, as the feeble one longs for…”

“Let us see the danger, let us see the disaster, let us see the misfortune. Oh, great one, who looks down on everything, please give us a light like grace and look upon us with your glorious eyes…”

Noeul and Letel, who had already turned around, were shedding bloody tears and muttering incomprehensible sounds continuously.

Rumble! Rumble! Rumble!

“ah…”

At that time, the eyes, which had been blank and unfocused even though they filled the space, suddenly became filled with fearful vitality and began to move around actively, looking for something.

Now that I know what they are looking for, a predestined feeling of fear fills my mind.

“Aaaaa…! Aaaa…!”

They gather one by one.

Their focus clearly gathers towards this direction, and they look at each other at once.

“Kuhuhuh…!?”

The cosmic presence, the fear that comes from it, the fear.

The country began to be oppressed to the point where it was unbearable.

“Aaaah! Aaaa!!”

“Kkkk!”

“Kyaaa!!”

“Kkkk!!”

“Kwiiuuut!!”

There are a lot of numbers, but you can only see them.

Even though that was all, I had to struggle desperately, feeling that my life was in danger.

The images of Noeul and Retel, who had already passed out and were motionless while shaking like crazy and convulsing, were reflected.

i envy you.

If only I could faint like that, I wouldn’t have to feel this pain.

『……』

The countless eyes stared at each other as if observing for a while, then slowly began to change their shape.

Grumble, rumble!

“Haaa!!”

The eyelids are gently closed and the corners of the eyes are lowered, drawing a graceful line like a crescent moon.

A smile drawn as if it were interesting or fun.

“Kwaaa!!”

[[Dog Eyes] skill reacts!]

[[Dog Eyes] skill is disassembled and changes into [Bait] skill!]

[The [Bait] skill is combined and changes into the [Dog Eyes] skill!]

[[Dog Eyes] skill is re-decomposed!]

[[Dog Eyes] skill is connected!]

[The [Dog Eyes] skill is reunited!]

The contents of the holographic window that appeared like crazy were engraved in my mind as if being held by a soldering iron, and I saw the indescribable abnormal phenomenon manifesting in my body and soul with the [Mystic Eyes of Condemnation], and only then was I able to understand the cause and effect.

The [Dog Eyes] skill was nothing more than a fragment smaller than dust scattered by the constellation to catch what it wanted.

It was just one of tens of millions or hundreds of millions of decoys scattered around, a skill of a higher rank than me that I couldn’t properly handle and had such terrifying performance that I was reluctant to use it.

“Oh my, this crazy guy…!”

Actually, there was a sense of discomfort from the beginning.

Even if the strange skill name is possible, the skill [Emotional Eyes], which is only 4 points, interferes with the ‘origin’ and ‘laws’ and succeeds in the appraisal, and not only that, it even evolves into a skill with terrifying performance?

How could there be such a good story?

From the beginning, I was caught on 088’s fishing hook.

…Of course, even if I had known that in advance, I couldn’t have done anything about it.

“Quaaa!!”

sick. It’s so painful.

Am I on fire right now?

Or is it frozen solid?

Did you get cut with a sharp knife?

Was it crushed by a giant hammer?

Was it pierced by a rusty awl?

Were they so tight that their bones broke?

I don’t know.

It may seem like all of those things, or it may seem like nothing.

“Huh!? Sigh…! Hah!? Huh…!”

Several times, I wandered through hallucinations and returned to reality due to my senses and nerves becoming uncontrollably heated and my nerves becoming a defense mechanism.

It was only then, in the midst of intense pain that burned not only my body but also my soul, that I realized and acknowledged it.

“ah…”

Die.

This thing, death is inevitable.

No matter what you do, no matter what miracle happens, you will definitely die.

“Ahhhh…! Why, why to me…! Damn it…!”

Suddenly,

Anger raised his head with difficulty.

Resentment and hatred boil over.

The sense of death that is slowly engraved in the body and the survival instinct that screams causes an explosion of conditioned emotions and returns one’s sense of reason, even if only slightly.

“Hahahaha! Haha! Haha…! Hahaha…!”

I managed to continue my thoughts even though I was out of breath and drooling.

“Crack! Crack! Crack!”

My mind is already full of things about that existence, but I force myself to think about it and think about it, with the roots of my teeth shaking and tears of blood shedding.

What you can do now.

At least, what should I do to get at least one shot?

What do I have to do to inflict pain on that damned constellation?

“Huh! Huh…!”

Wrong.

Nothing comes to mind.

What can a weak and insignificant creature do to that gigantic and great being?

“Huh, ugh, ugh…!”

Feeling that I had reached my limit, I trembled and hit the floor.

The feel of the squishy eyeballs is unpleasant.

“Huh, huh…!”

Even at this moment, I could feel the trembling of the muzzles screaming and spitting out blood, and I looked at Noeul and Letel, desperately trying to save their lives.

“……”

“Ahhh…”

Noeul was already not breathing.

Retel was barely able to squeeze out his lungs, but it probably wouldn’t take long.

“Pud-deuk-deuk-deuk-deuk-deuk-deuk-deuk-deuk!”

How could the death of another person be this shocking?

In an instant, boiling resentment overflows, fueling hatred and violence.

“Aaaah! Aaaa!”

Trembling, I put the ‘absolutely couple ring’ on the cotton finger of my right hand.

It is a kind of insurance and gambling that came to mind with insufficient reason and distant consciousness.

It may be meaningless and may have the opposite effect than I had imagined, but the [Mystical Eye of Condemnation], whose function has now been expanded to its limits, was able to look more deeply into the karma of this object.

A supernatural phenomenon that ‘must connect two people.’

Its meaning is not just to force them to fall in love and to know each other’s location.

An even more powerful phenomenon was reflected in the [Mystic Eyes of Condemnation].

No, maybe it was corrupted because of the constellation.

It doesn’t matter what.

Because I bet everything on that possibility.

To be precise, there was no other arrangement that could be made.

“Huh, huh…!”

I glared at him through [Mystic Eyes of Condemnation].

“Wow, wow…!”

As soon as I saw it, I was shocked so strongly that my internal organs were turned upside down and I vomited blood, but I forced myself to focus.

Grumble, rumble!

The heavily bloodshot [Mystical Eyes of Condemnation] begin to shed bloody tears all at once.

“Haaa! Haa…!”

I rolled my eyes desperately trying to find the guy’s soul and karma.

Because I can only attack if I recognize it.

But no matter how much I rolled my eyes, I couldn’t find it.

『……』

As if it had read my intentions, the constellation that had been watching quietly with a smile on its face revealed its soul and karma.

“Aaaaa…hahaha…hahahaha…”

Is this what it feels like when a firefly looks at the sun in front of its nose?

It was everything.

A presence pressing down on this space, this space, even the other side of this space.

All of that was his soul and karma.

“Ha ha ha ha ha…”

Can I do any damage by attacking this?

No, I assure you, it won’t be able to make even the slightest scratch.

“Clud! Clud!”

But, I do it.

I’m going to die anyway, so what’s there to hide?

“Giggle! Giggle!”

“Kuddeukdeuk! Creakdeuk!”

“Seuuu…!”

[Cries of despair, pain, and grief] It also reads my intentions and vomits blood, grinds its teeth, and inhales.

“Ah, ah…!”

The presence, soul, and karma of the constellations block, restrain, and appease my consciousness.

They gently admonish us that we shouldn’t do that, that it’s meaningless, and that we should just worship and worship them.

In response to that infinite mercy and grace, I…

“Kuddeukdeukdeuk! Phuddeukdeuk!”

I ground my teeth.

As a result of my resistance, blood burst out from my eyes, nose, mouth, ears, and pores of my entire body, but I did not stop and gathered my will.

“Ah, ahhh, ahhh!!!”

“Kkkk!!”

“Keee!!”

“Kaaa!!”

“Kwaaa!!”

“OFFEEEICK!!”

A scream that burns life resounds.

A terrifying scream of such force that it pushes the surrounding atmosphere in the form of concentric circles, creating a huge shock wave, and tearing apart everything it touches.

With that, they worked hard to shake the soul and karma of the constellation.

However, the more I screamed, the more I realized the gap between the constellation and me.

It feels like an empty air blowing in to destroy the universe.

“AA AA AA…”

How many people have burned themselves like that?

Finally, after pouring everything out, I collapsed on the spot and couldn’t move.

『…─.』

At that moment, the constellation muttered something.

I couldn’t understand the meaning, but I clearly remember that it was the final blow that took my life.

Fuwaaa!

The ‘Mirror of Resentment’ emitted an ominous flame.

“Ah, uh…”

Come to think of it, when I killed the Sahagi shaman, it was this ‘Mirror of Resentment’ that struck the final blow and killed me.

Then, just like now…

Puhwaaa!!

In the blurry and dark vision, the ‘Mirror of Resentment’ glowed like crazy, revealing my son-in-law.

“……”

That was the last thing I remember.

[Chances remaining: 4]

***

slam-!! Thoroughly!

“…uh.”

When I came to, I was standing dazedly on a familiar coastal cliff.

“…!?”

I realized the current situation a beat late and immediately tried to get up but ended up falling down.

“Ugh!? Shit…!”

I cursed while stroking my sore buttocks, then looked blankly at the sea and the jungle, then burst into laughter at the sudden fear and trembling that came over me.

“It really doesn’t make sense. I was brought back to life after traveling back in time, but the effects still remain…”

I don’t know what a constellation is.

Whatever it is, I’m sure I don’t want to encounter it again.

“hmm…”

I didn’t want to even think about its existence, so I forced myself to check my physical condition and skills.

Damn it! Damn it!

“…No problem.”

I thought that since I was back in the past, I might not be able to use [Cry of Despair, Pain, and Grief] or [Mystic Eyes of Condemnation], but it seems that what I bought through the [Point Shop] is a type that is bound regardless of time and space.

The ‘Mirror of Resentment’, which I thought would have flown towards the constellation with my death, is somehow still intact.

Oh, and the [Absolute Couple Ring] is also safe.

“I should say it’s fortunate… No, there’s really no mercy beyond that…”

I never would have thought that the respawn location was really this uninhabited island.

To be honest, I thought there was a high possibility of that happening, but now that I’m actually flying here, the feeling of desperation is no joke.

[1000 points if you last a month on a deserted island]

“……”

However, I am very concerned about the hologram window that has been flickering in front of my eyes since a while ago.

Does this give you 1000 points if you last another month?

“Oh, really?”

Even though I said this, I can feel the anticipation growing.

Well, just in case, I guess I’ll stay for about a month.

If you think of it as a vacation, it might actually be perfect.

“Okay then…”

Since you still feel weak, let’s check something else.

“Whoa…”

I’m a little nervous.

Because at this point in time when we returned to the past, there was no guarantee that this would be successful.

“…Rael.”

The moment I chanted in a slightly unconfident voice, a blurry shape appeared before my eyes.

Black hair tied up neatly and calmly sunken black eyes.

A white-skinned beauty wearing a traditional maid uniform stares at me.

“……”

good. It was successful up to this point.

I wanted to cheer, but I suppressed it because there were still problems left.

If this problem becomes a reality, you will think that it would have been better if the summoning had failed.

“…Rael.”

Indeed, does she remember me?

“…Do you recognize who I am?”

-……

Her expression was emotionless and expressionless as she looked at me calmly, but soon emotions began to emerge little by little.

-ah…

And finally, her mouth opened.