episode_0038

I was quite embarrassed.

So the words ‘Okay.’ didn’t come out right away.

Why are you suddenly canceling the lesson?

And this early in the morning?

Has Ga-on changed his mind?

Did he actually think that his girlfriend could be taken away from him after seeing the video he filmed this time?

– why? What’s going on?

My question was answered almost immediately.

Yujeong seemed to be looking at her smartphone like me.

– I think I have a cold.

– It’s been creepy since last night, and it’s gotten worse now.

– My neck hurts a bit and I can’t teach properly in this condition.

– You could pass the cold on to your brother.

“what… . Was it something like that?”

I swept my chest.

It wasn’t what I thought, I just had a cold.

– Have you been to the hospital?

– are you okay. If you take some medicine and get some sleep, you’ll be fine.

– But I still have to go to the hospital.

– What if it’s not just a cold?

– I know my body well.

– It’s just a cold.

“You’re strangely stubborn.”

It feels different than when talking face to face.

In particular, the way he ends every sentence with a period seems really stiff.

Do you usually talk to Gaon like this?

– Is it because you have difficulty moving?

-There is also something like that.

– If I had to go to the hospital and wait for several hours, I would have ended up getting medicine anyway.

– I don’t have the energy for that.

-What about Gaon?

– You can ask Gaon to go with you.

This time the answer did not come back right away.

Are you sleeping? It wasn’t until I was thinking about that that I finally got a reply.

– Gaon oppa is busy.

– As a punishment, I am not allowed to leave the house because I am doing uninhibited content for 50 hours.

＂50 hours of no-indulgence? So are you going to broadcast for two days straight without sleeping?”

No.

Because there is also a sleeping room.

Do you sleep with the screen on?

Either way, I thought it was a very difficult job for a streamer.

– Then what about Yuri?

– I hope you’ll come.

– Still, you’re my sister, so wouldn’t you come?

– I think they would say that I catch a cold because I smoke.

– Then shall I go?

Also, the response time became longer.

Unfortunately, the answer that came back after a long time was a refusal.

– That’s Okay.

– See you on Monday.

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“ha… … … .＂

I threw away my smartphone and sighed heavily.

Is it because I drank alone on the balcony last night?

Or did you pass it on to a member who has a cold?

＂How can Garam oppa be more like my boyfriend… … .＂

My heart ached at the words that inadvertently fell from my mouth.

But isn’t that true?

If you’re your boyfriend, you should at least ask him if he took medicine or went to the hospital.

I knew that Gaon oppa was busy.

I also knew that I didn’t normally watch KakaoTalk during the broadcast.

＂Maybe you should have just asked me to come… … .＂

I have no strength in my whole body.

The breath that flows out every time I breathe is hot.

If you close your eyes and place your hand on your face, you will be confused as to whether it is your face or a hot pack.

“still… … . Because I took the medicine… … . It will get better… … .＂

My body feels uncomfortable due to sweating.

I want to shower, but I don’t have the strength to go down to the first floor.

It’s painful to breathe.

At least a cold wet towel… .

No, even a glass of cool water… … … … .

“ha… … … .＂

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Did I fall asleep before I knew it?

I hear rustling around me.

And then I felt a wet towel being placed on my forehead.

“dream… … … ?＂

I didn’t like the cracked and crushed voice.

If it’s a dream, I like it better if it’s a dirty dream like the last time… … .

“Unfortunately, it’s reality.”

“ah… … ?＂

My brother’s voice tickled my ears.

When I carefully opened my eyes, I saw my brother looking at the thermometer through my blurry vision.

“thank god. “The fever has gone down a little.”

＂Ga..Gaon oppa?＂

“… … .＂

My brother’s face instantly hardened at my words.

A bitter smile spreads across his face.

And the face soon straightens as if nothing has happened and makes a wonderful smile.

“Unfortunately, it’s on my brother’s side.”

Realize your mistake.

I knew… .

I knew Gaon oppa couldn’t come… .

If you thought about it a little, you would have figured out that it was Garam oppa… .

What did I do… … .

＂I’m sorry. brother… … . I don’t think so… … .＂

“no. If possible, you too would have liked your beloved brother to come and take care of you. Not a sex partner.”

“… … .＂

“iced coffee… … . “Where would a man without a girlfriend live?”

My brother grumbled playfully and placed a new wet towel on my head.

As I tried to get up, he laid me down again.

“Still, it’s a bit embarrassing?”

“ah… … ♥ Oh…oppa?”

My brother cupped my chest with his cold hands.

I put my hand under the blanket, put my hand inside my pajamas, and started touching my body, which was hot in a different way.

“I was worried, so I put off my work and came here. “You’re calling another man’s name in front of me?”

My brother’s cool hands slid gently over my body.

I felt so sorry that I couldn’t bring myself to tell him not to touch me.

I felt less uncomfortable because I cleaned my body while I was sleeping.

When I saw the faintly fragrant smell, it seemed like they were making something to eat for me.

＂Why…why did you come… . Then my brother… … . What should I do if I catch a cold? … .＂

“Then you take care of it then.”

My brother immediately removed his hand from my body.

And he held my hand tightly.

“Hold my hand like this. Understand?”

“… … .＂

“Get some sleep. If you can’t stand it, tell me. Let’s go to the hospital together.”

“brother… … . What about work? “You have to write.”

“This is the good thing about being a writer. “Being able to work anywhere.”

“… … .＂

“I want to work here. On your computer.”

“Sleep quickly.”

“If you fall asleep, I’ll go down and work. I’ll hold your hand until then.”

＂What am I… … . Not a child… … .＂

While saying those words, I squeezed my brother’s hand.

My body was still in pain.

It’s hard to breathe, my head feels dizzy, and my voice doesn’t come out properly.

But it was much better than being alone.

To think that someone is taking care of me… .

The thought of someone holding my hand made me feel very at ease.

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When I woke up, I felt much better.

“Woke up?”

Contrary to what he said he was going to do, my brother was still sitting next to me.

If I see you looking at your phone, could you be writing on your smart phone?

“brother… … . water… .＂

My brother naturally helped me up and helped me up.

And immediately gave me a cup of water.

Did they think I would be thirsty so they left it there in advance?

＂Hmm… … ♥＂

The moment I put water in my mouth, my brother’s hand came inside my pajamas.

“Are you okay now?”

“Can you please stop asking questions while touching my breasts?”

“Your voice has improved and your fever has gone down a lot.”

Is it possible to measure fever by touching the chest?

Don’t you usually touch your forehead?

“Are you hungry? There is porridge. Want some?”

My brother gently scratched my nipple with his fingernail.

The unique movement that seemed to slowly pull it up from the base to the top left me speechless for a moment.

＂Would you like to eat… .＂

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I took a bite of the porridge my brother brought.

And I was amazed by the taste.

“brother… . “Do you know how to cook?”

“I can cook at least.”

I couldn’t really taste it because my nose was stuffy, but just by looking at it, it didn’t look like it had been made once or twice.

There was even abalone in the porridge. Did they even see the market while I was asleep?

“But this isn’t the porridge I made.”

“… … yes?”

＂I bought it from Geunbonjuk. “Isn’t it delicious?”

“… … .＂

“That house makes really good porridge.”

“… … .＂

“Why are you looking at me like that? “Isn’t it okay if it’s delicious?”

“is it so. It’s delicious.”

He chuckled and started eating porridge.

My brother is right. I am very grateful that they came to me like this and served me something nice to eat.

It doesn’t really matter whether you made it yourself or not.

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My brother kept looking at me.

I just sit quietly and watch as they helplessly eat the porridge.

Did I feel this way when I was sleeping?

Was he still looking down at the sight of him struggling with his eyes closed?

“that… … . If you look at it like that… . It’s a bit embarrassing… .＂

“that’s interesting.”

“What… … ?＂

“Pretty people are said to be pretty no matter what they do. “How can you look so helpless and pretty?”

＂Well…what a stupid thing to say… … .＂

“Why are you so embarrassed? Don’t worry, eat slowly. “It’s already the headquarters where we can’t even see each other anymore.”

That is correct.

But this is another problem.

Hair hanging out in a mess.

A face without any makeup.

Pajamas half-unbuttoned.

Me, looking like this, munching on my death in a daze… .

Garam oppa watches me with a smile… .

Showing my raw self without any physical or mental preparation.

How can this not be embarrassing?

“I’m going to sleep here today.”

“yes? Why..why?”

When I reflexively flinch,

My brother said with a grin.

“are you okay. Would I really do this with a sick person? I’m just worried. It usually hurts a lot more at night. It’s sad to be alone when you’re sick. I know because I live alone.”

“Ha..but… . Then it will definitely be moved… … .＂

“Usually, you can get better with a cold if you spread it to someone else, right? I wonder if it would get better if I just moved it around now.”

The words spoken playfully were strangely warm.

So the words “just go back” didn’t come out of my mouth.

I couldn’t even ask Gaon oppa for permission.

“Or will you let me put it in?”

“… … .＂

Is that why?

An answer that I would never normally give came out without me realizing it.

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“Are you sure you’ll get better if you stay in my arms all night?”

Of course it was meant as a joke.

The sight of Yujeong complaining helplessly was so cute that I wanted to keep pranking her.

I was expecting him to blush and tell me not to be stupid.

＂So… I guess… … … .＂

“… … .＂

So I never thought that words of approval would come back like this.

I never expected Yujeong to blush and start looking at me.

＂You… what you’re putting in is a bit weird… . If you’re just holding me… … .＂

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＂If you just touch my chest… .It might be okay… … .＂