episode_0086

“You crazy person, you will be trapped in this ice forever. All you can feel is hunger and boredom, so suffer for eternity.”

Shit.

“Beautiful. It’s the best work I’ve made so far.”

Bitches.

My body is frozen, but my mind is fine.

I can’t move a single finger, but my senses are vivid.

By what principle is this possible?

Even though it’s fantasy, it’s so unscientific.

Will this melt someday?

Surely it won’t be frozen forever?

There is nothing permanent in this world.

Everything has to end.

So this ice will melt someday.

right?

Say yes.

“I’m sorry. It’s a beautiful work, but it feels lacking somewhere.”

“I know your passion for art, but it’s time to go back.”

“Please wait. It won’t take long.”

Fuck, is this not enough?

What the hell are you trying to do again?

“I remembered it. The best material that will elevate this masterpiece to perfection.”

“Hmm? Where are you going?”

“I’ll be back soon.”

Where are you going? Come back.

I can’t turn my fucking head, I don’t even know where I went.

There’s still some rusk left though.

Rusk, you bitch, you want revenge on me.

Is this revenge? Revenge is what allows you to enjoy eternal life?

I’m so damn tired.

The best revenge is death. So kill me quickly, kill me quickly.

It’s so fucking frustrating because I can’t speak.

“Cluck, cough… . iced coffee… .”

Is this Lufia’s voice?

Oh fuck God, Rupiah.

“Ah… . Zeke… .”

Rupiah, turn back time quickly.

Or just break me.

Don’t just suffer and do something.

“I, I will solve everything… .”

Yes, you have to solve everything.

So stop talking now and turn back time quickly.

“Just a little… . Just a little while… . Can’t go back… .”

Fuck, you still haven’t recovered?

I’ll be amazed.

“Hwaryongjeong Branch. This work can be completed when there are two people.”

A frost witch appeared in my sight.

She had Rupiah stand in front of me.

What are you doing now?

“Eternal love. A beautiful pair of lovers looking at each other frozen and living forever.”

No fucking way.

“Overcoming pain. If you are with the person you love, you will be able to overcome the pain of eternal hunger.”

Rupiah, turn back time quickly!

“Zeke… . Sorry… . love you… .”

Lufia barely raised her trembling hands.

It reached out to me as if it wanted to caress my cheek, but it couldn’t reach it.

Lufia froze as she faced me.

“Hahahahaha! Yes, this is much better! It really is a masterpiece.”

And Rusk, who was watching this, burst into laughter.

“I’m happy. I can’t believe my sister recognizes my art. I wonder if the day will come when you too will make art.”

Rusk swung his mace in the air, creating a crack.

“You don’t know what. War is an art in itself. So, this body can also be said to be an artist.”

“I’ll admit it. Because we all look at art differently. Then the next stage of art will be the white world.”

“Okay. The time has come to trample on all those abominable bastards.”

The Frost Witch and Rusk fell into the crack.

Afterwards, the crack gradually got smaller and then disappeared.

The sound of their conversation disappears, and all that remains is a frighteningly still silence.

The strong wind and heavy snowfall stopped.

It will be fine.

Lufia must have been frozen with her mind still intact, so time will be returned soon.

Let’s wait.

No need to reset yet.

Just wait.

Just a little, just a little.

Because I’m used to this.

*

*

It’s been frozen for three days.

I struggle with extreme boredom.

My sight and hearing are fine, but all I can see is the snow-covered snowfield, the night sky, and Rupiah.

All you can hear is the occasional wind blowing.

I said I could definitely feel hunger, but I don’t feel anything.

I think it would have been less boring if I had been hungry.

‘I don’t think those guys lied, and they couldn’t have been unaware of their own abilities… . Is something blocking my skill?’

I opened the system window.

Then the reset button immediately stands out.

‘…no. ‘Not yet.’

To consciously turn my attention off the reset button, I quickly moved to the skill window.

Among the activated skills, there is only one that seems related.

Only anti-mental blocks all mental attacks,

If I turn this off, will I feel hungry?

It’s just hunger.

It’s better than being boring.

[Skill: Anti-mental deactivation.]

‘oh… .’

I started to feel hungry.

This is similar to when I was locked up and starved for several days.

Wait, no, I think it’s worse than that.

What the fuck is this?

I’m hungry.

I’m so hungry that I die.

But it doesn’t die.

So I’m still hungry.

I had the urge to stuff everything in sight into my stomach.

Anything is fine, so please let me eat something.

hungry.

It’s painful.

It’s so painful.

It would have been better if I had seen food in front of me.

All I can see is my eyes.

But those eyes look delicious too.

I think it will be as sweet as shaved ice.

Oh, there was Lufia too.

Lufia’s frozen face,

It looks really appetizing.

The cheeks seem to be soft because they have less muscle.

Your breasts may feel like they’re all covered in fat, but it doesn’t matter as long as you can eat them.

Thighs are full of muscle so they must be tough, right? Of course, I will still eat it.

It’s a shame that I barely have any belly fat. I think it would be the most delicious.

Fuck.

What am I thinking?

I can’t do it.

I feel like I’m going crazy at this rate.

No, I might have gone crazy already.

[Skill: Anti-Mental activation.]

When I activated the skill, the hunger that had been so painful disappeared in an instant.

Fuck, people go crazy in just a few minutes.

Are you saying that Rupiah and Ker are going through this kind of pain right now?

Frost Witch, you crazy idiot.

*

It’s been frozen for 7 days.

Time still hasn’t turned back, and the ice shows no sign of melting.

A system window opens before your eyes.

[Do you want to reset?]

Just press the yes button and you will be at ease.

But then everything I’ve built will disappear.

‘…Fuck.’

I closed the system window.

It’s only been 7 days.

Compared to when I was imprisoned by Lufia, it’s like three rounds of blood.

Now that I think about it, why doesn’t Lufia turn back time?

It makes no sense not to turn back time on purpose.

The pain of hunger I experienced, even briefly, was beyond imagination.

Even if you are not hungry in the first place, there is no reason not to turn back time.

Then you can’t turn back time.

Was the time reversal gift blocked by being trapped in the ice?

‘Ugh… .’

Not much help when you need it.

It’s okay though.

Even if Rupiah can’t turn back time, I won’t reset it.

If you keep waiting, an opportunity will come.

certainly.

*

It’s been 15 days since it was frozen.

It’s still boring as hell, but I still found things to do.

Of course, what we do the most is thinking.

In particular, I mainly think about the rupiah.

A recent change in Rupiah’s attitude.

And the seizure button that gets pressed occasionally.

Officially, we have progressed to sexual intercourse, but the number of times is actually lower than in the past.

The habit of constantly asking yourself if you love yourself.

The result of thinking about all of these things.

There was only one conclusion that could be reached.

Rupiah wants to be convinced.

For her, sex is just a means to gain confidence.

Of course, you might like the act of interacting with each other and sharing affection, but it’s not something you do hundreds of times a day like you did in the past.

Unsure before she officially gave up, she compulsively raped me.

But after I stopped progressing, I became more confident, so there was no need to rape me.

Because I gained confidence, my mind became more relaxed, and my jealousy and resulting violence were greatly alleviated.

‘What if I just hit a little rice cake…? .’

I wonder what’s so big about mixing bodies, but seeing as I don’t do it with women other than Rupiah, it seems like it’s okay.

‘Other than that, does it have something to do with Lufia’s PTSD?’

Rupiah would occasionally show severe anxiety symptoms.

The cause is probably that Lufia turned back time and made something that never happened, the so-called ‘disappeared route’.

It seems that in that lost route, Lufia and I were quite close.

However, for some reason, I was taken away by another woman, and I think I was extremely shocked in the process.

‘It may have been a one-sided relationship.’

The past me is also me in the end.

I have always been wary of forming deep relationships with heroines.

Therefore, it is somewhat strange to have a close relationship with Rupiah.

Maybe Lufia became obsessed with me while having an imaginary relationship by herself.

Considering Rupiah’s and my personalities, I think this would be a better answer.

‘It’s creepy.’

In any case, in the process, it may have created an opportunity for me to develop a twisted obsession with sex, such as when I intuited myself having sex with another heroine.

‘Something is strange.’

Lufia can turn back time, and her military power is at the level of the strongest in the world.

Of course, now Rusk has become too strong beyond common sense and has been defeated, but at least under normal circumstances, there will be no heroine who can beat Lufia.

If it were the Lufia I knew, she would have stormed in right away, ripped off the heads of other heroines, and raped me. Was he soft before he went crazy?

‘Or maybe the power I have now didn’t exist in the past.’

A yet-to-be-revealed S-class heroine may have the ability to counter Lufia.

In the end, nothing is certain.

The moon rose in my sight.

I was lost in my thoughts and it was already evening.

If you look at it this way, being frozen again isn’t that bad.

Because you can calmly organize your thoughts.

‘Fuck.’

It’s not that bad.

It’s so fucking shit.

I think it’s possible without having to freeze.

Someone please break me down