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He left while moaning as he was being beaten by Han Ji-hyun.

I felt like my soul had been ripped out.

This one was really hard to do… … .

As a man.

He’s not a delicate, pretty boy, but a man who seems like a normal man.

The woman moaned while ejaculating.

And in front of my girlfriend too… … .

My identity as a man… … , dignity… … , masculinity… … .

It was such a tough play that it felt like everything was falling apart.

Gender reversal play is not my style at all.

Still, the reason I continued to do it for Han Ji-hyun was because I felt sorry for her.

I’m a guy who knows my stuff.

Honestly, Han Ji-hyun is a goddess that a man like me would never dare meet.

Even if I think about it myself,

Anyone who sees it would think so.

Some people may ask where there is superiority or inferiority between people,

If you ever lived as an unpopular man, you’ll quickly realize that all that is nonsense.

The fact that such a beautiful woman is meeting me instead of another handsome man is a big deal.

From my perspective, I couldn’t help but feel that she was losing out and making too many sacrifices.

The reason Han Ji-hyun still meets me is because she wants to have a reversal of roles with me.

If so, then she is willingly engaging in a role reversal play to repay him for meeting her on a much less exciting day.

It was doable to a certain extent.

Even though it’s not my favorite play,

Even though there are plays that are too shameful and embarrassing for a man to do… … .

Just seeing her like that made me happy too.

Because she was so lovely and treated me so well.

But when did it start?

Little by little, the plays started to become burdensome.

Since the time I wore a women’s watch to a cafe and felt ashamed when I heard the women there giggling at me?

From the time when I had to tell Han Ji-hyun the name of the woman named A-young?

From the time when I had to ask Han Ji-hyun to touch my clit while calling it my clit?

Since when I had to walk around Gyeongbokgung Palace wearing a woman’s hanbok… … ?

Thinking back, as a man, they were all horrible plays that made me sweat profusely.

But no play was as difficult as this one.

At least those were things that men could think of as something they would do for their girlfriends.

But from the moment I started moaning, my very identity began to be damaged.

I thought it didn’t matter if I was wearing women’s clothes as long as I was mentally a man.

It’s just a bit annoying.

But even though they are wearing the same women’s clothes,

From the moment a woman moans and uses a woman’s voice, it signifies the breaking down of the male wall.

I was so worried.

The gender reversal play that Han Ji-hyun wants has become too much for me now… … .

The next play might be harder.

Can I play this any further?

Can I hold out?

Every time I play the role of a man and woman reversed, Han Ji-hyun always tells me that she is so happy and so grateful.

Every time I do it, she loves it so much and she really hopes and expects me to do it again.

I am so happy because I firmly believe that I will continue to play the role of a man and woman in the future… … .

I feel like I would feel too guilty to tell that kid that I won’t do that anymore.

I can’t forget Han Ji-hyun’s face as she cried while confessing her unusual sexual orientation to me.

If I don’t do it, she’ll cry like that again…

If that happens, my heart will become too heavy.

I don’t want to make Han Ji-hyun cry, who is so pretty and lovely.

I want to continue to make happy my lover who truly loves me, even though I am so lacking.

Although the length,

Even if it is a path of gender reversal that is too difficult for me to overcome… … .

“Brother.”

I was sitting alone on the sofa, thinking about that for a while, when Han Ji-hyun came up to me and called me.

“Yeah.”

“It felt so good when oppa made me moan… … .”

Han Ji-hyun said to me, burrowing into my arms with a loving expression.

okay…….

It’s so pretty,

It wasn’t an expensive gift, and it was just a simple play, but I like it this much…

How could I not do it?

Even though it’s a bit embarrassing and difficult…

“I had a great time, but wasn’t it too hard for you, oppa? Are you okay?”

Han Ji-hyun asked me, worried about me.

I’m not making these gender reversal plays easy for you.

You know I had a hard time… … .

When I felt that, she, who was already lovely, seemed even more lovely.

Somehow, I feel like I want to play the gender reversal game more diligently… … .

“It’s okay.”

I said, caressing Han Ji-hyun’s face affectionately.

“I’m sorry… … . I don’t think you want to be my girlfriend… … . Because of me… … .”

“Why are you sorry? I said I would do it. I’m not in pain. It’s okay.”

“Brother… … .”

“If you’re happy, I’m happy too.”

“Oppa… … . Thank you so much… … . I love you… … .”

Han Ji-hyun seemed moved and came into my arms and said.

okay…….

If only she continued to like me as much as she does now… … .

Although it is so awkward, embarrassing, and difficult,

I plan to do whatever play she wants in the future.

You love me like this,

How could I not do it when you like what I do this much?

“Because you made me so happy… … . I want to repay you… … .”

“What about repayment? It’s okay. Your very existence is a repayment.”

Just being there is a reward in itself.

Just standing still and smiling at me is a reward.

“Still… … . I want to repay you too. I don’t know if you’ll like it… … .”

Han Ji-hyun spoke, somehow feeling more embarrassed than usual.

That sight was so pretty and cute.

what.

What did you prepare to make it like that?

“Anything you prepare I’ll like.”

“I wish it were so.”

Han Ji-hyun said with a hehe laugh.

“Then give it to me. What is it?”

I was curious about what Han Ji-hyun had prepared for me in return.

I was a little bit looking forward to it… … .

Honestly, I would be happy if she gave me a gift even if it was only 1,000 won.

There must be some men who would be happy even if Han Ji-hyun gave them trash and told them to throw it away, let alone give them a gift.

Rather, many men will offer expensive gifts and ask you to accept them.

She is a beautiful woman who doesn’t even accept gifts.

Because Han Ji-hyun is such a goddess,

Even if it’s a cheap gift, just being able to receive something is a happiness in itself.

“Then… … . I’ll give it to you… … ?”

Han Ji-hyun spoke to me with her face slightly flushed.

what.

Do you already have a gift?

I have nothing in my hands.

Is it in your pocket… … .

Han Ji-hyun carefully held my hand,

He slowly pulled her towards him.

Huh? Why are you pulling my hand?

What are you trying to do?

You want me to put my hands in your pants pockets?

You want me to take out the gift myself?

My hand, led by Han Ji-hyun, gradually got closer to Han Ji-hyun’s pants.

But, uh… … ?

Why wasn’t my hand reaching towards my pocket?

My hand was going to the middle of Han Ji-hyun’s pants.

Right in the middle of the band of the pants that Han Ji-hyun is wearing… … .

what……?

Why are you pulling my hand this way?

Han Ji-hyun suddenly lifted up the t-shirt she was wearing, revealing her bare waist.

Why are you suddenly putting on clothes again…?

Han Ji-hyun made my hand touch the band of her pants.

“What are you doing… … ?”

“A gift… … , to give… … .”

“Is there a gift here?”

“Yeah… … .”

Ahem… … . There’s a gift here?

I still don’t understand what Han Ji-hyun said.

It’s not even a trouser pocket,

What kind of gifts could there be here?

Han Ji-hyun pulled my hand a little more roughly than before,

He put my hand inside his pants, making my hand dig deeper and deeper into his pants.

… … ?!

In an instant, Han Ji-hyun’s panties were in my hands.

“Jihyun… … ?!”

“Gift… … .”

Han Ji-hyun said that,

He grabbed my hand and pulled me down, deeper.

Because of that, my hands even pushed aside Han Ji-hyun’s panties,

It went down even deeper inside Han Ji-hyun’s pants.

Huh… … !

Jihyun… … ?! If I, do this… … !

Then my hand will go inside your panties… …!

Can I put my hand inside your panties…?

As expected, I began to feel Han Ji-hyun’s soft pubic hair at my fingertips.

This is a gift… … ?

Are you telling me to touch this right now… …?

really……,

Are you really letting me come here now?

That most precious place of yours… …?

“Asking a woman to moan must have been a really hard request for a man… … . I also had a hard time before doing it… … . But thank you so much for doing it for me… … .

Han Ji-hyun spoke to me in a moist voice.

“That’s why I wanted to repay you… … . I was so nervous because it was my first time giving permission to someone, but I gathered my courage for you… … .”

“Jihyun… … .”

“This is my gift… … . I hope you like it.”

As Han Ji-hyun said that, she grabbed my hand and pulled me down even further.

My hands passed through Han Ji-hyun’s soft forest of conspiracies with such a pleasant feeling,

I stopped there, it was so warm, smooth and soft.

That which is in my hand now.

Just the sensation of touching it is what is exciting me so much right now… … ,

That which gives me such a wonderfully slippery and ecstatic sensation at the tip of my fingers… … ,

I’ve played and had fun with Han Ji-hyun so far,

I got a big daughter,

Even though I touched and caressed Han Ji-hyun’s chest,

Since I started dating her, I haven’t touched it once.

It was Han Ji-hyun’s secret.