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Lily’s eyes, devoid of vitality and focus, trembled for a moment.

Carefully, I took Helena and Emily’s hands, which were reaching towards Lily, and gently lowered them.

Fortunately, Lily did not resist my touch.

Slowly, as I stroked Lily’s head, I carefully released the hand holding Lily.

-Flinch.

Lily’s hand, as if unwilling to let go of mine, tried to hold onto my hand, and I slightly bent my knees to meet Lily’s gaze.

Lily’s eyes looked like an abyss. Dark, intense pupils with black irises and the color of blood.

Lily’s eyes, devoid of any vitality or focus. Just looking at them feels like being drawn into the abyss. Anyone who sees them would tremble and avoid eye contact, but I do not fear Lily because I know her.

Without much reaction from Lily yet, I slowly leaned in and tentatively extended my lips, as if trying to tease Lily with a kiss.

The moment our lips were about to touch or not touch.

“Ugh!?”

Lily grabbed my head firmly and pushed it towards her, and our lips met.

I could feel Lily’s soft lips through mine.

Naturally, Lily’s tongue slipped into my mouth and began to explore.

While kissing Lily, I looked into her eyes.

The eyes that seemed to swallow everything like an abyss had now turned into animalistic eyes.

Is this good?

I struggled to breathe under Lily’s rough kiss, as if she was trying to release all her pent-up emotions through this kiss.

‘Dangerous…!’

Even this damn kiss was draining and exhausting. Not to mention that it was becoming difficult to breathe, and my stomach was growling like crazy.

Afraid of passing out if we continued kissing, I quickly pulled back to stop the kiss.

As Lily’s eyes seemed to sink back into the abyss, I immediately held Lily’s head and enveloped her in my large, comforting chest.

Feeling Lily’s breath after a long time, her warm and desirous breath gently tickled my chest.

“Phew.”

Thankfully, I did not stop stroking Lily’s head while soothing my breath.

I started sweating. My body was trembling slightly, and I was struggling a lot, saying that it was very difficult.

How long had I been standing that it was this difficult? I felt completely drained.

Moreover, why did my body become more sensitive when my stamina was weakening? Was my body becoming lewd when it was weak?

“Ugh!”

While pondering these thoughts, I flinched as I felt a touch on my chest and stomach.

As I lowered my head, I realized that Lily’s hand was now on my chest and stomach.

Even in this chaotic state, Lily’s instincts did not disappear. Was she still wanting to touch me?

Normally, I would have let her touch me, but my body was in a dangerous state right now. It wasn’t weak, but my body was just too sensitive.

Helplessly, I grabbed Lily’s hand and was about to push it away when Lily’s hand quickly moved towards my lower abdomen and gently pressed on it.

And then, Lily pressed firmly on my stomach.

I saw stars for a moment.

It felt like my stomach and brain were connected in an instant. I couldn’t think of anything, and my body was so out of control that I couldn’t even focus on Lily in front of me.

The only thing I could feel was the liquid flowing endlessly from my body.

“I, I wet myself…!”

In that moment, I confirmed that I had wet myself, and I tried to stop it by exerting as much force as possible, but my body, which had already lost control, did not allow it.

As my bladder emptied coolly, my body collapsed. To prevent myself from falling, I leaned on Lily’s body.

“But why isn’t there any sound?”

Come to think of it, even though I had completely emptied my panties and it had flowed out with tremendous force… I realized I shouldn’t have looked.

Lily had somehow regained consciousness and was holding me in her arms, and in front of my eyes, a round liquid floated as if it were in a zero-gravity state in space.

The problem was that the liquid was not just water. If it were water, it wouldn’t have had a slight yellowish tint.

That, that means… that’s my… I omit the words.

I don’t know why Lily collected it like that, but even thinking about it was exhausting.

I got up with my dying body, went down the stairs, and even went to Lily and kissed her.

I closed my eyes without resisting the overwhelming sleep that was coming over me.

But why did she really collect that…

==

It was dangerous.

I knew that my mind had not fully healed. And to suppress it, I had been using various products from Amelia.

But this time, after checking Amelia’s condition and feeling guilty for not noticing it earlier, I went crazy with guilt.

I couldn’t bear my disgust and guilt. My body didn’t move well, just like when I was on drugs, and I couldn’t control it.

Devoured by the overwhelming mana, I was consumed by the nature of the mana that Amelia possessed and became a witch herself.

Black mana.

Originally, my mana did not have black mana. I had a more intense red mana than any other, but after Amelia died and I fell into drugs, the color of my mana changed.

As I engaged in various activities to meet Amelia again, I deteriorated and my mana turned pitch black.

Continued killings and crimes changed the nature of my mana to death, and if I couldn’t control my mana, I would be devoured by it and my emotions would die.

Moreover, in the future, no one would need anyone but Amelia, so I didn’t bother to control my mana.

Because of that, my mana became stronger and I became more insane.

And the aftermath happened now.

I almost hurt Helena, whom I love and cherish. I almost killed my colleague Emily and hurt the saint who treated Amelia.

Damn. How pathetic am I.

Amelia must be the most scared and distressed, but I, who am supposed to comfort her, made her worry by going crazy.

I regained my senses and carried Amelia back to the room with magic.

And I laid Amelia back on the bed as she fell asleep again.

After laying Amelia down, I bowed my head to Helena, Emily, and the saint.

“I’m sorry. I’m really sorry…”

“It’s okay. I completely understand. You’re Amelia’s mother and lover.”

Helena smiled and reassured me that it was okay.

Fortunately, Emily and the saint also accepted my apology, and we started talking again.

What to do with Amelia.

That damn dragon master had disappeared again.

The master knew about Amelia’s condition. So, for Amelia, the master prepared lenses and medicine in her carrier.

And Amelia used them to endure.

“For now, it seems like that Amelia needs to go to a place full of vitality. I’ve never seen someone with such extreme lack of vitality before.”

“Where is overflowing with life force? Is that even possible?”

Helena expressed doubt at the Saint’s words. A place overflowing with life force. In other words, a place with many people?

“That’s different. Life force is the unique energy that living beings possess, but it’s different near the World Tree.”

“If it’s the World Tree, then the elf’s…”

“Yes, that’s right. I don’t know why Amelia’s total life force is decreasing, but maybe being near the World Tree can prevent it from decreasing.”

“Prevent it from decreasing…”

“…It’s like gaining extra time. Still.”

“Alright, if I have time, I’ll find a way to save Amelia.”

“The problem is…”

The Saint hesitated before speaking.

“The World Tree of the elves. I know about it too. Elves consider the World Tree as a god and the most precious thing, so even most elves can’t approach or touch the World Tree.”

Helena shared her knowledge about the World Tree.

“So, most elves can’t even see the World Tree. Except for the famous High Elves.”

When the term High Elf was mentioned, the Saint nodded in agreement.

“High Elves. Are there any existing now? There hasn’t been an official appearance of a High Elf in a long time. What should we do, with a High Elf near the World Tree… it’s one challenge after another.”

The Saint’s genuine concern for Amelia was evident in her words. As expected of the Saint, she must have already taken Amelia to heart.

Setting aside the Saint for now, I need to think about the World Tree.

It’s true that we need to go to the World Tree for Amelia’s recovery. So, how should we go about it?

High Elf… High Elf?

Come to think of it…

“Salut!”

“Yes?”

“I’m going to the academy.”

Thinking about the High Elf I fell for, I decided to head straight to the academy.

Just as I was about to leave, Helena grabbed my shoulder.

“What’s wrong?”

“Should we share what Lily obtained?”

“What do you mean by share?”

“The Holy Water.”

Grinning, Helena spoke.

“Do you know how hard it was for us to stop Lily?”

Damn, does she remember? I was secretly planning to take it all for myself.

I reluctantly took out Amelia’s Holy Water that I had hidden.

Emily and the Saint cautiously approached, avoiding eye contact with me, and reached out their hands one by one.

These damn lesbians!