episode_0061

“Let’s think about what we want to say beforehand.”

“Ask for permission to marry… Is that it?”

“For now, let’s reconcile… If we don’t resolve this first, marriage seems unlikely. I think we should receive acknowledgment before permission.”

Despite loving my brother so much, to my parents, I’m just someone taking away their beloved child.

“What should we do about that?”

“I don’t know either… That’s why I suggested we think about it.”

Watering the cactus and tidying up the room.

After hanging out until evening, when casually looking for a store, my brother did the grocery shopping, saying he liked my cooking, and we had dinner at home.

It’s a half-and-half kind of good day… I guess.

“To achieve that, my brother also needs to actively accept reconciliation. Of course, if there are no signs of reconciliation from our parents… It might be tough.”

“I’ll try. Receiving acknowledgment and permission. I want to receive them too.”

My brother reached out and held my hand.

“He’s such a good person, I really want to make that known.”

“My brother is… also a really good person. That’s why I fell for him. I love you.”

“I love you too.”

My brother squeezed my hand gently.

A sense of comfort enveloped me in his warm, large hand covering mine entirely.

“Um… Will you accept me today…?”

I was slightly excited.

I’m not sure why I was excited, but I wanted to do it now.

“…Sure. Since I received last time…”

Perhaps remembering that he hadn’t reciprocated before, he hesitated to give but eventually accepted.

It might be exhausting once done, but… I don’t understand why he rejects me. Am I appearing too weak?

“Instead… I’ll do it according to your preferences. I’ve studied.”

Since becoming a woman, I haven’t actively sought anything explicit.

Something felt lacking, and frankly, it wasn’t enjoyable.

Studying was definitely helpful.

Knowing how to move, what posture is good, things like that.

So, I put it to good use.

“Studying…?”

“…You can expect good things.”

Making grand statements and raising expectations unnecessarily.

In reality, I might not speak or move properly, leaving my brother to take charge.

Confidence overflowed.

Not just fooling around. All talk and no action.

“My brother showers in the kitchen area. I’ll handle things inside.”

“Mm-hmm…”

Confidence.

Not arrogance…?

Theory classes are perfect; execution is all that’s needed.

I pre-studied based on what my brother likes.

Thinking he likes this…? crossed my mind, but it’s his preference. Not something to show off to others.

For some reason, I watched without skipping, feeling a bit heated.

Honestly, I want to try it too….

My brother, being teased by me.

“Sigh….”

He said not to scrub hard, but he didn’t specify whose standard that forcefulness should match.

As long as it doesn’t hurt too much, it should be fine.

Once, as a joke, we talked about how each country has a different smell.

Of course… I didn’t start that conversation, it was other friends, but if it’s interesting, it’s interesting, and if it’s dirty, it’s dirty, right…?

Anyway, unwashed smell was described as somewhat fishy, similar to squid.

“Sigh….”

It came to mind, so I cleaned more thoroughly.

I wish it smelled only of soap.

Has my brother finished already…?

Although in a hurry, I didn’t consider drying my hair.

If a man and a woman go to a motel, does the woman only wash her body and come out?

How do they dry their long hair quickly?

Leaving the hairdryer on the stand, I dried my hair with a towel, which, in my experience, was the quickest method.

Quickly drying my body and opening a package wrapped in plastic.

“……”

Wearing this without panties.

Is it like using 5,000 won disposable ones?

If the reaction is good, I should buy the cheapest one in bulk, use it, and throw it away.

They might like colorful ones too.

Maybe they’ll like pink or red instead of white or black.

“Oppa…?”

That needs to be confirmed.

“Uh?”

Keeping my body hidden, I peeked out just my head to find Oppa.

As expected, he was sitting on the bed waiting.

“Oppa, could you close your eyes for a moment…?”

“Uh… Okay.”

I took out a large towel and spread it on the bed while Oppa closed his eyes.

I mean, I’m doing what I have to do, but I don’t want to use the blanket once and then wash it.

“You’re going to keep your eyes closed, right? You have to stay that way until I tell you to open them, okay?”

“Yeah.”

“Then… come down from the bed now. I’ll help you up.”

With my upper body exposed and using the towel to cover his lower body, I helped Oppa up and made him kneel on the floor.

Coming slightly above eye level with Oppa, I felt like looking down on him from above.

Everything was falling into place just as I had learned.

“Did you put it on, Oppa? Or didn’t you?”

“…I didn’t.”

I snatched the towel away immediately as if uncovering something.

“Oops!”

“Why are you embarrassed?”

“Mm…”

“Now…”

I was ready.

It seemed like Oppa was ready too.

He must be flustered by the new situation.

He’s so honest.

“Open your eyes.”

“…Huh.”

“How is it…? Do you like it?”

Oppa, who likes feet and stockings, seemed like a pervert.

Sitting on the bed with crossed legs, my feet were almost in front of Oppa’s nose.

“Do you like it?”

“…I do.”

I looked at Oppa, who was still staring at me intently with his arms crossed and chin resting on his hand.

This is a success… a complete success.

“Oppa, your taste is quite unique. Do you like this kind of thing?”

In a tone that seemed slightly teasing, yet still expressing love, I teased Oppa.

“Ah…”

The light bulbs illuminated each other.

Oppa continued to stare blankly, seemingly unsure of what to do, while I kept admiring him.

“Are you tired?”

“…Yeah.”

“Well… it seems like something is lacking.”

“It’s tiring… I want to do it.”

A sly smile formed.

“Now… you can cover me.”

Oppa, who had been gentle like a lamb, turned into a wolf in that moment.

*

“Hehe…”

We collapsed exhausted.

Both me and Oppa.

Being able to shower was almost miraculous.

We could have just slept without showering, but we didn’t use a condom yesterday.

Birth control pills… are the best.

Buying condoms in bulk now seems regrettable.

“Huh?”

The time feels a bit off.

It’s not the usual 6 o’clock that’s considered morning.

“Oppa.”

“Umm…”

“Oppa…”

Although I don’t want to wake you up after your hard work yesterday, we need to get ready to go today, so I keep trying to wake you up.

“Get up… it’s lunchtime now.”

“In 5 minutes…”

Using the 5-minute skill, he opened his eyes briefly and fell back asleep.

“Are you going to do something naughty?”

We are both only wearing underwear.

It’s quite obvious to feel each other’s body heat.

“Oh…?!”

As a man, he subtly handled the awkward morning situation.

“We might be a little late. It’s almost 12 o’clock now.”

“Oh…?”

Looking at me, then at the clock, and back at me, his eyes slowly widened.

“Thank you for working hard yesterday… But regardless of that, we have to go meet again.”

As a signal for him to get up, we exchanged a brief kiss.

With our purpose clarified, he quickly got up.

“Oh… I’ll shower quickly.”

“Don’t go there… or else, shall we do it together? We might be very late.”

“It’s okay. Even if I finish quickly, it’s not like you…right?”

“…?”

“Ah…let’s get ready quickly.”

Seems like there’s a slight influence from yesterday.

Feeling a bit tired but welcomed the morning with a good mood.

“Yawn…”

“Why are you sleepy after waking you up?”

“Because we always shower together…maybe my body got used to it….”

Though there’s only one showerhead, we were embracing each other while getting about half of the water.

It seemed like my brother wanted to shower before me as he combed my hair with familiar hands and rinsed it with water.

“I just want to tidy up my hair a bit. I always make you wait for 30 minutes each time…”

“It’s okay. I’ve already received that much waiting as a reward.”

Silently applying shampoo, lathering, massaging from the head to the hair touching the back, quickly creating foam.

“Now, you have to close your eyes~”

I closed my eyes at the declaration that water would be splashed.

As water sprinkled on my head, my brother removed the foam accordingly.

“Today, you should only use conditioner.”

In the little time that might feel tight, apply the conditioner.

But if you don’t use it, there’s a slight feeling of tangling in the hair, so it must be used.

…Isn’t it fortunate enough just not to use treatment?

“Yes, I’ll do it.”

Since my brother is doing it for me, I wanted to help him too.

“Now close your eyes, brother. I’ll give you what you need…starting from your hair.”

With my brother’s eyes closed, I applied shampoo to his hair while he dried my body.

He tried to move away when cleaning his back touched my chest, but since my arms couldn’t reach if he moved away, I pulled him back.

“It’s okay. Who would say anything when it’s my brother touching me.”

Being embarrassed in strange places.

Even now, he’s diligently making every corner of my body foamy with a towel.

Surprisingly, the bath ended really quickly.

Not being able to even think that it was something that could ignite sexual desire also played a part.

“Phew…”

“I’ll be preparing breakfast…?”

“Then I’ll go change my clothes.”

“By any chance…would you like to try preparing my outfit too?”

I decided to trust my brother’s fashion sense once.

I may not know much, but judging by how well he takes care of himself, at least he won’t fail.

Having my brother’s taste mixed in will bring me joy.

“Give it a try~”

I reheated the soybean paste stew I made quickly to eat in the morning.

Even while preparing the meal, I was slightly looking forward to the outfit my brother would put together.

“…Ah.”

It seems like stockings are a must-have item.