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    Thrown body.

    The sound of a door being locked.

    The breath I feel on the back of my neck is hot, as if it’s cooking my skin, and my body shivers and trembles every time Louise’s erotic hands explicitly caress various parts of my body.

    ‘Fucked.’

    A split second was enough to come to a conclusion.

    Although he didn’t say it directly because he was alone with Louise, there would be no better words to express Victor’s feelings.

    Of course, isn’t Victor currently intoxicated? Louise’s eyes seemed to be dripping with honey as she looked back, so she must have taken the aphrodisiac too.

    …Seeing the medicine bottle rolling around under the bed, I’m sure I took some medicine.

    “Lou, Louise?”

    Victor took a deep breath and grabbed Louise’s shoulder.

    It was difficult to come to my senses from the skinship that made my body feel like it was melting, but I used my superhuman will to squeeze out the words.

    “Now, wait a minute. Can you wait a moment?”

    “I can’t wait. What?”

    Louise responded by rubbing her flooded groin. It must have been a while since I drank the medicine, and the pants that touched my crotch were soaked.

    “It only takes a moment. Huh?”

    “…”

    “Please…”

    “I understand.”

    In response to Victor’s plea, Louise embraced the legs that were wrapped around his waist. A long line of sticky body fluid came out from the crotch along with a crackling sound.

    “Thank you.”

    Victor, who regained his freedom, stood up, wiping away cold sweat. My legs feel shaky because of the weak medicine, and my body trembles every time my clothes rub against it. Nevertheless, Viktor gritted his teeth and walked to the door.

    smart-

    “Shiron, are you there?”

    There was no answer, but Victor was also a person who trained Mana.

    It was not difficult to check the energy of the man sitting right in front of the door, leaning back.

    “Shiron, why are you doing this? Do you hate me that much?”

    -Victor Geiya.

    Is it because of the pathetic voice? A calm reply was heard from beyond the door.

    -I’m sorry, but I’m not squeamish enough to mix with people of the same gender.

    ‘you stupid!’

    -I’m not gay, I’m straight. He says he really likes women, not men.

    ‘Ciriel noticed it too, so why didn’t you notice!’

    -I’ve known for a long time that you like me. But that’s right. No matter how pretty you look, the thought of what’s hanging from your crotch makes me sick.

    ‘I am a woman!’

    Victor swallowed the words welling up to his chin.

    If I were alone with Shiron, I would have said it out loud, but I felt Louise’s gaze on me from behind and it was frustrating.

    -And that’s it.

    Even while Viktor was in trouble, Siron did not stop talking. In fact, his voice became lower, as if he was more serious than before.

    -I feel so sorry for Louise.

    “…”

    -I understand that you don’t like Louise because she’s gay. Because I can’t like you, a man, either. However, I don’t think that’s a reason to ruin a person’s entire life.

    Siron looked at the sky outside the window. It was a clear day, so it seemed like starlight was pouring down.

    It was like this in the prairies too. So, it was easy to picture Louise looking helplessly at the night sky.

    He left the imperial palace on his own.

    The reason was simply because the emperor did not look at him.

    Many people died because of petty personal greed.

    It wasn’t her fault, it was the apostle’s fault, but everyone involved with Louise on this expedition died except for the Prien family.

    He must have been so overcome with guilt that he had no idea how to return to the palace. So, I secretly left the tent and cried silently.

    Louise,

    Because I thought it was a luxury to openly show sadness. I may not show it outwardly, but I may have been hallucinating people scolding me for being so annoying when I did a good job.

    -So have sex with Louise.

    Siron spoke emphatically.

    -Because I also took aphrodisiac. Even if you don’t have a body that doesn’t attract women, your dick will be erect.

    Like Shiron’s object, which is still as hard as stone.

    -And you also have to look at the heirs of the imperial family, right? Just close your eyes and count the stars. Louise will finish it off in no time. For your information, a barrier has been set up so that men and women cannot leave unless they have sex. Don’t make wasted efforts.

    chin-

    “Did you hear everything?”

    Louise put her hand on Victor’s shoulder. Victor closed his eyes tightly and looked back. It wasn’t because I was afraid of being raped by someone of the same gender. The reason he didn’t open his eyes was because he didn’t have the shame to face Louise.

    Louise, facing Victor, smiled bitterly.

    With his eyes tightly closed and his mouth pursed, he looked like a frightened boy. I wonder if I’ve ever shown myself this weak, but I soon understand.

    ‘Your Majesty was also abandoned by Lord Siron… Was he neglected?’

    like me.

    Louise smiled, feeling pitiful.

    “Please open your eyes.”

    “Sorry.”

    “Please don’t apologize. Because I was the one who was so unreasonable…”

    “No.”

    Victor said with strength. My pants were wet as if I had peed for a long time, and my body was getting hot just from the wind passing by, but I couldn’t bear to face Louise with a sloppy expression in this situation.

    “It was me who was wrong. As Siron said, I am the one who ruined your life.”

    “Your Majesty…”

    “You heard it too, right? I, I like poetry.”

    Victor had tears in his eyes. A single tear flowed from the corner of my eye, which was as moist as a crotch.

    ‘your majesty…’

    Louise thought she saw a lot from this place. He writes me letters filled with love every day, and gives me a bouquet of flowers in full bloom every time I see him. At night, they sing beautiful songs. Even when I complained, I sympathized and countered as if it was my job.

    so,

    I just thought he was a strong person.

    ‘I’ve caused trouble again.’

    Victor’s physical abilities were less than half of Louise’s, but I thought he would have a stronger heart than Louise, who was prone to accidents due to loneliness and indifference.

    “I’m sorry. Your Majesty.”

    “What… I’m sorry.”

    “It’s still causing trouble.”

    When I came to, Louise was crying too. Her tears added water stains to the floor soaked with her honey water.

    Louise wiped away her tears with her sleeve. The sexy underwear I had prepared for this day was lifted, slightly revealing the wet area.

    ” I can’t control my mind. I keep crying because I hate myself like this.”

    “…”

    “I knew that Your Majesty did not love me. I knew that your majesty loved Sir Siron. Nevertheless, I wanted to receive love from His Majesty.”

    “Louise…”

    “So I resorted to such measures, but in the end I made His Majesty sad…”

    Louise took a step back. What was reflected in my blurred vision was Victor with a sad expression.

    “I’m a really bad girl, right?”

    “Oh, no.”

    “I think it’s inevitable that affection will fall because you’re selfish and childish.”

    “…No.”

    “This selfish and disgusting woman has one last plea for you. Please share your majesty seed with me. And after I have a child, I will leave this palace on my own.”

    Victor stared at the crying Louise in silence.

    I don’t know why things turned out like this.

    …No, actually, I knew it well.

    That it was all because of him that Louise was crying sadly and Siron’s heart was heavy behind the wall.

    My heart is throbbing. I have known for a long time what kind of feelings Louise had. However, Victor was raised to become emperor his whole life.

    At a young age, she took on her older brother, who was fifteen years older, as her rival, and from then on, she continued to receive training to become an emperor. This means that I constantly received education that took out emotion and filled it with reason.

    So, I think I have no choice, and I have to justify my actions…

    “Louise.”

    “…Yes.”

    “You didn’t do anything wrong.”

    Is it because of the weakness? Or maybe he feels guilty about Louise.

    “It’s me who is selfish.”

    Victor could no longer be shameless. She took off her loose jewelry.

    Tap, tap. The gold piece fell as if a thread was broken. Every time that happens, a layer of the skin covering her is peeled off.

    “The selfish woman… is me.”

    Victor revealed his true self. Since my mother passed away, my bare face, which I had only shown to one person… was a whirlwind of mixed emotions.

    Frustration. chagrin. Regret for my father. Resentment towards mother. Lamentation about one’s situation. Pity and sadness for Louise. finally…

    “I’m gay, no… I’m a woman!”

    A small love that was kept hidden and could not be fulfilled.

    “…Your Majesty?”

    Louise looked at Victor with wide eyes. The handsome boy had gone nowhere, and a woman with short hair was there.

    Victor looked at Louise with a much relieved heart.

    I was so shocked that I couldn’t close my mouth, and my eyes, which had been dripping with honey, became as small as peas and were trembling violently.

    “I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.”

    I lowered my head and apologized repeatedly, but there was no reply.

    Yes, it’s natural to be surprised. You’ll probably resent it too.

    It was obvious that Louise’s mind was whirling even more than Victor’s was right now.

    Unlike Victor, who achieved his goal of becoming emperor, Louise’s life was completely denied after this.

    So, Victor held his bitter heart and decided to apologize.

    This mistake is a sin that you will have to regret for the rest of your life, and no matter how many times you apologize, it will not be enough. So, I just thought that it would be nice if I didn’t beat him to death.

    Until I felt a soft, warm touch. Louise caught Victor, who was about to kneel, and kissed him.

    “…”

    Widened eyes stared at the sad face. It didn’t take much time to move on to the next action.

    There was less resistance than I expected.

    So, I could at least respond by rubbing my trembling back.

    bang!

    “What the fuck? Victor is a woman?!”

    The two women were startled by the man who barged in while they were kissing.

    “Is it true???”

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