episode_0169

“I will go together.”

“Yes… ? Where?”

“Where Yui goes!!

They said they were going to volunteer!!

Then, I will come with you and help you!!”

As Carla sounded troubled, Yui’s expression, who was sitting on the bed reading a book, was gradually becoming anxious.

“Carla… ? I guess there…

Not suitable for students… ”

“Student? Yui is also a student, right?

I’m going to help Yui, so it’s okay?”

Seeing that the excuse her naive brain had come up with was so flimsy, Yui pressed her forehead in disgust.

How on earth can you honestly say that you received orders from Enic?

I should have come up with some kind of plausible excuse, but I didn’t even have time to prepare… …

‘Why, even Hyeryeong…

You may not have seen me, but… … ‘

Yui’s mind was becoming more complicated as she remembered that Hye-ryeong, whom she had already met several times, was also with Carla.

Although he didn’t seem to remember the situation inside at the time, he felt a little uneasy at the fact that he knew his whereabouts.

Since there are so many eccentric people in the party, if Hye-ryeong gets interested in him, he will inevitably get tired.

‘Right now, they said it was volunteer work, but… …

If you dig even a little, everything will become dangerous… ‘

Of course, there was still no special loyalty worth protecting.

If you think about it, he was just kidnapped unintentionally, and he was forced to follow orders because he was threatened by using his friend as a hostage.

Vivian and Ranie also chose to remain in Enic’s lair, and they did not think that they had made the right choice.

‘or not… Even now… … ‘

If the moment came when he had to choose between Carla and Enic, he would choose Carla without the slightest hesitation.

It’s just that the inner hesitation that maintains the current situation is preventing it.

The joy that can only be felt as a woman, a joy that can never be felt by anyone else.

That joyful pleasure, which she would never be able to experience again no matter what happened for the rest of her life, ignited a spark of lingering regret in her heart the more times she mixed herself with the tentacles.

‘that… I can’t deny it… … ‘

Some people might think that Yui, who chases after her by calling her “Kala Carla” all the time, is a homosexual who loves Carla, but he was confident that his relationship with Carla was different from that.

A ‘precious friend’ who supports you mentally and a ‘lover’ who will satisfy your desires are two different things.

And for her, Enic was the only one who met the conditions of a ‘lover’ who could satisfy that desire.

‘If it’s not him… Because I have become a body that cannot feel… … ‘

The fundamental needs that make up humans have one thing in common.

That is, the more one experiences a higher level of desire, the less satisfied one becomes with desire below that level.

There was also the moment when I masturbated while watching Vivien and Ranie being fucked by tentacles, imagining the pleasure without even realizing it.

Checking the health of female prisoners after being raped, he ends up inadvertently staring at their vagina with a white cloud oozing out.

‘But… … I can’t stand it either… … ‘

It was the same principle that caused those who had tasted delicacies to stop looking at ordinary food, or those who pursued the pleasure of drugs sought stronger and stronger drugs, even though they knew that their bodies would be ruined.

At the time of the Chaonan incident, he had his body altered by Enic, with countless pleasures and climaxes being poured into his young body, which he knew nothing about.

Of course, Enic may not have done it because he felt sorry for himself, but at least the body that had been modified was no longer able to respond to anything other than a similar level of pleasure.

Even though I masturbated all night long, rubbing my mounds with my white fingers, it wasn’t enough.

But that doesn’t mean I’ve never used a large wooden dildo before.

However, in order not to cross the final line, I couldn’t bear to mix with a man.

In the end, lack of pleasure only results in endless craving for it.

So she just endured it endlessly.

So that I can forget about that pleasure even just a little bit.

To deceive oneself from something that can never be fulfilled again.

‘But we’ve already met again.’

Obviously, it wouldn’t be a problem to live without it, but it would be such a waste to never feel it again for the rest of my life.

‘If I no longer feel that happiness… I am… … ‘

Perhaps, before I knew it, I was comparing Carla and Enic as equals.

“Not… It will work… … ?”

Does the words of a friend who is just sad that he can’t be with me sound like he’s asking why Enic is more important than himself?

The more entangled she was with him, the closer Karla would become to Enic, and one day, when the whole truth was revealed, Karla would become disappointed in herself.

“It won’t work… Let’s go… … ”

But in the end, Yui let out a trembling sigh as she answered that she had chased pleasure rather than her friend, at least for this moment, and gently closed the book she was holding.

No matter what happens, I won’t betray Carla.

Someday, in the end, I will definitely choose Carla.

Inside Yui, who seemed so determined, her womb, which was blocked by a spider’s tail, was whimpering and trembling slightly.

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Flora’s Changgwan, which had a peaceful morning again today, seemed to be starting to run lively.

Prostitutes lined up in the lobby of such a brothel, and two women standing in front of them.

Among the two, a woman with blue hair gave the ritual morning roll call, and the prostitutes listened to her with awe in their eyes.

“It hasn’t been long since something big happened…

I hear the problem is almost solved.

Well then, let’s try hard today too.

If anything happens, report it through Aurora.”

“Yes!! Lady!!”

The prostitutes in the Changgwan bowed to themselves, turned around, and returned to their rooms.

Although they may not have witnessed it in person, they seemed to have heard of Vivian’s achievements through rumors, and they seemed to be treating her with utmost respect.

Well, who would be able to show courage in front of the person who created the legend of 17 to 1?

Anyway, maybe that’s why people didn’t know what to call themselves in the past, but now they’ve become unified with the title ‘lady’.

“What is the lady… ”

Vivian, who couldn’t help but smile bitterly at the name that reminded her of nostalgia for the past, grunted softly and returned to the counter, putting her butt on the chair.

“Vivian!! What should I do? I’m so nervous!!

I can definitely receive grace, right?

I too can’t wait to bring my little master here!!

When will it be? Surely it won’t be tomorrow?! Wow!!”

An excited voice was heard as soon as she sat down.

In response to Aurora’s excited question, who seemed to have become a loser after playing with Ranie, Vivian gently squeezed her head and handed her a checkboard.

“Go and check everything carefully.

Let’s find Seong-eun later.”

“Yes!! Woohoo!!

What should I do!! Wow!!”

Vivian, who was watching Aurora disappear, couldn’t help but let out a deep sigh as she watched Aurora disappear.

‘I… I thought it would be first… … ‘

The very day that Chang Gwan was attacked by another cartel.

What greeted Vivian when she returned from work with good news was, of course, praise for her hard work and excellent work, and a warm hug as a reward.

But there was one more thing.

I guess that was the same reason why Aurora was so excited.

‘His child… … ‘

Upon hearing the news that Ranie, who was on duty at the den that day, had given birth to Enik’s larvae, Vivian was shocked as if a bolt of lightning had struck her head, and from then on, she often found herself lost in deep thought.

Ranie is happy and proud, as if she’s jumping (but she can’t really run because her body isn’t fully developed yet), and the female beastmen are looking up to her with wonder and respect.

And Aurora is unintentionally causing a fuss, talking so loudly that you want to sew up her mouth whenever she does anything.

Above all, for some reason, he looks so happy to be delivering the news to himself.

‘I… I am the first…

I wanted to receive it… … ‘

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