episode_0088

(New Love)

The uncle, the aunt, the older sister, the older brother… everyone took turns coming to me to ask me out for dinner.

I felt like this was a nuisance to me, but I didn’t think I could swallow even a single drop of water in my current mood.

So I just lay in bed and closed my eyes.

I couldn’t sleep, but I couldn’t keep my eyes open because all I could see was a reality I hated, so I just closed my eyes and stayed still.

“Haaa… .”

A sigh I don’t want to hear… .

But, if I didn’t take a deep breath like this, I wouldn’t be able to breathe properly.

My chest felt so tight and blocked, and my throat felt like it had been stuffed with hundreds of sweet potatoes. All I could do was sigh deeply and stay still as if I were dead.

“… So annoying… .”

My brother’s annoying face kept popping into my head.

I hate you so much I could die, I don’t even want to look at you, but you keep running through my head.

… They say that if you like someone more than someone else, you lose, so maybe that’s why I kept thinking about my older brother, who I should hate.

I want to see you, touch you, hug you… and have sex with you.

Thud! Thud!

And to be honest, I had high expectations.

I studied hard while watching porn without telling my older sister and brother. Even though my body has switched now, what I learned from watching it hasn’t disappeared.

How can I make my brother feel better, how can I make him happy… but right now, it was all useless.

“Haa… Really… Hehe… .”

The second one was okay too.

I couldn’t do it the first time, so… the second time would have been good too, but I didn’t even have the chance to do that.

Thud! Thud!

No matter how much I knocked on the bed, this person wouldn’t budge.

Still, I had a small hope that maybe my brother would come looking for me, but no matter how much time passed, no one came to my room.

I tossed and turned for a long time, suffering alone like that.

I couldn’t sleep, my thoughts were getting more and more intense, my pain was getting worse, and… I kept missing you, oppa.

“… … .”

Then suddenly I opened my eyes.

I thought that if my brother didn’t come, then maybe I should go.

And then I started to worry.

Should I go or not, I feel like I’ll lose if I go, but if I don’t go I miss you so much, but if I go and the door is locked, or if I’m with my sister…

“Ugh, ugh… .”

My thoughts kept going in negative directions.

I was breathless again, suffocated, and just too unbearable.

I kept thinking in extreme ways, but then I decided that I might as well just give it a try, and that I should just do what I want to do, no matter what happens. That’s how I organized my thoughts.

So I threw the blanket over there and got up.

And then I quickly threw myself under the bed.

I wanted to see you, oppa, even if it was just for a minute or a second.

Thud- thud- thud- thud-

Squeak—

It was long past midnight, so the house was quiet.

As I walked, a small sound echoed, and I held my breath and walked towards the room I was using.

“… Gulp.”

And then, as soon as I stood in front of the door, I was lost in thought again.

What if, because you hate me, because you hate me so much, because you hate seeing me, because you don’t even want to see my face, and that’s why you locked the door… What should I do… Knock on the door? Or break it down? Or just go back to the room… .

There was nothing set in stone.

I don’t even know what the door is like yet.

Because there’s a chance that my brother might not be inside.

I was afraid of the reality that had not yet arrived.

But, I felt like this imagination would become a reality for me, so my fear grew.

“Hoooo… .”

Take a deep breath.

I tried to calm my mind as much as possible.

Still, I couldn’t help but feel my hands shaking, my feet shaking, my heart pounding.

“Haaa… .”

I forced my hand up and placed it over the doorknob.

And then I slowly, very slowly, lowered myself down.

…suddenly-

“Haak! Ugh!”

Fortunately, I couldn’t help but groan in relief at the thought that it wasn’t locked.

I covered my mouth with my hand in surprise and slowly pushed the door forward.

Squeak—

A eerie sound at dawn.

And beyond the wide open door, in the dark room, I could clearly see a person.

“Haaah… Huh… .”

I let out a sigh of relief, and my heart started pounding again.

Percussion-

Close the door.

Click-

And I locked the door.

“Ugh… .”

I took a deep breath and held my breath.

And then I slowly walked towards the brother you see over there.

Boom- Boom- Boom-

My heart was pounding as if it would burst at any moment.

My face became hot as my blood pressure rose.

“Haaa… .”

I saw my brother’s face reflected in the moonlight beyond the window.

I was sleeping quietly, as if I was in a deep sleep, not knowing anything.

“Oppaaaa… .”

I dug around next to it.

I lifted the blanket, pushed myself in, settled into bed, and looked next to my brother.

It was my first time seeing ‘my’ face this close, so it was a little awkward.

But more than that, I liked the fact that my brother was next to me right now.

“… Oppa, oppaa… .”

I wished that you wouldn’t wake up, but… I was filled with the desire that you would wake up and quietly embrace me.

“Oppa… Sleep?”

I came a little closer, put my lips on her ear and whispered softly.

“Are you still sleeping…?”

“Ugh… .”

My brother nods his head slightly.

But soon, he began to breathe evenly again.

“… It’s not happening, right? Huh?”

I slowly lifted my hands from under the blanket.

“… Don’t wake up. Okay? ”

And then I put my hand on my brother’s stomach.

“Huh… It’s warm.”

It was just like a hand warmer.

And it was soft.

While observing my brother’s expression, I slowly moved my hand.

A little further up, a little deeper.

As I was riding the boat, my hands went up higher and higher.

And then there was a hill at the tip of my finger.

“Ha… .”

A breast that feels completely different than when I touch it.

I thought my breasts were just flesh and fat.

But, the feeling I’m feeling right now is so difficult to put into words.

Swish- Swish-

It was clearly clothing brushing against the skin on my palm, but it still felt so good.

There was no underwear underneath, and I stroked her soft and squishy breasts, poked them with my fingers, and squeezed them in my hand.

“Haa… Oppaa… .”

Soon I started to feel a little greedy.

If it feels this good over clothes, how good would it feel to touch bare skin… .

I felt a little sorry because my brother was sleeping.

But anyway, this is my body, and I’m the one touching my body, so anyway… I thought it would be okay.

I grabbed the top that was tucked into my pants and pulled it out.

And then I slowly put my hand under her top.

Swish-

“Sigh… .”

It was just touching my bare skin, but it was a softness on a whole other level.

No, I think the word smooth would be more appropriate.

Why didn’t I know that my body was like this all along? Why did I only realize now that it felt this good? I thought to myself as I slowly raised my hands.

“Ugh… .”

This time I came across a hill again.

I started to wrap it in my palm, as it was much softer than before.

As I was intoxicated with the feeling that my palms would melt away in an instant, I soon felt a soreness underneath me.

“Hee, hehe… .”

And I felt weird that this was even brought up.

Of course, it wasn’t the first time, but I still had a long way to go before I could adapt.

“Ah… .”

My head feels weird.

I feel like my brain is melting.

I just wanted to put this inside my brother.

Sex, sex, sex, sex… I want to have sex… I want to have sex… .

I thought, “Oppa, I want you to pull down your panties, spread your legs, and put this thing inside of them.”

Because it was ‘my’ body, because it was the first time, I felt the urge to push it in slowly but deeply so as not to hurt myself, and to fill ‘my’ uterus with your semen.

I might get pregnant, and then my brother and I will have no choice but to get married… And if we do have a child, what will we name it? But before that, we will need to find out the gender first, and I don’t know if my brother will like a son or a daughter.

“Hehehe… .”

I just imagined that I was carrying my brother’s child in my body, and I was so happy that I couldn’t hold back my laughter.

“Sigh… .”

And maybe because I pressed his chest too hard, my brother groaned softly and moved around.

“Ugh… .”

Body turned sideways, and back visible.

…Should I just put it in once? If I just put it in once, won’t they know?

It’ll only be a moment, so I wonder if he’ll wake up?

I couldn’t think long as the swelling grew bigger and bigger.

When I came to my senses, he was already grabbing my brother’s pants and pulling them down.

“Ah… .”

Because I was lying on my side, the pants underneath me couldn’t come off easily.

I felt like it would come off if I pulled hard enough, but I was worried that it might break.

Thump- thump- thump-

So I slowly, carefully, pulled my pants down so as not to break them.

I thought I didn’t need to go all the way down, I’d just go down a little.

And then the pants and panties fell down, and my eyes were caught by the sight of that big buttock.