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What does the goddess tormenting me want?

That was my initial thought.

But that thought didn’t last long. The goddess simply enjoys seeing me suffer.

Realizing that, I tried my best to endure the torture. However, the goddess enjoyed that sight and found me adorable no matter how I looked.

The goddess tormented me for 12 hours a day.

The methods of torture were diverse. She tortured me in countless ways, enjoying my reactions, even when I passed out.

After 12 hours, the goddess nursed me back to health with sincerity, as if she was torturing me to nurse me.

When I woke up feeling the touch of Lily, Helena, and Eia, I looked at the goddess and vomited.

I couldn’t bear the delusion that I mistook the caring touch of those who loved and trusted me for the touch of the worst goddess torturing me.

I don’t know how long it’s been since I was captured by the goddess.

The torture felt endless, and the healing time passed quickly due to the effects of the torture.

Recalling the most terrifying torture by the goddess, it was how deep a needle had to go into my eye to blind me. How much it had to pierce to blind me.

The excruciating pain of the slowly penetrating needle.

Time passed endlessly.

I endured torture, sexual torture, and healing endlessly. As time passed, my mind scattered.

Feelings of anger and disgust towards the goddess had disappeared. No, there was no strength left to harbor such emotions.

I couldn’t even react to the pain, and my mind was so broken that I couldn’t even feel sexual torture.

Reaching that point, I resented Lily, Helena, and everyone.

Saying they loved me, protected me, healed me, made me happy.

Yet, I was dying.

Internally, I resented endlessly. I cursed and imagined doing things to the kids that I would never do.

That’s how I fell into guilt.

I understand. I can’t be saved.

A goddess. In the fantasy world, isn’t a goddess the strongest in the world? Managing the world, calling heroes, creating heroes. That’s a goddess.

According to Isabelle, who was a former saint, even her power as a saint was given by the goddess.

With such great power, why is she doing this to me?

If she has that much power, can’t she just create someone prettier than me? Or find someone prettier than me.

I know I’m pretty. I’ve been surprised by my reflection in the winter ball too. But if the goddess is so obsessed with me…

Not at all.

Even though I was stuck in the Estelle family or lived in the body of the World Tree’s sister for a long time, I haven’t been blind to other people.

I’ve been to the academy with Lily, and Lily has been outside the family several times when she was young, so I’ve seen the people of this world.

The people of this world were all beautiful. Even ordinary citizens had a certain beauty.

So, even though I didn’t see them, the royals and nobles of other families would have been much prettier.

But why is she doing this to me? Aren’t there many people prettier than me?

According to the goddess, the reason I’m in pain and the reason I’m on death row were all to kill me.

I just can’t understand. What did I do? I don’t have mana, I don’t have talent in anything else.

Just one person. One citizen. A humble maid. A woman who is a servant to one person. Why.

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The goddess sniffed Amelia’s head in her arms.

“Hmm~”

Her hand caressed Amelia’s large chest, playing with the nipples she had diligently trained.

“…”

Amelia did not react. Or rather, she couldn’t.

Due to the continued torture and sexual abuse, Amelia’s senses had deteriorated to the point where she couldn’t even feel anything.

The goddess lifted the now lighter Amelia, who had lost her arms and legs, and stared into her empty eyes.

There was no sign of life in those hollow eyes. The goddess reached out her finger to touch Amelia’s eye.

Even though the finger was right in front of her eyes, Amelia did not react. The goddess then dug her finger into Amelia’s eye.

A terrible sound echoed, but Amelia only twitched her body a few times without any response.

Seeing this, the goddess sighed, “She’s already broken… It’s a shame… I can’t do things like this when they can’t even feel pain after death. I got too caught up in Amelia’s loveliness and didn’t think about it, and now she’s like this.”

With Amelia’s lack of response, the reason to keep her alive disappeared.

Furthermore, the current state was a temporary state, and there was a major issue with the descent that was only possible in the sacred realm.

Because her physical body was fake, she couldn’t feel the warmth of a human. In other words, she was in a state of projection.

So, originally, the goddess had planned to kill Amelia right away, but if she couldn’t see Amelia’s pain, screams, or fearful expressions after death, it would be more beneficial to just kill her and bring her back to feel Amelia’s warmth.

The goddess, who had gouged out Amelia’s eyes, began to contemplate how to kill her.

She wanted to give a glorious end to the living Amelia, as this was her last moment alive.

“I’ve decided.”

The goddess decided to feel Amelia’s living heart, which would not be there again. So, by forcing it, she brought her actual body instead of a projection.

As a result, there were several constraints and side effects, but the goddess didn’t care about those problems.

She just wanted to feel Amelia’s living heart.

After preparing, the goddess touched Amelia’s left chest, but her hand did not penetrate to touch her heart, as her physical hand fell to the ground.

Before she could understand the situation, the hand holding Amelia was also severed.

A red ribbon blocked Amelia from falling to the ground.

“So, you’ve come this far?”

The goddess clapped as she looked at Lily, who had appeared emitting mana opposite to her. The goddess, who had not expected Lily to break through the dimension and enter the sacred realm, was secretly impressed by Lily.

As Lily was followed by Helena, Emily, Isabelle, and the saint Irina entering the sacred realm, the goddess sighed.

“Don’t bother me and leave.”

Ignoring the goddess’s words, they all rushed towards her.

With just one finger snap.

Except for the goddess, everyone was slammed to the ground.

Ignoring everyone in that situation, the goddess approached Amelia. Her hand reappeared.

Once again, ignoring the constraints and side effects, she reached out her hand to Amelia, only to fail once again.

“Annoying.”

The goddess tried to tear the red ribbon blocking her hand, but it wouldn’t budge.

“Uh?”

It wouldn’t tear.

As the confused goddess tried to exert more force, the white sacred realm began to change rapidly.

“What, what’s happening?”

The sacred white sanctuary transformed into a forest in an instant, a forest that instilled fear in those who beheld it.

It was a forest where only the color black existed, not its original beautiful hues.

In a moment, the forest began to take control of the sanctuary.

The goddess was shocked to see her sanctuary being taken over by another being’s mana.

“Why, how is this…!?”

As the goddess’s control over her sanctuary wavered, Lily, Helena, and everyone else rose once again.

Lily glared at the goddess who had inflicted suffering on Amelia for a long time.

Lily had to witness Amelia suffering in the sanctuary.

No, everyone had no choice but to watch.

Although they found a way to enter the sanctuary, they knew that they could not stop the goddess if they entered now, so they could only watch.

Killing the goddess in her current state would be futile as she was just a projection, not a physical body.

Even if they killed the projection, the goddess would surely reappear and make Amelia suffer again.

That’s why everyone waited.

They waited for the saint to emerge with a physical body. They watched Amelia suffer until then.

They watched Amelia suffer until she became numb.

Their hearts were slowly eroded. But knowing that trying to stop the goddess now would be futile, they gritted their teeth and waited.

Finally, as the goddess manifested a physical body to kill Amelia, Lily, who could smell the scent of Amelia’s panties stained with menstrual blood from their intimate relationship, cut off the goddess’s hand reaching for Amelia’s heart.