episode_0099

I’m disturbed.

Since I’ve seen such a strange thing since morning, I can’t help but be distraught.

You hugged Hyukjin as if you were a female and whispered dirty words into his ear?

How can we show a video that even a passing dog wouldn’t believe?

I really think I just saw it for no reason.

If I hadn’t seen it, I would have happily started working on my commission after a refreshing morning.

Even the rough outline of the composition is not drawn.

In a confused state of mind, I just doodle a lot.

The ones that are mainly drawn are, of course, fox beasts, but the difference is that bald, muscular characters are constantly drawn.

I eventually gave up on commission work and threw my pen away.

“Fuck… Really fuck…”

How can I get out of this slump-like situation?

Normally, I would have gotten out of it by doing personal work, but now it seemed like even if I tried to draw personal work, the situation would get worse.

My head is full of strange imaginations, and if I draw them down, they will come to mind even when I sleep.

I started thinking about ways to overcome my slump while lying down in bed, and after a while, I was able to think of a brilliant solution.

Yeah, you always have friends who help you whenever you’re in a slump, right?

If you borrow the power of those crazy friends, you might be able to get through this complicated situation.

I didn’t bring a cam, but I brought a microphone, so there shouldn’t be any problem broadcasting.

Since it was a no-camera broadcast from the beginning anyway, viewers won’t really care.

So, I turned on the broadcast for the first time in a long time and began to wait for the viewers while lightly doodling on the drawing board.

1st line magic, 2nd line magic, 3rd line magic, 4th line magic.

As I was drawing as much beauty as possible in each line, viewers flocked to me and chirped loudly like hungry baby birds, telling me to turn on the broadcast.

[Kita!!! Host, why did you come now!!!]

[No, why the fuck don’t you row when the water comes in? This is the first time I’ve seen a streamer throw away an opportunity;;]

[Why is there no cam? Where is the damn pretty fox shaman? At least show me your breasts…]

[So what are you drawing today? Ruel? Selina? Anything is fine, so please draw me some sun and moon characters.]

[I want to see the sun and moon rising. It seems like the billing isn’t really a joke, but I’d like to see the server owner’s account.]

[I don’t need all that, I just need to draw a funny picture for today. Really, that’s enough…]

As the number of viewers has multiplied, the content they want is also different, creating a confusing situation.

But I wasn’t embarrassed and instead greeted him warmly and closed the drawing board.

“It’s been a while, everyone. How have you been? Is this your first time seeing us since our 1st anniversary broadcast?”

Of course I will see it for the first time.

Right after the 1st anniversary broadcast, we couldn’t turn on the broadcast for a while because we were conducting an R-18 commission.

I pretended to express regret and gave answers to viewers who asked why I didn’t turn on the broadcast.

“It was unavoidable not to turn on the broadcast. There were a lot of 19+ illustration commissions related to the sun and moon, and some of the above sexually explicit pictures were also included. You can’t draw sexy pictures during a broadcast, right?”

As I answered calmly and smiled, one of the early viewers of the broadcast attacked me with support.

[Don’t be fooled by outright lies, you idiots. If you look back at this year, you will see that it is a shallow bitch that was portrayed as funny from the first broadcast. Even in the second broadcast, he stopped while drawing funny pictures. She’s such a bitch, do you believe that?]

“Shepherd girl… thank you so much for your 1,000 won donation… fuck you! Don’t slander! I drew it because your kids told me to! I did nothing wrong!”

I screamed and screamed, but the ‘Shepherd Girl’ immediately attacked me a second time.

[Okay, let’s say that’s the case for the first broadcast. What about the second tentacle? Wasn’t that something the host drew in a hurry? If I’m wrong, please refute me.]

“Well, that’s…!”

I can’t refute it.

It is true that we were surprised by the huge amount of donations pouring in and made a sudden move.

but.

“Don’t frame me!!! It was simply to express gratitude to the sponsor! Then, a donation of more than 100,000 won was received on the Hakko Painter broadcast, which is only watched by 50 people, but are you keeping quiet? Don’t you have to make a poop show!!!”

When I shouted angrily that the person with a loud voice wins over the logical person, my kind viewers sided with me instead of the ‘Shepherd Girl’s’ hand.

[ㅗㅜㅑ… Shit show… Hehehe…]

[I’m not interested in anal scenes with Scott… but I think I’d be interested if the host were to do it.]

[The final butt show in the life of a nine-tailed fox shaman]

[But isn’t it actually a national rule that a shaman commits a crime from the back? Usually, when you see

[I’ve decided what I’m going to draw today haha. It’s either anal or scat… Everyone, it’s Dom Hwangcha!!!]

…That wasn’t it, fuck it.

Well, there’s no way these crazy perverts will take my side kindly.

I sighed deeply and spoke to the viewers in a tired voice.

“I don’t know if it’s anal, but I never draw scat pics. It’s a meme that makes me feel physiologically disgusted, so why draw something like that, damn it.”

Of course, there will definitely be someone you like.

But I will never respect that preference.

There are tastes that can be respected and tastes that cannot be respected, but how can one respect a sexual desire like Scott’s?

I’m really, truly curious.

Why does that suck?

I guess character excretion is a bit lame, but Scott just excretes things, right?

Where on earth is the weak point?

For a moment, I tried to think of the bad points in scat, but I felt like my brain was being raped and tainted by scat, so I gave up right away.

“Anyway, I’ll stop chatting here and move on to today’s content.”

I ran Paint again and slowly engraved the letters on the board.

The viewers who confirmed this all cried out in despair.

[Domhwangcha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

—–

At first, I tried to have a moderate conversation with viewers and then proceed with commission work.

It was also a 15+ illustration commission that was almost extinct, and doing it while broadcasting would definitely relieve boredom.

But no matter how much I tried to frame it before the broadcast started, I couldn’t come up with an answer, and in the end, I had to make a choice.

Should I break this slump by drawing something new and special, or should I force myself to keep drawing what I can’t draw?

I thought about it for a moment, but I chose the former.

If you try to force yourself to draw something that cannot be drawn, you will end up with only feelings of disgust.

After giving up on commission work, I started thinking about what to draw during broadcasts.

What should I draw?

Should I draw a sexy picture while walking a tightrope like I always do? Or should I draw a fox beast like I did when practicing drawing for my personal work?

Or should I draw something more special?

After thinking about it for a while, I decided to draw ‘something special’, and started looking around the room I was assigned to find materials.

Small-sized slippers… I drew these last time, the remote control seems like it would be difficult to express something that is ugly, and the rolled up yoga mat was something the sexual fanatic talked about during the last confession…

Is there anything new? The moment I thought about it and looked at the bathroom, I nodded.

That’s it.

That would be able to break the slump and at the same time discipline the arrogant viewers on the air.

I started broadcasting with the items in the bathroom imprinted on my head, and after saying I would proceed with the content, I drew it on a paint board.

[Really… I don’t know what’s coming, fuck it. Even though I’ve only drawn a few strokes, I can already feel the madness.]

[Looking at the replay, I saw that there was a time when I was in trouble with slippers, but what is coming out again this time?]

[Can’t you just draw something normal? I came here to see a pretty picture, but what strange thing are you looking at?]

[Phew… Take a good look, newbie. It is a ‘departure corner’…]

[Don’t you get used to that every time you see it? Haha, she’s like an onion… Even if you cut her, her sexual desire is endless haha]

[??? : I’ll just leave.]

The influx of people trembles with fear as each stroke is drawn.

And the rotten ones who sympathize with the newbies but make fun of them cheerfully.

I burst out laughing while looking at the noisy chat window, and quickly completed the drawing to meet their expectations.

Wait, you fucking perverts. I will show you a sexual desire that goes beyond what you think.

I ended up completing the painting while thinking about how viewers would react to the completed painting, and the viewers who confirmed this.

[…Fuck, what did I just see?]

[Teacher… I have a very serious sexual desire. Please don’t pretend to know outsiders.]

[Why does a bitch with a normal face like things like this? Seriously… Her face is such a shame…]

[Hesu… I was watching a broadcast at home when my mom hit me on the back, asking me why I was watching something like this… Fuck… I want to commit suicide…]

[Whew… wow? This kind of thing sucks, what the fuck?]

[Are tube-type cosmetic containers originally a bad thing…? Nunna, I’m dizzy…]

It showed quite satisfactory responses.

The response is quite good. I think it would be okay to proceed with season 3 later, right?

What would you like to draw next time? I’ll have to look it up sometime.

I resolved to draw one more time when I had the chance, and jokingly said after quitting the paint board.

“Everyone was very surprised, right? From now on, we will be broadcasting ‘normal’ commission work. Of course, if you want the same picture, I can draw you a few more.”

I have a few more items to look at, so if you want, just let me know and I’ll draw them for you right away.

When he said that triumphantly, the viewers spoke in unison.

[We’ll just shut up, so you can do whatever you want. Instead, please put up with the same sexual profanity pictures just now…]

I think I got the discipline right.