episode_0083

During breakfast, I cautiously spoke to Su-unni.

“Su-unni…”

“What’s the matter?”

Su-unni, who was eating vegetables in front of her, tilted her head.

The food prepared by Su-unni was delicious. I don’t know if it’s her ability, but the vegetables were incredibly fresh and tasty. I couldn’t believe vegetables could taste this good.

However.

Eating only vegetables for a week is not the way to go. People need to eat meat to survive.

No matter how much my body is deteriorating, I don’t think I can survive on just vegetables.

“Is it not allowed to eat meat…?”

“…Do you want to eat meat?”

“Yes…”

“Is my vegetables not tasty?”

“N-No! They’re delicious. But eating only vegetables for a week…”

“Are you getting tired of it?”

“…Yes.”

“It can’t be helped. Amelia, if you get stressed, your appetite might diminish.”

“…What taste are you talking about?”

I’ve never cooked here before. And can cooking skills change due to stress? Well, I guess you can make mistakes if you’re under a lot of stress.

My cooking skills are excellent. But I don’t remember ever cooking for Su-unni.

Huh? What’s with the bottle?

Su-unni took out a bottle from her arms, probably to confirm what I was talking about.

But the color of the liquid inside the bottle seemed strangely familiar.

It felt like the breast milk that came out of me. Is it just a misconception?

“It’s not a misconception.”

“Huh?”

“The breast milk that Amelia produces is correct.”

“…?”

Su-unni’s words made question marks pop up in my head like crazy.

I know that Helena took all the breast milk I produced and disposed of it herself.

Why is Su-unni holding it?

I can guess.

How sincere Lily and Helena are towards me. They love everything about me, especially how they treat my urine as a sacred elixir.

If they treat my urine like that, how would they treat the breast milk that comes from me? It’s obvious without looking.

Come to think of it, Su-unni must have thought of drinking my breast milk first and gave me a potion to produce it.

Su-unni is drinking my breast milk in the tea she made.

“Hmm… Amelia’s breast milk is different in color. How can it have this scent and taste..”

It’s quite embarrassing. Even a few hundred-year-old tree spirit enjoys my breast milk.

“I’ll bring meat dishes tomorrow.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

“Thank you!”

Phew. I’m relieved. I can finally escape from the vegetable hell.

“Is it really hell?”

“Oh, no!”

Oh, I keep forgetting that Su-unni can read minds. I’ve been thinking that she could read my thoughts all along, so my face turns red involuntarily.

After finishing breakfast with Su-unni’s help, I headed to bed.

Lying down on the bed, I received a tea bag made from Su-unni’s body as usual and started to contemplate.

Is it okay for me to be like this?

Lily and Helena always come for a visit once a day.

Lily drinks my breast milk, wriggles in my arms, and then leaves.

Helena provides me with the information I want. Of course, she doesn’t tell me when I ask, but she sucks my breast milk and mumbles while pressing her face against my stomach.

I don’t know what the problem is, but the current situation is very bad.

Oh, of course, it’s not that the Vitium country we belong to is bad, but the state of Hyra where resources are depleting is bad.

Hmm… Why is the war being accelerated due to some problem? I don’t have a way to know what’s going on here.

First, what has changed from the game?

First, Lily’s awakening as the main character. Originally, Helena was supposed to be the main character. However, due to Lily’s early mana awakening, she became the main character.

And the Wesley family, who hated our family. The Wesley family, who all died by an unknown assassin and disappeared.

Originally, the Wesley family betrayed the Vitium nation they belonged to and dragged them into the war. With the Wesley family gone, I don’t know what will happen.

Helena has also changed.

Now, it has changed so much that it’s impossible to predict the future.

What I am most worried about now is whether Lily and Helena will participate in the war.

No matter how strong Lily and Helena are, war is a dangerous place where you never know what variables will come into play.

But even if I tell them not to go, there is no way I can stop them once the country calls for them.

What should I do…

Should I ask Su-unni first?

How can I help Lily and Helena? I can’t just lie in bed like this.

What do Lily and Helena like?

First, they like meatballs. But I can’t do anything with that. It would be strange to pack meatballs in a lunchbox. In a war.

Next… my chest…? Lily and Helena seem to have an obsession with my chest. But this is also rejected. They touch it all the time anyway.

Now that I’ve noticed, there’s the language of Lily and Helena, Seongsu. But this is also rejected. I feel repulsed by it. No matter how much they like and love it, it’s embarrassing to drink it.

Hmm…

Come to think of it, even though I’ve been with Lily for so long, I don’t know what her hobbies are.

Was being with me her hobby…?

The same goes for Helena. Even though I met her less than Lily, I spent a considerable amount of time with her. I can’t say it was little.

When I think of Helena, the only thing that comes to mind is her snuggling into my arms and complaining about the stresses of the day while subtly touching my chest.

Oh, she also fed me.

I really don’t know what Lily and Helena like…

It would be nice if there was something I could do even though I’m here.

Sh-should I really give them breast milk? But Lily and Helena love drinking my breast milk, but overwhelmingly prefer drinking it directly from my chest.

It’s evident in their actions and expressions.

This won’t end. I doubt there’s anything Lily and Helena like that isn’t me.

Ah, this might be okay. Isn’t there something like that? Something you can touch and feel even if it’s far away.

Oh! This is it!

Lily and Helena really love my chest. They heal by touching my face and rubbing it every day without fail.

At first, I was very embarrassed, but seeing Lily and Helena’s happy faces, I became happy entrusting my chest to them at some point.

It’s already difficult being away from Lily and Helena for so long. Except for when Lily left me and went to the academy. That was Lily’s fault.

I can only see them for about an hour a day, so Lily and Helena’s energy is lacking. But maybe feeling Lily and Helena’s touch on my chest will relieve some of that?

And since I’m just lying in bed anyway, maybe it’s okay to let Lily and Helena enjoy my chest with their gentle touches?

After all, it’s my home, and no one comes into this room anyway.

Lily and Helena can enjoy my chest, and I can feel their touch. Isn’t this a win-win situation…?!

I was indeed a genius.

The problem is how to ask Su-unni for this.

I would have asked Camilla, the dragon, if things were normal, but since I can’t get out of this body right now, should I ask Su-unni…?

But if I ask someone I’ve only known for less than a week to “please make my heart,” wouldn’t they look at me with disdain?

Most likely, that’s exactly what would happen. But asking Lily would feel more like a surprise gift.

In the end, it seems like it has to be Su-unni. Yes, I’ll tell her when she comes to check on me.

“That’s a very good idea.”

“Eeeek!?”

I screamed in surprise at the sudden voice coming from beside me.

After calming my racing heart for a moment, I turned to see Su-unni standing there with a smile.

When did she come? I didn’t sense any presence at all. Did she read my mind when she said it was a good idea!?

“Yes, I did.”

How? She definitely wasn’t here just a moment ago.

“Where is Amelia right now?”

“In your body, Su-unni? Oh…”

Right. This room where I’m resting is inside Su-unni’s body.

“Yes. I can hear the thoughts of all living beings that come into my sight. Of course, that includes what’s inside my body as well.”

How far does Su-unni’s ability go? It’s amazing.

With that level of ability, could she make what I want?

“It’s possible.”

“R-really?”

“Then… can you make it?”

“Of course. But I need to touch Amelia’s chest to make it accurately.”

Huh? I thought she could just create it with magic. With Su-unni’s ability, it seems like she wouldn’t need to touch me.

“I have to touch.”

“Okay.”