episode_0003
by fnovelpia“Hvvbbb!?!?”
“Don’t resist!! Stay still!!”
It was scary just looking at it, but it was clear that Mur was doing it for me.
But I continued to resist. I had to resist.
You can survive only by doing dirty things.
Of course, you can’t solve it alone; you need someone else. This was what the instincts of this new body were telling me.
Of course, it doesn’t necessarily have to be compulsory. Both those who do and those who suffer.
There will be a lot of men who will desire my new female body, and they may even pay money to buy one.
But I hate it all.
“Ugh!!!!”
I’d rather die than live like that—
bang!! The sound resonated directly in my head and made me dizzy.
That was the sound of Mur grabbing me by the collar and slamming me into the tree we were leaning against.
“Ugh… omg… .”
My head is pounding. My breath is leaving my lungs. Did you succeed in telling him to kill you?
“Hey!!!”
The violence did not continue any further.
However, Mur’s words that followed caused me more pain than the violence.
“I will never forgive you if you die!! Got it!?”
Because I grabbed Mur’s collar, he naturally turned his back to the campfire and looked down at me.
“Did you understand!!”
Mur shouted at me.
A thought suddenly bloomed in my head.
‘pretty.’
The soft fire became a halo extending behind Mur’s back, and the starry night sky mixed with Mur’s blue hair became a veil.
‘Such a Murga.’
They are telling me not to die.
They say they will not forgive him if he dies.
“I will hate you for the rest of my life!! I will hate you!!!!”
‘… no.’
The feeling of hating someone causes the person who embraces it the most pain.
Even if the object of hatred is a dead person who cannot be reached or visited, it becomes a curse that cannot be undone.
“… Mi—”
Pak!!
Mur’s hand covered my mouth again when I tried to apologize.
“You.”
It was a tone closer to purring than speaking.
“Did you understand what I said?”
As I nodded slowly, looking into those burning golden eyes, Murr slowly withdrew his hand, as if he had finally decided to trust me enough to release me.
“… I’m sorry.”
Mur turned his head curtly at my first words after being released.
“You just need to know. No, when I think about it, it’s also—”
“And thank you.”
“… .”
After a long silence.
“Haaa… … … .”
Mur sighed and sat down next to me again.
However, there was a gap large enough for the wind to pass between our shoulders, which had been close together just a moment ago.
“Hey, master.”
This time, it was a title that clearly contained sarcasm.
“Is it because the owner has no sexual desire? Just thinking about it makes me feel terrible, right?”
“That’s not it.”
“So you don’t have sexual desires towards me?”
“… … That’s not it either.”
Even when I was in my original state, I only liked Sunae, but my sexual desire was normal, and even now, the presence of Mur by my side continues to stimulate the lust within me.
The collarbone visible between the white neck and collar.
A gentle curve connecting the waist and below.
Even the captivating scent that seems to be a mixture of fresh fruit and the smell of skin.
Mur ran a hand through his bangs as if he was confused. The long ponytail swayed.
“So you absolutely hate sex without love?”
“… I won’t go so far as to say absolutely. However.”
“Just?”
“If not love, at least… at least… .”
What is the minimum?
Where is the line for me to say that this is okay?
While I was thinking, Mur suddenly said one word.
“Friendship.”
“Huh?”
“What do you think about friendship?”
“… Friendship.”
As he repeated it to me, Mur suddenly laughed bitterly.
“Actually, I noticed that you misunderstood, but I didn’t say anything. I’m sorry.”
“?”
“The reason I feel favored towards you is.”
Mur’s eyes wavered once as if he was embarrassed to say it out loud, but he composed himself and continued speaking.
“It’s just my heart that has nothing to do with your skills.”
“… Mur.”
“So I’m sorry. I told a lie.”
“… A favor? To me?”
Even if this commotion caused by the skill had never happened, would I have believed it? That Mur, the goddess of the night sky, had such feelings for me?
However, Mur’s voice did not belong to a liar.
“Of course I know. Even if I say this, you will find it hard to believe that it is so.”
Mur spoke as if he had penetrated my heart.
“It’s natural because it comes from the person who deceived you.”
That’s not it. You don’t know my heart at all.
I wanted to shout, but Mur kept talking.
“So let’s start with friends.”
“Friend?”
“Yes. First, so that you can believe what I say.”
friend.
It was a familiar word, but the reason it sounded new as if I was hearing it for the first time was because it was Mur who said it.
“And if you are a friend.”
Even though the words poured out like a waterfall, it seemed like there was still something left to say in Mur’s heart.
“Don’t you think it’s only natural to help out when you need something? Especially that one.”
Mur looked at me and my body.
“If the friend’s life depends on it.”
Only then did I realize that the current story was connected to the word “friendship” that Mur had just mentioned.
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“mur.”
There were many emotions contained in the purple eyes looking at him.
pleasure. Embarrassment. thanks. Even regret, guilt, and other unknown things.
“Why. Or does the owner not want to be friends with me?”
Mischievous words.
If you cross the line just a little bit, it can be cruel.
In fact, upon seeing the guilt and regret in Lily’s eyes again, Mur hugged her with belated regret.
“I’m sorry.”
The sound of a burning bonfire.
The sound of Lily’s breathing in my ear.
heart sound. A strong, trembling feeling that I don’t know which side it belongs to.
“I… I guess I’m not good at speaking.”
He’s so good at it. There’s so much I’ve seen and learned that I end up being too good at it, which is worse than not being good at it.
“So… .”
Mur’s words blurred and melted into the night air.
This is because Lily raised her arms and hugged me.
‘It’s warm.’
Mur was amazing. It was amazing that the human body could be so warm and soft, and the person named Lily was amazing.
“mur.”
To Mur, who was immersed in Lily’s warmth, it was like a voice coming from far away.
“Thank you. and… Thank you.”
Why do I keep being thankful? At this point, Mur began to feel emotions other than curiosity, cuteness, and attraction.
In fact, it was a feeling that had already been in her mind for a long time, but was now raised to the point that even she could recognize it.
It’s frustrating.
“Real.”
A growling sound like before came out of Mur’s mouth.
“What’s wrong with you?”
And this also existed before, but I am only now able to understand it. This succubus had a nice smell that was hard to pinpoint.
It smells like fruit, like a flower, and like fresh morning dew.
It smells like skin, reminiscent of perfume, but not heavy and refreshing, and has an inexplicably pleasant smell.
At some point, Mur realized that he was breathing in increasingly louder and louder breaths, but when he realized this, he took even more breaths, this time taking in the scent with his lungs full, like someone taking a deep breath.
“mur?”
Perhaps embarrassed by that sight, Mur was caught up in the desire blooming inside his body even as he heard Lily calling his name.
A desire that I couldn’t even guard against because it was unexpected.
“… Owner.”
The whisper tickled her lips, and Murr placed his lips on Lily’s neck to soothe the tickling sensation.
“Hit!?”
The cute succubus made cute noises, making it twice as cute.
‘I made it sound.’
Mur continued to move his lips, feeling as if the instrument had created a beautiful sound.
“Huh, huh… !? Mu, mu… What are you doing… Ugh!?”
Lips kissed inward along the shoulder, and where the neck began, Mur hesitated for a moment, lips still pressed against the skin.
‘stomach? under?’
Heading down was also a very attractive option.
‘But above.’
Mur’s lips looked for the same lips.
It’s not like you have to choose between the two anyway.
One by one in order.
“Now, wait… ! Mur, sleep… !!”
The sweet smell from earlier has become stronger.
‘It’s disgraceful.’
You were hiding this all to yourself? They gave out food and drinks, but you actually did that to Lily, right? I can’t forgive you.
As my lips alone were not enough, I stuck out my tongue and licked it, and the hot sensation, sweet taste, and intoxicating scent became more intense.
‘If you don’t share it, I’ll take it from you—’
“Mu, Mur! Stop!!”
chin. Mur’s body was forced to stop as if its leash had been pulled.
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