episode_0083

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The bed is also uncomfortable against the unfamiliar ceiling.

I couldn’t even see Arami, who was supposed to be next to me.

“Huh, huhuh… .”

The strange sensation wrapping around my lower body was clearly a sanitary pad.

Also, this stabbing pain in my lower abdomen was menstrual cramps.

Now, my period was okay, but the small problem was that, as far as I knew, Arami’s period was still a long way off.

“Sigh… I’m going crazy… .”

And as I came to my senses, I knew.

Where am I now, who am I now?

I couldn’t believe it.

I thought there would be nothing more surprising… Maybe that’s why I was able to immediately understand the current situation.

First of all, it was the cell phone.

Fortunately, I quickly found Sarang’s cell phone, which was neatly placed on the nightstand.

“This, chew… haaa… .”

However, it was immediately blocked by the password.

If it had been biometric authentication, I would have been able to use my phone right away.

I didn’t delay.

I get up, overcoming the menstrual pain that stabs my lower abdomen.

And then he goes straight out the door.

“Are you awake? Are you feeling better?”

The sun was already at its zenith.

The person I met in the living room was my mother.

Of course, I thought it was love.

“Your expression is worse than yesterday. Why don’t you rest more? Or should I make you some food?”

“Oh, no… It’s okay.”

“… Then shall we watch a drama together?”

Following my mother’s suggestion, I quickly went to the sofa and sat down with my butt pressed against it.

I wanted to say something to confirm whether or not love was in my original body.

But, I feel a little awkward because people are looking at me with unexpected eyes.

“Did you get some sleep?”

“… Yes.”

“Are your thoughts still the same?”

“… … .”

Of course, I couldn’t understand what my mother was saying.

And I didn’t even know what to say in response.

So I nod appropriately and choose silence.

“… I see.”

My heart is not at ease because my mother’s voice seems to be somewhat weak.

And I was a little curious about what was being said between the two, but I didn’t bother asking in the current situation.

“… But, today is New Year’s Day, huh, aren’t you and your brother coming home?”

“Haha, well. Why? Now you want to see that oppa again?”

“That’s not it… .”

Mom smiled faintly with a foolish expression.

I also laugh for no reason.

“Oh my, how long has it been?”

“Yes, yes?”

“Love, how long has it been since you last smiled?”

“Heh, heh heh heh… .”

It seems like my behavior was a little different than usual.

Anyway, I thought it was fortunate that my mother’s expression brightened.

And then, far away, in the room I was in, a vibration went, “Wooow.”

It was clear that the cell phone had been thrown into a corner because it couldn’t even properly crack the password.

“I, I… I’ll go to my room for a bit.”

“Haha, you get permission to do anything. Go ahead.”

I ignored my mother’s words and ran as fast as I could towards my room.

It was a short distance, but it felt like the soles of my feet were on fire.

“Huh, huh, huh, huh!”

The sting in my rippling breasts grows more and more.

The pain in my lower abdomen was not ordinary.

“Ugh… Haaah… .”

And then again, on the phone in my hand, my number was clearly displayed with the two letters [Oppa].

I answer the phone without hesitation and put it to my ear.

“Hello, hello… ?”

– … Brother?

“Ah, uh… uh, yeah. Darling, you, are you in love right now?”

Even though my voice was clear when I heard it was my brother over the phone, I couldn’t feel more reassured.

– Hehe, hehe… hehehe… it was real… it wasn’t a dream… .

“Hey love, are you okay? Is there anything strange?”

– Yeah, no… Hehe… Ha, hahaha… .

I was a little worried about the absent-minded laughter, but I felt relieved that I had at least confirmed it.

And worries about the future come first.

*

(Shin A-reum)

Since that incident, the atmosphere in the house has been extremely quiet.

It was as if the storm had already passed rather than the calm before it, and Shindaun and I often spent time quietly on the bed.

We were like beasts.

When you are tired from mixing your body, you sleep, and when you wake up, you eat.

And when you feel energetic again, repeat the process of mixing your body again.

I never hated the present moment.

Since I even got permission from the uncle and aunt, it really felt like we were living in a world just for the two of us.

It was the same yesterday.

I reached out to Shindaun, who I had spent the last part of the year with in bed, and who I would welcome the new year with.

However, no matter how much I searched the bed, I could not find any warmth from the god.

So I forced my sleepy eyes open and looked around.

“Ugh… .”

Shindawoon rarely woke up before me.

But today, of all days, seemed to be that day.

I wrapped the blanket roughly around my body.

And then I went out to find Shindaun.

My tired body creaked and my legs shook, but my steps were light.

“Hey, Shindawooun!”

He doesn’t wake up even when I wake him up. What’s going on today?

Since he wasn’t visible in the living room or kitchen, I tried to go to Shindaun’s room.

Swaaa—

But, the sound of a strong shower is heard in the bathroom.

I wondered what was going on, but I threw the blanket I was covering myself with on the sofa and quickly went into the bathroom.

“Shin Da-woon~ Shall we wash together?”

A large ramp appeared first.

And a hand that looked a little busy was holding the pillow and shaking it roughly.

“… Why are you doing this alone?”

The hand movements were a little awkward.

And it’s even more so if you’re masturbating in the bathroom.

“Uh, ah, yeah… So, ah… .”

Shindawoon turns his body to the side in surprise.

And he stuttered and trailed off as he spoke.

“Ah… .”

It was hard to put into words, but the situation and everything else about it was strange.

I also felt a strong sense of alienation in the atmosphere that was so different from usual.

“Shindaun.”

“Uh, yeah.”

“Let’s wash together.”

“Uh, yeah. Okay, okay, okay… .”

“What’s okay?”

“That, no, go, even if we wash together… it’s okay… .”

As expected, my head starts spinning furiously as my imagination runs wild at the suspicious reaction.

And my head concludes things that don’t even make sense as if they were true.

“… You, you’re not a gentleman, are you…?”

“Hee, hehe… .”

It was a stupid smile that resembled someone so much that it was unpleasant to even look at.

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“… Oh, you and your sister… are you, are you and your brother coming over in the evening?”

“Are you feeling a little uncomfortable? Should I just tell you not to come?”

“Oh, no… I’m fine.”

“Hey, you made a fuss about coming, so I told you to come anyway, but I don’t know if it’s right to let you guys go.”

“Why are you talking nonsense again?”

My father looks at me with a suspicious look.

I was a little hesitant to face him, so I avoided eye contact first.

“Honey, it’s okay. Are you doing this because you want to receive New Year’s greetings from your children?”

“Oh my, if someone heard me, they’d think it was true. He keeps calling me all day saying he’s coming home, what would I do?”

“But you still don’t hate it, right?”

“Who said they didn’t like it? They just didn’t like it.”

As someone who knew nothing, I felt frustrated.

If I had known this would happen, I would have asked for the password on my phone earlier, but unfortunately, I haven’t received another call since that one.

“… So you’re coming now?”

“Why? Are you trying to go into the room again?”

My father asked me in a teasing tone.

I just smile awkwardly and lower my head.

“You should stop teasing the kid too.”

“It’s frustrating, it’s frustrating. It seems like that goddamn bastard is fooling innocent kids.”

“Ha, did you forget? You opened your eyes wide and talked back to us, saying you were the one who tricked us?”

And I flinched at the sight of two pairs of eyes flying at me.

“Oh my, Doya… .”

My father still glares at me, pressing his temples as if his head is throbbing.

“But you were still depressed until yesterday, but aren’t you feeling a little better today?”

“What if I get better? My head hurts the same.”

I’m starting to wonder what on earth was being said when I wasn’t there.

And I also wondered why he had never contacted me before.

“Don’t say anything when the kids come. It’s their business, what can you do if you get involved?”

“You’re saying that now… If you keep talking nonsense or tick tick-ing again, I’m going to break your legs or something.”

Mother also shook her head at her father’s words, which did not sound like a joke at all.

And as my name continues to be mentioned and talked about, the doorbell rings at home.

“Oh my, the kids are here.”

Mom jumped up from her seat, fussing.

And then he opened the front door, opened the front door, and stuck his head out.

“What did you bring with you?”

I followed my mother’s lead and got up, but then quickly sat back down at the strange look in my father’s eyes.

“Are you cold? Come in quickly.”

“… We’re here.”

“Hello!”

It was a very even tension that seemed a little different from my usual self.

And then you see A-reum poking you in the side from the side.

“What are you so excited about? Huh?”

My father immediately finds fault with me with a look of dismay.