episode_0103

It’s another nightmare.

A nightmare I’ve had countless times already.

A tightly closed door.

A terrible sound coming from inside.

A white-haired woman sitting in front of the door.

I was a weak person in the past who could not even open a locked door.

knock on the door

The knocking sound is drowned out by the terrible sounds coming from inside the room.

Even if you beg for the door to open, it won’t open.

There is nothing I can do.

All I can do is cover my ears and wait for this terrible situation to end.

Only after a long time has passed does the tightly closed door open.

At the same time, heat and unpleasant odors emanate from within.

And the moment a pair of naked men and women come into view, the nightmare ends.

“……”

To have a headache.

My body is unpleasantly wet.

I roughly take off my sweat-soaked clothes and wash my body in the crudely made shower.

I tried cooling my head with cold water, but the headache showed no signs of going away.

‘Zeek… .’

I always got headaches when I had nightmares.

Only Zeke can cure this terrible headache.

A nightmare I had every day.

Headaches that make it difficult to stay sane.

Jealousy that is difficult to suppress.

Due to a combination of complex reasons, I was forced to fuck Zeke every day.

I knew that no matter how much I could pretend it never happened, I shouldn’t have done it.

Still, I couldn’t bear it.

I couldn’t bear the nightmares and headaches that came from the fear that I might lose him again, and the jealousy that kept coming out.

‘But it’s okay now…’ .’

The nightmares I used to have every day are now happening every two to three days.

Headaches, which had been difficult to maintain my sanity, were reduced to an annoying level.

The jealousy that was difficult to suppress became somewhat bearable as I gained peace of mind.

It was all thanks to my first experience with Zeke.

This was not Zeke in his doll state, stiff and looking at me expressionlessly.

It was Zeke who moved lively, caressed every nook and cranny of my body, and whispered love.

The relationship they had because they both wanted each other gave them a level of pleasure that was incomparable to forced sexual intercourse, both physically and mentally.

I am no longer afraid of nightmares.

I am not the person I was in the past, when I had to helplessly lose Zeke.

‘I have become stronger… . More than that woman… .’

I opened the system window and checked the status tab.

[Status]

Name: Rupiah

Level: 85

ability

– Life: 99

– Concentration: 99

– Strength: 50

– Adaptation: 78

– Miracle: 99

skill

– Time Rewind Lv MAX

– Power: Telekinesis Lv MAX

– Arc Increase Lv MAX

– Arc Recovery Lv MAX

…

Over the past 8 years, I have steadily become stronger.

Thanks to this, he was able to save the world on his own, without Zeke or other colleagues.

As a hero of the empire, I gained tremendous influence.

And he used that influence to send ‘that woman’ to another continent.

Don’t let Zeke ever meet that woman.

Kwasik–.

I accidentally put too much force into my hand and the shower head broke.

“Phew… .”

I wanted to kill that woman, but I couldn’t.

So that Zeke will not despise me when he finds out the whole truth.

For the sake of my future with Zeke rather than my immediate hatred, I couldn’t kill that woman.

Chii Iik–.

Water spewed out uncontrollably from the broken shower head.

Open the system window and adjust the time.

Then the,

Exactly.

Snap your fingers.

Time goes back.

Until the broken shower went back to normal.

okay.

I’m just ‘normalizing’ it.

The relationship between me and Zeke has gone awry.

This story went wrong.

We’re just getting things back to normal.

Because Zeke was originally mine.

Because he loved me, not that woman.

It’s natural to get back what was taken, right?

So please,

please forgive me

please understand me

… love me

*

*

“Phew… .”

As soon as the hot breath came out of my mouth, it turned into white steam and dissipated.

Even though the heating system was running full blast, the murderous cold of the North Continent was slowly gnawing away at my body.

But I can’t go back.

Because there were so many things I needed to hear from Azta.

“You have to save God’s soul… . No, what on earth is God in the first place? Are you really talking about the God of the Virgin Mary?”

“…St. Mary’s Church?”

Azuta asked in a curious voice as if this was his first time hearing it.

Did you live before the Virgin Mary Church was created?

“Roughly speaking, it is a religion that serves an omnipotent and only god who looks down from the sky. It is said that the Virgin Mary is a being chosen by God to teach believers.”

“Sky… . Omniscient and omnipotent… . It’s very different from the God I know.”

“What is it?”

The gods served by each religion may be different, but aren’t they generally similar?

The world we live in is different, and most people assume omnipotence as a default.

“Gods live on earth. Although he has great power, he is not omnipotent. Above all, I only know more than six, so I am not unique.”

“Hmm… . It’s unique.”

Even in the mythology of the Northern Continent, where even the gods are struggling, the world in which the gods live is separate, but they live together with humans on earth.

It’s actually better.

It would be easier to kill them if they were on the ground.

“Then where should I go to meet those gods?”

“…You can go to the West Continent. The hometown of all ‘gray gods’ is the West Continent.”

Beyond black and white, is it now gray?

Come to think of it, I said that the awakened Lord of Death would color the ‘gray world’ with death.

If the god on earth is a gray god, then the gray world in context means the earth.

‘Black is chaos, white is order. The earth where the two are mixed is gray where chaos and order coexist… .’

That sounds plausible.

“I know that I have to go to the West Continent first. Then how can I take out the soul of the gray god?”

“I don’t know about that. Even scholars who studied for a long time couldn’t figure it out.”

“Then how did you make the daisy?”

The Lord of Death is sealed in Daisy’s body.

Since the Lord of Death is probably not the only one who needs something special, the soul of a god is equally necessary.

Unless the scholars who created Daisy accidentally picked up God’s soul along the way, there must be some way.

“That… . They say scholars accidentally discovered the soul of God.”

“Plague.”

It’s a hit.

Why is this real?

‘Uh, then shouldn’t I just ask Daisy directly? If the soul of God holds the initiative, then Daisy is the gray god.’

No matter how childlike you may be, you probably don’t know your own identity.

“Unfortunately, the soul of God discovered was one that had just been born. So even scholars could not find out anything through that child.”

Oh shit.

Isn’t this changing the game in real time?

How is it that every thought I have is so harshly rejected?

“Ugh… . It’s a pain in the ass.”

“Zeke. Just the thought of you thinking of me made me happy enough. So–”

“Uh huh. Solving difficult problems is my specialty. So, stay silent, no, don’t sleep, just wait.”

“……Yes. Please don’t be too late.”

“Of course. If the frost witch is released after dragging it on, it’s a disaster.”

Now that I think about it, I think I can get some help since Lufia is on an expedition to the West Continent.

In the first place, Lufia’s quest was to solve the monarchs.

Perhaps she also intentionally volunteered for the expedition to obtain God’s soul?

Although Lufia directly said that sealing is not the solution, perhaps the soul of a god is needed to exploit the ‘weaknesses’ of the monarchs.

‘Even if that’s not the case, there’s no harm in sealing it in an artificial body.’

Lufia didn’t do anything particularly strange to Daisy, so sealing her wouldn’t interfere with the quest.

The intuition I developed while playing this damn game told me that Azta’s event and Lufia’s event would take place at the same time, but… .

‘I can’t help it.’

If you can’t avoid it, you should accept it positively.

Attacking S-class and A-class at the same time. You kill two birds with one stone.

It’s shit.

It’s shit.

… What a fucking dog.

*

*

After returning from the North Continent, I immediately left work and returned home.

Maybe it’s because I’ve been out longer than usual, but my condition isn’t good in many ways.

“Hey, Ariel.”

“Yes, master.”

Ariel is lying down on the floor and working hard with a footrest.

It’s not that I’m doing this because I want to, but since he keeps saying he’ll provide sexual services, I have no choice but to use it like this.

“Don’t call me master. Because it’s creepy. Just call me normally.”

“Okay, Zeke.”

No matter how much he calms down once the strategy is over, I still think this is too harsh.

At 90%, they resisted me to the point of giving up their lives and beliefs, but now they are obeying me to the extent that they can literally be called a model of slave.

‘No, isn’t it submission?’

I guess this bitch ends up doing whatever she wants.

When I thought about it, I felt embarrassed and pushed Ariel, who was lying face down, with my foot.

“Ahh, Zeke, are you finally planning to rape me? I’m ready anytime–”

“Be quiet. And Bir, save some money.”

The stinging feeling in my back subsided.

Bir, who is good at hiding his presence, made me exude such deadly force that even I could feel it.

In many ways, she’s a crazy bitch.

“Umm… . Master, you have finally returned.”

The red fox, Karjen, appeared through the slightly open door of the master bedroom.

She must have just woken up, and she came towards me with half-asleep steps and jumped onto my lap.

“I will allow you to pet me, so be happy.”

Karjen curled up on my lap and demanded to be petted.

This crazy fox cub is acting like a master just because he’s a little cute?

To correct his habit, I fed him chestnuts up his nose.

“Ugh!”

Then it covers its nose with its small front paws and struggles.

When I lifted her by the scruff of her neck, Karjen struggled to get down.

Soon, he seemed to have given up and lost all his strength and fell limp.

I threw Karjen on top of Ariel, who was still lying there.

It must have been fast enough for her to catch it with her hands, but Ariel stayed still, and Karjen hit her in the abdomen.

“Ha… . Something warm and soft, full of Zeke’s fur, hit my stomach. like… . Like a living creature… .”

“You’re a living creature, you crazy bitch.”

Ariel hugged Karjen tightly as if she was precious, stroked her with strange hand movements, and gave me a sinister look.

“Ugh… . You sleazy bitch, don’t touch me like that! Ahh! Why are you licking! You’re not even a dog! Ouch! Let go, I feel bad!”

I’m going crazy.

“Ariel. Just give him some food.”

“Wait a minute, master. I’m the blood of this vulgar woman!”

Ariel’s finger dug into Karjen’s mouth without hesitation, and blood began to flow after being stabbed by Karjen’s tooth.

Even though Karjen said she didn’t like it, she instinctively started licking up the blood.

The last meal I got was in the morning before I left for the North Continent, so I’m sure I’m hungry.

“Hmm… . To mercilessly steal the blood of a weak girl… . Zeke is a tyrant after all.”

“If you keep using your tongue, I will pull it out.”

“Hehehe. Like this?”

Ariel stuck out her tongue and made a motion of licking something long.

“Ugh… .”

Now I’m tired of matching the rhythm.

I left the two biting and sucking alone and headed to the living room.

As I lay down on the bed, I felt like I would fall asleep at any moment.

‘Now the next event is Azta…? .’

The A-level event has just ended, and it’s A-level again.

How to solve an event that requires obtaining the soul of a god, which is obviously going to be difficult just by hearing it.

I guess things will work out because I have Rupiah.

No, it’s because of Lufia that these bizarre events occur.

“Ugh… . Damn developer bastard. Keep acting like that. I can’t wake up.”

I fell into the rushing water and muttered softly.