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In fact, I am the only one who feels this through skinship because I am in love with her.

For her, it was only natural that they would have to be physically close together to watch a movie together using just a phone.

It would have been an action that had no special meaning to her.

I know it so well that I never make a mistake.

In the past, even if a woman just smiled at me or treated me kindly,

Or, if you give them a birthday present or just compliment them,

There was a time when I wondered if he liked me.

But that wasn’t the case at all.

Most of them were just favors to maintain good human relations,

These were actions that didn’t have much meaning.

I don’t know if I was a really handsome guy, but

A top-class beauty like Han Ji-hyun,

Today was the first time we met, and the chances of him immediately liking me, who was nothing special, were zero.

She’s just happy to have joined a new club,

It must have been nice to see the senior I met for the first time in the club room where I had been waiting alone.

And I felt good because he said he would watch the movie I was in with him.

Just sitting there watching a movie together on their phones, with no other special intention.

I knew all too well that this, like other women, was simply an act of goodwill in human relations.

It didn’t matter though.

It probably means nothing to her that we are physically touching,

For me, this was an incredible skinship with a goddess.

Han Ji-hyun, who thought that she might not have the chance to see him again,

She’s right in front of my eyes, and I’m even alone with her.

I’m watching a movie with her, face to face, using only my phone.

This alone made me happy.

As I continued to watch the movie with Han Ji-hyun in such an excited state, time passed quickly.

I wanted to stay like this, just the two of us, with time standing still, but unfortunately, it was 3 o’clock, the time when the club members were supposed to meet.

“What are you two looking at?”

Yujin, a third-year student, came into the club room and asked the two of us who were watching a movie together, sticking close to each other.

“Ah… … , just the movie he was in.”

“Hello!”

I felt a little guilty, as if I had been caught watching something I shouldn’t have with Han Ji-hyun, so I answered in a vague manner.

Han Ji-hyun got up from the sofa and greeted Eugene.

“You’re that famous kid who joined our club. You’re really pretty.”

“Thank you.”

When Eugene spoke, Han Ji-hyun answered a little shyly.

Because of Eugene’s appearance,

As I stood up from my seat to greet Eugene, Han Ji-hyun’s body, which had been stuck to mine, fell away.

I screamed in my head, “Fuck!”

After that, kids started coming into the club room one by one.

There were a lot of kids gathered, so it was impossible for Han Ji-hyun and I to continue watching the movie alone.

Because these guys came to the club room,

In the end, the sweet time watching a movie alone with Han Ji-hyun ended.

I felt very sorry, thinking to myself that I should have come a little later.

There will never be another opportunity like this, and the sweet time was so short.

When the ecstatic time alone with her ended so quickly, I felt so sad and miserable.

Eugene and the club members just showed up on time for the appointment, so there was nothing wrong.

I couldn’t blame them for ruining my happiness, so I just sighed inwardly.

As expected of a super popular star, all the kids gathered in the club room were focused on Han Ji-hyun.

Six people were surrounding Han Ji-hyun and talking to her.

Just as she became close with me quickly, she also seemed to become close with her other classmates and seniors quickly.

As expected, he welcomed me and approached me first in a friendly manner and watched a movie with me.

It was just because she was very sociable.

Han Ji-hyun had a very enjoyable conversation with Eugene and the club members whom she met for the first time today.

Well then, that’s right.

She was originally such a friendly woman.

There was no way such a super goddess would have approached me with special feelings for me.

Today was a time to briefly look at the faces of the new students who joined the club.

All the kids showed great interest in Han Ji-hyun.

Especially men,

Surrounded by her, he was so entranced by her that it was obvious on his face that he was losing his mind.

Everyone was talking to her with such stupid, dumb faces that I almost worried they might drool.

They were eager to speak to Han Ji-hyun at least one more word,

Han Ji-hyun was so busy talking to all of them at least once.

So I had no chance to talk to her again.

Until just a moment ago, I was talking only with Han Ji-hyun and myself.

I was really happy.

The club members who broke my happiness, annoyingly, surrounded Han Ji-hyun and wouldn’t let her go.

To Han Ji-hyun, I was just one of the club seniors.

Just, when I came to the club room and waited alone,

It was a little more pleasant to meet you for the first time,

A senior who only had me to talk to, so we just had a conversation without much meaning.

“Okay, in two days we’ll all watch a movie together and have a new member welcome party. That’s it for today.”

Eugene said to the club members.

Anyway, the full welcome party was two days later.

Today was just a quick get-together between the freshmen and seniors, so the meeting ended in less than an hour.

I was sad to part ways with Han Ji-hyun.

Fortunately, we are in the same club, so we may meet again in the future.

Still, I was sad that this exciting time spent in the same space with her was ending.

I was about to say goodbye to Han Ji-hyun and leave.

But even that wasn’t easy, since all her seniors were surrounding her and greeting her.

I was embarrassed to go and say hello to them while they were all excitedly saying their final goodbyes to her.

However, it seemed a bit strange to wait until they had all left just to say hello to my juniors.

So, leaving my regrets behind, I quietly left the club room alone.

As I was walking down the hallway, thinking about going home, someone tapped me on the back from behind.

I was a little surprised, since it’s rare for someone to hit me on the back.

Junho? Or a friend from the same department?

I looked back for a split second, wondering who had hit me on the back.

But the person who tapped me on the back from behind was a completely unexpected person.

Han Ji-hyun was standing behind me.

“Uh… … ?”

I was embarrassed and screamed because she was behind me, as I thought she would be greeting other kids in the club.

“Senior, where are you going?”

She asked me.

“Me… … ? I’m going home now, why… … ?”

I answered in embarrassment, because I never thought she would ask me something like that.

I didn’t understand why she asked me that, since she had no business asking me anything else.

“You said you’d watch the movie I was in. You should watch the movie too.”

I was shocked by her answer.

If you really want to see it through to the end,

I doubted whether she was serious or joking.

“Um… … ?”

“Hey, you lied about watching the movie.”

I was so surprised that I unconsciously reacted to her indifferently.

She looked disappointed, perhaps because she thought I didn’t want to finish watching her movie.

“Okay. Then… … .”

Then she answered me as if she was going to leave at any moment.

“Oh, no! I’m not lying.”

I became anxious and spoke to her quickly.

“No?”

“Yeah. No. I miss you.”

“I guess you didn’t really want to see it?”

Instead, she asked me with suspicion.

“No. I really miss you.”

“Really? You’re not forcing yourself to look after me because you’re afraid I’ll get hurt, are you?”

“No. That can’t be.”

Let me answer with all my heart,

Her expression brightened again, as if she believed me now.

“But how can I see more?”

I asked her.

“The club room is about to close.”

I don’t know the club room password.

If I wanted to know, I would have to ask Eugene or other club administrators, but I didn’t have a good excuse.

It was so weird that after being in that room together all this time, when I tried to close it, it suddenly asked me for the password.

But it was not something I could honestly tell Han Ji-hyun and I to go watch a movie together.

Another location was needed.

If we sat down on a bench or stand and watched a movie together, it was obvious that all the students passing by would stare at us.

The men’s eyes would pour out with envy, jealousy and anger towards me as I sat with her.

There would be a flood of glances and conversations guessing at the relationship between me and her.

Then I might die from the burden.

That was absolutely impossible.

It had to be a secret place away from other people’s eyes.

However, there weren’t many places like that within the school.

“Go to the library and look. How about it?”

That’s when she proposed to me.

That’s right, it was there.

There is a room in the library where you can watch DVD videos, and several people can go in together.

Since there were also movie DVDs, the CCs also used it as a date spot.

I had forgotten about it because I had never used it, but she reminded me of it.

Han Ji-hyun and I went there alone and watched a movie together.

Just imagining it was more thrilling than being in the club room.

But why do you want to go there with me and see what’s left?

“Okay, let’s go.”

I was full of doubts,

I answered quickly, just in case she changed her mind.