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“Heavy breaths…”

The moans from the next room showed no signs of stopping.

The act I was engaging in was probably just that—a common act for anyone going through puberty.

Masturbation itself wasn’t the issue. I’ve done it enough times at this age too.

But the problem lay in…

“Ah… there… ♥”

The fact that the subject of my fantasies was me.

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If by any chance I were to make a sound, even a mistake, Yuhee would be under tremendous stress.

So, the least I could do was hold my breath as much as possible until Yuhee finished, silently abiding by a parent’s duty. Or should I sneak out again…

“Hah, yes…!”

A mix of nasal sounds and a teasing tone.

I began to imagine Yuhee on the other side of the wall. Judging by the thump on the headboard, she was probably leaning against the wall directly. She must have been wearing a headset, unaware of my presence.

“Phew.”

Was it because excitement causes the heart’s constriction to pressurize the lungs? Unconsciously, I found myself holding my breath along with Yuhee’s sounds.

Rather than tidying up, the rustling of the sheets sounded more like squirming, trying to stifle moans.

Even though she was alone, it still seemed difficult for her to let out those moans freely.

“Stop!”

Some sensation must have occurred as the highest pitch among the sounds emerged. It was the same sound as when my wife left.

What kind of adult video was playing? Perhaps a simple heterosexual couple video, or… No, let’s stop thinking about it.

Surely, she misspoke saying it hurt.

Yes, it must be hurting because it’s the first time. They say it hurts at first…

She wouldn’t do that with Dad as her partner. I haven’t played the role of Mom either.

“Crazy…”

Though I said that, I too must have been excited; my groin was gradually swelling.

The underwear and suit pants I wore inside were starting to feel tight, causing slight discomfort.

Thunk.

Carefully unbuckling my belt, I was liberated from the agony. Probably, this level of noise wouldn’t be audible.

Slowly lowering my pants and underwear, I changed into comfortable boxers without much pain.

“Ouch!”

…As expected. I must have misheard just now. I don’t know much about that female anatomy, but they say it often hurts if mishandled.

Lost in her own world, she was now almost unrestrained, nearly reaching the point of climax without holding back her moans.

“Heavy breaths… ah… huh…”

Now, even without pressing my ear to the wall, her sounds were clearly audible. Somehow, her voice resembled someone familiar, which only added to my excitement unnecessarily.

No, this isn’t the time for this. Getting aroused by your daughter—there should be limits.

Changing into everyday clothes where the rustling sounds were barely audible, I quietly waited for it to end.

“Dad…!”

Thud.

“Ow…”

Once again, the sound of hitting the wall echoed. The strange noise paused briefly, indicating real pain.

“Damn it…”

For a moment, I felt self-disgust at wanting it to continue. Despite knowing that ‘Dad’ was a twisted word, some primal instinct in me wanted to keep hearing it.

“If only she said it one more time…”

This shouldn’t be happening, yet the strange sound of ‘Dad’ reverberated in my brain. It felt like ASMR, tickling my brain.

“Huh!”

Whether my breath reached her or not, Yuhee’s voice resounded once more. With an even stranger tone than before, it stimulated my ears.

Rustle.

I can’t hold back anymore.

Before being a dad, I’m a man. Now, I have no choice but to surrender to instinct. Just don’t get caught. Just don’t get caught.

As if waiting for me to undress, it popped out abruptly.

Already fully prepared, there was no need to imagine further as I gazed towards the sky. Leaning against the wall that Yuhee was leaning on, I too looked up at the sky and synchronized with Yuhee.

“Ah…! Huk! Ugh…”

“Hmm….”

It seemed more than just a saying that groans escaped quietly just by looking at it.

“Daddd…!”

“……!”

That word completely erased my sense of ethics.

Trying to distract myself by looking at something else, I had another adult video silently playing on my phone, but it became impossible to focus on it any longer.

What I could envision now was only Yuhee’s figure. Even if another AV actress appeared, there was no way she could replace Yuhee who was moaning right next door.

As far as I remembered, there was a bed beyond this wall. If Yuhee was sitting there pleasuring herself, she would definitely be spreading her legs in an M shape, teasing herself with her fingers.

Slowly stimulating the sensitive spots, heating up, lightly pinching the clitoris with both fingers. As the pleasure spread throughout my body, I shuddered.

Probably doing it like this, I felt my body trembling along with Yuhee’s moans, becoming one with her.

“Ugh….”

Grasping the pole and moving up and down. The friction sensation and the muscles inside rubbing against each other spread pleasure throughout my body.

After so many years, if I couldn’t concentrate properly, I felt like I might finish prematurely.

“Ugh…! Ughh!”

Perhaps due to the speed of my hand movements following Yuhee’s voice, every time I slightly clenched my hand, my waist involuntarily shuddered.

Despite knowing that it was wrong to engage in self-pleasure with a daughter, the guilt of doing it amplified the pleasure flowing through my body, disregarding ethics.

“Uhh…!”

Unknowingly, a moan escaped, and I quickly covered my mouth with the opposite hand. But the hand that had been moving didn’t stop.

As if the suppressed desire was exploding, sperm accumulated in the testicles surged through the urethra towards ejaculation.

“Gah! Ahh…!”

Perhaps feeling another wave of climax approaching, Yuhee’s moans intensified, the intervals shortened, and her voice grew louder.

“Daddd… not there…!”

Insane.

To even think of such lewd words, I had underestimated Yuhee.

Until now, it was merely sexual excitement from moans and actions, but now the situation escalated, leading me to imagine as if I were violating Yuhee.

“Yeah… you enjoying that!!!”

Internally responding to Yuhee’s seductive provocation, I found myself speaking lines I had only seen in manga, realizing what a pathetic human I was.

Damn, this is probably why misandry is on the rise these days. It’s not like I got caught, but this is practically criminal behavior.

If by chance I were caught, I…!

“Daddd… ohhh!”

“Argh…!”

Unable to resist any longer, I quickly grabbed a tissue with my remaining hand and ejaculated. Even stacking three sheets together couldn’t contain the pent-up sperm.

Still not finished, it took about five more sheets before I could finally halt the rush of my sperm.

“Haah… haah….”

“Pant… ugh….”

With one foot out, a flood of guilt rushed in. The self-reproach for using my daughter as an object of desire tore through my mind.

‘I’m a disgrace as a father.’

Back in high school, I messed up and got someone pregnant, and now I’m lusting after my daughter. How else could you describe this besides being a horny monkey in heat?

‘Sigh……’

Exhaling a deep sigh, I tidied up the scene. Thankfully, Yuhee seemed still lost in the aftermath, not opening the door and coming out.

‘Yeah. Let’s just leave.’

The moaning sounds seem to have stopped, indicating that it’s over for now. Before Yuhee comes out, I should act as if nothing happened, as if everything is normal. I shouldn’t make her feel embarrassed.

If she finds out, I’ll become the trash father who knew she was masturbating and still listened in.

…Of course, there’s not a single word I can say even if my mouth were to split into ten.

“Splurt.”

My hands are a bit dirty, but there’s a public restroom outside the apartment where I can wash up. Slowly getting up, I tiptoe towards the front door—

*Ding-a-ling. Ding-a-ling-a-ling.*

Damn it.

Shit.