episode_0006

It was quite a mystery.

Other men all have different feelings for me, and I don’t like that, so I didn’t watch the movie with them.

Why did you only show it to me? I’m a man too.

I thought he looked like a man who wouldn’t have other feelings for me.

As soon as we first met in the club room, did you immediately scan me and detect my power?

As soon as I saw you, did I think you were a man who couldn’t be desired by the opposite sex?

Where in me did you feel that?

Since she’s so beautiful, does she have a separate sensor that can detect such things?

Do I look too unmasculine?

I felt like such a loner, so I thought, “Is that the case for me?” and wondered, “Would a kid like that look down on me?”

“So?”

She answered.

“So what? Just like other guys, I could misunderstand asking to see a movie together as asking to go on a date, right?”

I asked, bewildered.

“Senior, can you think like that?”

Then she smiled playfully at me and said,

Why… … . Why am I okay?

Are you kidding me? It had to be a joke.

Don’t lie.

There is no way a super pretty girl like this would be romantically interested in me.

It was just a mischievous prank.

I’m not stupid, I wasn’t fooled.

I didn’t even think that maybe Han Ji-hyun had feelings for me.

My life experience tells me that there is absolutely no way that could happen.

“Don’t joke around.”

I tried to comfort her a little so she wouldn’t feel too embarrassed.

“This isn’t a joke?”

But she didn’t back down.

“Why is it okay for me to misunderstand?”

So I also objected and asked.

“Because seniors give me a good feeling.”

Then, Han Ji-hyun playfully brought her face close to mine and said.

I gasped and threw my head back.

Then Han Ji-hyun laughed out loud, as if she found it funny.

I wanted to say, “Is this guy teasing his senior?”

But my heart was so pounding and excited that I couldn’t say anything.

I can’t believe the face of such a beautiful woman is so close to my eyes.

To put it a little vulgarly, it was an ecstatic feeling that made me feel like I could disappear just by looking at her face.

“What, what is it… … .”

Of course, I should never have let it be known to her that I felt such excitement from her.

I did my best to pretend like nothing happened.

She was the actress, but somehow it felt like I was acting for her more.

What is this good feeling?

Of course, there was no way that goddess Han Ji-hyun would have fallen in love with me at first sight.

Then why does she play such a prank on me?

As soon as you saw me, did you feel that I was a good toy to tease?

Have you smelled the scent of a weakling?

ah……!

Then suddenly I realized.

Han Ji-hyun, were you a bully?

Did I just get caught with a bread shuttle?

Or was he chosen to be a slave trapped in a fishing ground?

There were no bread shuttles at the university, but there were slaves who were attracted to the queen bee.

They were taken as slaves and abused by women who did not even treat them well.

Each of them lives voluntarily doing slave work, such as having a brother who does their homework for them, a brother who drives them around, a brother who tells them the genealogy of test questions, and a brother who buys them food and drinks.

Of course it’s embarrassing, but it happened to me too.

As a man, it is something that a woman cannot resist.

If a classmate or junior female student he liked asked him to do something, he would say, “Okay, I’ll do it,” and do free volunteer work for them like a fool.

At that time, I somehow had an expectation that if I diligently listened to their requests and satisfied them, they might be able to date me.

The price was, in the end, the miserable result of everyone dating other men… … .

As soon as Han Ji-hyun saw me, she thought she wanted to make me a slave in the fishing grounds management.

You caught a good man with a slave feeling… …!

Now I get it. Now it all makes sense.

Of course, since Han Ji-hyun is a super goddess,

If only I could talk to her and hang out with her,

Even if it’s not a relationship, it’s okay to be a fishing ground, even if it’s okay to be a slave, there will be a line of men desperately hoping that you will use them.

I, too, didn’t mind being used as long as I could continue to see her and remain her acquaintance.

She was that beautiful, and I truly fell in love with her.

But on the other hand, it was bitter.

Even though I knew she wouldn’t have any romantic interest in me as a man,

The difference in damage between thinking about it in your head and actually facing it is huge.

It was okay though.

At least there was hope that I could do something like this with her alone again next time.

That alone was exciting to me.

“Please give me your number.”

She said, holding out her phone.

It was just the beginning. From today on, I was to be added to her slave list.

I gave him my number.

“What good feeling did I have?”

After giving her the number, I asked her.

“I just felt like I wanted to become friends?”

“There are a lot of other guys you can become friends with, right?”

It was a bit of an embarrassing question, but it was also the question I was most curious about.

I asked her without hesitation.

Come to think of it, there must be hundreds of men who would run to Han Ji-hyun because they like her.

There was no way he only wanted to be friends with me.

There are probably a ton of men other than me that Han Ji-hyun would want to make slaves of, so is there any reason why she would choose only me?

There’s nothing particularly different about me from other men.

“There are no men to become friends with.”

But she answered firmly.

“Why not? There must be so many guys who want to be friends with you. Why don’t you just choose one of them? ”

“There’s no guy I want to be friends with.”

What? Then what am I… … .

“Do you want to be friends with me… … ?”

“Yes.”

Then… … , am I really Han Ji-hyun’s first boyfriend?

“Really… …? So you don’t have friends with men, only lovers?”

“I don’t even have a lover.”

“Huh… …? Have you never cheated on a guy?”

“Yes.”

“You?”

“Yes. No.”

“That’s ridiculous.”

I couldn’t believe it.

A pretty girl like this never dated in middle school?

Have you ever had a man who was so pretty that he couldn’t stand you?

“Why doesn’t that make sense? There are many girls who haven’t dated until they’re 20.”

She asked.

I was about to say, “How could someone this pretty not have a boyfriend?” but then I didn’t say anything because it would be considered a compliment on her looks.

“I just thought you had some dating experience.”

“Do you have any seniors?”

She suddenly poked me where it hurts.

Of course, she asked without any intention, but I felt like I was being stabbed in the back.

“Oh, no… … .”

“Why wasn’t it there?”

“Well… … .”

I couldn’t bring myself to answer that it was because I was incredibly unpopular with the girls and got dumped all the time.

“See. I’m sure there was a reason why you didn’t date your senior. I do the same.”

She said with a smile.

She could have dated him, but she didn’t.

It’s not that I didn’t date, it’s that I couldn’t date…

I wondered why she had never dated a man before.

But if I asked her that, she would probably ask me why I’ve never dated a woman before.

I couldn’t answer that, so I didn’t ask any further.

I decided to ask Han Ji-hyun later if I could become closer to her.

And since it was only the first day I had known her, I was hesitant to ask her any more.

I couldn’t ask any more questions and broke up with her.

To be honest, exchanging numbers between seniors and juniors was a common occurrence.

I figured there was a good chance I wouldn’t hear from her again after that day.

It’s strange to contact such a beautiful woman first without any special reason.

Because I thought I would look like a senior who was being rude to a pretty junior, I didn’t even contact her first.

But three days after I broke up with her.

“What are you doing after class today?”

She got a call.

And then I actually met her again.

I met her again and we ate together at the school cafeteria that day.

“What are you doing today?”

“Are you busy today?”

And even after that day, she continued to contact me first.

So, she and I became close friends quickly.

We became friends, eating together, going to the movies, and drinking together.

When she first approached me, it was different from what I suspected of her.

She didn’t use me as a slave.

She didn’t even ask me to do anything for her,

Even though I have a car, I’ve never once asked him to drive me anywhere to do his business.

He didn’t ask me to do his liberal arts homework for him, or buy him food or drinks.

Whenever I bought her a meal, she bought me a meal too.

If I reserve movie tickets, next time you reserve them yourself.

She didn’t seem to want anything from me.

She seemed to just enjoy spending time with me.

Honestly, I was so happy.

It was ecstatic.

As she walked down the street, countless people turned to look at her.

I can’t believe that Han Ji-hyun and I eat together, watch movies, and drink together.

Just by walking down the street, I am with a goddess so beautiful that she attracts the attention of all men and women?

Han Ji-hyun is doing things she’s never done with any other woman.

I couldn’t believe it. It felt like a dream.

I wonder if she feels comfortable with me as a good senior and a good older brother.

Why do you turn down all those handsome guys and flirt with me?

Even though we weren’t dating, even though I wasn’t her lover, I was so happy spending time with her.

I am so happy that I am enjoying this overwhelming happiness, this ecstasy,

Like a midsummer night’s dream, I prayed that it wouldn’t just disappear and disappear, that it wouldn’t end and disappear like a lie.

And, just as I hoped, it really happened.