episode_0004
by fnovelpia“… Lily. Release me.”
Mur was forced to stop and glared at me.
“… No.”
That look told me. I felt hot too, but out of all of us, I was the one who maintained my senses.
“Reel—”
“That doesn’t mean I won’t keep releasing it in the future. But.”
If Mur couldn’t do it, the country had to hold on to reason.
“You can’t do it now. You can’t do it this way.”
“… .”
“Let’s cool our heads. Mur and me too.”
To show that I was serious, I increased the distance between us and turned my gaze away from Mur to focus on the campfire.
“Okay.”
Mur eventually sighed and accepted.
As Muru and I were silently organizing our thoughts, the only sound we could hear was the crackling sound of the bonfire burning.
Surprisingly, it was a soft silence, not awkward.
That soft atmosphere did not break even when Mur finally opened her mouth again and wrapped us like a cozy blanket.
“Lily.”
“Huh?”
The fact that her voice was much calmer than before was the same for both her and me.
“I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay.”
When he met her eyes, which he had deliberately avoided until now, Mur smiled slightly.
“But it is also true that we cannot ignore it forever. Lily knows that too, right?”
“… … I know.”
Mur looked sideways at my confused figure and cautiously made a suggestion.
“Why not try to get used to your own body?”
“What?”
“I don’t mean it in a dirty way. If you became a succubus after coming to this world, isn’t it still unfamiliar? Your own body.”
Mur’s eyes looking at me were filled with worry.
“If you get used to it, you may feel less rejected.”
That worry didn’t arise out of nowhere.
As the desire subsided, what was hidden underneath was revealed, a feeling that Mur had had from the beginning.
‘… Once you get used to it, Ira.’
Mur said this without knowing that not only the race had changed, but it was true that my new body was unfamiliar.
This woman’s body, with its big breasts and big buttocks that I would never want to let go of if I hugged it, did not feel like my body at all.
But now we may have no choice but to accept it.
I didn’t change it because I wanted to, but anyway, this is my body from now on. Regardless of whether I’m male or female in my head.
‘… Should I touch it? If so, where should I start?’
I became interested in accepting it as my own body.
After much thought, the first place my hands went to was my chest.
There is no similar body part in a man’s body, so it is a body part that cannot be known for the rest of his life without the help of a woman.
“… Oh.”
And it was the same for me as I had never touched my breasts.
‘Soft.’
When I carefully touched it with one hand, a tingling sensation spread across my palm.
When I pressed it lightly, it was soft and soft, but when I pressed it with a little more force, it had the elasticity to push my finger away.
‘marshmallow?’
The elasticity was similar to that of a giant marshmallow, but my breasts were better because the skin was smooth on the outside.
“… Whoa… .”
As I was touching it, a dreamy feeling rose up from within my chest.
It starts in the center of the chest, travels up the spine, and spreads from the back of the head, clouding one’s mind.
‘Good mood.’
I even forgot that Mur was in front of me and fell in love with touching her breasts.
I feel good. It feels good to touch something soft, and it also feels good to feel the fluffy feeling spreading in your chest every time you touch it.
“… Wow.”
Mur’s voice was heard.
Only then did I remember Mur’s presence in front of me, and I looked up from my breasts, which were bouncing and changing shape every time I moved my hand, and looked at her again.
‘Pretty.’
It was a beauty that I couldn’t help but admire even when I saw it again.
Mur was also fixating his gaze on my chest.
“Ha… ha… .”
We made eye contact with Mur, who was breathing heavily, and both of us blushed with embarrassment and turned our gaze back to what we had seen before.
That is, with my heart.
‘… Murga.’
Slowly, the hand that stopped moving moves again.
Mur, who was more beautiful than any woman I had ever seen in my life, was so absorbed in the movement of my heart that she had such a painted face.
’Murga♥’
Feeling superior? Fulfillment? Emotions mixed with other things?
What is certain is that the mental pleasure I felt at that time was so great that it was scary.
And as if he had been waiting.
[Grace period ends]
“?”
Before I could panic at the sudden noise.
“!?!?!”
The true desire of the succubus struck me.
‘W-what… !!’
My body is boiling. Ride. A fire ignites inside.
[Main command guide. , . more]
Even the information given at the end of the unfriendly tutorial barely passed my ears.
“Lee, Lily… ?”
My eyes met Mur again.
‘I’m not a succubus… !’
But it’s hot. It’s too hot.
“Murrr… … .”
I cried. I sobbed.
I hate this body.
I also hate the God who made me like this.
However, the only person in this world who can comfort me is my ‘friend’ Mur.
“It’s okay. Because it’s okay.”
Mur hugged me slowly.
“Hah!”
My own desires, my desires as a succubus, and all the unfamiliarity and embarrassment I felt in this world.
I heard Mur, who had heard all the mixed up cries, biting his lip to hold on to his senses.
“It’s okay. Come on, Lily. Slowly relax… .”
Mur gently whispered and led me.
“Yes… Because I’m here. Because I’m always by Lily’s side. It’s okay to not be anxious.”
The first night I fell into this world, I received teachings from Mur.
The textbook was my own new body, and what I learned was about the female body.
“… .”
“… … … .”
Muru and I slept all the way until morning, and as we walked along the forest path with the sun shining brightly, both of us remained silent.
I thought about this while the awkward atmosphere was floating in the wind.
‘I feel uncomfortable.’
It was about my clothes.
To be precise, I was concerned because it didn’t feel uncomfortable. It must have been contaminated with various bodily fluids last night, but when I woke up, it was as clean as new.
‘It turns out I wouldn’t even laugh if I said it was a God-given item.’
You must be a crazy pervert who is fascinated by how obscene it is to add a self-washing function to clothes that are no different from a black bikini.
‘no. ‘If he wasn’t a crazy pervert in the first place, he wouldn’t turn a man into a succubus.’
The events of last night suddenly flashed before my eyes and my legs became weak.
“Are you okay?”
The first thing Mur said today was that he was worried about me walking away.
“It’s okay.”
“Okay.”
Immediately silence again.
‘What should I do?’
I couldn’t continue to remain silent like this, but even if I tried to talk, the topic was vague.
“Put this on.”
“Huh?”
Mur put the coat he took out of his luggage over my shoulders.
The only reason is my clothes.
“… It’s not cold.”
“The city is not far away, so there is a greater chance of meeting people passing by. As a succubus, the reason you walk around dressed like that is… It’s not good.”
As Mur, who had tied the knot, turned to face the front again, I felt the awkward air return.
‘I don’t like that.’
But if I said thank you now, it would sound like I was saying thank you for lending me this coat, and I hated that even more.
So I held Mur’s hand.
Gently.
I didn’t have the courage to grab it.
So many things are swirling in my heart, and even if I did something like that last night, it hasn’t changed the fact that it’s so beautiful that Mur can’t mess with it.
“… Lily.”
However, upon feeling that weak hand gesture, Mur’s voice became much warmer and lighter.
Until now, Mur had been ahead, but when we held hands, we gradually started walking side by side, matching each other’s strides.
“The day is nice.”
The words that were thrown out naturally seeped into the relationship between the two, whose awkwardness had already melted away.
“That’s right. Fortunately, the weather is not tiring even if I walk for a long time.”
“So, Mur was traveling?”
What about “? If you’re curious, force me to say it, master.”
“You thought you couldn’t do it?”
“Yes. You won’t be able to do it.”
“… You are full of confidence. And then you get a big nose injury?”
“No, I can’t. You are the one who can’t do that. And I really think you are like that.”
“… Really?”
“It’s fun.”
“What is that.”
“And I like it.”
“… … What is that?”
The sound of clear laughter became the wind.
“It’s a trip. If it’s a trip, you could say it’s a trip, but since you’re just wandering around without a purpose, would it be closer to wandering?”
“Alone? Isn’t it dangerous?”
“It’s okay. I’m pretty strong.”
“… Cool.”
“I’m embarrassed to say that all of a sudden.”
The hands we held were hot. It was a pleasant warmth.
“Lily.”
“Huh?”
“What do you want to do in the future?”
0 Comments