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Her leg still hurt, so she returned to the bedroom without leaning on her brother.

With cautious movements, he treated her like a baby, making her feel much better.

“Thank you. Thanks to you, I had a good experience.”

“I’m the one who should be more thankful.”

“Then I’ll do the laundry and come back right away.”

She hugged him as he tried to put her down.

“Don’t go… I’ll do it later.”

“But we need to do the laundry today…”

“I don’t want to. I don’t want to make you suffer more. I already hate not being able to go out to play, I can’t make you suffer more.”

It may seem simple.

Running the laundry, taking out the clothes from the dryer, and folding them are simple tasks, but she doesn’t want to ask her brother to do them.

Simple doesn’t mean it ends quickly.

During that time, she has to be alone again.

Since there’s no one to take care of her while she’s in pain, she feels unnecessarily gloomy.

“It’s just running the laundry…”

“I don’t want to. It needs to be sorted by type. You can delay it for a day, so just let me handle it for today.”

“Fine… I got it.”

She snuggled up even more and made her brother lie completely on the bed.

“Hehe, you like this.”

“But what about the other things we have to do later?”

“That… you can leave it to tomorrow’s me.”

Seemingly unable to resist her insistence, her brother hugs her tighter.

“My body may be like this, but other parts are fine… touch my leg too.”

“Well… I can’t touch a patient.”

“When everything’s healed, we’ll do it again. I’ll accept whatever you do, regardless of the mood.”

“Ugh…”

Her brother hesitates.

Why is he hesitating when the answer is already decided?

“Answer.”

“…I got it. I’ll be gentle like yesterday.”

Why am I the one desiring what my brother should want?

“You can rush in like a wolf if you want.”

“I’ll try…?”

Just words. Saying he’ll be gentle.

“Ugh… Phew… Brother recharge…”

“Doesn’t it smell… bad?”

When will the mark on my neck disappear?

I wonder if my brother knows, but I decided to just ignore it.

Right now, I want to focus on the scent.

“That’s good.”

“…Even without perfume.”

“You don’t need it, your presence is enough.”

“……”

With an inexplicable frown, her brother holds onto his chest.

What kind of reaction is this?

“Do you dislike my scent?”

“…No, I like it. It’s fragrant.”

“Then hug me more. If you’re bored, I’ll let you touch my leg too.”

“Uh…”

He squeezes her chest again.

Should I go to the hospital?

“My heart hurts?”

“Because you’re cute… beautiful… my heart ached.”

“Ugh… haah…”

I barely held back.

Whether it’s muscle pain or something else, I almost pushed it all aside and almost did it again.

“Ah… you’re cute too, brother. My heart aches too.”

“Arrhythmia…?”

“Brother… why aren’t you accepting me?”

“Sorry. It was a joke.”

At his words, a smile returns, and the gentle head-patting relaxes her mood.

“Hmph, I don’t know.”

Then I’ll play a joke too.

“Oh… Jihye. Are you mad?”

“I’m angry!”

Although she says it so cheerfully, it might seem like she’s angry, but she seems unsure how her brother will react.

“How… how can I make it up to you?”

Oh. There was something I wanted to try.

“I… haven’t changed my clothes yet, so… could you undress me?”

“…Huh?”

“Hurry~ I’ll leave you alone in this angry state?”

“Phew… okay.”

As if preparing mentally, he approaches with deep breaths.

“But… where should I start?”

“What do you like? Chest? Legs?”

“I like the chest… No, well… I don’t know much about women’s clothing.”

Her brother seems to prefer the chest.

“Um… please take off the skirt.”

Uncovering the blanket, she points to the skirt.

“…This one?”

“Right.”

Carefully, she unbuckled her belt.

“…Wait. Can you see?”

“What do you mean?”

“That… panty.”

“What if I can see it?”

“Ah… got it. I’ll take care of everything.”

She lowered her skirt towards her legs and removed it.

“Hehe, what about the stockings later?”

Bending down brought indescribable pain to her lower body, making her ponder whether to wear pants or put on stockings.

It wasn’t pressure but simply wearing stockings that made it slightly chilly, yet it didn’t matter much as her brother was there to embrace her.

“…Pass.”

Her brother moved towards her upper body, grabbing the sleeves of her clothes.

Should I kiss him like this?

“Gently remove the knit without stretching it.”

“Right… like this?”

“It’s okay to look… it’s a sleeveless top, so it’s fine.”

She thought they could go all the way with this feeling later; it seemed like the atmosphere might turn sensual.

“Then, would you mind sitting down for a moment…?”

“Help me get up.”

Her brother quickly came over and supported her back.

“Hehe, the bra strap touched~”

“Oh…!”

She quickly avoided it.

Did I look too thin last night? You’re being too careful.

“Now that I’m feeling better, you can pull harder if you want.”

“It’s just that it’s too thin. I’m scared it might break.”

“What can I do if I don’t gain weight?”

The last time I checked my weight was probably when I was hospitalized.

45kg… Was it? My height is 167…5, almost like a skeleton according to my sister, but compared to then, I’ve gained quite a bit now.

Although I don’t have a scale, I somehow manage to see myself in the mirror, confirming that I have indeed gained weight.

“Hooray…?”

“Am I a child?”

“You’re… undressing.”

Following the emphasized instructions, she carefully pulled from the bottom to prevent the fabric from stretching.

“Hehe, where should I undress next?”

“Wisdom… your words are a bit strange.”

“I’m not sure?”

Skillfully, the sleeve covered the panty.

Her brother deliberately looked down from above, trying not to see the panty.

“You wanted to see my chest that badly?”

Of course, she refused the trick.

“Um…”

“Why are you hesitating? Quickly undress and dress me!”

All that remained were the stockings.

As the undressing continued, her brother’s breathing became slightly rough, and she also felt a strange sensation, causing her breath to quicken a bit.

“Phew…”

“Ah!”

“It’s the first time touching… gently, please.”

She lifted the hem.

“The stockings should come up to here… make sure they don’t slip off… be careful with your nails as you take them off.”

“Yeah…”

Her brother slowly descended the stockings from her waist with both hands, making sure they didn’t touch her skin, coming down to her thighs, knees, and calves.

“Now I need to take off the toes… I’ll do this part myself.”

It’s embarrassing to have someone touch my toes. Even now, it’s embarrassing, but I can’t stand having my toes touched.

“…I’ll do it.”

“No… hehe…!”

As if trying to remove a toenail, her brother’s finger lightly grazed her toe.

“You can’t stand up, right? Let me do it.”

“I’ll do it. It’s dirty…”

“Sigh… fine.”

“Ah! Please!”

This time, it seemed to be her brother’s turn as he enjoyed her reaction.

“Haah… haah…”

Ticklish.

It’s embarrassing to flinch at careful and gentle movements, as if someone is artificially tickling you.

“Um! That’s enough now.”

“Perverted brother…”

“Okay… shall I bring the pants?”

Awkwardly smiling, her brother stood up from his seat.

“I have… one under my bed…”

“Yeah. Got it.”

Oh.

“Umm… are these the pants?”

“…Uh-huh. Hurry, close your eyes!”

“Ah. I see.”

[There’s a bra and panties together… and even sanitary pads.]

Ah… fool.

“……”

“Jihye?”

“…Pervert.”

“Geez….”

He put on his pants as they both undressed.

It hurt to come back and undress, so they just lay there together.

“Sigh… Come here.”

“Uh, yeah….”

“I’m not mad. It’s all my fault.”

Getting mad about this is strange from the start.

I made a mistake.

It was wrong for me to keep revealing lingerie in such a place.

It was wrong to wear stockings….

“…?”

“Ah.”

He’s a man too.

So stiff.

“…I teased you a lot but… I’m sorry. I really want to make it up to you today.”

“Ah… no. It’ll get better soon.”

“Even like this? …Ah, sorry.”

They got closer.

I started feeling sorry towards him.

*

“Unnie, are you busy right now?”

[Jihye always calls at the perfect time when I’m taking a break. It’s amazing.]

“Um… sorry?”

[Yeah. Actually, I’m fine. I wanted to check in with Jihye about how she’s doing for a few months. You never know if other issues might arise.]

The more I adapt to women, the more I realize I don’t know.

It would have been easier if I had been a woman from the beginning.

“Well… I have something I want to ask.”

[Sure! Feel free to ask anything!]

“So… when you have… um, sex and it hurts, what should you do?”

“Inhale…!”

Suddenly, he blurted out, perhaps realizing that her brother was listening.

[Um… first, you… you need foreplay. Arousal causes a lot of lubrication in the vagina. If it’s your first time, it might hurt… you know that, right?]

“…I knew but…”

[Got it.]

“So stiff.”

[If it’s really tight, use lubricant and the man needs to arouse you more. And… what else. Did you use contraception?”

“Yes, we did!”

I tried to hide it but ended up revealing it.

If that’s the case, I should have asked Suah unnie…

…No. She might follow me home.

[Right. Anyway, if you keep bleeding and experiencing pain after losing your virginity, keep bleeding, go to the hospital!]

“Okay. Thank you, unnie.”

[Sigh… When will I get married…]

As I heard my sister’s voice, full of moisture, which was hard to let go, the call ended.

“Ah.”

“……”

“Oppa, do you know anyone who’s similar to you?”

“Um… I’m not sure.”

“This unnie is pretty. Remember the nurse you saw when you first came for a consultation. That’s her.”

We should hurry up and get them married.

Although the marriageable age is over 30… I wonder what will happen to my sister before that.